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Hello my loved Steve!!!!!!!!!!
Loved mine, I do not sleep at night, I
wait, that day when we shall meet you. You love you me. I know, that I
LOVE YOU! Day after day I think of you, my dear person. How you? What
with you? Whether you are ill? What new in your life? Whether happened
that with you? Day after day I whisper, as a pray: you the God, let
there where the footstep is put with a life let keeps, always there
will be a reliable hand of the friend, let any pain will not touch
you, let your life will be long and happy! My life has changed since
when, I in the first have grown fond. I all so - think of you and all
as I present myself you, that you near to me, caress, tender kiss me!
You as if an angel have gone down from heavens to present me
happiness, to warm soul in a fierce cold, to replace water in hot
heat. In fact happiness - it you! I simply could not imagine, what
will be, if I shall lose you? I asked the God only about one, never to
admit it. In fact then I cannot feel you any more, look in your eyes
as the sea which is not knowing borders and limits, attract me to you,
call behind myself. I would like to live for a long time, and all this
time to love you that we never left you that our feeling has not run
low and has not faded, keeping freshness and force long years. Well
again I dream. Steve it is enough to me to look at your person to feel
happy! When I shall look at your eyes, they will speak me about
tendernesses, your lips about love, and your body you will speak that
you exist actually, about that that a reality for the sake of which I
am ready on all! Steve!!!!!!!!!! If I was your tear, I would slide to
kiss you if you were mine, I never would cry to not lose you!!!! I
love you, in my heart memory of you is eternal. I know, that soon we
shall meet you, and I like, I like, and I shall love only you, my most
gentle and madly the beloved on light!!! I want to explain to you
about Katya. This word in Russian designates a caressing word!!! You
understand me Steve? I hope you to me you trust!!! This gloomy, cold
and a little bit sad morning to become the warmest and joyful at one
idea about you. Without you - it is dark and cold. I, as the little
girl in a thunder-storm, in a wood and without mum. Around emptiness,
cold senselessness, prickly grief and terrible fear, you in fact know
as I am afraid to lose you. When I shall be with you beside, I shall
feel like as behind . a stone wall .; the same little girl, but strong
and confident, happy and loved, and from time to time up to
impropriety defenceless. I very much on you miss. I love you. I love
you such what you are. Steve! I would like to see your smile, your
sight, I want to see, how you embraced me with becoming transfixed
heart, I would feel, that, simply having embraced, we became a single
whole, and it cannot be denied. I trusted and I believe in the feeling
because such remains on always. I till now believe, that you love me.
I love you! I would not like to meet others, nobody will cause more
than such feeling, and I do not want to get rid of him and I can not.
I do not want to think, that there are other men. I LIKE AND I SHALL
LOVE YOU! CONTRARY TO ALL AND ALL! To me today it is sad, very sad,
that we now not together, that we now cannot make love. I so strongly
want to be somewhat quicker with you, to see you somewhat quicker, to
kiss you in your fine, gentle lips.
Whole, yours Vera.
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