Date: Thu, 12 Apr 2007 21:32:57 +0400
Subject: Hi dear Chris!
Hello my Dear Chris.
It is very pleasant for me to receive your letter today. At me
remarkable mood, weather in the street fine and that that I before
myself see your letter makes my mood even better. I am glad, that we
with you had such good relations. At me such yet was not, that I so
have grown fond of the person with whom I communicate in letters. Such
at me for the first time.
I always think of you my dear. I shall never forget you. You always in
my ideas. I shall always find for you time. I love you my dear. Thanks
for your phone number. I shall try to call to you through a public
telephone booth. You always in my dreams. I like to make love to you
in my ideas. My days go imperceptibly without you. I miss on you my
dear. Thanks you for your picture. At you the whole collection of your
guitars. You probably very well play on the tool. I would like to hear
Chris ,I present you near to myself in my life always and everywhere.
When I go in a trolley bus, I present you sitting near to me. When I
go on shop, I present you, assisting to me with purchases. When I walk
in park, I present you embracing me gently for a waist. When I sleep,
I present you, laying near to me and warming me the gentle hands. You
likely think, that I have gone mad, but actually it is simple feeling
which does not give me rest. It is love!!! To me does not give rest
expectation of your letters, I very much wait for our meeting. Today I
all day thought of you. I thought, about you when have woken up,
thought of you when took a bath when had breakfast when went for work
and all day on work. Now I think of you when I write this letter.
Sometimes I so strongly thought of you, that during employment I
supposed mistakes.When I in my dreams I present, that I already
together with you and we madly like each other. Such moments at me are
enough frequently since as we have got acquainted with you, but today
this moment all my day was. I am glad, that I have you, let is far
from me, but I know, that I love you and when we shall meet I shall be
so happy as never before was not. Well, the operating time of Internet
- cafe comes to an end also to me it is necessary to leaving,I want to
tell you, that I will be here tomorrow and I will wait your warm
letter. I wish you good day.
Date: Fri, 13 Apr 2007 21:49:59 +0400
Subject: Hi dear Chris!
Hello my dear Chris.
I am very glad to receive your letter today. Today in Internet - cafe
there were any malfunctions. I could write to you earlier, but to me
have told,that I waited a little.Now I here also write you this
letter. I think, when all these difficulties with our dialogue will be
terminated and between us there will be no obstacles. I present myself
ours first meeting with you and my heart is overflown with pleasure.
I hope, that our first meeting will be in the finest afternoon in our
life. I dream, that we shall be with you together. I want, that we
with you were happy. I shall always wait for that moment when we can
meet you. I shall never forget about you. You for me represent the big
interest. You have demented me. I began to notice at myself, that I
constantly think of you my dear. I can do nothing with it. You have
entered into my head and I cannot pull out you from it. You always are
present at my dreams. I try to send you the pictures each time. My
ideas only about you my dear. You have caught very much a greater
fish. I do not know that for it a fish? You love fishing? You surprise
Chris, I still to you did not tell about that as I present myself it.I
simply did not want you to speak it beforehand because I wanted that
we have experienced it this day.But I can not hold it in myself more,
I very much would like that you knew about it,my love. This dream
begins with that moment when I am at the Airport of Russia when at me
already all is that I could arrive to you and already nothing prevents
me. I only will need to sit in the plane and to fly towards to the
happiness. I already know, that I shall feel at this moment. I shall
be overflown with happiness and ideas that now us divides only
distance. I sit in the plane, it flies up also this distance starts to
be reduced, with each second becoming all it is less. In process of my
approach you, my love, I start to feel easy excitement which all
becomes stronger. You probably will think what to worry already to
anything, you see all difficulties already behind. Only excitement of
pleasure which arises that I at last shall see that person with which
before I the opportunity only had it to communicate through letters.
For me it really very disturbing and an important point. At last the
plane lands at the Airport, I realize, that I any more in that country
which was for me native. I leave and on a gangway, I look back on the
parties, trying to find you. I see you, I catch your sight my
excitement reaches the limit, I am overflown with feelings. Now I
already stand before you, not constraining feelings I strong embrace
you,kiss and from my eyes tears of pleasure flow down. At this fine
moment at me vanishes all excitements. I know, that you already with
me and I do not want to let out you from the embraces. Further at us
all will pass how we dreamed in ours with you letters. That I present
from ours with you of the first meeting. Your words, your smile is
very pleasant for me.
I wish you good day.
I GENTLE KISS YOU.
Date: Sat, 14 Apr 2007 21:47:27 +0400
Subject: Hi dear Chris!
Hi my love Chris
It is grateful to you for your warm letter. Today I saw very beautiful
dream. It was about us with you.
I asked the manager the Internet-cafe that he has adjusted to me yahoo
mesanger, but he cannot make it. In their cafe it is impossible to use
this service. It is very a pity to me my dear. Who has been
represented in a picture near to you. It were your animals? I shall
wait for your poems with greater impatience. I do not come into online
as I do not have time for it. I write to you about the Internet-cafe.
Except for me there are still clients. I cannot constantly sit at a
computer. I hope, that you understand me.
Early May morning. The sun has not risen yet, but behind a window
already started to dawn. I have already risen, and now beholding you
shipped in so sensitive dream, I have thought, That you are fine, is
especial when sleep...
And the ringlet of hair sleeping on your person, and these lips once
giving tenderness and Caress ? all in you of Embrace of love today was
fine. Not daring to disturb yours Sensitive dream, and enjoying your
beauty, I sit beside and I can not tear off from you eyes. On horizon
there is a sun, and minute behind one minute fills in a room gentle,
morning light. It slowly step by step comes nearer to you and you,
already blink from the sun which has got on you, You wake up and
open amazingly blue, as the sky, in cloudless spring morning, eyes.
And the sun, being reflected in them, adds to them magic fascinating
It is a little having come in of itself, I wish you kind morning. You,
cheerfully having smiled and are graceful Having pulled, you answer
same, and I understand, that for this sight and for this smile I am
ready To give all on light. Can stop time eternally to enjoy this
moment I dare that and never before did not speak anybody. Silently,
almost whisper, looking in your eyes, I have told, that I love you.
This instant your eyes were filled with shine. No, it was not The sun
reflected in them, simply now you became the happiest person on the
ground. You have quickly leant against me and, having embraced me so
is strong, as though more never gathered to let off me, Has whispered,
that too me you love. I, have tenderly kissed, have gently embraced
you. Absolutely happy two persons, having merged in a uniform kiss,
gently embraced each other. The sun lit up our happy persons. We were
happy, as anybody and was never happy.
Time has slowed down the course and soon in general has stopped.
Pointers of hours have stood, the silence around was established, In
which palpation of two liking hearts was audible only. This world was
created for us two. This instant the familiar bell which has destroyed
created somewhere away was distributed Us the world ? that fragile and
while nobody the touched idyll. You have involuntarily weakened
embraces, Has looked to me in eyes, has told, - « Forgive ? and
farewell », - and as morning The fog was dissolved in my embraces.
The bell everyone was louder and louder. I have opened eyes and have
approached to a table, on which There was an alarm clock which dial
showed equally 6.30. The sky behind a window was It is delayed by grey
clouds and a rain, went behind a window, silently knocked on glass.
People, Having hidden under parasols slowly, bypassing pools, went in
unknown me a direction.
Having stiffened on a place, I have tried to realize, comprehend
occurred with me for the last Minutes of event. Finally having woken
up, I have understood, what terrible joke my dreams have played with
me. Having taken away me from lonely, constant, measured life they
have brought down on me a falls Extreme emotions, strange, for a long
time the forgotten feelings, and then one jerk having pulled out from
It from this fine, gentle and touching world have returned me back in
this Strange and lonely life in which already very long time ago there
was nothing so fine.
Dream has dissipated, and in memory there was you ? fine, mysterious
creation, your bewitching sight, Cheerful smile and brilliant eyes
with happiness. Life goes. Day is replaced in the afternoon, But
through all life I about carry hope, that sometime this dream begins
Really and will be in My life and this fine morning, and this
I love you Chris
Your love Lyuba.
Date: Wed, 14 Mar 2007 21:35:03 +0300
Subject: Hello my friend!
I even did not think, that you might respond to my letter to you. I
would like to get acquainted with you closer. I wanted to continue
with you correspondence. It would be interesting to me to learn more
about you. I do not know why, but I liked your structure. I want and
to receive from you letters further.
In the first letter I want to tell you, that I search for serious
relations. I want to find to myself the partner. I want to find to
myself such the man with whom I can create strong and long relations.
I want to hope that can find to itself of the loved person. But for
this purpose we should learn with you each other better. I want to
correspond without a deceit.
I do not want, that you would write me a lie. I would like to receive
from you only frank letters. Because, in my opinion, without trust and
revelation it is impossible to create strong relations. Therefore I at
once ask you, that you would not deceive me. Because many deceived me,
used my kindness and trustfulness. I would like love, I want to
present all love which is stored at me in heart. The love of the loved
person is necessary for me. It is hard for me to live one. You know,
it seems to me, that when the person of nobody likes, he simply lives
vainly. What for to live if you do not like? I think, that it is
necessary to share the love with relatives to you the person.
Now I want to tell about myself.I live in Russia, in city VOLZHSK. Now
to me 28 years. I was born in August, 26. Years so quickly fly. I
still yesterday remember, how I went to school as finished institute.
And me it will be already fast 29 years. On the one hand it becomes
sad, when you become more senior. But on the other hand, to you there
comes life experience. The most important to live these years with the
loved person. I very much want to be happy. I am ready to present all
to the loved person. I shall do all what my loved person too was happy.
Now I work as the manager in a private concern. This firm is engaged
in realization of food stuffs by the gross. My work consists that I
either search for clients, or I accept clients who have responded to
advertising. This work is pleasant to me, I love this work. I work in
good collective. But all over again I was frightened by that at this
work it is necessary to itself to earn. Now I shall try to you to
explain. There are works where the certain salary to workers is
established. And having chosen a trade of the manager itself it is
necessary to search to yourself for clients as much as possible
because you receive only interest from the bargain. But now I
understand, that it not so. At me the certain salary per one month is
established. Because in any case, food stuffs bought always and will
buy. As I can receive interest from those clients which I to find
itself. Which have addressed not on advertising and which I have
found. It is very convenient. Because you know, that if you could not
find this month to yourself clients you all the same will receive the
salary. Basically, I accept my work. To tell the truth, many mine
familiar, friends, spoke me that I might find to myself and other work
with the appearance. One time I wanted to engage in modelling
business. But I have then understood, that can not achieve the big
results in it. Simply it is very hard to be model. It is necessary to
watch itself constantly. These are regular jobs, constantly you paint
the hair to influence of chemistry. And it not so was pleasant to me.
And money cannot be earned this trade. It may be possible in the big
cities. But in my small city it is impossible. And in general, I not
so would like to earn money that should to show me the body. I know,
that to many models what to become popular, it is necessary to sleep
with men. Simply so at us in Russia it is impossible to achieve
anything. I was not going to lie down under anybody. I always wanted
to live fairly. And now I want to live so, that it would not be a
shame to me in the future with my acts. I want to be fair first of all
before myself. I want to tell to you slightly about the family. I live
now separately from mum. I do not have daddy. he has died, when I was
absolutely small. I almost do not remember him. From close relatives I
have still uncle, the aunt and her son who is necessary me the cousin.
My mum gave all love to me. She might not present the love to my
daddy. I very strongly love mum. I think, that she has brought up me
the good person. But now I already adult, I live separately from mum.
Earlier when I only left from mum, it was hard for me. I missed mum.
But now I have already got used. To be simple all time with parents is
impossible. Parents too want to live happily. I do not know, that else
I might write to you in this letter. I do not know, that you interest,
that you would want to learn about me. I am ready to answer all your
questions. As I want to ask you that you would send me the photo. I
want, what you and further continued to write to me. I shall be very
glad to receive from you letters. I do not want, that you would remain
indifferent to my letters. It is very important for me, that you would
answer me. I wait for your letter. I hope, that tomorrow I can find it
in the letter box. I want to know about you more. Write to me as much
as possible about itself, about the relatives, about the work. Any
details will be interesting to me. But on it I should finish the
letter. I very much wait for your answer to my letter.
Date: Thu, 15 Mar 2007 21:36:42 +0300
Subject: Hi dear friend!
Hello dear Chris!!!
I am again glad to receive from you the letter. It is pleasant for me,
that you continue to write to me letters. I and further want to have
correspondence with you.
I want that you knew. I do not have house of the computer therefore I
write you from the Internet of cafe.
Probably, at us interest to each other will appear. There may be we
with you then shall not only correspond. May be to us will want to be
Closer. I think, that the distance for people loving each other does
not exist distances and insuperable barrier. I think, that if you like
Persons you will try to be any ways with him. The love actually works
miracles. The love may change people. Love to To the loved person may
force to change you completely. I can not tell you, that occurs to the
person when like. But me It seems, that there is such sensation that
you simply fly in heavens. All becomes perfect another, not such as
before. I very much want To test this feeling love. I want to love. I
want to present the love to the loved person. I would like to be
When I went in Internet - cafe what to write to you the letter, I in a
head had very many ideas. I wanted you to write much. But Now at me
simply all has taken off from a head. I have read your letter some
times. To tell the truth, I did not think that you will answer me
again. I Till now I can not believe that at me can turn out to
construct relations in such way. But I know, that there are such
cases, when People corresponded, and then they have understood that
searched for all life each other.
Probably it is interesting to you to know what relations at me were in
the past, up to you. I can tell one to you was exact that at me in
life not of the present love. I long met only one guy, but I do not
like to recollect this time. These relations for me were very large
mistake. It is not pleasant to me that men see in me only a beautiful
doll from which it is possible to play and throw out. Probably many
women have envied my beauty, and I in turn would envy them because I
think that beauty it not the main thing in life. There is even such
saying: "be not born beautiful, and be born happy". Well all right
we shall not be about it. From life I would like now only one: to find
the happiness. That is the loved person. I want to be happy with him.
I want to make his happy.
Probably, it will be interesting to you to know, on mine I have
decided to get acquainted in such a way why has got acquainted with
you. I hope to change the life. I am sure, that I shall be happy with
the loved person anywhere.
To me my time in the Internet of cafe is time to go has approached by the end.
Date: Fri, 16 Mar 2007 21:31:43 +0300
Subject: Hello dear Chris!
Hello sweet Chris!
I am very glad to your letters. It is pleasant for me to receive them
again and again. I want to tell you at once that I have told to mum
that I correspond with you. My mum knew that there are such
acquaintances. But I did not know as she will react. She is glad, that
I have got acquainted with you. She wishes me only the best. She
wants, what we with you and further corresponded. Simply I very much
want to create serious relations. She wants, that I would be happy. To
her all the same who will be my elect. For her the most important,
that my young man liked and respected me. I too think, that in
relations this most important. Every day I have more and it would be
desirable to receive your letters more. It seems to me, that I
completely understand you. I am happy, that there is such person with
which to me not only it is pleasant, but to which would like again and
to write me letters again. It is pleasant for me to communicate with
you, I want to continue ours relations. I do not want, what at us with
you all on it It was finished. I want to learn you further and
I very much would wish to communicate with you, but I do not have
phone. It is a pity to me, that I cannot give you my phone number. I
think, that I can find a way to call to you, but time is required to
me. Inform me also the phone number that we could hear each other.
Men in Russia do not understand, that the woman this fragile Creation.
It is necessary to look after the woman. It is necessary love and
tenderness to win heart of the woman. But the man in Russia It do not
understand. Therefore I have decided to get acquainted with You. Men
in Russia do not appreciate that do for them Women. We try, that in
the house the cosiness, warmly would be. But Do not understand us. My
future husband would would be desirable me that Understood me and
appreciated all that that I do. It is very important. Sweet, tell me
please, that you like to use In food? You sometime tried Russian
kitchen? In The last year I studied rates of the English language. To
us on Employment came visitors from America. To me very much It was
pleasant to communicate with them. They spoke, that him very much
Russian kitchen has liked. And you eat sharp food? I not I love sharp
food. More often I try to eat a meal without spices and Seasonings. I
try to watch over behind the health.
It is bad to praise itself. But it seems to me, that to you It would
be pleasant as I am going. The main thing to prepare for all with
Love. Then the meal turns out is much more tasty. I do not like To eat
in dining rooms. I prefer to prepare to myself. Simply domestic meal
is much more tasty and is more qualitative. You You know, that you
use, when prepared for it.
Today at myself houses I have conceived the big cleaning. I want, that
Before a holiday my apartment would be clean. My mum Considers, that I
very pedantic person. I like The order, that all would lay on the
places. If always To watch cleanliness and to do all in time on
cleaning and on domestic affairs there leaves not enough time. Simply
in the house there should be an order. Therefore at home at me always
the order. May be, on the one hand my pedantry and prevents someone.
But I do not think it the lack. The order when an at home at you the
small cat lives is especially necessary. I recently have taken to
myself home a cat. To it now one and a half month. It still absolutely
small. It such tender. I very much love animals. I do not have anybody
who would wait for me in the evening home. And my small cat waits for
me. It small, but already loves me. If I had opportunity, I would get
a dog. But while I can not make it. For a dog very big care is
necessary. It is necessary to give a lot of time to a dog. One more
problem that I take off an apartment. My mistress has allowed to get
to me a cat. The dog might scratch doors. I love animals. They such
lovely. They too understand everyone, only to speak they are not able.
It happens me is very a pity of those Animals who have suffered on
fault of the person. We clever, But we hurt the one who may not resist
to us. Sometimes it seems to me, that we simply stay in this big the
world. If there was no person life and would go the course.
Now already it is time to me to go home. The house of me is waited by
mine Small cat. I should feed it. Very much it would be desirable to
pass on foot up to a house. Probably I And I shall make. I shall go
home on foot. Today it is warm, a wind No. Weather simply remarkable.
I like to dream about something in such Weather. I in general like to
dream. In the ideas I can all To make as to me it would be desirable.
I the romantic person, Kind. Therefore I frequently dream. I hope that
Some my dreams sometime will come true. I think, that Dreams it is
boring to live. Each person should have dream. It is good, when it is
a little some of them. And at you houses are domestic animals? Write
to me about that, As you will spend the free time. I very much would
like To know about you all. I want to learn you as it is possible
better. But to To regret I should finish on it the letter. To me It is
pleasant to receive your letters. I shall wait again for yours The