Details
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| First Name: |
Natalia |
| Location: |
Russia, Sverdlovsk |
| Age: |
35 |
| Birth Date: |
15-03-1977 |
Letter 1
Natalia Stavrina, if that is reall her real name, befriended me out of the blue around 01/26/2007. She claimed to be a Pediatrician (Dr.). She wrote nearly everday since then, except on the weekends, except for today (Sataurday). I have atleast 70 to 80 something letters from her. I would happy to share them, if you could just tell me how I can send them to you, so that she can be even more EXPOSED! She needs to be STOPPED in her tracks, like the cockroach that she is, to me. I will await your instructions on how to upload or email you all or any part of her fake and worthless letters to me. She constantly told me that she loved me very, very much, in every single letter that she sent to me! Help me to help others not to be scammed by this ruthless individual, going by the name of Natalia Stavrina! She is shameless. She seems to have no consience or any regard to her unsuspecting prey! I will await your instructions to send my many letters from her. She almost got me to send her $720.00 USD to her through Western Union. She wanted me to send it through to her friend's name of Ekaterina Gluschenko. Thank you for giving me this outlet to vent my anger and even a little bit of rage, that she has caused to me. Thanks again. Best regards to you. Sincerely yours, Doug Riley. Miami, Florda USA.
Letter #1
Subject: I got your reply! Thank you
Hello there!!!!
Thank you for your reply to me!!!! I got your message and I was glad! I sent you
little message
few days ago and I got your reply! Sorry because I couldn't write you back
immediately
but my last e-mail box worked not properly and I decided to create new e-mail!
Please write
me here: . This is my new e-mail address which I can
use
almost every day! So if you want we can write to each other very often! This is
most accessible
way to communicate with people for me right now and I will use it. I don't have
any other software
to communicate except for mail client. I hope it will be enough for me to
communicate with you.
Sorry I didn't write you earlier because right now is most busy period of time
for me. I want to let
you know that I am looking for a friend, perhaps more than friend in the future
and I would like to
learn about you! If you would like of course. Please write me back as soon as
possible for you
and let me know, are you interested to write me? I would be very glad if you
will be interested
and if you will tell me your real name! My name is Nata. I am not sure when I
will write you back
but I will try to wire soon. I am just busy a little. I will try to send you a
picture of me during few
next days so you can see what I look like! Also I will tell you more details of
me if you will write
me and tell me you really want to know me better! Hope to hear from you soon!
Best regards.
Nata.
P.S. Thank you for your reply. It made me glad.
Letter #2
Subject: Picture of Nata
Hello again!
This is Nata! Remember me? I hope you received my message I sent you two
days ago. As I promised here is a picture of me. If you will like it and want to
write
me further I will be glad! I will check my mailbox soon and will write you back!
I will wait for your e-mail with impatience. Hope to hear from you soon!
From Nata.
P.S. Here is my e-mail again: , just in case.
Also if you will send me a picture of you it will be great!!!
Letter #3
Subject: I didn't forget about you!
Here is a little message from me. I just wanted to drop you couple of lines
and let you know I didn't forget about you. I am in little business trip
right now and I am in other town. I could find and reach internet club to tell
you I will come back home at friday and will write you big letter. See you
later.
I hope to find e-mail from you in my mailbox!
Sincerely your, Nata.
Letter #4
Subject: I came back!
Doug, hello from Nata.
I hope you are glad to hear from me today! Sorry I couldn't write you last days.
I think I mentioned that I was in business trip. My trip was extended and I
couldn't
come back home during Friday! I came back only today and very tired. I can't
write
you long letter but I promise I will do it tomorrow because I will be off work
during
next two days. I am really sorry that I was absent so long but I hope it's not a
problem
for our corresponding. Am I right? I hope you didn't forget about me and will
write
me back soon! Doug I will wait for your response with impatience! Also I will
try
to prepare some new pictures and will send it to you! Now some information about
myself.
I want to remind you how I could find you in the internet. I found your profile
in the
internet and sent you little message. After some time I got your reply and then
I wrote
you back to your e-mail! I already wrote you I had profiles in the internet but
I deleted
it some time ago because they were expired and because I got your reply and now
we can
communicate! I wrote you I changed my e-mail address because old e-mail didn't
work properly.
About my name. As you know Doug my real name is Nata. But my full name is
Natalia.
Nata is name for short. Doug you can call me Nata or Natalia. Any of these
variants
will be ok. Also I want to let you know why did I write you. I want to find
friend
in your country and would like if you will be really interested to know me
better and
to be my friend too! I think you already conjectured that I am from russian
federation.
I like in small town in the middle of Russia near Ural mountains. The name of my
town is Rudnichnyy.
I think you don't know it. I will try to find the map of my town's location and
will send
it to you! So you will know where I am living in. I am 29 years old. I have a
work. I am
pediatrist in one of clinics of our town. Ok that's all for now. I will write
you more tomorrow.
I will tell you more details of me because I have things to talk about. I hope
you want
to tell me more details of yourself. I will wait for your next letter and will
see do you
really interested to write me? Please write me long letter about yourself. I
would like
to know more details of you! Ok, I will finish my e-mail right now. I will go
home and
will get rest. See you tomorrow Doug!
Natalia.
Letter #5
Subject: Pictures for you Doug!
Hello Doug!
This is Natalia. How are you doing? Here is a little message to you from me. I
just
wanted to send you a map(location of my town) and other picture of me. I already
sent
one picture some time ago and I hope you can get this picture and will like it.
This
is one of the recent pictures of me. As you could see I keep a book in my hands.
This is book of arabic art. I like art and I like to look at pictures of art and
like to read about different types of art. I like to draw. This is english book
I
got it in our library. There were a lot of nice pictures. Also it was not a
problem
for me to read this book because I can read, write and speak english not bad! I
hope you can understand my letters correctly and my english is really not so bad
to understand! Please let me know Doug? Ok, I have to finish my e-mail and
want to tell you I will write you more tomorrow. I hope it will be ok for you.
See you soon and have a nice day Doug!
Your new friend Natalia(Nata).
Letter #6
Subject: A long letter
Hello my new foreign friend Doug!
I am glad to write you today! I have free day and decided to go to internet club
to send you e-mail!
Doug how are you today? How is the weather in your country? We have nice and
sunny day here!
I hope you could see all my attached pictures easily and I want to tell you I
would be glad to receive
any pictures from you any time! But I want to warn you do not send me huge size
pictures! It is
hrd for me to download them! Usually I use computer at my work and we have slow
internet connection
via modem. So to get your picture will take a lot of time! I can't spend much
time for this! I have to work.
Please make your pictures little bit smaller. I hope it's not a problem for you
and you can understand me.
Please let me know if you understood me correctly and will try to send small
pictures. It will be more
easy and convenient for me. I think if size of picture will be about 100
kilobytes it will be good.
I promise I will send you my pictures in my further e-mails too! By the way here
is one of pictures
for you too! I hope you will like this picture! Almost all my pictures were
taken by my friends! Can you
tell me who usually take pictures of you? As you know that I am 29 years old and
my 30th birthday will
come soon! My birthday is 15 March! I think I wrote you that I am pediatrist!
This is my main specialty
and I have studied during 6 years in medical university. I want to ask you how
long people have to study
in your country to get specialty? Mostly this period of studying here is 5
years. But to get some kinds
of specialtys takes 6 years. Also I have diploma of interior designer. This is
my second education.
As you know I like art and like to draw so I decided to get this profession and
sometimes I work for
this profession. But when I have free time only! Mostly it's my hobby but
sometimes it help me to get
extra money. I like both of my professions. Doug can you tell me more about your
profession in more
details? Also I want to give you some more information about myself in this
e-mail! I am single lady
and have never married. I had relations with men in my past but it were not
serious relations or it
were not good relations. I was not lucky with men here and I don't understand
why it happened? I think
I will tell you about my relations some later. Of course if you want to hear
about it! I have no children
and have never had, but someday I would like to have them. I hope this day will
come true and I will
be happiest woman in the world! Now here is some personal information about me.
I am 174 centimeters tall.
I think it's about 5'7 inches. But I am not sure. My weight is about 56
kilograms. I think it's about
123,4 pounds. I know that you use other measurement system. We use here metric
system. Doug what
kind of system do you use there? I want to tell you about my purposes in my life
and close future and
also about why I decide to find someone in other country. As I already wrote you
before I want to find
friend and want to keep in touch with him! Just some time ago( long time ago) I
have started the process
of getting opportunity to move to the country where you living in. I have
consulted with a lot of government
agents and agencyes to prepare necessary documents and to get a job of my
profession there. I saved my
resources and spent much time to get it and one week ago I got some information
from government agency.
They said I could get all documents in the end of February or in the start of
the March! It were great
news for me! I was very glad! They said that I have to come to the agency in the
end of february to get
exact date when all my documents will be done and I can come to your country.
Some time ago I thought
it will be impossible for me but after I started to figure out about this
possibility the destiny smiled
to me and I think I can come to your country to work and to live there. But at
least I will have to wait
one month more before it will happen. I have never been in your country and I
know no one there except
for you. This is the second reason why I have decided to write you Doug! Because
I want to have a friend
in the country I will come. I don't want to be alone there because I think it
will be hard for me and even
fearfully a little. Do you agree with me Doug? Perhaps one day we could meet
each other. But I think
it's not a time to talk about it. I think we don't have to hurry. I understand
that it would be great
to meet you one day but right now I can't be sure that I can come. I need wait
the middle of february
and after I visit government agency I will know for sure. Do you think I caught
the luck and can change
my life or I am mistaken? Do you think these news are good and would you like to
meet me one day? What do
you think about it Doug? Let me know. I am interested to hear your point of
view! I hope you could
learn more information about me from my e-mail. I will be happy if you will tell
me about yourself like
I did in this letter. I will finish my message to you and hope you will send me
reply back soon!
Have a nice day Doug! See you soon!
Hope your friend Natalia(Nata).
Letter #7
Subject: Have a nice weekend Doug!!!
Hi Doug!
Today is cold day here. Temperature is about -25 degrees of Celsius. I think
it's about -13 degrees
of Fahrenheit. Am I right? This is not most cold temperature we can have here.
Sometime we have
temperature is about -45 degrees of Celsius. It's -49 degrees of Fahrenheit. If
I am not mistaken!
I hope I am right. I could find formula how to convert Celsius to Fahrenheit and
contrariwise.
How are you? How is the weather there? I hope better than here. I am fine but
feel little tired.
Today I have a lot of work and can't write you long letter. I want to write you
more but I can't.
I hope you can understand! I just want to let you know I am thinking of you and
don't forget! Doug
I think I will not be able to write you during weekend because I don't work
during weekends. I will
try to go to internet club to send you message but I am not sure. If you will
not receive any message
from me during weekend don't worry I will write you at Monday! But if you have
possibility to write
me this weekend I will be glad to get new message from you! I have attach other
picture for you. Well,
I have to go to work. Have a nice weekend Doug! Ow, do you have any plans for
weekend? I think
I will visit my friends Elena and Tatyana. They are my best friends! If you want
I will let you know
about my visit to them! Bye-bye.
Your friend Natalia(Nata).
Letter #8
Subject: Hello my friend Doug
Hello Doug! This is Natalia.
How are you? How the weather there? As I already wrote you yesterday I had a lot
of work.
As you know I am working in clinic and there were a lot of patients. I had hard
work day and
was so tired! Sorry I couldn’t write more. But today I have more free time and
can write you
long letter. I hope you are glad. I am glad always when I have possibility to
write you and
when I have message from you in my mailbox! Tomorrow is Valentine's Day but I am
sad a little because I am alone now and there is no one who would spend this
nice
holiday together with me. I like this holiday because during this day happens
different
romantic things and people presents gifts to each other to show how they love
each other
and to show care and tenderness to each other. Do you like this holiday? Are you
romantic?
Do you like to do romantic things? I like to do it because I am romantic person!
I hope you will have a nice Valentine's day! I want to ask you would you like me
to be your
Valentine and contrariwise? I would like to know is it admissible for you?
I mean we communicate not long time and still don't know each other but during
this
day it would be wonderful to think that you are not alone and someone else think
about you!
Do you agree with me Doug? I would be glad if you will show me your thoughts
about it.
Also I decided to tell you more about place where I am living in. So you will
know exactly
what it look like. As you already know I live in very small town named
Rudnichnyy.
This town is located in Sverdlovsk area. I think Sverdlovks town may be more
familiar to you,
because it's big industrial city of Ural region, but I am not sure. Do you know
any cities
of my country except for Moscow and St Peterburg? I think you know that Moscow
is a
capital of Russia and we call St Peterburg by the north capital of russia. But
it's not
official name. Let's go forth, Ural region is located almost in the middle of
Russia.
The close biggest cities are Yekaterinburg and Perm'. The distance from Moscow
to my
town is about 2000 kilometers. The population of our town is small, no more than
ten
thousands of people. I have attached picture of my town. You can see some houses
and
part of the street. Now you know more details of my town. I want to ask you
Doug,
do you like to live in big city or in small town or even maybe in country? Well,
right now
I will finish my e-mail. I have to go to work. I hope to hear from you soon. See
you later
and have a nice day Doug.
Your friend Natalia(Nata).
Letter #9
Subject: Valentine's day here!
Hello Doug!
I just want to say Have a nice Valentine's day Doug!
Here is a picture of me for you! I hope you like it!
See you later Doug!
Natalia(Nata).
Letter #10
Subject: Some details about myself
Hello Doug! This is Natalia. I hope you had good Valentine's Day. I was sad a
little
because I was alone here during this day. Because as you know I have no
boyfriend. I hope
one day I will meet right person and we will be together! This is one of my
purposes
of my life! I want to meet a man who will love me and I want to create my own
family
together with him. I want to have kids. I like them. I think one boy and one
girl!
I would like to take care about my kids and about my future husband I would do
all
I can to make it happen. I think it will happen already in your country because
I
think I will have opportunity to move there. I will get a job there and will
live
there. My government will help me with it. I will go to the government agency
next
week and will figure out about process of preparing my documents. I think I will
do
it in the end of next week! I am nervous a little. I will pray that everything
will
be ok and I can get all necessary documents! My friends describe me like a
cheerful,
tender, romantic and careful person. I am optimist and very active person! I
like sport
and I am trying to make for healthy life style of myself. I like basketball,
tennis,
skis, skates and swimming. These kinds of sport are my favorites. I go to the
pool
3 times per week. Some of my friends do the same! One or two times per week I am
going
to get a cross country skiing with my friends. Also I like mountain skis. I know
about
water ski but I have never tried it. I think one day I will be able to do try
it.
One time I jumped from plane with parachute. It was last summer. I liked it very
much!!!
I got amazing feelings! Did you try it before? Some of my friends said I was
crazy but
I don't think so! I think I will try to jump again! I want to feel that feelings
again!
Do you like get adrenaline? It's indescribable feelings. If you have ever felt
something
like this you know what I am talking about. Also during winter I go to icerink.
Usually
I am skating 3-4 times per month! I am a good skater! What about you Doug? Can
you
tell me what do you like to do and what is your favorite kind of sport? At the
summer
time I like to go to river or to lake to swim. I wan to tell you I like active
rest.
Do you know what do I mean? I like any kinds of outdoors like a picnics,
campings and more
other. I like the nature and feel better if I can be closer to it. I like to
feel fresh air,
clear water and other things. I like mountains and forest! Doug I would like you
to tell
me about what you like too! My lunch break is finishing and I have to go to
work. See you
later Doug! I will write you again soon! Please write me back too! I think of
you Doug!
Sincerely your Natalia.
P.S. I want to send you picture of me and my friends in the next e-mail.
Letter# 11
Subject: Picture for you Doug!
Hi my dear friend Doug!
How are you? How is the weather? I want to ask you Doug do you have plans for
weekend?
I think I will spend time together with some of my friends. I hope we will go to
somewhere.
Maybe to icerink. Today is last work day of the week and I am tired. This week
was hard for me.
As I promised here is a picture of me and my friends. I can't write you during
weekends.
Because I can use computer at my work place only. But I will try to use internet
club service
to send you message this weekend. I can't write longer, sorry. But don't worry I
will write
more next time! I was glad to write you, hope you were glad to get my message
and picture too.
See you later Doug.
Sincerely your Natalia.
Letter #12
Subject: Glad to write you!
Hello dear Doug.
How are you doing today? Is everthing all right there? How is the weather?
I am fine and feeling good because I have opportunity to write you today!
I missed you this weekend! I miss your letters always when I can't read them!
I mean if I didn't get yout e-mails I am sad a little. I feel some affection
to your letters. Also I would like if you will send me pictures further.
I will send you my pictures too! I have prepared some of it and will send
you these pictures during this week. I think our pictures will help us to know
each other closer and will tell us about changings of our appearance from
the past to the future. I hope you could understand me and I am sorry if I
write incomprehensible. By the way here is a picture for you. This picture
was taken by my friends two years ago. Just don't think I am eating
flowers(smile).
I don't like to eat it I like when someone present it to me. I like flowers
and my favorites are roses, orchids, tulips. Doug do you like flowers?
What is your favorite flowers? As I wrote you before, during weekend I went
to the icerink with my friends and we had a lot of fun there. I like skating.
It was at Saturday. During Sunday I went to my friend Elena and to to go
the cinema to wantch movie named Ghost Rider with Nicholas Cage. But all
tickets were already sold and we couldn't watch this movie! Did you watch
it Doug? Is this movie good? I hope I will be able to watch it later.
I like Nicholas Cage and trying to watch all movies with this actor. Also
I like Bruce Willis, Brad Pitt, Johnny Depp and Tom Cruise, Charlize Theron,
Michelle Pfifer. Doug can you tell me about your favorite actors and movies?
I would like to know about it. So after we couldn't get to the cinema my
friend Elena and me decided to go to the cafe together to drink a cup of coffee
with pieces of cake. Doug do you like cakes and pies? I like it but I
don't eat it often because I keep my body in good form. Do you like coffee
or maybe you like tea more? I like black tea and coffee(with cream) but I don't
drink coffee a lot. More often I drink tea. Also I like juices(orange, pineapple
and apple), icecream(usually chocolate and vanilla). My favorite berryes
are strawberry, blackberry, blueberry and cherry. Also like peaches and bananas.
One of the favorite kinds of food is seafood. I like italian and russian
kitchen.
Do you like pizzas Doug? I like pizzas with mushrooms, cheese, bacon and
tomatos.
Usually I cook meal by myself because I like to cook and I am good cook! All my
friends who visited me told that they liked my dishes I cooked and they said I
am
very good cook. Do you like to cook Doug? Are you a good cook? But sometimes
I go to the cafe or to little restaurant to lunch. Usually it is happening one
or two times per week. How often you go to the restaurant? When it was last
time?
My last visit to cafe was yesterday.As you remember I went there together with
my friend Elena. Can you tell me Doug did you tell about me to your friends?
I still didn't tell them but I think I will do it soon because I can't wait
to tell them that I have met you and we are corresponding with each other!
I am glad because of it and hope you fell the same! Am I right Doug?
Well I will finish my e-mail. See you tomorow Doug!
Your friend Natalia(Nata).
Letter #13
Subject: picture for you Doug
Just want to say Hi Doug. Here is a picture for you.
You can see my friends and me. On the left from me is Olga.
On the right from me is Marina. I think you already could
see Marina on the pictures I sent you in the past.
I hope to hear from you soon. Bye.
Natalia(Nata).
Letter #14
Subject: Hello my friend Doug!
Doug Hi from Natalia.
I am still busy and can't check my e-mail box. I just want to tell you
tomorrow is a holiday here. We will celebrate fatherland defender's day!
Almost all organizations will not work(I will be off from work too) and
I will have no possibility to write you. I think I will be able to send
you message from internet club during weekend. Can you tell me about your
official holidays in your country which you celebrate? What holiday is your
favorite? I will tell you about it in next e-mails too!
Bye-Bye Doug!
Your friend Natalia.
P.S. I have attached picture for you. I hope you can receive it.
This picture was taken about 6 years ago when I was 23 years old.
Letter #15
Subject: Just want to say Hi Doug
Hello Doug.
Yesterday was holiday and I couldn't write because I didn't work(I didn't have
access
to internet at my work) and internet club was closed. Today is Saturday and I
went
to internet club to use their service and to send you a couple of lines to say
Hello Doug!
I think of you and didn't forget about you during these days! I will have more
time
to write at Monday, so see you Monday my friend Doug!
Natalia.
Letter #16
Subject: Some details about me
Hello Doug!
Today is Wednesday here. We have a good weather. The temperature is about - 12
degrees of Celsius.
I am feeling good and I already forgot about malaise I had a couple of days ago.
I hope you are feeling
good too! I want to tell you some more details about my visit to agency and to
give you more information.
I think I will keep you informed about process of my coming. I think I already
wrote you about some
details of my opportunity to come to your country. But I think it will not be a
problem for you I will
repeat. As you know I have started process of preparing documents long time ago
and my government
will help me and support me. The government program of exchanging specialists
and even students between
our countries is a great way to come to your country and to get a job. I want to
tell you that almost
any person who want to try to get job in other country can contact to government
and they can try to help.
It's mean that I can get work in other country and someone else from your
country can come here and
to get work too! The government will help me to move to your country and will
help me to find work place
for my specialty in your country. It's mean when I will come the work place will
be ready and I can
start my work at new work place immediately! It's great. The government have
contacts with different
organizations in different countries and because of it people can find work
there without big problems
and troubles! I hope you can understand me completely. Also government will take
care about place for
a living for the first time. But after one or two months of my living I will
have to find new place
for a living because this apartment can be useful for other people which will
come to get new work too!
I think I will be able to find new apartment during two months. Do you agree
with me? I think this
term of time is enough to find new place for a living! I found out this
information in the agency and
also I found out that I can choose place where I will work and live! It was very
good news! It mean
that I can choose place where I will work and live in your region!!!! So we can
meet each other one day!
I think it will be more easily if I will come to your home area. Do you agree
Doug? Would you like it?
Do you think it would be nice Doug? I think it would be great!!! Also I want to
tell you that I will
stay in your country during 2 years. When I will live there I will try to get
all documents to become
a citizen of your country. So perhaps I will stay there forever. My government
will help me to make
it happen. I know that if I will work pretty good and will not transgress of law
I can be citizen
of your country and can stay there. But I am not sure for 100 now, I think I
need time to be sure.
Do you agree? Right now all documents I have is only passport, but soon I will
get work visa(which allow
me to work in your country) and other necessary documents. I hope right now you
know more about my coming.
I only hope you could understand me correctly and completely! I would be very
glad if I could come
to your country and to get a job before my birthday but I think it may happen
some later. It would
be greatest gift for me. I hope for you too! By the way I still don't have plans
for my birthday I
thought I will prepare for removal. Now I want to tell you some information
about myself. I am thinking
I didn't tell you about it earlier. I am Christian and I am Orthodox Christian.
This is most popular
religion here. I go to the church about 3 times per month. I know that
Catholicism is most popular
religion in your country. Am I right Doug? My favorite colors are blue, red,
white and all shades
of these colors. I like animals but I have no pets right now. When I was young I
had cat named Musya.
My favorite pets are dogs and cats. I like horses and deer and also I like
dolphins. As I already
wrote you before I live the healthy life and don't smoke and drink a little(
just one or two glasses
of wine). Also I don't use and didn't use drugs. I would like if you will tell
me more about yourself.
Sorry Doug I can't write you more. I want to write but I have to go to work now.
I promise I will
write you more tomorrow and will tell you more information about me you wanted
to hear.
See you tomorrow Doug!
Best regards.
Natalia.
P.S. There is no picture today. I will send it tomorrow.
Letter #17
Subject: New information about Nata
Doug hi from Natalia.
I hope you are feeling good and you are glad to get my new message! I am glad
always when I can get your e-mails
and especially I am glad when I can get picture from you. Here is a picture as I
promised. I hope you will like
this picture. This picture of me and horse I rode on. I can ride not bad. We
have horse club in Serov town and
last summer I practiced to ride on a horse. My instructor took this picture for
me. Usually my friends take pictures
of me, but sometimes it can be any person which I can ask to take a photo. Can
you ride on a horse Doug? Are you
a good rider? I will send more pictures next time. Today we have a quiet and
warm weather, I mean warm for winter.
Of course the temperature -10 degrees of Celsius it's not warm. But usually we
have more cold temperature during
winter. Also we have a lot of snow! I like when we have big amount of snow.
Together with friends we can play
in the snow and throw snowballs. I like it very much! Usually we have a lot of
fun. I think I am active person
and like active rest. As I wrote you before I like play sport and any kinds of
outdoors. I like biking, jogging,
fishing and more other. Doug do you know any girls who like fishing? I like
summer fishing and not like winter
fishing because I think summer fishing is more active kind of fishing and I
don't like to sit at the same place
long time. But winter fishing imply sitting mostly. I hope you can understand
me. In the past when my dad was alive
we went together to fishing often. He liked fishing too! I don't remember did I
tell you that I live in small
one-room apartment. Actually my apartment also have bathroom, kitchen and little
hall. I rent it and it cost me
3000 roubles per month. My address is Russia, Sverdlovsk area, Rudnichnyy town,
Sovetskaya street 12. And my full
name is Natalia Stavrina. Can you send me your home address and full name. Maybe
someday I will send handwritten
letter to you! Would you like me to do it Doug? Also I want to warn you. Do not
send me any packages! I heard
many stories when packages from foreign countries were stolen and receiver
didn't see them at all! Our post office
is working not properly. I am sorry. I just don't want that it will happen. Our
town is very small and we don't have
metro and trams. The most popular transport here is busses or taxi. Sometimes I
use bus to get to my work place.
Sometimes(not often) I am walking to my work because I live not so far form
work. If I will use bus it take about
7-10 minutes of time, but if I will walk it take about 15-17 minutes to reach my
work. But usually I use my car
to get a job. Yes I have a car and I have driver license. The name of car is
OKA. It's small russian car of white
color. I got it from my dad. When he was alive he taught me how to drive. I am
not very experienced driver but
I think I drive car not bad. I use my car for my purposes very often. I use it
when I move to work, to shop or
when I move to other town. I don't have a garage and I leave my car at parking
lot. It cost me 600 roubles per
month. Can you tell me how often you are using your car? Is car a
imprescriptible thing in your life? Can you
live without car Doug? I think I could. As you know I have a medical education.
To get my profession I studied
in Yekaterinburg. I finished Ural's State medical academy (USMA). I have studied
at pediatrics faculty during
6 years. I have a diploma. I want to tell you that all my life I wanted to be a
doctor. I want to help people
and want to heal them, especially children. I think it's good profession. That's
why I decided to go to learn
to be a doctor. I like kids and want to have my own one day. I hope it will
happen in close future. I think I
will be good mother. Anyway I will try to be good mother and will do all I can
to make it happen. But before
need to find a man who will love me and I have to get new job and come to your
country. I think I will try
to find that man in your country. Maybe I already don't have to search for him.
Perhaps when I will come
to your country and we can meet each other in future we could be more than just
a friends but I think it's
not time to talk about it. I think we need some more time and we need to meet
before we will be sure about it.
I hope you are agree that these things are serious and we don't need to hurry.
But anyway when I will find man
I will love I want to marry him. I want wedding, because I have never been
married and I didn't had wedding.
I think every woman want wedding with a white wedding dress, champagne, gifts
and guests. I don't want to tell
that I want big and expensive wedding, no! I just want that this moment of my
life was unforgettable for me
and for my future husband! I hope you understand. What do you think about it
Doug? Please let me know about
your point of view. I would like to know about it. I want to ask you, would you
really like to meet me in person?
Do you like me? I like you and feel affection to you and to your letters and I
think if we will have possibility
to see each other in real life it would be very, very nice!!!! I hope my letter
not too long for you and you
didn't tired to read it? I hope you could learn more information about me. I
would be glad to tell you about
myself more. Well, that's all for now Doug. See you soon again!
Your good friend Natalia(Nata).
Letter #18
Subject: Today is birthday of my friend Olga!
Hello Doug.
Yesterday was the first day of spring! Today is second. But if you would be here
you would
not believe because here is a lot of snow and the weather is cold. Temperature
is about
-15 degrees of Celsius. All people wear warm clothes. But I hope weather will be
more warm
soon. I all people here wait for warm weather too! How is the spring weather
there? Doug
I want to ask you do you have any Russian books in your area. Yesterday in the
evening I went
to library to receive magazines of modern design and book of art(I just need to
develop new
project of apartment). This magazines and books will help me to think up new
ideas and to
complete old. (I hope you didn't forget that my second profession is interior
designer.
It's hobby). One book was on English. But it's not a problem for me. Doug did I
tell you
I can read, speak and write English not bad. I have studied English in the
school about
5 years and one year in medical academy. How many people can speak Russian
there. Here in Russia
about 60-70 of people study English in schools and universities. Do you have
many Russian
people there? Here in Rudnichnyy we have no foreign persons at all. It's too
small town and
it's remote place. I found out that I am 10 hours before New York time. I hope
it will help
you to figure out about time difference between us. Today is birthday of one of
my friends.
She's name is Olga. I thought I already mentioned about her in my letters. I
think I sent
picture of me and Olga to you. Do you remember Doug? In the evening I will visit
here
and prepared little gift for her. It's little vial of perfume. This is French
perfume.
I bought it special to her when I have been in Serov town(when I visited
agency). There is
good shop where are a lot of different perfume. In our town we don't have this
kind of shop.
Olga like to use different perfume and all the time she taste another kind of it
when old vial
is empty. I like to use perfume too. My favorite perfume is "Elizabeth Arden"
green tea scent.
I like fruit and flower aromas and fresh and light aromas like land breeze. Do
you understand
what I meant Doug? I think we will take pictures of birthday party. Do you want
me to send
one to you? I think I will do it. I think today I can see all my friends there.
I would like
to spend time together with them because I like parties and like to spend time
in friends
company. I have good friends and I want to tell you about them a little. My
friend Olga will
be 28 years old today. She is a trader of food shop. My friend Marina is 29
years old. She work
in nursery school by mentor. Other friends Svetlana and Katya work in bar.
Svetlana is 29 years
old and Katya is 27. Only one my friend Svetlana have a boyfriend and they are
together already
4 years but still not married. Other my friend and me are not married too and
don't have boyfriends.
I know Olga already 18 years! We are old friends. I met Svetlana and Katya about
6 years ago.
Marina is my friend during 8 years. Of course I know other people and contact
them every time
but I can't call them by my best friends. They just a familiars but I am in good
relations with
them too. I am trying to be in good relations with people and don't like to
squabble. I think
the mutual understanding is very important thing in relations. Do you agree with
me Doug?
I would like to hear about it from you. So now you know some details of my best
friends.
Almost forgot to tell you perhaps I will go to business trip at Monday and will
come back
at Tuesday. So I will not be able write you. When I come back to my home town I
will send
you message immediately. Also I will try to send you message tomorrow. I will be
of from work
but I will try to use internet club service. I will be sure about exact terms of
my trip tomorrow
and can tell you about it at Saturday. Ok? I hope to hear from you soon Doug.
Bye-bye.
Have a nice weekend!
Sincerely your Natalia(Nata).
Letter #19
Subject: See you Tuesday Doug
Hi Doug!
This is Natalia. I am writing from internet club. I can use it but they work
half of day and will be closed soon.
Sunday is holiday for them and they don't work. I can't check my e-mail right
now, I will do it after my coming
back from trip. I am going tomorrow and will come back Tuesday 6 March. I will
miss you and your letters.
I hope you will write me while I am absent? Best regards, and see you later
Doug.
Your Natalia.
Letter #20
Subject: Doug I have came back
Hi Doug.
This is Natalia. I write you from internet club. I have come back to Rudnichnyy
just now and I am so tired. I will not work today. I will go home to get
some rest. I will write you tomorrow. Don't worry Doug. I am fine but tired.
See you tomorrow. Have a nice day Doug.
Your Natalia(Nata).
Letter #21
Subject: Tomorrow is holiday here!
Hello dear Doug!
How are you there? I am fine and feeling better. Yesterday I was tired.
How is the weather. Today we have a lot of snow here. But the weather is
not cold. Today I am off from work. The director of clinic gave me compensatory
holiday. So I don't work and can't use computer at my work. I went to internet
club to send you this message. Doug I hope you are glad. I missed you during
my trip. I missed your letters! My trip was good. All work I should made I did
successfully. I visited medical conference about exchanging of experience
between
specialist of our profession. Do you have something like this in your country?
Do your government make conferences like we have here? Do government sponsor
people there? Also I made some paperwork and brought some new medical remedies
to our clinic. The clinic gave me a car with driver else I couldn't bring
medical
remedies. Other two coworkers traveled with me. I was not alone. Doug also
I want to tell you that tomorrow will be holiday here and we will not work.
I think I already mentioned that tomorrow will be international women's day
here. 8 March! Women likes this holiday here! This is the day when men present
gifts to women! I am not sure will I be able to write you tomorrow because
tomorrow
is official holiday and almost all organization will not work. I found out that
internet cafe will not work too! I am upset a little. I hope it will not be a
problem
for you that we couldn't talk often during last time. I hope in future we can
correct
it and can talk more often and more long. Do you agree Doug? I want to say that
pictures I want to send you is ready and I will send it after holiday. I think I
will
send it 9 March when I will come back to my work. Doug do you want to receive
a picture I made at the birthday party of my friend Olga? I can send it to you.
Do you want to listen how we spent that time? Perhaps it will be interesting for
you and I can tell you about it. Ok. I will finish my letter. See you soon Doug!
Best regards and have a nice day Doug! I will miss you during this holiday.
Your Natalia.
Letter #22
Subject: I missed you Doug!
Hello my dear friend Doug!
How are you? Is everything ok there? I missed you and your letters. I couldn't
write you some days and
I couldn't check my e-mail to see your letters. But now I can do it and I am
glad! Doug I hope you
will be glad too when you will get message from me! I have prepared other
picture of me for you. This picture
was taken by one of my friends last summer near small river when we have been
camping together. I like
to get pictures from you. Thank you! I hope you feel the same! I promise I will
send pictures in my letters.
I will do it as often as I can. I want to tell you why I couldn't write you
Monday. I think you remember
when I have told you about agency and documents I am preparing to come to your
country to get a job and
perhaps to meet you! I think if we will want to meet each other in future we can
discuss it and try to meet
in future. Do you agree Doug? Sorry, I am looking aside. I wrote you in my
letters that I had to go
to agency to check when my documents will be done and I had to do in the end of
last week. But we had
holiday and agency didn't work. So I decided to go to agency at Monday. The
agency is located in other
town. The name of this town is Serov. This is not so small town like Rudnichnyy.
So I spent all the day
to go there, to figure out all details about process of preparing my documents
and to return to my town.
I got compensatory holiday from my work and went to Serov town. I went back in
the evening and couldn't
write you. I hope you can understand me. I figure out that almost all documents
will be done during one
week and all documents will be done in the first half of March! I am so glad and
so excited! The agent
of government agency said me to come to agency 12 March. He said the documents
will be done till this date.
I wa very happy and came back to my home with good mood! I hope you are glad for
me too! I think if document
will be really done at 12th March it will be good gift to my birthday! As you
know my birthday is 15 March
and I will be 30 years old. Also I want to tell you about how I spent my
weekend. To tell the truth I felt
sick a little and did stay at home. My friends invited me to spend weekend time
together with them but I said
I can't because felt not good. I didn't feel this way during long time. I didn't
be sick some years and I was
surprised that I could be sick! I think I just was tired and felt malaise. Right
now I am feeling good and
I am at my work place. As you know this is the bet way for me to communicate
with you. It's more convenient
for me to use internet. I am not skilled in computers. My friends taught me how
to use mail client, how to use
e-mail address and some things more. I think it will be enough for me to
communicate with you as much as we
want. Do you agree with me Doug? I hope you can understand me that this is best
way for me right now.
Maybe in the future I will learn about other way to communicate but right now I
think that using mail software
will be enough for me. Doug as I promised in my last letters here is information
about official holidays
here. We celebrate: New Year - 31 December, Christmas - 7 January, Fatherland
defender's day - 23 February,
International women's day - 8 March, the day of working people - 1 May, Victory
day - 9 May, Independence
Day - 12 June, The day of national unity - 4 November, Constitution day - 12
December. My favorite holidays
are the New Year and the Christmas. Also we have other holidays here. That
holidays not official, but people
celebrate it all the same. I mean holidays like Valentines Day - 14 February.
Old new year - 14 January and
other. I hope after you read my letter you could learn some more information
about Russia. Doug I have
to finish my e-mail to you. My lunch break is almost over. I have to go to work.
See you tomorrow. ok? I will
wait for your reply! Have a nice day and take care Doug.
Your Natalia(Nata)
Letter #23
Subject: I missed you Doug!
Hello my dear Doug!
This is your Natalia from Russia! Are you glad to hear from me today? I want to
tell you
I missed you so much!!! How are you today Doug? I hope you are feeling good. I
am fine
and think of you! I waited this day so much, because today I can use computer to
write you!
I don't know what is happening with me but I feel more affection to your letters
and every
day I can't wait to receive next e-mail from you Doug! Do you know what is it?
Do you feel
something like this to my letters or to me Doug? I didn't feel it before! What
about you?
How is the weather in your region? Here in Rudnichnyy weather is warm and quiet.
It make my
mood better. How was your day of 8 March? I have been at home and started to
design new project
on a paper. As you remember it's my hobby and second profession. I like this
work too. It's way
to realise my creative ideas. Usually I use paper and pencil in my work. I have
two reasons for
it: first - I like to draw second I am not skilled in computers and can't use
necessary software
completely because I have no computer at my home and I can't use in at my work.
Also if I will
use internet club computer it will be expensive for me. I have asked my friends
who know computers
better than me to teach me how to use software I need. They helps me when have
free time and
I appreciate it very much! But I need learn more to work with computers easily.
I hope one day
I can achieve it. How do you think Doug, is it possible for me? I think if man
want to achieve
some purpose, work hard and constantly for it he will get it sooner or later.
Just he need to have
patience and willpower. Excuse me, I have looked aside. When I worked for my new
project my friends
visited me and they said that I must go to bar with them to celebrate holiday of
8 March! They
booked table in the bar for 8 persons and want me to go with them! They have
congratulated me with
holiday of 8 March and presented me little gift. It was beautiful plant. Did I
tell you I like
plants and I have some room plants. I was glad. I said I didn't have gifts for
them but I had
one bottle of good red wine(in store) and chocolate sweets. So I invited them to
drink wine together.
We drunk wine, ate sweets, joked and had fun. Then we went to bar and spent all
time till 12:00 p.m. there.
We celebrated 8 March there. I didn't drink a lot(usually I drink not very much)
but some of friends
was tipsy a little. It was funny to watch for their amusing actions. In our
company of girls were
three guys. It were boyfriends some of my girlfriends. Guys presented flowers to
all girls. It was
so pleasant. Every girl received one red rose. Our company consisted of 3 guys
and 5 girls. All I want
to say about this day is we spent time very nicely and I liked it! Now some
information about Olga's
birthday party. It was good (girls only) party! We celebrated her birthday at
her apartment. You can
see it on a picture I have attached to this e-mail. I hope you got it and could
open. Olga cooked
different dishes. I helped her to do it. She got many gifts from her friends. It
were perfume
(it was my gift), nice whit t-shirt with sketch on the front side, beautiful
glass vase for a flowers
and more other... She liked all gifts. We spent time together very nicely. Olga
was very happy!
And we were glad to see her jolly face! I told to girls about my corresponding
with you Doug.
They were very interested to know little more about it. They know that I am in
process of getting
documents to leave Russia to get a work in your country. They said that they
will miss me and very
sorry to hear that I am leaving. I said that we can keep in touch through
internet and e-mails,
or post office and handwritten letters or sometimes we could call to each other.
The last would
be more hard because not every one here have telephone. As I already wrote you
before it's very
small and provincial town and because of it not all of our people have
telephones. Also we have
some villages here where no one have telephone and we have villages where people
don't have things
like gas, water pipe and electricity! Can you imagine it Doug? Do everyone have
telephone there?
The apartment I rent have no telephone too. I will try to ask owner of apartment
to establish
telephone that we can talk to each other but I don't know how much time it will
take. But I will
ask. At least if it takes much time to install telephone line here I hope it
will not be a problem
for us. I will try to figure out how to call you from communication center( this
is the place
where people can call to any place they want for money). I heard something about
it and I will
learn more. I just need some time. Well, this is end of my e-mail. I hope it's
not to long
and you didn't tire to read it. I hope I can hear from you tomorrow Doug.
Bye-bye.
Your Natalia(Nata).
Letter #24
Subject: Have a nice weekend Doug!
Hi Doug!
This is Natalia. Today is Saturday and I can't use computer at my work again,
because I am off from work.
I went to internet club to send you this message. I think of you Doug and can't
wait for Monday
when I can get your e-mails and to answer them. I hope you got my last letter
with picture.
See you Monday. Have a nice weekend and take care Doug.
Sincerely your Natalia.
Letter #25
Subject: From your Natalia
Hello dear Doug!
Today is warm but cloudy day here. Temperature is about -4 degrees of Celsius.
How is weather there? I hope good.
How are you doing today Doug? All weekend I spent alone at my home. I cleaned it
and tried to finish my project
of interior I started some days ago. But I couldn't think up any new idea and
decided to postpone it to next week.
Today when I came to work my mood was bad and I have felt sad ,because my
girlfriend Marina fell ill and now she
is in the hospital of our town. I am not sure but I think I already told you
about her and about other my friends.
Do you remember? I even have sent you picture of us some time ago. Do you
remember now? We are the best friends.
I found out that my friend is ill when I wanted to visit her and to invite to go
to icerink but her parents said
that she is in hospital. It was yesterday in the evening. I wanted to go to
hospital immediately but it was already
7:00 p.m and time for visits was finished. I decided to go there next day. I
found out that Marina will stay in hospital
during one week. She got heavy form of flue. During this season there is a lot
of people who are ill by flue. I hope
she will recover completely soon. But I am sure she will not feel lonelyness in
hospital because her friends and me
will visit her. I will try to come to Marina every day after my work. I think I
will bring some fruits for her.
Because we are friends and we must to support each other. Do you agree Doug? I
believe other her friends will
visit her too. When people are ill we visit them very often as we can. I think
it helps them to recover faster.
I think it's good support for them. Please let me know what people do when
someone of your relatives or friends
are ill and stay in a hospital in your country. Doug do you do the same things
like we do here in Russia?
All this weekend I thought about you Doug. I couldn't forget about you even for
a one hour! Can you imagine?
My dear Doug I want to tell you about some of my feelings and about things
inside my soul and my heart. I want to
tell you: we need to talk about it, because you attract me like a magnet. While
I don't know what, but I like it and I
feel better when I get your letters! As always When I get your letter I read it
to the end completely without any stops
and only after it I can relax a little! I have never felt any feelings like
these! I think maybe this is a destiny
and maybe you are my soul mate, why not? But I can't imagine another reasons of
my feelings which fill out myself with
every second more and more! I want to ask you do you feel the same? Did you feel
something like this too? I am curious!
Doug do you feel something towards my person? I want to know your mind and your
point of view to this situation.
What can you tell me? Do you like to be romantic? I like to be romantic - to
take a dinner with candles, to walk
under the starry night sky, to sail on the boat, to walk along the night town
with the lights of shop windows, to ride
the horses! The kisses of two people who are in love with each other are the
most romantic thing for me, I suppose!
It displays the feelings and it cannot be deceitful! I think that a woman can
tell much about a man just having a
kiss with him! I think that the first kiss have to be a gentle and delicate!
Please let me know about your thoughts
about romanticism. I have to tell to you that I have unlimited amount of
emotions which I had no in my heart before!
My heart says to me that I have to answer by sincerity to your sincere and
honest words from your letters Doug!.
I have to tell what I feel now because it is a part of our relations and because
I can't be silent about it. I MUST
share it with you Doug! I should tell that I was need for a lot of time to think
about it and write about this
letter because I wanted to find the right words to you to not offend or upset
you in anyway, and it really bothered
me. I didn't want to make mistakes and didn't want that you would understand me
incorrectly. I always tell you
directly from my heart, and I do so right now too but sometimes, words must be
carefully chosen. I feel somewhat
lost if I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul,
I feel the joy when I think of you
Doug! My feelings fill out me completely and my day is becoming better. I am
levitating to the sky because I feel
so big lightness. I have never had this in my life, to begin a relationship
halfway across the world and I had to
learn much about you to proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it
takes to succeed if that is your
desire as well! I also believe that couples should be the best friends if it is
possible because trust and sharing
with each other everything that they feel is the most basic thing of true
relations. I think all their feelings
should be mutual. I do not know if my words and thoughts make sense to you but
I have tried very hard to put them
in normal words that you will feel it and understand me clearly! I hope you can
understand me correctly Doug! I
believe in God I am orthodox Christian and I believe that I have been put
through trials to prepare me for the
meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life to love him, to better
appreciate him, to respect him and
to cherish the love that he would give! And the only thing that he would ask me
is to return the same to him. I think
maybe the God have helped me to find you from billions of men in the world. Who
know? Maybe this is my destiny? I
hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but I hope they are much
more than usual words for you Doug!
It is my thoughts and feelings, and I send it to you Doug! I desire you very
much to find it in your heart too
and to share your personal feelings with me too. I wish to know you on a more
intimate level. I would like you
to share your dreams, your hopes, your feelings from the heart with me! I truly
wish to communicate with you on
a level that takes a way beyond just a friendship. I think all couples will come
to this question sooner or later.
Intimate and close relation between two people it's very important and necessary
thing in their common life. Please
do not think me foolish for a thinking these things Doug! I believe that we have
to be honest with each other
and I am trying to be honest with you. I think we need to talk about all things.
Could you close your eyes for just
a minute and think and dream of what a life we could share together. What it
would be like, the joy of learning each
other more and more. I really believe that dreams could come true for people
which are dare to believe in dreams and
who do everything to make these dreams by reality! May be you are shocked that I
feel this way, but here, where I was
grown up, the gift of true love from a man is something like a mirage or
self-deception. And It could be more real
than a mutual feeling which two close people can give each other. I hope that I
am not rambling on with my words. I
have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel
there is never enough time to say
everything that I want to say and I always feel that I have forgotten something
important to say to you Doug!
When I speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone
else thinks. I want to tell that you
are very beautiful for me. I speak of the beauty that is within you, a beauty of
your inner world and that is why
this particular type of beauty is very special and rare in our world. A lot of
people just know how to be nice and
try to look nice, because they has overseen about it somewhere but in reality
they have no beautiful internal world
and soul. Only empty patterns which they use always. Most men have only
appearances but have not a beauty inside
but this is where the true beauty is! For me it is the most important thing of
your character and soul. You speak
to me with so much kindness and care. It express the beauty of your soul. I
think that you are truly handsome, the
essence of what beauty should be and there is nothing that anyone could say to
me that would makes me to change my
mind. I believe that internal beauty is more important than external. Do you
agree with me Doug? I want to reduce
all my letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all
my thoughts and feelings, which
overflow me now. I want to tell that I feel so as we become very good friends
and I really enjoy our friendship.
I want to learn you more and I hope that you suppose that our relations can
develop more than it enough for a simple
friendship. It is the way I feel. As always I hope that my letter finds you in a
good health and mood and I hope
that yours wishes will come true one day! I have one more thing to let you know
about. I hope you will forgive me.
I don't know what happened but I have lost some of your letters. I don't know
what was wrong. Maybe I did something
wrong. I don't know. I want to ask you if you have some questions I still didn't
answer, please re-ask me again. I
have only some your letters and don't remember what questions I didn't answer in
time. I am very sorry but I will
try that this occasion would never happen again. I will look forward to your
reply as always with great impatience.
I don't know what I will be doing tomorrow but I know for sure that I will write
you Doug no matter what it will
be here. I have attached other picture for you dear Doug. I hope you will love
it. I hope you will reply me soon
and I will wait it with great impatience.
WITH TENDERNESS AND LOVE NATALIA.
P.S. Forgot to tell the picture I sent was taken one year ago when I have been
on the Black sea's resort. I traveled
there together with my aunt Anna and cousins. They live in Izhevsk city. I think
I mentioned about Anna in my letters.
I traveled to Izhevsk and then we moved to the Black sea, to the town named
Alushta.
Letter #26
Subject: With love...!
Hi my dearest Doug!
How are you, how is your day? Hope you are fine and glad to see my letter today.
The weather right now is wonderful.
All last night snow was falling down. Today sun is brightly, air is warm and sky
is clear. Temperature is about -6 Celsius.
I want to tell you I am sorry I couldn't write you yesterday because I traveled
to Serov town to the agency. I think you
remember about it. I spent all day for my trip to Serov and back to my town. To
reach Serov I used my car. The road was
so bad and broken so I drove slowly and was careful. I saw one car with detached
wheel. The man who drove car got big pit
on his way and lost wheel. But he is lucky because he didn't fall down from the
road to the slope. You know we have very
bad roads in Russia and it's a problem here. I hope roads in your country better
than here. Now I have some information
and want to let you know about it too! Almost all my documents(passport, medical
documents and documents for my future work)
are ready and all I need to do is wait for some days when my visa will be done
too. I will get visa which will allow me
to work in your country. The agent said that I can start to prepare for my
moving to your country. He said me some more
details about it. When I will come to your country I must visit office of
company who will prepare new work place for me.
He will give me address and all information about it when I will come to get a
visa. When I will come to company there
I will be able to choose different region where I will work! It's great because
I can choose my new work place close
to your home and we can meet each other! It will be more easily and convenient
for both of us! Do you agree with me Doug?
Also they will prepare all necessary documents for my work and will present me
apartment for a living. Agent said that
I can live in this apartment before I will get my first wage and then I will
find other place for a living by myself,
because there are other people who need it. Company works with a lot of people.
Also I found out that my government will
sponsor me and when I will come to your country, company will give me advance
about 3 thousands dollars that I could
settle down there without problems. But I can get it when I will come to your
country only. When company will give me
all documents and directive to my new work they will give me advance. My
government must be sure that I will come to your
country and will work there. But I will have to give back this money to
government and during one year they will take
some part of money every month from my wage. I think it's great because my
government is helping people like me. I believe
it's big support. Also I found out that I need to pay for preparing of documents
and for preparing work place when my
visa will be done and I can get all my documents. Right now all documents in the
government agency. I have money for
payment and I will do it next week when my visa will be done. But all the same I
am glad! I know now that my dream about
changing my life is coming true. Doug are you glad for me? I promise I will
inform you about any changing in process
of my coming to your country. Today one more day with ideas and thoughts about
you. I always think about you! These thoughts
takes a lot of time during day. All these days I thought about development of
our relations and the cognition of each other.
I thought about you and about me. I have told you about my thoughts and about
feelings to you Doug and now I feel and
my heart speaks that I am falling in love with you Doug! Because I feel it in
inside my chest, inside my heart! When
I think and dream about us and about our meeting I feel better and my mood is
rising up! Do you dream about our meeting?
I do! I think it would be great thing to see each other in person someday! What
do you think Doug? I wait for the moment
of our meeting every day and I think we have to meet because it's the best way
for us. I pray for it! I ask God to help
us to meet! And I think he is already helping! We found each other in this
world! Maybe it's destiny? I would like if we
could meet someday! I would be so happy Doug!!! What about you? Even now I am
happy because I feel this strong
feeling to you and because I can tell you about it! I tell you about my feelings
because I trust you completely and I
want you would do the same to me. I think it will be rightly. I have told you
that I’ve never been outside my country.
But It doesn't matter because I believe that main thing is when people love each
other it's not important that they are
from different countries and even have different religions. Main thing is what
they feel to each other! I have always
wanted to find the true love in this world and I think I have found it!!! I
don't want to think that I am mistaken and
I don't want to believe it because I got all your kind and tender letters and
now I know that you are that man I have
looked for. With each letter I have learned more about you and my heart have
told me you are single man in this world
I will love. It was my dream and it coming true!!! Are you happy Doug? I hope
you fell the same to me and want to meet
me in person not less than I. I trust you my feelings, I give you my heart and
my soul. I am completely yours! Are you
happy? I am happy! It's unforgettable and perfect feeling. Can you trust me all
your feelings and thoughts about me?
Please write me all you want, all your thoughts, all your questions and offers!
I love you and do all for you and to be
with you my dear Doug! I want to tell you Doug, I had a sexual dream about us
yesterday. It's difficult to explain
by words what I feel. In this world the most important thing is love because all
awful things in this world were made
without love. I want to tell you that yesterday I had talk with owners of
apartment where I live in. I hope you remember
that I rent my apartment. I have asked them about installation of telephone in
apartment. After our talk the owner of apartment
will submit the application to the telephone company about installation of
telephone and I think I will have telephone
number soon. I will let you know about it. I am glad! Because I can call you
sometimes and you can call me too. I think
it's good news for us. I think in our relations we did one more step to our
meeting. Don't you think so? I prepared other
picture for you. It was taken at my girlfriend's apartment. Hope you like it.
See you soon Doug!
With incredible affection, from your loving Natalia.
Letter #27
Subject: Today is 15th March, my birthday!
Hello Doug.
How are you today? I hope you got my last letter with picture. I write you from
internet club
and can't check e-mail right now. I just want to tell you that I think of you
and want to tell
you Hi! I am sure you didn't forget about my birthday. It is today, 15th March!
I am 30 years old!
I am off from work and I am preparing to visit of my friends. I invited them
yesterday and
I am cooking a lot of different dishes and cleaning my home. We will celebrate
my birthday
at my apartment. Maybe we will go to somewhere else to continue our party at the
other place.
I am not sure. I will write you more tomorrow and will tell you about how we
celebrated my birthday.
Of course if you want to hear about it. I have to go back to my home else I will
not be able
to prepare all things before my friends come. See you tomorrow Doug!!!!!
With love and hope to hear from you soon.
Your loving Natalia(Nata).
Letter #28
Subject: Birthday party!
Hi my dear Doug!
How are you doing today? I am feeling good. Today in the morning we had rain
with snow,
but now weather is quiet. How is the weather there? What have been new in your
life
recently Doug? Any new interesting events? I would like to hear about any things
you
want to tell me about. Thank you for your letter and thank you for your
congratulation
to me. I was happy to get this message from you Doug! I sincerely thank you my
dear.
I am 30 years old now but I don't feel that I became older. I feel like young
girl.
Almost all day from the early morning till evening I prepared to celebrate
party. I cooked
some dishes, like salads, chicken grill, potato free ans other dishes. As you
know I am
good cook and like to cook by myself. I bought fruits (pineapple, oranges
bananas), ice cream
and cooked ice cream with fruits. When my friends came to me they was nicely
surprised to see
a lot of kinds of dishes. They said that I am good cook after they tasted my
dishes. I was
glad because it make me feel better if my efforts are appreciated. My friends
presented me
some gifts. I got bouquet of white roses, new cook book of recipes( I had one
but new book
was bigger and there were very interesting and exclusive recipes of kitchens of
different
countries), little chain with pendant(it was my astrological sign Pisces), photo
album
and other... We spent some time at my apartment. We listened music, danced,
joked, had fun.
It was good time. My friends took an interest in you and our corresponding and
about date
of my leaving Russia. I told them that our relations are progressing( am I right
Doug?),
maybe we will meet each other in close future and perhaps I will leave Russia
already in
the end of this month. They were glad for us Doug. They were sad a little
because we
can't see each other often and can't spend time together but they also were glad
for me
because I can achieve something more than here in Russia. They wish me luck.
Then my friends
invited me to go to closest dance club where there are dance floor and bar to
spend the rest
of time there. I was agree. I like to dance and to spend time actively. They
helped me to
clean up table and to wash tableware and then we went to the club. When we moved
there I
could see that the weather was very nice. It was quiet and warm. To be honest I
didn't
want to leave the street but friends said that I'll never regret. We had a lot
of fun there!
There was a live music and we danced till night. At the end of the evening a
cook carried
out big cake with my name and with the candles on it! It was beautiful! My
friends wanted
to make a wonderful celebration for me, before my departure and they prepared
this surprise
for me. I was very happy! After the party all of my friends escorted me to home,
and I came
back to home at 2:25AM! I was completely tired and slept at once when I touched
the pillow.
Today in the morning I got telegram from my aunt where she congratulated me with
my 30th
birthday! So you see how my birthday have passed. Right now I'm sitting here at
my work
and writing you this letter. I hope this letter will find you in a good mood
and you will
be glad to receive it from me! I would like to celebrate my birthday together
with you
Doug. I missed you and thought about you a lot during party time. I think it
would be
great if you could be there and we could have fun together! What do you think
about it Doug?
Well Doug, I will finish my letter right now and I hope you will write me back
soon!
From your loving Natalia!
P.S. Doug can you tell me how people celebrate their birthdays there? Maybe you
can tell
me about your last birthday in more details, like I did?
P.P.S. Almost forgot I will not work during Saturday and Sunday so I will be
unable to use
computer at my work to wirte you. But like always I will try to go to internet
club and will
try to send you message.
Letter #29
Subject: Hello my Doug!
Hello Doug!
This is your Natalia. I hope you glad to get my letter today.
I missed you this weekend!!! I missed a lot! I couldn't find
possibility to send you message during weekend, sorry. I just
was busy, I prepared to my trip and I visited my friend Marina
who is in the hospital. I visit her every day and I have a good
news - she almost recovered completely and will leave hospital
tomorrow. I am glad for her! Also I have not very good news too.
Do you remember I have asked the owner of apartment to install
telephone line. So he asked telephone line about it and they said
that it can be installed after 2 next weeks. Not earlier! I am
sad a little. I don't know now, do I have to get telephone if I
will leave Russia soon? I am not sure. I forgot to ask you, how
are you Doug? Did you miss me like I did? I am feeling good
and my mood is nice. I hope you feel the same. I awoke this morning
with very good thoughts. I have seen a dream about us. Yes, I know
exactly that it was you and me in my dream. You know, it was
a wonderful dream! We had a leisurely walk on the seaside. We were
going so close from the coast that the waves caresses our feet.
There was so beautiful blue sky and the seagulls were whirling just
around our heads. We were holding on our hands, talking and laughing
about something. Suddenly we stopped. Our eyes had meet - I was ready
to sink in the depth of your eyes... Then we had a long passion kiss.
It was amazing! So real! I couldn't forget it! After this you lifted
me up and brought me from the coast to the place where the sand was
not so wet. You laid me carefully down on the sand and began to flatter
me! Dzing-dzing-dzing-dzing-dzing!!!!!!!!! What's going on? Damn, it
was my alarm clock, it awoke me and I couldn't watch my dream till
the end. The dream was so natural! I began to believe that it is a truth.
It was so romantic! What do you think? Is it possible? Would you like it?
If you had dreams about us can you tell me about it in details? I will
be glad to hear your dream! Doug, I want to ask you one not modest
question. Can we talk about sex together with you? Are you all right
if we will talk about it? I hope it will not make you mad at me? I think
we are adult people and we are so close to each other so we can talk about
it without any timidity. Do you agree? Please let me know about your point
of view and in next letters we could talk about it. Because I think it's
important question. Am I right? Ok I will finish my e-mail. I love you
and think of you! Doug I have attached picture for you. It was taken
when I was at the black sea resort. I already mentioned I have been there
some time ago. You can see on the picture my cousins and me.
See you soon Doug.
Your Natalia only.
Letter #30
Subject: Some intimate details...
Hi my dear Doug.
I am fine despite of very windy weather because I am thinking of you Doug!
Today we have not very good weather here. How about you and about weather there?
Did you hear about airplane crash in Samara(Russia)? 7 people are perished.
Today here
in Russia we have not good news again. The coal mine in Kemerovo city was broken
by the blow
of gas(methane). Rescuers can't find 35 miners. Their fate is unknown. This
accident was happened
early in the morning. I don't like when this kind of things happens. I
understand what feels
relatives and families of lost people because I was in situation like this. I
mean accident
with my parents. I am trying to not think a lot about bad and sad things and try
to keep
good mood and your letters and your words helps me! I miss you my dear! Every
day when I think
about you I want to meet you, touch you and kiss you more and more. My wish is
growing up
with every minute. My heart is beating stronger and faster when I imagine about
us and our
meeting! Do you know, why? Because I love you Doug!!! Do you feel the same? I
think it
would be great to see each other face to face one day! Do you agree? I think we
would spend
a wonderful time together with you Doug and would learn more personally about
each other!
What do you think about it my dear? Would you like it? Do you have any dreams
about our first
meeting, my love? If we will meet someday I would like to spend a lot of time
together with you.
I would like to meet your friends, family and I would be glad if you will show
me your home
area. It will be great thing if we would spend time together on the nature, on
the coast of
a lake, a river, maybe even an ocean and have a picnic. I like to be on the
coast and I like
water at all. I have never been and never seen an ocean just the sea. I think an
ocean is great.
Maybe someday I can see it in real. I would like to be there with you. Just you,
Doug and
me! What do you think about it my single man in this world? Yes, you are my
single man I love
and will love forever. Do you know it Doug? I want you to know about it! These
words from
my heart! What do your heart speak to you Doug? I would like to know what your
heart speaks
to you about me! I need it like every man need air to breath, like every plant
need sun and
water to grow up! Please let me know Doug! You are my LIFE!!! I need you and
your the nicest
letters because when I get any message from you my mood is becoming better. You
see now how I
feel about you! I hope your feelings are mutual and you want to meet me too as I
do! I think
our meeting will be a big step or a next level of our relations! Do you agree
with me? I believe
in it and want to make this dream happen. Do you want it? Will you help me with
it? I want
to ask you Doug, what do you think about intimate and sexual relations between
two people?
I think now is time to talk about it. I believe we can discuss it together. I
hope you are ok
to talk about it with me. I suppose it's very important and one of the main
things in relations.
Do you think the same? I want to ask you what do you think about sex? I want to
tell you about
this question. As you know I am a straight woman. I don't welcome bisexual kind
of relations
such as gays and lesbians do. I don't dislike them and even we can be friends
but I don't
understand why guys prefer men or lesbians prefer women? As you already guessed
I am not
a bi-sexual person and I had no such experience of relations before and don't
wish for this
in future. I have never tried group sex and don't want to try. At least I don't
want it this
time. I don't like it. I know that I need only one man who I will give all my
love and passion.
I am sure you will be agree with my point of view. I want to tell you about
other my views.
I like ordinary sex. My favorite positions are missioner position, doggy style
position and also
I like to be on the top. What are your favorite positions? Also I like oral sex.
I like to give
and to get it both. Do you know about 69 position? I like it. I don't know what
to tell you about
anal sex because I didn't try it before. I would not be against to try it
someday if we would want
to try it of course. I think we could discuss all details about it together in
the future and I
think we would decide right decision. I think people need to trust each other,
need to consult with
each other and need to understand each other in such important thing as sex. I
hope that I didn't
push off you by my words about sex. I hope you are all right. What do you think
Doug? Please tell
me about your views on this question. I need to know about it. I will finish my
letter now. Hope you
will be glad to get this e-mail from me. Also I just want to tell you again "I
love you my dear Doug".
Please know about it and don't forget. I will wait for your next letter with
great impatience!
Kiss you, Natalia(Nata).
P.S. I want to tell you some russian words and I would like if you would call me
sometimes in russian.
darling-dorogaya, beautiful-krasivaya, sweet-sladkaya, baby-detka,
amazing-udivitelnaya, hot-goryachaya.
I hope I can see these words in your letter someday! Would you like if I will
write some words to you in russian?
Also O sent you other picture of me and my cousin. I want to tell you thank you
for your pictures. I think
I got all of it. I am glad to get it anytime. If you will send me pictures in
future I will be very happy!
Letter #31
Subject: Hello my dear Doug
Privet moy Lubimyj chelovek v mire. I mean hello my beloved man in the world.
Yes it's you Doug.
How are you feeling? I am fine but tired a little. Work was hard today and
yesterday too.
Do you tire often on your work? Someday I feel so empty and depressed because I
had so
hard days. But in such moments my friends try to make my mood better. I express
gratitude
them. I know if you have a real friends, who can help you in difficult period of
time it's
great! Do you agree? You know that this week is last my work week. I think maybe
I will
work during Monday and Tuesday. Then I will off from my work because I will
moving to you soon!
When I think of you my mood becomes better. Do you do the same when you think of
me Doug?
I hope so. Doug I want to ask you what do you think about piercing and tattoos?
Do you like it?
I would like to know your thoughts. I have no any tattoos and piercing on my
body. I almost
always thought I don't need it. There was one period of time when I wanted to
make little tattoo
or piercing but in last moment I reconsidered my mind. So I don't have it, but
to tell the truth
some of it look very nice. How many people have piercing or tattoos there?
Yesterday in the evening
I met Marina. She is feeling good and recovered completely! Today she already go
to work. Also I have
met Olga and had talk with her. She have told me that she began to go to get a
massage. She will get
20 procedures during one month. It's a relaxing massage. I think it's good
thing. I like massage too.
I like to get it and to give it to someone. Maybe someday I can give it to you
dear! Or maybe you
give it to me? Would you like to give it to me someday? I think it would be very
nice! Do you agree?
I think if we will meet each other we have to try it to get massage from each
other. I would like
to meet you and spend time together with you. I think we could have a great
time together. What do you
think about it? Maybe some of our dreams could be real when we will be together.
If we would decide
to stay me with you for all the time I would like it and need to get a job for
my specialty. I think
it will happen because I prepare documents to move to you and to get a job. I
will let you know when
all documents will be done and when I can come to you. Don't worry. As you know
I have a degree of doctor.
I like my work and I would like to take care about children because I like them
and want to have my own.
I hope one day it will happen and I will have my own family. But maybe I could
learn other specialty
or try to work for my second specialty(designer). What do you think about it? Do
you think is it possible?
I want to ask you Doug can you help me with search of job? I mean second
specialty. As you know I will
get work for my main specialty(doctor). Agency will take care about it. Can you
tell me is interior designer
good profession there? What kind of professions are more popular there? I hope
you will try to help me
because I hope you love me. I would do all what I can for you my love. Because I
love you and this feeling
is real. I am sure! Trust me. I know what I am talking about! I am glad that I
have found you. I am happy!
If someone ask me what would I changed in my life if I would have occasion to do
it? I would answer -
almost nothing. Because I have lived not bad period of my life and because I
have met you. All I want
now it's to meet you in person. I think it will happen! Doug I know some girls
from our town who have
met Australian and American men and who have left Russia and now they live
there. I heard that girls
are happy with their husbands. I am glad for them. I think it's great when
people from different continents
can meet each other and then even marry. Do you agree with me? Maybe it will
happen with us. It would be
greatest thing for me! Hope for you too! I dream about it a lot. I need you and
want to meet you face to face!
I want to give you a long and hot kiss! Do you like to kiss? Would you like to
kiss me? I would! I miss you
my dear so much. Especially weekends when I can't get access to computer at my
work. This time I can't see
your letter and I wait Monday with impatience. I dream to meet you one time and
never apart. Doug I forgot
to ask you one thing. You know that I am doctor. I have a intimate dream to play
doctor and patient together
with you when we will met. Would you like to play this sexual game with me?
Would you like to be my patient?
Would you trust yourself to me? I promise I would be very good doctor. What do
you think about it my dear?
Let me know about it, ok? Do you like sexual games with your partner? That's all
for now. I will wait for
your next letter tomorrow. I love you Doug.
Your Russian love - Natalia.
Letter #32
Subject: Some intimate details...
Hi my dear Doug.
I am fine despite of very windy weather because I am thinking of you Doug!
Today we have not very good weather here. How about you and about weather there?
Did you hear about airplane crash in Samara(Russia)? 7 people are perished.
Today here
in Russia we have not good news again. The coal mine in Kemerovo city was broken
by the blow
of gas(methane). Rescuers can't find 35 miners. Their fate is unknown. This
accident was happened
early in the morning. I don't like when this kind of things happens. I
understand what feels
relatives and families of lost people because I was in situation like this. I
mean accident
with my parents. I am trying to not think a lot about bad and sad things and try
to keep
good mood and your letters and your words helps me! I miss you my dear! Every
day when I think
about you I want to meet you, touch you and kiss you more and more. My wish is
growing up
with every minute. My heart is beating stronger and faster when I imagine about
us and our
meeting! Do you know, why? Because I love you Doug!!! Do you feel the same? I
think it
would be great to see each other face to face one day! Do you agree? I think we
would spend
a wonderful time together with you Doug and would learn more personally about
each other!
What do you think about it my dear? Would you like it? Do you have any dreams
about our first
meeting, my love? If we will meet someday I would like to spend a lot of time
together with you.
I would like to meet your friends, family and I would be glad if you will show
me your home
area. It will be great thing if we would spend time together on the nature, on
the coast of
a lake, a river, maybe even an ocean and have a picnic. I like to be on the
coast and I like
water at all. I have never been and never seen an ocean just the sea. I think an
ocean is great.
Maybe someday I can see it in real. I would like to be there with you. Just you,
Doug and
me! What do you think about it my single man in this world? Yes, you are my
single man I love
and will love forever. Do you know it Doug? I want you to know about it! These
words from
my heart! What do your heart speak to you Doug? I would like to know what your
heart speaks
to you about me! I need it like every man need air to breath, like every plant
need sun and
water to grow up! Please let me know Doug! You are my LIFE!!! I need you and
your the nicest
letters because when I get any message from you my mood is becoming better. You
see now how I
feel about you! I hope your feelings are mutual and you want to meet me too as I
do! I think
our meeting will be a big step or a next level of our relations! Do you agree
with me? I believe
in it and want to make this dream happen. Do you want it? Will you help me with
it? I want
to ask you Doug, what do you think about intimate and sexual relations between
two people?
I think now is time to talk about it. I believe we can discuss it together. I
hope you are ok
to talk about it with me. I suppose it's very important and one of the main
things in relations.
Do you think the same? I want to ask you what do you think about sex? I want to
tell you about
this question. As you know I am a straight woman. I don't welcome bisexual kind
of relations
such as gays and lesbians do. I don't dislike them and even we can be friends
but I don't
understand why guys prefer men or lesbians prefer women? As you already guessed
I am not
a bi-sexual person and I had no such experience of relations before and don't
wish for this
in future. I have never tried group sex and don't want to try. At least I don't
want it this
time. I don't like it. I know that I need only one man who I will give all my
love and passion.
I am sure you will be agree with my point of view. I want to tell you about
other my views.
I like ordinary sex. My favorite positions are missioner position, doggy style
position and also
I like to be on the top. What are your favorite positions? Also I like oral sex.
I like to give
and to get it both. Do you know about 69 position? I like it. I don't know what
to tell you about
anal sex because I didn't try it before. I would not be against to try it
someday if we would want
to try it of course. I think we could discuss all details about it together in
the future and I
think we would decide right decision. I think people need to trust each other,
need to consult with
each other and need to understand each other in such important thing as sex. I
hope that I didn't
push off you by my words about sex. I hope you are all right. What do you think
Doug? Please tell
me about your views on this question. I need to know about it. I will finish my
letter now. Hope you
will be glad to get this e-mail from me. Also I just want to tell you again "I
love you my dear Doug".
Please know about it and don't forget. I will wait for your next letter with
great impatience!
Kiss you, Natalia(Nata).
P.S. I want to tell you some russian words and I would like if you would call me
sometimes in russian.
darling-dorogaya, beautiful-krasivaya, sweet-sladkaya, baby-detka,
amazing-udivitelnaya, hot-goryachaya.
I hope I can see these words in your letter someday! Would you like if I will
write some words to you in russian?
Also O sent you other picture of me and my cousin. I want to tell you thank you
for your pictures. I think
I got all of it. I am glad to get it anytime. If you will send me pictures in
future I will be very happy!
Letter #33
Subject: Hello my dear Doug
Privet moy Lubimyj chelovek v mire. I mean hello my beloved man in the world.
Yes it's you Doug.
How are you feeling? I am fine but tired a little. Work was hard today and
yesterday too.
Do you tire often on your work? Someday I feel so empty and depressed because I
had so
hard days. But in such moments my friends try to make my mood better. I express
gratitude
them. I know if you have a real friends, who can help you in difficult period of
time it's
great! Do you agree? You know that this week is last my work week. I think maybe
I will
work during Monday and Tuesday. Then I will off from my work because I will
moving to you soon!
When I think of you my mood becomes better. Do you do the same when you think of
me Doug?
I hope so. Doug I want to ask you what do you think about piercing and tattoos?
Do you like it?
I would like to know your thoughts. I have no any tattoos and piercing on my
body. I almost
always thought I don't need it. There was one period of time when I wanted to
make little tattoo
or piercing but in last moment I reconsidered my mind. So I don't have it, but
to tell the truth
some of it look very nice. How many people have piercing or tattoos there?
Yesterday in the evening
I met Marina. She is feeling good and recovered completely! Today she already go
to work. Also I have
met Olga and had talk with her. She have told me that she began to go to get a
massage. She will get
20 procedures during one month. It's a relaxing massage. I think it's good
thing. I like massage too.
I like to get it and to give it to someone. Maybe someday I can give it to you
dear! Or maybe you
give it to me? Would you like to give it to me someday? I think it would be very
nice! Do you agree?
I think if we will meet each other we have to try it to get massage from each
other. I would like
to meet you and spend time together with you. I think we could have a great
time together. What do you
think about it? Maybe some of our dreams could be real when we will be together.
If we would decide
to stay me with you for all the time I would like it and need to get a job for
my specialty. I think
it will happen because I prepare documents to move to you and to get a job. I
will let you know when
all documents will be done and when I can come to you. Don't worry. As you know
I have a degree of doctor.
I like my work and I would like to take care about children because I like them
and want to have my own.
I hope one day it will happen and I will have my own family. But maybe I could
learn other specialty
or try to work for my second specialty(designer). What do you think about it? Do
you think is it possible?
I want to ask you Doug can you help me with search of job? I mean second
specialty. As you know I will
get work for my main specialty(doctor). Agency will take care about it. Can you
tell me is interior designer
good profession there? What kind of professions are more popular there? I hope
you will try to help me
because I hope you love me. I would do all what I can for you my love. Because I
love you and this feeling
is real. I am sure! Trust me. I know what I am talking about! I am glad that I
have found you. I am happy!
If someone ask me what would I changed in my life if I would have occasion to do
it? I would answer -
almost nothing. Because I have lived not bad period of my life and because I
have met you. All I want
now it's to meet you in person. I think it will happen! Doug I know some girls
from our town who have
met Australian and American men and who have left Russia and now they live
there. I heard that girls
are happy with their husbands. I am glad for them. I think it's great when
people from different continents
can meet each other and then even marry. Do you agree with me? Maybe it will
happen with us. It would be
greatest thing for me! Hope for you too! I dream about it a lot. I need you and
want to meet you face to face!
I want to give you a long and hot kiss! Do you like to kiss? Would you like to
kiss me? I would! I miss you
my dear so much. Especially weekends when I can't get access to computer at my
work. This time I can't see
your letter and I wait Monday with impatience. I dream to meet you one time and
never apart. Doug I forgot
to ask you one thing. You know that I am doctor. I have a intimate dream to play
doctor and patient together
with you when we will met. Would you like to play this sexual game with me?
Would you like to be my patient?
Would you trust yourself to me? I promise I would be very good doctor. What do
you think about it my dear?
Let me know about it, ok? Do you like sexual games with your partner? That's all
for now. I will wait for
your next letter tomorrow. I love you Doug.
Your Russian love - Natalia.
Letter #34
Subject: See you soon
Hello darling!
This is your Natalia. I am busy a little right now.
I will try to write you more today in the evening.
I hope I will be able to use internet club service.
I love you and think of you constantly Doug!
Kisses and hugs from Natalia.
Letter #35
Subject: Hello my love Doug
Hi again my zamechatelny( i mean wonderful) Doug.!
I want to tell you I couldn't write you earlier because I was very busy. I had a
lot of work.
I am tired a little, but it's not a problem. I am in the internet club right now
and write you
this letter. I met my friend Marina today and she said you Hi! She glad that we
became closer
to each other! I told her that I have found the real love and will be with you
soon and it will
be the happy life because I really love you and I hope you really love me too!
Doug you are
the man I dreamed about all my life! Now I think our meeting is necessary
thing! Do you agree
with me? Do you want to meet me like I want? Today we have a good weather. The
day was sunny
and warm. Snow is melting everywhere and the drops of water are falling down
from the roofs
of buildings. The winter is going away and the spring is coming. Doug I want to
ask you one
thing. Can you tell me convenient and closest airport in your city or in the
closest city to you.
I meant International airport. Perhaps you have more than one airport close to
you so let me know
about all of them. I think it will be more convenient for me to choose
destination point. If you
have only regional airport close to you, please tell me about it too. I will
figure out how to reach
it too. Doug I want to tell you I thought about you all the day even when I was
tired. All the time
I think of you and remember you. Because I want to meet you. I wait for a moment
when we will
be together and can speak and hug! I love you with all my heart and I think we
could be together
soon! My heart is yours and I hope yours is mine! I'm nervous a little about our
meeting but I
suppose it will be nice! I want it will be as soon as we can do it because the
life in waiting
very bad! I can't wait to see you Doug! I would like to fly to you right now
Doug!!! Dear,
did you considered/imagined me as your wife? Do you want me to be your wife? I
think it may happen
one day if we really will want it. Do you agree with me? I want to be in your
arms. I want you
to present me your hugs and kisses. I believe I would stay with you forever if
you would want it
of course! Because if you would be my husband and I will be your wife we have to
be together forever.
Because I think that the marriage is very important thing and I am serious with
it. I hope you will
be agree with me. I love you Doug, I want to be yours, I will try to do all I
can for it because
I don't want to lose you and I am sure I will not lose you! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Do you feel the same?
Do you agree with me? I just want to hear about it from you again! PLEASE DON'T
FORGET IT!!!!!!!
I NEVER TIRED TO SAY IT TO YOU!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I
LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE
YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I will
always love you Doug!!!
Infinite kisses and hugs from your Natalia.
P.S. I have sent you picture. I hope you will get it. This picture was taken 2
years ago during my
birthday party. My friends presented me this bouquet of roses. Also you can see
my real hair color.
Now I color my hair and it look little lighter. Do you like light or dark color
of hair. Maybe even
rufous color? For me doesn't matter what color of hair my man have.
Letter #36
Subject: It's me, your girl-friend Natalia
Hello my dearest Doug.
How are you doing? Everything is good here but in the end of week I am feeling
tired a little. Today is Friday last work day in the week. Weekend is coming
soon
and I will not be able to use computer at my work again. I always wait for
weekends
with impatience, because I am getting tired mentally and physically at my work.
That's why weekends are the single possibility for me to get rest and to get new
forces.
But during weekend I have less possibilities to send you e-mails and I miss you.
Weekends I spend differently. Sometimes I want simply to rest in my apartment. I
like
my apartment. It's small but cosy. During weekends I always clean the apartment
properly.
I like purity. Though I always try to keep my apartment clean, there is always
something
to do about the house on weekends. But when I really want to relax I listen
music or read
books. I like to read books especially historical novels about ancient Russia or
other
countries. Also I like science fiction and mystic genre. I don't like
detectives. I like
to spend time with my girl-friends. We like to walk and talk about different
things, we
go to movie to to the park. I am not sure I told you that we have one cinema and
two parks
in our town. I like to spend time in nature in the open air very much. In
Russia camping
is very popular. I adore to go to the forest and to live in a tent though now I
have seldom
such an opportunity. I like to sit near fire and watch it in the night. I like
to look
at the stars very much. In August the sky is strewed by stars. It is incredible
beautiful.
There is no more wonderful when you can sense in the air the fragrances of
forest, river
and smoke mixed together. I am romantic person and I hope you like it! I like
when man can
be romantic! Darling can you tell me how often do you think about your Natalia?
I think
about you very often during a day! Especially in morning when I wake up my first
thoughts
are about you Doug! Even when I go to sleep I remember about you and think how
it would
be wonderful if we will be together at this time! Do you agree with me Doug? Do
you want it?
Honey I want to tell you that tomorrow I will move to Serov city to get
documents and to pay
for them. I think agency will give me more information about my coming to your
country.
I think I will write you about it on Monday and will tell you all details of it.
I just want
to keep you informed. Well, I will finish my e-mail. I will miss you this
weekend.
See you Monday Doug. With much love, kiss you Natalia.
Letter #37
Subject: Hello my love Doug
Hi again my zamechatelny( i mean wonderful) Doug.!
I want to tell you I couldn't write you earlier because I was very busy. I had a
lot of work.
I am tired a little, but it's not a problem. I am in the internet club right now
and write you
this letter. I met my friend Marina today and she said you Hi! She glad that we
became closer
to each other! I told her that I have found the real love and will be with you
soon and it will
be the happy life because I really love you and I hope you really love me too!
Doug you are
the man I dreamed about all my life! Now I think our meeting is necessary
thing! Do you agree
with me? Do you want to meet me like I want? Today we have a good weather. The
day was sunny
and warm. Snow is melting everywhere and the drops of water are falling down
from the roofs
of buildings. The winter is going away and the spring is coming. Doug I want to
ask you one
thing. Can you tell me convenient and closest airport in your city or in the
closest city to you.
I meant International airport. Perhaps you have more than one airport close to
you so let me know
about all of them. I think it will be more convenient for me to choose
destination point. If you
have only regional airport close to you, please tell me about it too. I will
figure out how to reach
it too. Doug I want to tell you I thought about you all the day even when I was
tired. All the time
I think of you and remember you. Because I want to meet you. I wait for a moment
when we will
be together and can speak and hug! I love you with all my heart and I think we
could be together
soon! My heart is yours and I hope yours is mine! I'm nervous a little about our
meeting but I
suppose it will be nice! I want it will be as soon as we can do it because the
life in waiting
very bad! I can't wait to see you Doug! I would like to fly to you right now
Doug!!! Dear,
did you considered/imagined me as your wife? Do you want me to be your wife? I
think it may happen
one day if we really will want it. Do you agree with me? I want to be in your
arms. I want you
to present me your hugs and kisses. I believe I would stay with you forever if
you would want it
of course! Because if you would be my husband and I will be your wife we have to
be together forever.
Because I think that the marriage is very important thing and I am serious with
it. I hope you will
be agree with me. I love you Doug, I want to be yours, I will try to do all I
can for it because
I don't want to lose you and I am sure I will not lose you! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Do you feel the same?
Do you agree with me? I just want to hear about it from you again! PLEASE DON'T
FORGET IT!!!!!!!
I NEVER TIRED TO SAY IT TO YOU!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I
LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE
YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I will
always love you Doug!!!
Infinite kisses and hugs from your Natalia.
P.S. I have sent you picture. I hope you will get it. This picture was taken 2
years ago during my
birthday party. My friends presented me this bouquet of roses. Also you can see
my real hair color.
Now I color my hair and it look little lighter. Do you like light or dark color
of hair. Maybe even
rufous color? For me doesn't matter what color of hair my man have.
Letter #38
Subject: Hello my love Doug
Hi my dear Doug! How are you doing? How was your weekend?
I am feeling good. I hope you feel the same. Today we have good weather here.
The sun is shining brightly and there are no any clouds on the sky. The sky
is clearly blue. The light wind is blowing slowly. I like such weather during
spring very much! Do you like it? I hope you have good weather there too.
All this time I think of us and of you. I think about our meeting and about
time we will spend together. I think about your family, relatives and friends
I will meet. I will be glad to meet them. I think I will have new good friends
there. What do you think? I think it may happen. I think also about our
relations
and I understand that this is my best relations with someone. I love you my dear
Doug! I love you all of my heart! I love you so badly! I want you Doug!
I need you so much in my life! I don't imagine my life without you Doug! I dream
about our happy family together with you!!! I LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU!!!!
This is words of my heart Doug! Please write me back what you think about
all of it and about your thoughts. Doug I want to tell you I went to the agency
at Saturday and I have good news for us. All my documents are ready and I can
come
to your country and to meet you soon! When I came to agency they said that
government
increased price for service of preparing documents. It made me some sad but it
will
not be a problem. I think I will find the rest of money soon and will pay them
completely.
Then I will be able to come to you. Don't worry I will let you know about the
date when
I can come to you. I think I can find money during one week. I will get wage and
it
will be enough. So we can be together soon! Are you glad Doug? Of course I am
upset
a little because of increasing of price, but thanks the god that this increasing
is
not big. Just don't worry about it Doug. I think everything will be all right.
Honey I am sure we will meet each other soon! I want to tell you I will give you
all details about my trip to you soon. I will do it immediately when I will know
all information. Right now I will finish my letter. I have to go to work. Doug,
I will wait for your next letter with great impatience!!! See you soon!
Your Natalia, with love and hope to meet you soon.
P.S. Here is a picture for you. This is not recent picture , it was taken at
period
of my life when I still did not color my hair.
Letter #39
Subject: Hello from your Nata!
Privet moy lubimyj Doug! How are you?
Today is my last work day and I worked half of the day. I decided to write you
this message
before I leave my work. I decided to go home on foot. You know sometimes I like
to walk
and to think while I'm going. Today the temperature is quite warm and I walked
slowly.
I walked and thought about all the events that take place in our world. I always
think
that everyone on our planet wants to live happy - to go to the job, to come back
home to
their family, to play with kids and many other good things. I want to be happy
to and
want to have my family. I have never been married but I think one day I will
marry and
will create family with man I love. It's you Doug. But if it is so I can't
understand from where all the terrorists and crime are coming? I was very
shocked
by events of 11 September in New York. It was so so terrible. All the world was
scandalized! I hate terrorism and violation at all. Indeed people can't live in
peace?!
During the whole history of our world people kill other people. Who is right?
May be
somebody is right and somebody is wrong in quarrel? The most interesting thing
in this
question that always the enemies or belligerents are sure that exactly they are
right!
How do you think Doug? There are so many wonderful things in our life! We just
have
to learn to see all these things! We have to get free from all bad thoughts that
we
have. As for me I don't like greed, envy, a lie and a fear. I do think that
these
thoughts are the root of every evil! Do you think as I am Doug? Everybody of us
can say that his family and friends are good men but if it is so from where evil
men are? I dream that someday mankind will live in the harmony with the nature
and
each other! I think that is possible and we must begin from ourselves! I do
believe
that the humanity is not hopelessly! Do you agree with me Doug? Hope you do. But
for now I don't see how we can do that. The only thing that is warming me is you
Doug! You are like a sun for me in this world! And I can't imagine what will be
with me if I'll loose you someday. I want to feel your kisses, your embrace! I
love
you very much Doug and always will! I want to be close to you. I want to feel
your touches your skin and lips. I want to see you near me when I awake in the
morning. I want that you make some tender things while I am still in bed. Would
you like it honey? By the way what do you wear to the bed? Do you like to be
nude
when you sleep? I like it and sometimes I do it. Would you like to be nude with
me
in one bed when we sleep? Usually I wear only strings underpants. I hope you can
understand me. I just don't know how to say it correctly. Sometimes I wear short
nightdress. I think if people love each other it's great! and even long distance
and different of age are not be able to apart them. I think it's not a problem
for me. What about you Doug? Do you think the same? I think that it's true
if their love is real! I wanted to send you other my picture. This photo was
taken at the summer when I have been at the Black sea resort. You can see girl
I have met there and me. Her name is Monica and she is from Doneck(Ukraine).
Well
I have to finish my e-mail for now. Other co-workers need to use computer. See
you
soon again. Doug, don't forget that you have a woman who loves you!
With all my love, Natalia!
Letter #40
Subject: I miss you very much!
Hi my love Doug. How are you doing there? Are you glad to hear from your Nata?
I am glad to write you back today. The weather here is not bad today, but it's
still
cold a little. I hope the weather will be warmer here soon. Today I have a bad
sleeping
and I’ve get up very early. I don't want to tell about it. Be better if we will
talk
about more good things than nightmares. Do you agree? Doug you know that
yesterday
was my last work day and today I am free and went to internet club to write you.
I will
not work here. I just wait for the moment when I will get documents and will
come
to your country. I will tell you about exact date of my leaving Russia
immediately when
I will know it. After I visit main office of agency and after I get there all
necessary
documents for new work I will go to the closest airport to you I have asked you
about
before and we can meet each other! Don't worry I will tell you all details of my
coming
to you before I come. I think I will fly from the one of Moscow airports to you,
because
it's biggest and convenient airports in Russia. I think I will use
Sheremetievo(SWO) airport.
We don't have any international airports close to my home town. So at first I
will go
to Moscow and then I will fly from there to you. I already prepared almost all
things for
my trip. Some things already are packaged. I don't know what exactly I will do
here before
I will come to you, but I think I will find what to do. Maybe I will get new
interior project.
It will help me to get extra money to pay additionally to the agency here. Of
course I will
try to write you constantly and will keep you informed about my deals here. My
dear I want
to tell you that I decided to answer your questions directly. I think it will be
more
convenient for you and you can see that I am trying to answer all of questions.
Right now
I am not sure you see all my answers. Or maybe you didn't get all letters I sent
or something
else. In next letters I will quote your questions and will answer them
immediately. I think
it will help us to understand each other better. What do you think Doug? Do you
think
it is good idea? I hope I am getting all your letters and pictures you send me.
I am glad
to get it form you. I hope you will continue to send me letters and pictures
till the moment
when I fly to you. I have one good thing for you. I have prepared little
surprise for you!
Please do not ask me about it because I will not tell you. Just be patient and
when we will
meet each other you will get your surprise. ok? I hope you understand that it
will not be
a surprise if I will tell you what is it. Will you be glad to get something from
Russia,
from your Russian lady Natalia? Honey I want to tell you that you can't imagine
how I love
you! I’ve never thought that it can be with me but it's true and I'm sure that I
love you
Doug! I’ve thought very long time about us and I'm sure that we'll meet! If two
people
feel something to each other they must find out the feelings. I want you Doug, I
love you
very much and I will prove it to you every day! WE MUST MEET, LET'S DO ALL FOR
IT, I'LL DO
ALL, DO YOU? I think that you will do all too! It's our chance and we'll use it!
I want
to tell you that I want to walk with you under the sky with stars, do you like
to see stars?
I like it very much. I like to see it and dream... I want to live with you,
probably we will
marry! WE MUST MEET AND DECIDE ABOUT ALL... I want to cook you my favorite
dishes, and I have
a dream about us, I want that we'll be together at night time near the water, it
can be a lake
or a river. Do you imagine the dark sky, thousands of stars under the water, we
watch it,
see meteorites and speak a lot about everything, we kiss, have hug and it's very
great and
we don't need more nothing! I would like to be with you Doug at this time. I
love you very
much Doug please remember it always, my heart belongs to you and I don't give
you somebody
else, I don't want to lose you!!! I want to kiss and hug you as soon as I can do
it! Please
forgive me if I’ve said something wrong but all what I say goes from my heart
and soul! I love
you Doug, I want you love me too! We'll be together...
Your Natalia(Nata)!
P.S. Here is picture of me. I will send other pictures later.
Letter #41
Subject: Hello my darling Doug!
Hi my soul - Doug.
You asked me:
Have you already imagined becoming my honorable and beloved wife someday? Do you
want it?, My beloved Natalia?
My dear I would like to be with you and want to be your wife! I am glad you want
me as your wife too!
I am glad that we found each other. I think it's destiny. I thank the god for
his help. I am sure he helped us.
Firstly I want to tell you why i couldn't write you yesterday. I hope you are
ok. I am fine but
missed you all the time. Yesterday my friend Svetlana asked me to help her to
move stuff from
her old apartment to the new. She is changing place for a living and she need
help of friends
because she live alone. We worked all the day and I couldn't write you. Today I
am free and
writing you with pleasure. Notwithstanding I am off from work I have many
different deals
which should be completed. So I am not sit on the same place all the day. I hope
you can
understand me correctly. I am glad that I have opportunity to write you long
letter today. I hope
you will be glad to get this message from me. I am always glad when I receive
any of your
messages. Today is very nice day here. Not very warm but already not so cold
like yesterday.
Temperature is about -1 Celsius. I think it's our hot relations warm weather up
here in the
middle of Russia.(smile) Do you know that Sverdlovsk area where my town is
located almost in Siberia?
All day since the early morning and till this moment I think of you Doug! I
can't wait when
we will be together! Doug I want to ask you one thing, do you like to wear a
sweater when
the weather is cool? What is your favorite kind of clothes? Do you know I can
knit? Did I tell
you about it? My mom have taught me how to knit and I have some things of my
clothes that
I had knitted by myself. Would you like if your woman can knit? Would you like
if I would knit
something for you one day? What would you like? Do you like this idea? Doug I
love you
and want to be with you! I want it so badly and I can't stop to think about our
meeting and about
our relations in reality. I think when we will meet our relation will give us
more emotions and
pleasure because it will be real! I count days till we meet! Honey Our hearts
are like two great
oceans which put together to the one big world ocean. They are vast and very
deep like our
feelings to each other. Our feelings so strongly as forces of oceans. Sometimes
we get afraid we
will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans will meet in a
powerful wave
that will shake the very earth. And when all is done there will be one vast
beautiful ocean,
powerful and forever...one heart, one ocean. Doug you have given me much more
than you
can realize. You are my prayer, my shelter from hopelessness and despair, only
you can keep the
spark in my soul burning bright. You are my ray of light in deep darkness, you
are my dream
which will be real soon. I really hope for it. Well Doug, I will finish my
letter now. I will try
to send you message during weekend. I think all weekend I will finish my
preparing for my
coming to your country and maybe will spend some time with my friends. I will
tell you about it
on Monday. Also I will try to prepare other picture for you and will send it
after weekend. I love
you Doug! Remember it! I will wait for your response with hope and impatience.
I will miss you honey!
Forever your Natalia
Letter #42
Subject: From your loving Natalia
Hello my love Doug. How are you doing? How is your weekend?
Today is Sunday and I want to send you a message. I think of you
and miss you so much! Sorry for short message but I have to help
my friend Svetlana. We didn't finish to relocate all stuff to other
apartment of Svetlana and today we have to finish. I think all this
day I will be there with Svetlana. Also in the evening I will work
at my project. I will try to finish it during weekend so I will be
busy and will not be able to write you. But don't worry, I will write
you next letter on Monday. I promise! I love you honey, I need you
in my life!!!! Remember it Doug. Bye-bye.!
Muuaaahh! This is my kiss for you.
Your Natalia.
P.S. From TV news I found out about big and strong tornado in the Texas, USA.
There were many destroyed houses and roads. There was deluge also. A lot of
people lost their houses and cars. It's bad and terrible things.
Letter #43
Subject: With love from Natalia
Hi my love Doug.
I am glad to write you back today. I missed you very much. All weekend I was
busy and had
a lot of deals. My friends and me helped Svetlana to relocate all stuff to new
apartment. She was
very glad. We were very tired. Svetlana bought a cake and invited us to drink a
cup of coffee
with piece of cake. We were agree because we could get rest and regain forces.
After it I came
back home and worked at project till the night. I think today or tomorrow I will
finish it.
Doug how are you? I am feeling good. Do you have good weather? The weather here
is not
bad. Temperature is about +2 Celsius and sun is shining. I think the weather
will be warmer and
warmer with each next day. Honey I want to say that you can't imagine how I love
you! I've
never thought that it can happen with me but it's true and I'm sure that I love
you Doug!
I've thought very long time about us and I'm sure that we'll meet! If two people
feel something to
each other they must be together. I want you Doug, I love you very much and I
will prove it
to you every day! I can't wait to see you in person my dear! I wait this moment
of our first
meeting with impatience!!! All this days I think about us very much. I dream
when we'll speak
personally with you Doug! And I will wait for this moment so much how it is
required but I
want to see you as soon as we can do it! I love you Doug all my heart and I
don't want to
lose. I think we must use this chance which was given us by the God and the
destiny. I want
to hear you, to see your eyes, to feel you but I can't do it now because you are
very far from me!
I want to change it and I'll do all for it! I think we will be together very
soon! And all our dreams
will come true! Anyway we will be together because the most important thing in
our life is
love!!! I have it now and I'll give all for don't losing it! I trust you Doug, I
feel that you are in
love with me and our feelings are coincide! It's beautiful, I thank the God for
you, I found you
and you found me in this world! The world is a big labyrinth and we found the
way in it. I will
do all I can to meet you? I ALREADY DO ALL! I think that you will do all too!
It's our chance
and we have to use it! Do you agree with me dear? I dream about our meeting
every day. When I
dream about it my heart really beats faster and I have the shiver in a body,
it's beautiful, it's the
love!!! All my girlfriends are sure that I love you Doug! I never get tired to
say it to you:
I LOVE YOU, I love you Doug all my heart and soul!!! I want to be yours and it's
true.
We will be together anyway! I believe you think the same!
Forever yours Natalia.
P.S. I have attached picture for you. I hope you will like it. I always glad to
get pictures from
you too! Thanks. I hope you will be able to send me pictures further. I would
like to get it.
Letter #44
Subject: I am busy a little
Hello my love Doug!
How are you today? I am doing well and think of you my honey! I decided to write
this message
to inform you that I will be busy today and can't write longer. I planned
meeting with clients who
asked me to make interior project. I will show them my project and maybe they
will decide to
change some details and I will have to redraw it. If they will like it I will
get some money. It will
help me feel better during my trip. So, I will be busy. I hope you understand me
and will not be
upset because I can't write long letter today. I love you Doug and will write
you more tomorrow.
Kiss and hug to you Doug from Natalia.
Letter #45
Subject: I love you so much!!!!!
Hi My dearest Doug!
You asked me:
When are you coming to me?
You asked me about my trip. I think I will come in the
first half of the April. I will have all necessary information about it soon.
My dear please don't worry about your problem with health. It's not a problem
for me and I hope you will recover soon.
When we will meet I would like to take care about you. If you want of course.
I have good news honey. The clients liked my project. We just decided to change
some little
details of kitchen. I think I will correct it today or tomorrow. They liked all
rooms, bathroom
and hall and I will need to correct it. It will be unchanged. So we will meet
again on Friday and
they I will be paid. I am glad. I always glad when I can find common language
with clients and
we have no problems. Are you glad for me Doug? Today the weather is good and
sunny like
yesterday and my mood is good. All the day I have many thoughts about you and
about us. My
heart is beaten more frequently when I think about you. You are there and I am
here we are on
the different parts of the world but the day of our union is coming soon. I feel
it! Doug,
almost always I wake up and I think of you. How are you there Doug? Everything
is all
right? Do you think about me? Your love Doug, is the air that breathes life in
my body.
It is the sun shine in my soul. The rain that creates rivers of emotions, which
flows inside me
from head to toe. Your love is the warm and strong hand which take me and bring
me into
a world unknown till now. Leaving the past sorrows behind, we will make a step
to our dream
and our future life together. A new start, a new world, with unlimited
possibilities. I know
together we can do everything we want! We have found each other and we could
open many new
things which became valuable for us. In our love, we have found the treasures of
the heart and
soul of each other. The ways of our lifes intersected and our two hearts are now
one big heart!
We will be as little children, who need to taste, touch, and learn about this
new world. It will be
a paradise we have never known before. With tenderness, care, understanding and
kissing of
lips, our passions will grow up more each next day. Our hearts will beat faster.
And when time
stands still around, we will unite our minds, and souls in one. Our hearts will
beat as one. Only
then we will know for sure, that we have finally found each other, and our love
will forever
grow. This is all what I want Doug! I hope you feel the same and it will not be
a dream only!
I want we to make it for real!
Many hugs and kisses.
Your Natalia.
P.S. I have attached picture for you honey. It was taken when I have been at
Black sea resort.
Letter #46
Subject: With love to Doug
Hello my dearest man in this world Doug!
You asked me:
I hope that you have a good and healthy since of humor?
You can be sure I like humor and I have good sense of humor.
When are you going to be able to determine if you are going to be coming
straight to my city of Miami,Florida U.S.A.?
Honey I will go to your city, to Miami. Don't worry about it. I think I will
come in the first half of April.
Would you like to stay here with me, in my modest apartment, while you get set
up in your apartment the officials in your government have arranged for you?
My dear if you want I will be glad to stay together with you in your apartment.
It's not a problem for me if your apartment is modest.
Here I live in the modest apartment too. So please don't worry about it.
Honey I finished to redraw my project and tomorrow I will meet clients. This is
my last
clients here and I will be off from any work. So I will have free time to wait
before I
come to you. I will let you know about my results with my project tomorrow or
after tomorrow.
Today I waked up with very good mood. The window in my room is located on the
East
side and almost every morning I wake up with first rays of sun. Today the sky is
clear
and there are no any clouds and first rays of sun helped me to wake up and have
told
me that the new day is beginning. The first thought when I waked up was about
you
my dear Doug! This thought have made me very good mood and I wanted to dance,
because I was so glad. I have understood I found the man I love and who love me
too.
I thought about our future meeting and imagine it. I like to imagine about it,
because
it's very important and very beautiful my dream! Why? Because I love you Doug
and want to meet you so much!!! I hope you feel the same Doug. A lot of times
I have dreamed about our meeting, when I am going out from a plane, moving down
on the stairs, looking for you and when I see you I am calling you Doug!!! Then
I am running to you and hugging your. All people around us are wondered. But we
pass
over everyone, because we are engrossed by ourselves. I say to you that I am
happiest
woman in the world and you tell me about every thing what you wanted to say to
me
in person during all this time when we have corresponded. We will go out from
airport
and will move to you. You will meet me with your family and your friends. I
would be
happy to meet them? I hope they will like me. Will you do it Doug? You will show
me your town and the lands around town. I know and I like that streets in your
country
are more clean and more beautiful than in my country. We will walk together and
will
tell different stories about our lifes till our meeting. We will learn more and
more intensive
about each other with every day. And because of it our love will become more
stronger!
Do you believe in this? I do! We will make main part of household together. I
will cook you
dinners, lunches, breakfasts. You will know what is the russian kitchen looks
like. Russian
kitchen is no badder than other famous kitchens in this world. And at the night
I will show
you that russian girls in bed are the same hot girls like south girls. I will
show you all my
love and passion. I hope you will love it. I think we would be happiest people
in this world
if this dream would be real. Do you want it Doug? I want it so much!!! I wait
the moment
of our meeting with great impatience!!! Do you feel the same Doug? I hope nobody
and
nothing can't stop us on the way to each other. I hope for it Doug! I will think
of you
all the day Doug! I will miss you and your letters. I hope you will write me
back soon
as you can. I will wait! I will think of you when I will go to bed, because I
will see good
dream about us. I hope for it and I wait it. I am SO Happy Doug!!! I think about
in close
future we can meet, hug and kiss each other. I can't wait to meet you in person
my Doug!!!!
Nadejus skoro uvidimsya!!! This means - hope to see you soon in person.
Moy lubimyj chelovek na zemle! - my beloved man on the earth!
Only your Natalia.
Letter #47
Subject: I am going to meet clients
Privet(hello) my dear, hello Doug.
I just went to internet club to inform you that I am going to visit clients and
to show them my
finished project today. Right now. I made all I could and finished it yesterday.
Doug, it was
not easy because I was forced to redraw all project of kitchen! When I finished
I was glad but
was tired. Right now I have to go. I will write you later, ok? I will think of
you honey all the day!
I hope you have a good mood and will wait my next letter with impatience.
Poka(bye-bye) honey.
See you later. Kiss and hug for you Doug.
Your Natalia.
Letter #48
Subject: message from your Natalia
Hello my beloved Doug!
Honey I want to tell you that I am really coming to your country and we can meet
soon!
Darling don't worry, I will keep you informed and will tell you all details of
my trip.
When I will be prepared completely for my trip I will send you all necessary
information.
How re you there? I hope you feel good. I am doing well but missed you all
weekend.
The Sunday was the Easter here and I celebrated it together with friends. At
Saturday
I cleaned my apartment and colored Eggs. At Sunday I went to my friend
Ekaterina.
Perhaps you remember her. I mentioned about her in my previous letters. She is
one
of my best friends like Olga, Marina and Svetlana. We spent some time together
and
then we decided to go to visit Olga. She was glad to see us. We drunk tea and
ate cake.
Then we walked into the park. Olga have a pet. It's a dog and we walked with it.
The species
of dog is Caucasian sheepdog. Do you know this species? This is big dog but
Baks(this is name
of dog) is clever and obedient dog. I like dogs. This is one of my favorite
kinds of pets.
As you know I have no pets but I would like to have one. I think dog or cat. I
like cats
too. You know Doug that the name of olga's dog sound like people call dollar in
USA. Bucks.
I think it's funny a little. Don't you think so? Can you imagine that so big
heap of money
is walking on the streets! (Smile). Ow I almost forgot my friends said you Hello
Doug!
Also during Sunday I visited Church and prayed. I prayed the God and asked him
to help us
to meet each other to be together. Are you glad Doug? I think you want it not
less than
I am. Am I right? I love you Doug and I can't wait when I can see you in real
life, when
I can look into your eyes, when I can touch you, kiss you, hug you. I want to so
badly Doug!!!!
I am so excited and nervous about our meeting but I am sure it will be the best
moment in my
life. Do you feel the same honey? Doug I want to say thank you for your nice,
kind, tender
and beautiful letters to me. I like to get e-mails from you! I am glad even if I
have small message
from you. It make my mood better every time. You know I like to imagine our life
together!
I like to imagine you as my future husband and me as you wife, I dream about our
own children.
I would like if we would have two boys and one girl. I would like to give them
names Richard,
Dennis and Elizabeth. I know not very much about names in your country but if
you would like
to give to any of our children Russian name I would like if it would be Denis(it
sounds like
Dennis) for a boy and Elizaveta for a girl. What do you think about it dear? Can
you tell me
how would you name our children and how much would you want to have? Also I
dream
about how we will live together, how we will take care about each other and
about our children,
about spending time with friends there, about picnics together, about trips to
different, beautiful
and interesting places of your country, about making love together and about
other things.
Would you like to do it togetherwith me Doug? I believe you will like it. I am
sure that I will
like it so much. I just hope that all these dreams will happen one day. I will
be happiest woman
in the world! Because I will be with you and I will stay with you forever! I
will love you as
strong as I can and will protect and save our love! Will you do the same honey?
I think if two
people want to be together all the time they must do it. Do you agree? My dear
Doug I want
to say you again I LOVE YOU!!! I can't live without you! I need you in my life
like a flower
need water to live and to bloom! Doug I hope you can see now how I love you! I
can't find
words to express my feelings to you!!! You are my single and beloved man in the
world! You
are special man for me! I hope you got this message and it made your mood
better. See you soon
again honey! With love and infinite amount of kisses to my dear Doug.
From your Natalia.
Letter #49
Subject: I have to go to Serov tomorrow
Hello again Doug.
I forgot to tell you that I found all sum of money to pay to the agency and
tomorrow I will
go to Serov town , to the agency to make payment. Perhaps tomorrow I will not be
able to write
you because I will be out from town so I can write only after tomorrow or later.
After I will come
back I will try to write you immediately and will inform you about all details
of my coming! I
am so happy and so glad because the day of our meeting is coming soon! I hope
everything will
be ok. I will think of you and will miss you Doug! I love you! See you soon
again honey!
From your Natalia(Nata).
Letter #50
Subject: I have some news Doug
Hello my dear Doug.
How are you? How is the weather there? I hope you feeling good. I have some good
and not
good news for us. I don't know how to begin. Well, the good news are all
documents are done
and I can come to you soon. Agency prepared all things for my trip to your
country. They
prepared all necessary documents and reserved ticket for me from Moscow to New
York City.
I have paid these services some months ago. So I have a ticket. I just needed to
pay for
documents and for other necessary service. I got the money and decided to go to
Serov town as
soon as I can. So I went there to pay and to get documents. I drove my car to
move to Serov and
to visit agency. When I came to the agency and paid them, I got all documents
and ticket. I was
very glad and happy! I wanted to come back to my town soon and to let you know
about these
good news! Here good news are ending. Later are not good news Doug. When I drove
car to
my home I got accident! The boy ran out to the street in front of my car!!!! It
was so unexpected
for me, I could react but all I could do is turn my car to the left side!
Because at the right side
was parked big truck and I couldn't stop without blow to boy at this short
distance. The boy
ran out behind of that truck and I couldn't see him in time. Because of it I
turned to the
left and I struck other car!!! It's bad news. But more bad things are the car I
struck was foreign
expensive car and I would have to pay to fix all damages! The man from that car
called road
police and they made up protocol of accident. The boy ran away and we couldn't
find him! So all
fault was mine. But I hope you can understand that this fault of that boy. But I
couldn't prove it
because boy was absent. When the expert commission said me about sum of money I
have to pay
I was shocked and cried a lot!!! I didn't have this kind of resources! The
damages of the foreign car
were big and my car suffered strongly too! Don't worry I am ok and my health is
good. I got only
couple of scratches and bruises. The police took my car and placed it to the pay
auto parking. My
car can't move now and I used bus to come to my home. The police gave me copy of
protocol
and other papers and bill to pay for accident. They said that I have to pay it
in short time and all I
thought up is move back to the agency and ask them about getting money back. I
told them about
my situation and after two hours of talks they gave me money back. They took
back all documents
and ticket. So now I have no it in my pocket and all documents in agency again!
But they said
that I have to pay them back during 10 days else they will cancel my request for
getting work in
your countr!!!!! So they will delete my documents and will cancel reserved
ticket! Agency said that
they can't hold my documents and ticket long time. So if I want to get documents
and ticket and
to come to you I must pay them completely during 10 work days. Else I will lose
all I have!!! All my
dreams will be broken! I will not be able to get new job I can't start new life
in your country but
more important I will not be able to meet you and to be with you Doug!!!! This
is terrible situation
for me and I am in depression now because even that I got money from agency it
will not be enough
to pay for accident completely!!! When I came home I asked my friends about help
they were
shocked and commiserated to me. We could find some money but I still have to
find some funds!
It's not much of money but I don't know where to get it! My friends did all they
could and I can't
ask them about help again because they will not be able to help. They would like
to help more
but they can't! They said that I can give debts back as soon as it will be
possible for me. I thanked
them. I don't know what I would do if I would not have friends! I will try to
figure out what I can
do and will tell you about my results. But more important for me is where I will
find money to
pay to the agency! If I will not do it I will lose all documents and will not
come to you! This fact
oppress me and put me in depression. I don't know what to do and what to think
up! I can't believe
that it was happen with me! Why Doug? Doug I know that you love me and want to
meet me and
therefore I want to ask you maybe you can suggest me what to do? Hpney do you
have any idea how
to overcome this situation? Do you still love me my dear and will support me
morally before I will be
here? Will you continue to write me?? Are you angry for me because of this
occasion and because
of that we can't meet each other??? I hope you did not change your mind on me
and still love me
and want to meet me. It was not my fault but I can't prove it! I just don't know
when we can meet
each other at all if I will not find necessary sum of money during 10 days(till
19 April).
Because I will lost documents and to get new will take about 3-6 months and
agency said that
perhaps I will not get it again at all because at the first time I didn't use
it!!! There are many
people who want get documents and government will work with them and not with
person who will
refuse from documents some times. I hope you can understand what I wanted to
say. I tried to
get loan from bank but I have failed. They will not give money to person who
will left country
and all the more so if I have accident bills. I will try to sell my broken car
but It will not be easy
because we don't have a lot of men who want buy broken car. I don't know when I
can do it and
I think It will cost very cheap! Also my car was old and this is other reason
why I will not sell it
quickly. At least I think so. But firstly I will need to take my car from
parking and to deliver it to
my town. I think I will have to use special truck which will transport it from
Serov to Rudnichnyy.
But It's extra expenses!!! Right now I can't find any way where to find money
that's why I asked
you about advise. Maybe you could help me by any way. You are my single hope now
and perhaps together
we can find way out from this situation. What do you think Doug? Please write me
back as soon as you
can and let me know your point of view. It's important for me to hear your
thoughts. Remember I love
you and want to be with you but I am in difficult situation, I don't know what
to do and need some help!
I need to find money to pay to agency during 10 work days else I may forget
about new job and coming
to your country and about our meeting!!!! I hope for your quick response and for
your words which will
support me and will turn me back from depression to normal condition. I will
wait for your next e-mail
with great impatience. Remember honey I think of you and never forget. I love
you Doug!
Your loving Natalia.
P.S. Please forgive me if I made a lot of mistakes. I just was nervous and
upset. I hope you understand.
Letter #51
Subject: Here is information I found out
Hello my dearest man Doug!
This is your Natalia. I hope you glad to hear from me today. I hope you are ok
and my last news
didn't totally disappointed you. Honey are you disappointed in me? Please write
me back and say
me that I am wrong and you are not disappointed and love me. I think these words
will help me
to overcome this situation more easily and will uplift my mood. I hope I will
hear from you soon.
I will wait your next e-mail with great impatience. Because I am in bad
situation and I need to
feel your presence and your care. I hope you can understand me. I would do all I
could to take
care about you if you would be in situation like me. But I want to wish you be
lucky and that all
bad things will never happen with you! Doug I want to tell you some details
about my
accident and want to give you some information about how we can be together. I
searched during
all the day the way how I can fix my problems and how we can meet in appointed
time. I hope
you will understand me and will try to help us to meet. Firstly in my last
e-mail I forgot to tell
you some things about accident. I already paid almost all money for accident. I
had no insurance
of my car and that’s why I was forced to pay from my pocket. Here in Russia not
everyone have
insurance because we don't have obligatory insurance. If man want to insurance
car, he will do it,
if he don't want, it's his choice. I hope you can understand me. Also we
couldn't find boy and
eyewitnesses. This accident was happened in the evening and there were no almost
any people.
But when I could find one man and asked him about accident he said he saw
nothing! I was sad.
I thought a lot about my car and I decided to left it on a parking and I will
try to sell it in Serov.
I don't have resources to transport car to Rudnichnyy. I think will be better to
left car in Serov.
Ok, that's all about my car and payment for accident. Right now most important
thing is where
to find money to pay to agency to get back all my documents and ticket!!! Doug,
dear, please
forgive me, I didn't want to ask you about any financial help!!!! It would be
last thing I would
ever asked you about! But I don't see any way how to overcome this situation.
Honey can you
help me with getting money? I am so sorry and this is a disgrace for me. I know
you thought
I am independent and self-reliant person but now I think you could change your
mind? Am I right?
Please tell me that I am not right! I really hope for it. I am crying! I am
asking myself all
the time how it could happen???? Ok, please forgive me for my tears. I want to
tell you some
details of my searching. I want to agency and asked them about can you send
money to agency
directly? They said that they don't work with foreign citizens. I found out that
they work with
Russian banks and Russian citizens. They even don't allow credit cards and use
cash only. You
know Doug the credit cards are not popular here and all population of country
prefer to use
cash. The person who use credit card is rare! So they said that I have to pay
them directly by
cash like I did it before. Also I went to bank here and asked them could you
send me any money
from your country to me, here. They said that there is no any bank who work with
foreign banks.
You know my town is small. I asked maybe I can find this bank in Serov. They
said that there is
one bank but to get account there and to transfer money from your country Doug
to me will
take one-two weeks. I think I don't have so much time! Sorry but our bank system
works slowly.
I have asked employee of the bank maybe there is other way how to make transfer
from one
country to other. He said me that he know company which make money transfers in
the world
The name of company is western union. I hope you know this company. I remember,
I saw
advertising of this company on TV. He said that I need to learn how they work in
the office
of western union and gave me address. I was glad and thanked him. Honey I found
this office
and I learned how they work and what we need to send funds. Honey if you have
possibility to
use service of this company and want to help me to get documents back here is
information for
you. But I have one problem with using western union service. I know that it's
single way you
can use to help me but I hope you can understand me. I hope it will not be a
problem for you.
I found out that I can't receive any transfer from you Doug. I found out it in
the western
union office! I can't get it because I am unemployed and have accident bills.
This is our rule
here. I was sad. When I found out it I went to my friend Ekaterina and asked her
about help.
She will be glad to help me. Thanks the God that I have good friends! So if you
will go to
western union to send funds please send it to the name of my friend Ekaterina
Gluschenko!
Don't forget, use her name! I need 720$. You can send it in dollars, I will
exchange it to rubles.
To send money use this address:
TRANSCREDITBANK
LENINA STREET, 242A
SEROV , 624991
RUSSIA.
This is address of western union in Serov town. We will go there together with
Ekaterina. Also
I will need from you this information: confirmation number of transfer(10
digits), sum of
transfer, full name of sender and address of sender. If I will not have any of
this information I
will not be able to pick your transfer up! Please don't forget, I need all this
information!!! I will
be glad if you will send me information like I wrote here:
Sender's name:
Sender's address:
Confirmation number:
Sum of transfer:
It will be more convenient and easily for me. I just want to be sure that all
information is correct
and don't want to make a mistake when I will write in papers in western union.
If I will make
mistake they will not give me your transfer! I hope you can understand me honey!
Doug now
I want to tell you some details of my trip and of my documents. If you will help
me I will pay
to agency immediately and will get all documents and ticket to New York City. I
already wrote
you about it before. I think you remember. Please don't worry. I have to visit
New York and stay
there about one day because I have to visit office of agency there to get
additional documents
and directive to my new work. Also I will get advance there(3000$) so when we
will meet each
other I will give you all money back and you will lose nothing!!! Are you ok
with it dear? I think it's
good thing. After I will get all papers I will come to you! Agency will take
care about my road
from their office to your area! They will pay for it! So we don't need to worry
about it. I will try
to call you form NYC and I will try to find place where I can send you e-mail. I
will send you all
details of my coming to you and we will be together!!!! Are you glad my dear! I
hope it will
happen and we can be together during April. I want it so much and hope for you
my dear! You
are my single hope in this world! I love you and will love you forever! I will
wait next letter
from you with good news!
In the end of e-mail I want to remind you all necessary information
again. You have to send 720$ to the name of my friend: Ekaterina Gluschenko!
Please send me this information:
Sender's name:
Sender's address:
Confirmation number:
Sum of transfer:
I need this information Doug. After I get your letter with information I will go
to western
union and will try to pick your transfer up and will get documents immediately.
Then I will write
you and will send you all details of my documents and about dates of coming!
Don't worry I think
everything will be ok and I will be careful with your funds also my friend will
be with me!
Also remember I need to pay to agency until 19 April or I will lose all: all my
documents,
opportunity to get it again during long time or at all, good chance to get good
work and
possibility to meet you and to be with you honey! I hope you trust me and will
help us to meet.
My dear I trust you and love you and therefore I decided to make big and serious
step in my life
to come to unknown country, to meet you and to be with you! I hope you
understand that my coming
will change my life seriously but I want it because I love you and can't live
without you Doug!
With hope, sincerely your Natalia.
P.S. I have attached copy of my passport and ticket. This is part of documents I
will get.
The agency allowed me to scan it. I sent it because I want to show you that I am
really coming.
P.P.S. I want to tell you that boy was feeling good and was not hurted because
he ran away. I even didn't touch him.
Letter #52
Subject: Hello from Natalia
This is Natalia.
I just want to tell you Hi Doug! How are you doing? How was your weekend?
I hope nice! My weekend was usual. I spent time with friends. We have went to
the cinema and watched movie named "Wolfhound" Did you watch this movie?
Did you heard about it? It's russian movie. We liked it! It was good action
movie.
Can you see any russian movies in your country Doug? We have a lot of american
movies sometimes we can see french or german movies too! Can you tell me about
it?
I watched tv news and there was a story about very cold temperature in america.
I thought the climate there more warm than here in russia. I was surprised.
Today
we have cold weather here too! I have a lot of work today because there are many
sick kids with throat infection, flue and other diseases. I am sorry but today
I am very busy and have to work. I will try to write you again tomorrow or will
go to internet club in the evening and will send message to you! I hope I will
be in good condition and will have forces to do it! The thoughts about you
will help me to hold on till the evening. I hope you are not angry and will be
glad to hear from me next time! I just want to ask you, Doug did you know
that we celebrate Valentine's day here? This is day of people who are in love.
We celebrate it at 14th February. Can you tell me do you celebrate this holiday?
Ok, I have to go! See you soon!
Your friend Natalia(Nata).
P.S. I will send you other picture of me tomorrow!
Letter #53
Subject: Hello from Natalia
Privet moy lubimy chelovek na zemle!!! It mean Hi my beloved man on the Earth!
Yes this is you Doug! You are single man I love and I love you very, VERY, VERY
much!
Honey I understand you and I will call you today or tomorrow. I have you cell
number so
I will call you. Wait... Also don't worry about money I will give you all money
back when
I will get advance in USA. So you will lose nothing! I hope you trust me and
want to be with
me! I hope for your help honey! You are my singe hope in the world. I love you!
How are you doing today? I am all right. Here is sunny and warm day. What about
weather there? Today I
woke up at 9:00 a.m. and I was surprised because usually I am waking up at 7:00
a.m. Not later. But
sometimes during weekend especially I can allow myself to lie in the bed little
longer. Honey
do you like to sleep long time or you wake up in the early morning? I think it
happened because
I don't have to go to work and I can sleep as long as I can. Doug would you like
to wake up
together with me in one bed one day? Would you like to make love with me all the
day after we
will wake up? Would you like to play sexual games with me? I think we can try to
play different
games if you want of course. What do you think about it my dear? I am sure that
we will spend
time together wonderfully! I dream about it and about our meeting so strongly
and very often.
Honey I want to ask you is it ok if I am speaking about these things often? I
just want to show
you how I love you and how terribly I want to be with you. All my words from the
heart! I love
you all of my heart and I understand it more and more with every day. I really
hope you feel the
same way to me. Yes I know it. I am sure. Because I am seeing it in your
letters. I hope the day
when I can tell you all words I want to say in person will come true soon! I
really wait for this
day because I want to say you a lot of words and want to ask you many questions
but I want
to do it in person and I will wait for the day of our meeting! Don't worry my
Doug, it doesn't
mean I have nothing to say you. I will write you as earlier and will ask you
questions so we will
learn more about each other. I just have some words to tell you personally. I
hope you can
understand me honey! Because mutual understanding is one of important things in
relations
between people. Do you agree? Doug sorry but I have to finish letter. Today
internet club is
closing earlier and administrator of club said I need to end my e-mail. I will
write you more next
time. Dear, write me too, because I always glad when I get letter from you! See
you soon honey!
Poka-poka - Bye-bye.
Your russian love Natalia.
P.S. Here Is a picture for you Doug. This is not recent picture but I hope you
like it.
Letter #54
Subject: I hope you can get song I sent you Doug
Hi my dear Doug!
Honey I want to tell you that I will get advance and will give you all money
back. Don't worry.
If you can send me 700$ it will be ok. I will try to find 20$ here. Please help
me and we will be
together! Don't forget to send me necessary information about your transfer and
use name of my friend.
How was your day Lubimyj(beloved)? Is everything ok? I am all right and my mood
is good. Today is nice day
here. But only for one reason - I have opportunity to write you a letter and to
get your e-mails. And all
the rest become unimportant for me. I have time to tell you one thing. I do not
know why, but today I have
woken up earlier than usually. Nevertheless the sun already was shining brightly
and I could not fall asleep
again. I sat in front of the window and began to look at street. Unexpectedly
the small birdie sat down on
a window and began to sing. She sang so beautifully. She looked at me and sang.
She was not afraid at all
because I sat quietly. I looked at this birdie and thought that you now
somewhere there, far. I have thought
that maybe you sleep there and see me in your dream. And I have thought, if I
would be a birdie, I would
sit down to you on a window too and would sing my song. I have told to a birdie:
" Fly away, my small
birdie, and sing this song to my far but close friend Doug. Birdie, tell him
that I think of him
constantly". And at this moment birdie flinched and did fly off , as though she
has heard my words.
And I have thought, maybe this birdie really will fly to you and will sing her
beautiful song to you
there. So if you Doug will see near yourself a small birdie which sings
beautifully, know that
I have sent this song to you. I love you honey!
Well I will finish my letter, see you soon my dear. I want to send you my kiss,
Muaaahhh!
Your Natalia.
Letter #55
Subject: Dreaming of you!
Doug, hello from your Natalia!
How are you doing today? Everything is all right? How is the weather there?
Today is Sunday here, I am fine and I am thinking of you! Today the day is
murky and rainy. I don't like it. All the sky is covered by the grey clouds
and it's rainy here. The rain began at the early morning and still not finished.
I hope the weather will be changed to sunny and warm days. These days like today
make me more boring. My mood is falling down. Especially if I am alone. But Now
I know that I am not alone and I have you Doug! Thoughts and dreams about
you make me feel better. I understand that I have a man there far from me who
love
me and wait for me! I know that between us is great distance, but I believe that
this distance will be so short soon that I can touch you and then to kiss you!
I want it! I want to be with you Doug! I want to bring and then to present my
love to you! I will love you always! I want to take care about you and want to
be
your single and beloved woman. I promise I will do the same things for you too!
Because without mutuality the people can't be together long time, but I want to
be together with you forever. Doug, do you feel this way too? Do you want to be
with me forever? Today or tomorrow I will go to the church to place candle and
will
pray for us. I will pray for our meeting in the closest future! I hope the God
will hear me! I love you and will wait for your response! Please write me back
as soon as you can! I can't wait for your next letter because I am missing
without
it! Hope to see you soon honey!
Your russian lady Natalia.
Letter #56
Subject: ????????
I don't understand you Doung!? Are you crazy?
What are you talking about? I don't need to listen your insulting speach.
and I will stop to write you because I see you never loved me and didn't
trust me all the time. I am clear and I am not afraid your threats of police.
They will do me nothing because you are wrong! If you changed your mind
on me I will try to understand but you will never hear from me! I thought
you was right person to me but you was wrong and I was mistaken!
Bye forever.
Natalia.
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