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| First Name: |
Anastasiya |
| Location: |
Russia, Moscow |
| Age: |
30 |
| Birth Date: |
16-11-1981 |
Letter 1
Sept 14 2010
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Hello dear friend...
I was registered in agency of acquaintances for search of the husband in other country. And to me have offered yours e-mail. Here I also have decided to write to you.
My name: Anastasiya
I speak only in Russian and in English. So you write to me in English is better. Or you can take advantage online of the translator: www.translate.google.com
I want you warned, I from Russia, and I have a woman who just do
not want a deception. As I heard a lot.
To me 29 years old. I am single. My growth 175 sm and weight 50 kg.
was born on November, 16th, 1981.
I looking for serious relations. I am
looking for marriage and love. I do not play games. If you want to
play with me, then do not write for me. If you are looking also
for true and pure attitude then I shall wait with impatience your
letter. I send you as pictures, and I hope to receive your
replacement. I live in Russia, city Moscow, it is very
beautiful city. I from Russia should not be confused.
It is pleasant for me, I wish that we continue our friends that
we have not lost our interest in us.
Dear friend, that our desire was great fun. It is nice to know we
talk about a friend of a friend.
Forgive me please, but I should go. I wish you wrote for me more
than I knew more about you.
Anastasiya
"
Oct 4 2010
"
Hello Xxx!!!
I see your letter in my box again!! Thanks you for your photos. They simply magnificent. I with impatience shall wait still a photo.
wow!! I really didn't know that it brings so great pleasure to me!!!
so what do you think about me???
in my last letter I tried to write about how I'm feeling myself now..
you see I not very happy woman
but I'm not complain
I try to live further and try not fall in depression
so how about you????
tell to me how your feel about your life
sometimes I remember one phrase which I heard a long time ago
life is a pain and happiness is a short time period when pain leaves us
and you know I'm absolutely agree with this phrase
but any way
I don't want that you think that I'm so miserable girl
I just want to find my own piece of happiness
and to share this happiness with my beloved
I just want to find person who will understand me and care about me
I'll make absolutely all for him
because I want to belong to my loved only
how about you???
tell what do you think
and what are you looking for???
I think that I should to tell to you more about me
I - ordinary women, in fact I have not distinguished by anything from others.
My name is Anastasiya I am 28 years old.
My Birthday - 16 November.
I was born and I live in Moscow. I - a Christian.
I have blonde hair and blue eyes.
I do not smoke, and I almost never drink alcohol, never used drugs.
I live with my mom, I lost my father 10 years ago ...
but I understand now, when we all leave this world, and we can not do anything to prevent this, I have never been married, and I do not have any children.
I am Christian and I believe in the God, Do you believe in the God? Do You go in church?
I understand, it should be valid interestingly for knowing to you why I have chosen you from thousand profiles.
You an unusual man , what that more than to stop a sight on you, does it confuse you?,
I think that the men in such mature age are most serious in the intentions,
and it is very important for me,I do not want to be mistaken twice,
I hope you understand sense of my words....
if you want I can tell to you about life in Russia a little
how you know majority of russian people live very bad
the life in Russia is very difficult and I sometimes is very much tired from it.
In the advanced countries any worker can go to have rest in a holiday,
to receive force for the further work, but we have very little income, therefore it is inaccessible for us.
It is very pleasant, when know, which for many kilometers you have the person who estimates, understands you.
You agree with my idea? Unfortunately I have no opportunity to buy a computer
and to place home phone because the computer costs approximately 800-1000 $,
and installation of a domestic phone number - 300$, they - very big money for me, and I cannot allow it for independent.
Therefore I use services of Internet - club, it is inconvenient, but I have no other choice.
My speciality - lawyer, but I can not find work on the speciality, therefore I should earn additionally on various works
I work to earn for my living. I have a higher education and I am rather intelligent.
Now I work as manager in the shop, which sell different food.
I am sorry, I can not write you each day, because I have to working and I get tired often.
In general I like my job, I see and communicate with many interesting people there.
But it is a hard work because I have to stay there till late and walk from one place to another.
But this job allows me to have an independent life and to make some money for my living.
I don't want to complain. It is better to work in such place than not to have any work at all.
so now you know about my life and my work
so I hope to hear from you soon
and I hope that you'll tell more about yourself
ok???
I'll be wait, write to me soon!!!
Anastasiya Hello Xxx!!!
I see your letter in my box again!! Thanks you for your photos. They simply magnificent. I with impatience shall wait still a photo.
wow!! I really didn't know that it brings so great pleasure to me!!!
so what do you think about me???
in my last letter I tried to write about how I'm feeling myself now..
you see I not very happy woman
but I'm not complain
I try to live further and try not fall in depression
so how about you????
tell to me how your feel about your life
sometimes I remember one phrase which I heard a long time ago
life is a pain and happiness is a short time period when pain leaves us
and you know I'm absolutely agree with this phrase
but any way
I don't want that you think that I'm so miserable girl
I just want to find my own piece of happiness
and to share this happiness with my beloved
I just want to find person who will understand me and care about me
I'll make absolutely all for him
because I want to belong to my loved only
how about you???
tell what do you think
and what are you looking for???
I think that I should to tell to you more about me
I - ordinary women, in fact I have not distinguished by anything from others.
My name is Anastasiya I am 28 years old.
My Birthday - 16 November.
I was born and I live in Moscow. I - a Christian.
I have blonde hair and blue eyes.
I do not smoke, and I almost never drink alcohol, never used drugs.
I live with my mom, I lost my father 10 years ago ...
but I understand now, when we all leave this world, and we can not do anything to prevent this, I have never been married, and I do not have any children.
I am Christian and I believe in the God, Do you believe in the God? Do You go in church?
I understand, it should be valid interestingly for knowing to you why I have chosen you from thousand profiles.
You an unusual man , what that more than to stop a sight on you, does it confuse you?,
I think that the men in such mature age are most serious in the intentions,
and it is very important for me,I do not want to be mistaken twice,
I hope you understand sense of my words....
if you want I can tell to you about life in Russia a little
how you know majority of russian people live very bad
the life in Russia is very difficult and I sometimes is very much tired from it.
In the advanced countries any worker can go to have rest in a holiday,
to receive force for the further work, but we have very little income, therefore it is inaccessible for us.
It is very pleasant, when know, which for many kilometers you have the person who estimates, understands you.
You agree with my idea? Unfortunately I have no opportunity to buy a computer
and to place home phone because the computer costs approximately 800-1000 $,
and installation of a domestic phone number - 300$, they - very big money for me, and I cannot allow it for independent.
Therefore I use services of Internet - club, it is inconvenient, but I have no other choice.
My speciality - lawyer, but I can not find work on the speciality, therefore I should earn additionally on various works
I work to earn for my living. I have a higher education and I am rather intelligent.
Now I work as manager in the shop, which sell different food.
I am sorry, I can not write you each day, because I have to working and I get tired often.
In general I like my job, I see and communicate with many interesting people there.
But it is a hard work because I have to stay there till late and walk from one place to another.
But this job allows me to have an independent life and to make some money for my living.
I don't want to complain. It is better to work in such place than not to have any work at all.
so now you know about my life and my work
so I hope to hear from you soon
and I hope that you'll tell more about yourself
ok???
I'll be wait, write to me soon!!!
Anastasiya
6 Out
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Hi my dear Xxx!
How are you today?
Today, I feel perfect today!
because when I go to check your letters I always see
that you wrote to me
this is the most important thing for me..
sometimes I dream, I dream about one thing which I want all my soul
I dream to be a little girl and to have a careful person who will give to me all warm in the world, I really want to belong to some one
because all my Previous life was a lonely
and I tired from this
and you know I think that every person in the world feels such feeling
but we show it never
but why????
I want to be weak i want to belong my beloved.....
I hope that you understand what I'm talking about
if you want we can dream together!!!
just a dream
how you image your future family??
how many children do you want???
just dream, sometimes it is alone exit from our loneliness
do you agree with me???
I know it very well because I dream about my own family often
but let's change theme..
I want to talk to you about my English. I studied it 6 years at school and then I studied it 4 years at the university.
But it was not my specialist subject.
I never dialogue with the person whose English language would be the native language, therefore I dont know as far as clearly I know English.
Tell me as far as you understand my words andhow do you estimate my English?
My dearest, I wait your letters with great impatience. When I'm sitting at work, I'm waiting for the end
of the working day to see your new letter.
I tell my girlfriend about you whole days, she isn't vexed of it, because she understand me.
A lot of things in my life have changed since I got acquainted to you.
My friends began to tell me that I have changed, began to smile more often,there are more passion and
desire to live futher in my eyes .
I think that you are good man and you can give a lot of emotional heat and caress to the woman.
I don't realize what would I do at this moment of the life if I didn't get acquainted to you but I am sure
that I wouldn't meet such man as you in Russia.
I like children very much . Report slightly concerning itself.
What do you in free time? How do you spend holiday?
What does your favourite food??
I like to cook various salads very much , you see, what is it - healthy nutrition.
Nevertheless I cook very tasty pies. Write me some interesting information about you, whatdoes about your family?
Your hobby? I want more to study concerning you. Send to me some photos concerning you.
Also I wanted to ask you, what do you like in woman, what their qualities are more important for you ?
In this answer I will send some photos. I have not many good photos,
but I will try to choose the best one and to send them to you.
I know that a GOD has granted me one of his best angels!!!
I will finish this letter, I want to wish you good mood these days and not forget me (smile).
I will wait with impatience your letter and miss you!!
As I still wish to speak by with you to phone. Write to me the phone number and I shall necessarily call to you.
But I shall call only in some days. As my phone now under repair.
I have casually dropped it when washed utensils. As soon as to me will make my phone I at once to you I shall give number or to call to you.
Your Anastasiya!!!
"
Oct 11
"
Hello my dear Xxx!
you cannot image how i'm happy if I see your letter in my Ebox!!!!
because for this short time period you became very close person for me
I hope that you feel the same way
how are you??
how is your day??
I think that I should to tell more about me because may be you miss
something in from my last letters
so..
My favorite colors is green, red, black and white also.
I prefer Russian and Italian food,but I have no special whim to the certain meal
I love various music as I said before, all depends from my mood.
Dances are my weakness, I very much like to dance, and I think, that I could learn you to this, or on the contrary,
maybe you learn me? I think dancing help people to relax.
The most important values, which my soul men should have, it is a sincerity, honesty, kindness, trust and respect
I do not like hypocrites and people who take advantage of a person just because they can do it. And I am always
honest with people.
The age and appearance is not of great importance for me,if heart and soul are full of love and tendernesses, it is not necessary to worry about the rest.
I have never thought that age, distance or anything else can matter when it comes to true and serious relationship.
And I have to confess that I am getting excited about our correspondence because you seem to be a nice, kind,
experienced and smart men I have been looking for.
Short of, that in Russia very severe winter I love all seasons.
I love animals, especialy dogs, cats, parrots and horses, but unfortunately I have no anybody , because
I have no a free time to be engaged in caring for them.
I understand that it is quite complicated to get to know each other via e-mails, but still in our
situation, when we are far from each other,
correspondence is a good way to start and to see if we can be a good match or not.
I do not think, that to writing each other for months will be a good way for us, but we can tell each other in our
e-mails as much as possible and if we feel something really special about each other we'll meet in person and
hopefully it'll be a really wonderful love story.
What do you think?
I am not that type of person who does not know what to do, I prefer action as I believe it is better, instead of
doing nothing at all, even if those actions are somehow related to taking a risk, even a minor one.
I do not care because I think who does not risk, does not get a bigger reward.
If you agree with me on this viewpoint, then, I think we have much more in common
I hope this my letter will help you to know more about me.
Though frankly speaking it seems to me it does not matter what your interests or hobbies are, there are so many
things you can do and enjoy doing them, but the most important thing is that you can share the things you really enjoy
with the person who will enjoy them also just because he enjoys everything sharing together with you.
Do you share my opinion?
Well, I think I'd better stop writing now and wait for your reply.
What do you prefer to do during your spare time?
Are you close to your family? Do you love children?
And would you like to have them? What is your city like? Is it a big one or a small one?
Do you like living there? I am looking forward to hearing from you,
Sincerely yours, Anastasiya!!"
Oct 14
"
Hi my dearest Xxx.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter.
I feel somewhat lost when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel contentment
and joy when I think of you.
I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts
and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say
everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share with
you.
You are very interesting person with high intelligence and sense of humor.
I think many women try to win your heart.
In Russia, people speak, that " way to the heart of the male lays through his stomach ".
If I could cook supper for you, I'll certain win your heart. I hope, I'll cook supper for you.
I want to tell you about what I like and what I don't like.
I like when people are frank to me. I hate the lie. And I think that people can't make happiness on the lie.
I think you think too. I don't like when in my house is disorder. Also I don't like lazy people.
It is very pleasant when my friends come to me and feel themselves comfortable.
In Russia people tell:"If in your house everything well everything well in your soul".
I think that the main in man is soul beauty, private condition. If you love and you are loved - it the happiness.
Yesterday I and my mother cooked the supper.
We talked a lot. I told her about you. you liked her very much.
She is glad for us and she hopes, that we shall be fine pair,Did you informe the relatives and friends about me?
What do they think of me?
It is very pity, but already have to go.
I do not want it, I want to write you non stopping, but I can not allow it
I'll wait for your letter with impatience.
Write to me as soon as possible, I'll miss you.
Yours Anastasiya
"
19 Out
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Hi my Xxx!
Thanks for your letter.
My heart calms down when I receive your letter.
I can't begin to tell you, how I feel for you. And every day I hope and pray, that you feel the same way as I do.
I always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life!
Someone, who would understand me, encourage my efforts and share my dreams.
As a child I dreamt of a male that would make me smile and laugh.
Someone I could trust, someone who would never hurt me.
Today I want to describe to you my usual daily day, since morning and till the night.
At 6:30 rattle my alarm clock. I do not love my alarm clock. Because it so loudly rattle, that each time I jump as scalded.
I rise with good mood because in dream I saw you. At 6:35 I go to a bathroom And I THINK OF YOU!
I wash and I clean a teeth. At 6:45 I dress my sports suit, I go on street And I THINK OF YOU!
I jog. I run in the mornings always when it is not cold to support myself in the good form.
When in the street coldly, I sleep till 7:00. At 7:20 I cook a breakfast, as a rule strong tea or coffee and a sandwich.
I drink tea and I THINK OF YOU! At 7:30 I go to work. Usually, if weather good, I go on foot And I THINK OF YOU!
I like to go on foot since morning. Air clean and fresh. To job I come vigorous and cheerful.
At 7:55 I go to a cabinet where works my girlfriend . As a rule she already on work at this time.
If there is an opportunity I receive your letter. If the opportunity is not present I receive it later.
At 8:00 I start to work And I THINK OF YOU! At 10:00 I go on street and I THINK OF YOU!
I breathe fresh air of 10 minutes and come back to work. At 12:30 a dining break. I go home for a dinner And I THINK OF YOU!
I reach up to a house by a trolley bus. At 13:00 I eat and at 13:10 I go again for work And I THINK OF YOU!
I go by a bus but I abandon a trolley bus earlier, than it is necessary, to again take a walk on fresh air And TO THINK OF YOU!
At 13:30 I again work And I THINK OF YOU! (though in my work is impossible be distracted and think about something another except for work)(smile)
At 15:30 we with my employees do a small break and we drink tea for have a rest. I was not capable to drink tea because I THINK OF YOU!
At 17:00 I go home. I go on foot, slowly. I feel itself perfectly because I THINK OF YOU!
At 17:40 I take a shower and I imagine that YOU WITH ME! (Smile)
At 18:00 I have supper, alone, but I smile, because I imagine that YOU SIT OPPOSITE TO ME!
At 19:00 I go for walk with my girlfriend (but it happens seldom). We walk in park. I THINK OF YOU!
If I do not go for walk, I listen to music, I read the book, I watch TV, I knit, I make various homework And I THINK OF YOU! (of course not all simultaneously)(smile).
At 23:00 I lie down to sleep. Usually I fall asleep very quickly because I THINK OF YOU!
Write to me about the day, than you are engaged outside of working hours as passes your holiday and week-end.
By the way, write to me please your full home address, I want to send you the letter through a regular mail
I have more photos,just I have not them on this computer, and I want you feel a smell of my aroma
Well, my dearest, I have to go now.
Just let me send you a kiss from a Russian women, who is thinking of you very very often though being so far from you...
I kiss you and I look forward to your answer!
Your Anastasiya
"
20 Oct
"Hi, my dear Xxx!
This is such a pleasure to get letters from you.
You can’t imagine what I feel when I see that there is a message from you.
It is always so nice to get more and more about you. Internet is a very good invention.
It gives an opportunity to meet your soulmate even being on a distance.
I would like so much to meet with you in real, to see your eyes and to sink in them, to feel your warm
touch...
Well, this is a dream, a very sweet dream. Perhaps, I could come to your place one day...
Who knows what life prepares for us. I am not the kind of person who likes to waste time.
I never feel bored and you will be able to feel this with me one day. I want every day to be a celebration.
I know that life is difficult and that’s just impossible. But my beloved man will feel that every day for
him is a holiday.
Can you tell me more about your country. I am interested in everything what is connected with you.
I feel so vulnerable here and even miserable sometimes. People are so cruel and rude.
And I am so glad that I have you in my life. You are so smart and understanding.
I want to say thank you! Just for being my friend and being in my life.
I shouldn’t complain to you. But you are such a dear person to me and I feel that you understand me.
Your letters became part of my life and I appreciate so much your support.
It is not so easy for me to trust anyone. Once I was betrayed with a very close person and it hurted me so much.
I was in love but he cheated to me and left me for another woman. It was so painful. But it is already in the past.
And we should live with the present. Especially now when we have each other.
We have the letters only but I hope that you can trust me. we know more about each other!!
And I like so much what I see and know. You are a great person and you are the best what I have in my life now.
And I feel that I can trust you and hope you will not lie to me...
I hope this my letter will help you to know more about me.
Though frankly speaking it seems to me it does not matter what your interests,
there are so many things you can do and enjoy doing them,
but the most important thing is that you can share the things you really enjoy with the person who will
enjoy them also just because he enjoys everything sharing together with you.
Do you agree with my opinion?
Tell me more about your hopes and dreams, ok?
I'm sorry but I have to go.
I look forward to hearing from you soon.
Have a good day. Kiss you!!!
Yours Anastasiya
"
22 Oct
"Hello my lovely Xxx!
Today I have no opportunity to write to you the long letter, therefore it will be short.
I wanted to write to you that you did not worry, simple I have no free time.
How you? You missed me? I miss you madly!!
I had a wonderful dream last night. We were there together with you.
It was a beach somewhere on a beautiful island. There were only two of us. Just you and me.
We even didn’t talk. We were holding our hands enjoying the calmness of the moment.
That was great. We were so close to each other. I was the happiest woman in the word as the man of my dream was with me.
That was a wonderful feeling and I still feel that passion and love I had inside of me. Do you have any fantasies or dreams? You can tell me if it is not a secret.
My dear Xxx, I have been thinking about you the whole night and morning today.
I was not able to sleep. I have so many thoughts about you and us in my head that it drives me crazy.
I can’t recognize myself and it seems to me so unreal. But I feel it, really feel it inside.
I like this feeling and I want you to feel it too.
I want that you know about my burning passion to you.
i really afraid this word but seems I have in love with you!!
Do you hear my dear I'm IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what do you think about us I really want to know what do you feel to me
And what do you think about us and our relation in nearest future??
Because I think that time is coming and we should be together!!
I'll wait answers on my questions
and do you want that we will be together in nearest future??
Well, time has come to go, it is a pity, that I have no time to write to you more, a simple I very missed you, and I did not want, that you worried.
I kiss you in your velvet lips
Write, do not forget me, I shall wait for your letters
Yours Anastasiya
"
25 Oct
"
Hi my sweet Xxx!
I am fine today and I hope you are too!
I am so happy to get your letter!
I am very happy that we have found each other and now we have our relationship and possible soon we shall be together.
I have seen you in my dreams again !!!
You walk to me but yet you will not kiss me, you only look and smile, you put your hand upon my face and look into my eyes.
It is a loving feeling but yet you hold back, not knowing what to do. It is a wonderful feeling, one of contentment, one of security.
My feeling is to say how I feel, to take you in my arms, to gently kiss you and to tell you all things will
be ok, to feel the passion that is with in us, to share all things that is beautiful in life.
I would be yours heart and soul if you wish it this way.
I can tell you, that you is my love!
You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I will find the prince, with whom I can go on edge of the ground.
In a consequence I have understood that actually there are no princes.
The Ideal men cannot be found. But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find.
I can tell you confidence, that you - is my ideal.
I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man.
And I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level.
I know that you love me, and I feel that my heart is open for your love.
I need you very much. I want to be with you.
I want to give you all tenderness which for a long time I saved inside me.
Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life.
The excitement, which tortures me while waiting your letters every day.
The feeling, which fills every corner of my heart.
Every step I make is safe, because I feel you around me.
You is my love, You is my angel, You is my soul, You is my life!
And I want you to know, that I have never felt like this before.
You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting every day for you.
You have shown me deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long.
You have shown me the real taste of love.
I am sure that we can meet in the near future.
Well, my love Xxx,it is time to finish this letter.
I with impatience wait your letters.
I miss you, and I love you very much!!!
Your Anastasiya
"
My email to her, before she gainned courege to ask me money:
25 Out
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Hi Anastasyia, honey,
I'm feelling dependent on you. I wait for you. I'm allways thinking of you. I wish to to hear your voice.
I dream awake in my bed imagining you. My heart burns, my body angers for your love...
I got to tell you that I am afraid. Afraid that the Lord might not agree . Try to understand, Honey, that for me HE is Everything. I cannot live without HIM- HE is very much important to be forgotten. So, every day, I take you to His presence, longing for HIS mercy, HIS Blessing for us, because I am inlove with you.
I shell tell you, I've never opened my heart to no one (in such way), I never had experienced this correspondence in feellings,- true , beautiful, deep. I've never felt this desire and passion for anyone alse...
I know we have to know each outher in person, talking, walking, smiling, trusting, telling our emotions, sharing our points of view (I hope you have a critical mind and a sense of justice and love in social matters :)... ), we have to discover our weaknesses, our tempers, if we can work together, if we cuold have our children risen in stability. We also (this is very important) have to see if we agree in the same principles, if we believe in the same things, if we have the same SPIRIT, if we are modest to each outher, loyal, trusty. We have to see if we Love each outher behond the passion, that may float- if we are stable and if we can honor a serious commitment , giving the best example to our kids. If we can discuss things with truthness, understanding, intelligence and honest love, even if we desagree in some matters (that aren't axioms like some of the crucial principals I refered to).
One thing I "read" in you: You believe in JESUS as the Son of GOD.
This is the most important, because, HE will lead our way(s) with HIS mercy, blessing and teachings.
I hope you have read what I left you to read about HIS WORD (The Bible).
I must say I have read is many times before, but if you ask me, I will read what ever you want, to. Any away, I read a porcion of the Bible every day. I have read it at least 4 times, from the beggining to the end, and some of the books inside , I read the double, includding the one I asked you to read and the passage that our brotyher Paul left.
I do not curve to images, our pray to them or to the dead or evem for the dead- beacause the doctrine from the Bible teach this clearly (if you want , I'll tell you were).
I believe in Father, the Son, and the Holy Gost.
I don't have a certain religion, but I used to come to a certain church, for about 10 years (it s called: Assemblies of GOD).
I, agree with the doctrine they teach, but they aren't closed to inside, they are part of the Evangelic Alliance, that is composed by several outher denominations, that have the same SPIRIT, and only have slight differences in the teachings, that are not important or a matter of Doctrine.
The doctrine is the axioms, the Fundamental, the evidence, that is evident to reasonning. Doctrine is not Dogma. I may explain this better if you wish.
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So, if you believe in JESUS,
IF You accept Him into your life and heart
To love Him and to please Him, above all
If you are willing to serve the GOD of truth and Love
If you believe that man and woman can only be saved trought faith in JESUS-willingly to treat Him as LORD of your life and heart...
Than you have the basics nedded to belong to my people.
:)
Sorry for this preachy message, but it is nessassery for our mutual understanding and acquaitance.
If, you are already a christian, please, do a prayer to Him, like this:
Oh LORD of all. CRIATOR of Life, who sent His child to pay and die giving His blood for our sins, Please, show me your will, your sanctity, receive my asking... I pray to you in JESUS DESERVING NAME. Save me frome my sins, lead me to your Love. Thank you, Father, All Mighty for my salvation, for ETERNAL Life, for your WORD. Help me to serve You, To know you, to understand you, to be humble to You, to Love you above all, and to love my neighbours, the one swho can be close to me. Help me to follow You and your will.
Show me the richessness of your SPIRIT. Come inside me. Make me a winner trought fire tests that may come, Clean my soul, my mind, my heart. Free me frome my sins and my enemies, and give me the joy of you sanctity. Also, let me come near the brothers that fight to enter you kingdom, so that I can see you trough them, thou they aren't perfect. Be mercyfull, oh gentle GOD to my people, my contry, my family- save them from the suducting world, the lies and the tentations that the Devil abd his demons work arround. Give me the strenght.
Oh... and by the way: bless Vítor and his way in you, and his country, and his familiy.
:))
Thank you Lord for all.......(Gibe me faith).
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Doing this, I almost know yOU WILL BE MINE!|!!
Just do it. Make a honest effort trought your heart and HE will fortify you.
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Know that I am waiting....
Let me kiss you.
Love frome your brouther (in CHRIST),
vÍTOR
PS: I'm sendding new photos. I'm allways thinking of you (with desire and passion and tender). Oh... I long for yours too. Thank you for your soft and powerfull words. I pu you in the screen of my computer, Oh how I love you in that blue dress- (thou I must say, that I would be very fraitned to take to the sight of outher man..- Cos I would be jealousy of them looking at you... Please, oh please... tell me you will follow GODS Will concerning this matter- you are so beautifull, and I want your love and body just for me). ;) I'm not unbalenced, I want you good looking even when I'm not there... but... please regarding your respect to my manwood, being one lady's man that I trust, wouldn't you keep your most erotic caracter and image, just for me?
Please , give an answer.
Waiting with Love and hope, trought JESUS
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Yet in 25 Oct:
"Anastasyia, I would like to call you as soon as I can -if you agree. Pass me your number, the time of your country I should call, and the days.
Maybe a fixed and a mobile, than I will study the less spencive. There are some cards with better prices to forigners I am willing to see how much they cost, and the better way to contact you.
I wish to hear your voice.
:)
Love, Vítor
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May the Lord JESUS bless you and your family."
And on 26:
"dear Ana
I don't know why you haven't yet answered my last mail, but, I guess it's because you couldn't. To tell you the truth, I am worried, because my last email was a bit "complicated", and I am so affraid to lose you!...
I can't breed without thinking about you. I love all about you. I love your words and the beauty that you show trough them, your tenderness (I could almost feel me sinking in your arms hear you whispering your soft and gentle voice into my ears , I could almost feel the smell of your chest, the touch of your sensible body, of your lips, of your long hair beautyful hair. I could almost feel the warmth of your your deep mysterious blue eyes, of the glowing of your skin...
I am so madly in love with you!
My Lord, I am suffering.
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"
Gives me the sensation that she was expecting for a desperate manifestation from my tenderness to her, to make her "deal". See under.
27 Oct
"Hello my love Xxx!!
I have received your letter and I understand that I am only begin to live.
without you i'm nothing, my Angel!
my loved your dreams about our meeting so sweet!!!!
I can't wait to be with you
soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love you, and I am ready to repeat these words again and again!
Please, to not think poorly of me, simply it overflow my feelings
I talked to mum about us with you and about our future and that probably I soon leave
in other country.
You do not think that I solve it spontaneously, I very long think of it.
I do not want to miss the happiness again.
I talked to mum and she is very happy for me, she bless me.
It can is silly sounds, but today I represented our meeting.
I think out very many interesting pictures.
In the street there is a fine weather and you stand and wait for me in the airport
and worry for my arrival.
Then you approach to the plane, we look around And we search eyes each other in
crowd, then with to become transfixed hearts we find each other and to rush into
strong embraces.
We stand having embraced, and all look at us. And for us as though nothing exist.
Only you and I!!!
It was a great day when I received the first letter from you I thank the God and I know that I
found you and I love you.
So my loved I have an important news. I found out about my travel and have found the following
information.
I need to make a visa and a passport for travel abroad(US$320).
I need to get insurance also (US$200)
The travel agency will help to issue all documents. They can legalize all papers and give to embassy
of the your country . It will take one and half or two weeks.
After that I can arrive to you!
I arrive to you as simple tourist!!!
and can stay about three month!!!!!
but then this visa can be prolonged
I asked about prices and was very surprised, first I ask about time of performance and they said
that there is many people who wants to make documents and leave the country
But if I'll make the application now, and pay for it now, they will make all documents by the end
of the second week, and if I'll not make the application, documents will be prepared not earlier
than two or three months because there are many people who wants to do it.
I was very much surprised with the prices of services.
It's make me little
suppressed and disappointed I don't have so much now.
I was make application but I must pay for it.
I asked my mother about our savings she said that all our savings
were wasted
because of it I have problems with money
I asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not at the present
moment.
I asked the advice my mother and she said that maybe you can help me because you love me.
I have the aunt which work in bank. I to go to my aunt and to learn the information.
And she has advised to use transfer system
Western Union.
I don't know about it!
She said that sender must go to the western union, give them information: the name
and last name of receiver, country they make transfer and give the ten digits secret code to sender.
then the sender gives this code to the receiver because
The receiver must know ten digits for receiving money.
They say that the branches of it must be everywhere worldwide.
My love, I already gave my passport to the agency for clearance. I hope you do not criticize me for saying that I myself made a decision. I signed a contract with the agency.
Here my information which is required to you for remittance:
Country: Russia. Moscow.
Name: Anastasiya
Lastname: Filippovich
I must know your full name, full address.
You must know that I decide to ask you about it because I love you and trust you very much.
I decide to come to you because I feel that you are very need for me,
But I decided to do it because now you are part of my life and I trust you in all.
I think you trust me too and love me too.
You must inform me the closest airport to you I'll ask the help with ticket from my
relatives.
Please don't forget to tell me the closest airport.
want to meet closer.
You must inform me ten digits and I can receive it.
You must know we must meet and be together. Now, my angel, I'll finish my letter. Now our meeting depends entirely on you. I'll wait for your answer. Your Anastasiya"
Oct 28
"I love you. I wait your letter and your answer. I love you. I want to you. "
Like I said.... I didnt answered, beacuse I calculeted her "deal", I tryed before to look for her email trought the net, but I couldnt find nothing wrong or suspecious, till she gave me her last name, tahn I found this site (tahnks). I didn't find her photo or her email , but her name is on the list (maybe several times); and the conversations from the girls here are much equal to Anastasyias ( i still have kindness when writing her name, GOD!... sHE Was Beautiful, a dream lady, and so tender! my dream, I should say, Deare to say that, if I was rich, I could pay to see if she was talking with some truth (I I hadn't, of course , found this site). :)
One's looking for the real love of a beautifull lady, girl, woman... I shouldn't care so much about beauty. The LORD Knows. I guess, "we all" man suffer the same.... But, the years have teached to trut much less in beauty and to look to caracteres...
So, may JESUS Bless you all guys, out there... suffering, and sometimes deserving it. I am the kind that really was into it...... Thats Y I cried! to the Lord. I also know, that HE avenges this things, and that HE touched her could meen heart.
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Hi my sweet Xxx!
I am fine today and I hope you are too!
I am so happy to get your letter!
I am very happy that we have found each other and now we have our relationship and possible soon we shall be together.
I have seen you in my dreams again !!!
You walk to me but yet you will not kiss me, you only look and smile, you put your hand upon my face and look into my eyes.
It is a loving feeling but yet you hold back, not knowing what to do. It is a wonderful feeling, one of contentment, one of security.
My feeling is to say how I feel, to take you in my arms, to gently kiss you and to tell you all things will
be ok, to feel the passion that is with in us, to share all things that is beautiful in life.
I would be yours heart and soul if you wish it this way.
I can tell you, that you is my love!
You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I will find the prince, with whom I can go on edge of the ground.
In a consequence I have understood that actually there are no princes.
The Ideal men cannot be found. But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find.
I can tell you confidence, that you - is my ideal.
I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man.
And I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level.
I know that you love me, and I feel that my heart is open for your love.
I need you very much. I want to be with you.
I want to give you all tenderness which for a long time I saved inside me.
Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life.
The excitement, which tortures me while waiting your letters every day.
The feeling, which fills every corner of my heart.
Every step I make is safe, because I feel you around me.
You is my love, You is my angel, You is my soul, You is my life!
And I want you to know, that I have never felt like this before.
You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting every day for you.
You have shown me deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long.
You have shown me the real taste of love.
I am sure that we can meet in the near future.
Well, my love Xxx,it is time to finish this letter.
I with impatience wait your letters.
I miss you, and I love you very much!!!
Your Anastasiya
Hi my Xxx!
Thanks for your letter.
My heart calms down when I receive your letter.
I can't begin to tell you, how I feel for you. And every day I hope and pray, that you feel the same way as I do.
I always dreamed of finding someone really special who would come into my life!
Someone, who would understand me, encourage my efforts and share my dreams.
As a child I dreamt of a male that would make me smile and laugh.
Someone I could trust, someone who would never hurt me.
Today I want to describe to you my usual daily day, since morning and till the night.
At 6:30 rattle my alarm clock. I do not love my alarm clock. Because it so loudly rattle, that each time I jump as scalded.
I rise with good mood because in dream I saw you. At 6:35 I go to a bathroom And I THINK OF YOU!
I wash and I clean a teeth. At 6:45 I dress my sports suit, I go on street And I THINK OF YOU!
I jog. I run in the mornings always when it is not cold to support myself in the good form.
When in the street coldly, I sleep till 7:00. At 7:20 I cook a breakfast, as a rule strong tea or coffee and a sandwich.
I drink tea and I THINK OF YOU! At 7:30 I go to work. Usually, if weather good, I go on foot And I THINK OF YOU!
I like to go on foot since morning. Air clean and fresh. To job I come vigorous and cheerful.
At 7:55 I go to a cabinet where works my girlfriend . As a rule she already on work at this time.
If there is an opportunity I receive your letter. If the opportunity is not present I receive it later.
At 8:00 I start to work And I THINK OF YOU! At 10:00 I go on street and I THINK OF YOU!
I breathe fresh air of 10 minutes and come back to work. At 12:30 a dining break. I go home for a dinner And I THINK OF YOU!
I reach up to a house by a trolley bus. At 13:00 I eat and at 13:10 I go again for work And I THINK OF YOU!
I go by a bus but I abandon a trolley bus earlier, than it is necessary, to again take a walk on fresh air And TO THINK OF YOU!
At 13:30 I again work And I THINK OF YOU! (though in my work is impossible be distracted and think about something another except for work)(smile)
At 15:30 we with my employees do a small break and we drink tea for have a rest. I was not capable to drink tea because I THINK OF YOU!
At 17:00 I go home. I go on foot, slowly. I feel itself perfectly because I THINK OF YOU!
At 17:40 I take a shower and I imagine that YOU WITH ME! (Smile)
At 18:00 I have supper, alone, but I smile, because I imagine that YOU SIT OPPOSITE TO ME!
At 19:00 I go for walk with my girlfriend (but it happens seldom). We walk in park. I THINK OF YOU!
If I do not go for walk, I listen to music, I read the book, I watch TV, I knit, I make various homework And I THINK OF YOU! (of course not all simultaneously)(smile).
At 23:00 I lie down to sleep. Usually I fall asleep very quickly because I THINK OF YOU!
Write to me about the day, than you are engaged outside of working hours as passes your holiday and week-end.
By the way, write to me please your full home address, I want to send you the letter through a regular mail
I have more photos,just I have not them on this computer, and I want you feel a smell of my aroma
Well, my dearest, I have to go now.
Just let me send you a kiss from a Russian women, who is thinking of you very very often though being so far from you...
I kiss you and I look forward to your answer!
Your Anastasiya
Hello my angel xxx!
>I am very happy to receive your letter.
>My prince, I want to come to you as soon as possible. I'm ready to
fly tomorrow. you know that all my
>documents are ready.
>My love, I must pay only the documents and can receive documents on
his hands.
>My love, the documents I had to pay last week.
>But agency managers gave me a few days deadline. I have to pay until
Wednesday.
>You will be able to send money to the environment?
>Then on Friday I can fly to you. I love you.
>Your Anastasiya
Hi my dear Xxx!
How are you today?
Today, I feel perfect today!
because when I go to check your letters I always see
that you wrote to me
this is the most important thing for me..
sometimes I dream, I dream about one thing which I want all my soul
I dream to be a little girl and to have a careful person who will give to me all warm in the world, I really want to belong to some one
because all my Previous life was a lonely
and I tired from this
and you know I think that every person in the world feels such feeling
but we show it never
but why????
I want to be weak i want to belong my beloved.....
I hope that you understand what I'm talking about
if you want we can dream together!!!
just a dream
how you image your future family??
how many children do you want???
just dream, sometimes it is alone exit from our loneliness
do you agree with me???
I know it very well because I dream about my own family often
but let's change theme..
I want to talk to you about my English. I studied it 6 years at school and then I studied it 4 years at the university.
But it was not my specialist subject.
I never dialogue with the person whose English language would be the native language, therefore I dont know as far as clearly I know English.
Tell me as far as you understand my words andhow do you estimate my English?
My dearest, I wait your letters with great impatience. When I'm sitting at work, I'm waiting for the end
of the working day to see your new letter.
I tell my girlfriend about you whole days, she isn't vexed of it, because she understand me.
A lot of things in my life have changed since I got acquainted to you.
My friends began to tell me that I have changed, began to smile more often,there are more passion and
desire to live futher in my eyes .
I think that you are good man and you can give a lot of emotional heat and caress to the woman.
I don't realize what would I do at this moment of the life if I didn't get acquainted to you but I am sure
that I wouldn't meet such man as you in Russia.
I like children very much . Report slightly concerning itself.
What do you in free time? How do you spend holiday?
What does your favourite food??
I like to cook various salads very much , you see, what is it - healthy nutrition.
Nevertheless I cook very tasty pies. Write me some interesting information about you, whatdoes about your family?
Your hobby? I want more to study concerning you. Send to me some photos concerning you.
Also I wanted to ask you, what do you like in woman, what their qualities are more important for you ?
In this answer I will send some photos. I have not many good photos,
but I will try to choose the best one and to send them to you.
I know that a GOD has granted me one of his best angels!!!
I will finish this letter, I want to wish you good mood these days and not forget me (smile).
I will wait with impatience your letter and miss you!!
As I still wish to speak by with you to phone. Write to me the phone number and I shall necessarily call to you.
But I shall call only in some days. As my phone now under repair.
I have casually dropped it when washed utensils. As soon as to me will make my phone I at once to you I shall give number or to call to you.
Your Anastasiya!!!
Hello my dear Xxx!
you cannot image how i'm happy if I see your letter in my Ebox!!!!
because for this short time period you became very close person for me
I hope that you feel the same way
how are you??
how is your day??
I think that I should to tell more about me because may be you miss
something in from my last letters
so..
My favorite colors is green, red, black and white also.
I prefer Russian and Italian food,but I have no special whim to the certain meal
I love various music as I said before, all depends from my mood.
Dances are my weakness, I very much like to dance, and I think, that I could learn you to this, or on the contrary,
maybe you learn me? I think dancing help people to relax.
The most important values, which my soul men should have, it is a sincerity, honesty, kindness, trust and respect
I do not like hypocrites and people who take advantage of a person just because they can do it. And I am always
honest with people.
The age and appearance is not of great importance for me,if heart and soul are full of love and tendernesses, it is not necessary to worry about the rest.
I have never thought that age, distance or anything else can matter when it comes to true and serious relationship.
And I have to confess that I am getting excited about our correspondence because you seem to be a nice, kind,
experienced and smart men I have been looking for.
Short of, that in Russia very severe winter I love all seasons.
I love animals, especialy dogs, cats, parrots and horses, but unfortunately I have no anybody , because
I have no a free time to be engaged in caring for them.
I understand that it is quite complicated to get to know each other via e-mails, but still in our
situation, when we are far from each other,
correspondence is a good way to start and to see if we can be a good match or not.
I do not think, that to writing each other for months will be a good way for us, but we can tell each other in our
e-mails as much as possible and if we feel something really special about each other we'll meet in person and
hopefully it'll be a really wonderful love story.
What do you think?
I am not that type of person who does not know what to do, I prefer action as I believe it is better, instead of
doing nothing at all, even if those actions are somehow related to taking a risk, even a minor one.
I do not care because I think who does not risk, does not get a bigger reward.
If you agree with me on this viewpoint, then, I think we have much more in common
I hope this my letter will help you to know more about me.
Though frankly speaking it seems to me it does not matter what your interests or hobbies are, there are so many
things you can do and enjoy doing them, but the most important thing is that you can share the things you really enjoy
with the person who will enjoy them also just because he enjoys everything sharing together with you.
Do you share my opinion?
Well, I think I'd better stop writing now and wait for your reply.
What do you prefer to do during your spare time?
Are you close to your family? Do you love children?
And would you like to have them? What is your city like? Is it a big one or a small one?
Do you like living there? I am looking forward to hearing from you,
Sincerely yours, Anastasiya!!
Hi my dearest Xxx. At you 12 hours, at us in Russia 10 hours. Russia lags behind Finland at 2 o'clock.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter.
I feel somewhat lost when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel contentment
and joy when I think of you.
I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts
and feelings, and I send them out to you.
I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say
everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share with
you.
You are very interesting person with high intelligence and sense of humor.
I think many women try to win your heart.
In Russia, people speak, that " way to the heart of the male lays through his stomach ".
If I could cook supper for you, I'll certain win your heart. I hope, I'll cook supper for you.
I want to tell you about what I like and what I don't like.
I like when people are frank to me. I hate the lie. And I think that people can't make happiness on the lie.
I think you think too. I don't like when in my house is disorder. Also I don't like lazy people.
It is very pleasant when my friends come to me and feel themselves comfortable.
In Russia people tell:"If in your house everything well everything well in your soul".
I think that the main in man is soul beauty, private condition. If you love and you are loved - it the happiness.
Yesterday I and my mother cooked the supper.
We talked a lot. I told her about you. you liked her very much.
She is glad for us and she hopes, that we shall be fine pair,Did you informe the relatives and friends about me?
What do they think of me?
It is very pity, but already have to go.
I do not want it, I want to write you non stopping, but I can not allow it
I'll wait for your letter with impatience.
Write to me as soon as possible, I'll miss you.
Yours Anastasiya
Today, in my bad mood. On the street all day rain. I'm at work. It was 10 minutes of free time. I decided to check the e-box and write you a little letter. I do not know what was happening to me .. But I think of you more often. I'm talking about you with her friends at work. I do not know what it is. to me this has never happened before. but you are constantly in my head. As in your business? What's new? How your mood? What are you doing today? What do you plan to do in goal? I want to know about all of you. But of course I understand that you may not have enough time for me. But I hope that you will have 5 minutes to answer my letters. Justification for such a short letter. I have to work on. I look forward to wait for your letters. Your Russian friend Anastasia
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