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| First Name: |
Natalya |
| Location: |
Russia, Syktivkar |
| Age: |
29 |
| Birth Date: |
28-06-1982 |
Letter 1
I found her on Match.com where her profile was not up for very long. She was ver convincing. As you will see in her letters, she told me she was a teacher, but soon lost her job.
Helo my love, Xxx. I have a news to us. Whether Only I do not know it is bad or good. But all is better, than that. And so, today
I have come across the announcement. In this announcement it has been written, that the brigade of workers which will direct on
the north for work is typed. I was interested with this idea. And I have gone to learn about it more to the specified address. I
went also all have precisely learned about my work which offer. For me to me have told that that it will be approximately on a
floor of year good money in very heavy climate, have warned at once about a climate for that that I knew on what I agree also
conditions will be the Far North, I badly represent it but for the sake of that that we were happy I is ready to go and earn on it
of money for our meeting! As I have asked about that if there an opportunity of dialogue on the Internet to me have told that that
such opportunity is not present, it was very sad for me! But I do not have other variants of work to reach our meeting, I think
for such are short term there are no other opportunities to earn such means! Xxx the group of people which will work in the north
leaves in these days off for Monday and I think to go with them! I very much experience about that that our feelings were kept to
me it will be very heavy there without your letters, but I am ready to overcome it for the sake of us Xxx!!! On my eyes of tear I
very much experience about this Xxx!!! I shall earn money I shall arrive to you. That is very a pity to me that you could not
help us. I shall make all, I shall arrive to you!!!! I very much wish be with you my love. I would shall make all that we were
together. That is very a pity to me that we cannot write each other while I shall not arrive. I leave for two or three months.
That is very a pity to me that so that has turned out also that we should so long wait up to our meeting!!!! But I do not see
other output. It is very a pity to me Xxx!!! I love you, I shall prove to you the love I shall arrive to you!!!! Xxx, I adore
you. I cannot to me is very bad, I cry that that I shall not see your letters and gentle lines. To me it will be very bad without
your support. But it is necessary than to endow that what then all was good. I do not know why with us the destiny has acted so!
To Me it is very bad!!! While I shall work for you there will be an opportunity to consider all. I hope that that you will wait
for me and to think of me!!! Xxx, I shall think of you!!!! I love you and I wish to be only with you Xxx!!! Yours and only your
loving Natalya.
I here wash the darling who is Xxx!!! Why Irina does not come to the Internet of cafe??? Yesterday I have by mail given it the
address the Internet of cafe, and where it??? You answer to my question can will give me!!! I cannot without you any more!!! Why
our happiness depends on Irina who is not clear where is? I very much love you. I any more do not know on what hopes. My forces
have completely run low! What to us to do, Xxx? I hope, that you will give me answers to my questions. With love, Natalya
Xxx, my love. Well, I shall wait Irina tomorrow at 19:00 in the Internet of cafe. But, I am not assured, that it will come. If it
has not come today and has told, that came. That cannot be deceived it again!!!! I at all do not understand, what for to us Irina?
We that cannot carry out our long-awaited meeting without it? Xxx, forget about this Irina and come to me as soon as possible!!!
I cannot wait!!! Or I shall arrive to you. Choose. These infinite attempts with a meeting with Irina pass unsuccessfully. I am not
assured, that in general I shall see Irina ever. Xxx when you can receive the visa? I cannot without you!!! Xxx, I am grateful,
that you would want that I was in safety. But I do not feel in safety while there is no you a beside with me. Xxx, allow to
undertake already actions with our meeting. I think, that is useless hopes for Irina. It only us brakes. Xxx, I hope, that you
will make the visa and will arrive to me to the near future. With love, Natalya
Xxx, you can give me Irina's address? I casually have removed it. Xxx, I so am glad!!!! I hope, that we shall meet Irina and I shall be on
next self-summer. Now all hope only on Irina. Xxx, I very much wish to be with you in this Christmas!!! I have written the letter to Irina,
but I can not send it because of presence of its address. I hope, that you will send me its electronic address and we shall meet with it
shortly. Xxx, I so love you!! To me it is very bad without you. I today went across Moscow and all the day long my love dreamed of you!! I
looked on enamoured pairs and represented as we with you now could be together!! I sat in park and observed for enamoured and on my cheeks
tears from separation from you flew. Xxx, me it is very lonely here one big city. Xxx, I so now do not have you!! I love you and I dream
be with you to lay down in one bed with you and to be engaged with you in love! I want in your embraces and to feel yours Xxx kisses. To me
it is very sick that we now not together! I so wait for that moment when at last that I can sit down in the plane and arrive to you!! Xxx
when I represent as you me you will meet at the airport to me so it would be desirable that it has occured as it is possible more soon. I am
very tired to live without love I want to you my love!! I do not understand why so severely in it in the world we with you have found all
each other and have grown fond and now before us this barrier. Xxx, my heart too suffers from separation from you!! Only you can make me
happy!! I now would give all if only to appear near to you!! But what now to do I at all I do not represent. Xxx, me it is very lonely
without you!!! I love you and I wish to be with you!! And I hope that soon will occur a miracle and we shall be together and not that cannot
separate us more. Your loving Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I have sent have sent the letter to Irina. I have told to it my site and have told, that I can meet with it at any
time. I hope, that it saw in the morning my letter. Xxx, you would want that I flied to you on next self-summer???? About, Xxx, if it so
then it so is fine!!!! I very much hope, that we can be together in this Christmas!!! Xxx, the Internet of cafe where I write to you,
really is nearby from the Leningrad station. Xxx if we were together, we would be happy also ours Xxx with you of dream began to be
carried out. But why, why we yet together, why before us now a barrier!!!!! Yesterday I sat and represented us together and on my cheeks
tears flew. I very much love you, I love and I dream to be with you!! I cannot live and think that my love now one without me, I constantly
think Xxx that you now do. I wish to wake up and appear near to you in your gentle embraces. That who and when any more did not separate
us. Xxx I all life dreamed only of one meet the only thing the man fast I could to live and create the loving family. And now when I have
met the long-awaited love I cannot be with it. Xxx to me very much now melancholy and alone, my heart pours a pain, that between us this
distance. Xxx, I hope, that we shall be together in Christmas!!! With love, Natalya
Xxx how I was not in the Internet of cafe??? I was there at 19:00 and waited for it. I did not see whom, that someone would
search for me!!!! You speak, that you did not hear about these awful news which pass in Moscow. Ask about it Irina. It should
know, if it lives in Moscow. Xxx, I have such impression, that Irina deceives us!!! I am assured, that it did not come to the
Internet of cafe because I was there and waited for it. You speak, that after a meeting with Irina I shall depart on next
self-summer to you. But where Irina??? Why it does not do that for a meeting??? I go mad of it!!!! To me it is sick, that our
destiny depends on this irresponsible Irina!!!! Why all so is complex???? I cannot live without you!!! Xxx, love washing, what to
us to do??? I cannot bear this separation. It for me to last eternally!!! Xxx, I love you. I cannot live without you and without
your caress!!! I wish to feel you. I want, that you would kiss me, embraced loved me. I cannot is on distance from you!!! It is
such pain incomparable anything!!!! I would give all what to meet Irina. But where it??? Xxx why it deceives us!!! It did not
come to the Internet of cafe. It was not!!!! I cannot restrain from tears!!! I love you.....
Xxx why you to me have not told earlier you do not have money? I would understand you. Xxx, pretty, I with impatience
shall well wait for you. And to wait for news about rent of an apartment. Xxx, I very much wish to be with you. Try to
arrive to me as soon as possible. Xxx, it is very a pity to me, that between us distance. I would give all, that I
would be born on the same continent as you. Xxx, me it is very pleasant, that you wish to redeem jewelry of my
grandmother. You the most remarkable and the kindest the man in this world. Xxx, I very much wish to be with you. I
cannot wait our meeting. Our separation to last very long. I also could not present, that this all so will be tightened
for a long time. This all is very painful for both of us. Xxx, I trust you and I trust, that you do all possible that
we would be together. Xxx, it is very a pity to me, that I have delivered to you so much problems and difficulties. I
very much want, that you would forgive me. It is very a pity to me, that all so has left. It should not happen with us.
Our love has not deserved all these sufferings. Xxx, I very much hope, that you will arrive very soon to me. Yours
Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am glad to see, that you have written to me. To me your care is very pleasant. Today not so it is cold. There is a
small snow. Xxx, I at all do not understand, what for to us to wait so a lot of time??? I do not understand what for to us to wait for
your arrival??? Xxx, I can arrive to you very soon. I very much would wish to be with you in Christmas. Xxx, give we shall give a gift
each other for this remarkable holiday. Xxx, love washing, give we shall be together in Christmas!!!! I can arrive to you very soon, only
it is necessary to show this money. Only to show!!! Xxx, I do not wish to celebrate Christmas here one at station. I wish to be with you
in heat, a cosiness and in romantic conditions. I shall wait Irina every day in the Internet of cafe at 19:00. I hope, that it will come.
Xxx, please think!!! As it would be healthy to lead Christmas together!!! Here in Moscow at people happy persons, at all fine mood. And I
cry every day. I do not have this fine up to christmas mood. To me it is very sick that we not together!!! Xxx, give we shall present
themselves each other for this Christmas????? It would be the best gift!!!! Xxx, I cannot remain with women with whom I have got
acquainted as they are till now in hospital. Xxx, I very much wish to be with you, I cannot without you and without your love. I love you
all heart!!!!!!! Xxx, think of us. With all love, Natalya
Xxx, you do not understand me!!! You in general read my letter? It is not necessary for me what habitation!!! I from it
shall not be happy. I shall be happy. Only when I shall be with you!!! At me feeling as if in my heart will thrust a
dagger. To me it is very sick!!! I want to you in your and gentle embraces!!!! You at all do not understand it. Xxx,
you have gone in cycles in Irina and about search of habitation. You have absolutely forgotten, that our purpose to be
together!!!! Xxx, why so? I do not understand why all these troubles have happened with us. Why we cannot be together.
Why any money stir our love. More precisely formality. I start to hate my life!!! Xxx, my love is too strong what to be
receded from you. I to be ready on all what with you!!! But I do not know what to make. I very much want to you as soon
as possible. I cannot wait. My heart will not sustain. Xxx, I did not call to Irina. To me the letter in which I that
has not understood has come from it. Why its letters come any symbols? I have received its last letter on December, 1st.
Xxx, I have told, that I can meet with it tomorrow at 15:00. You read my letter? You will transfer it it? I very much
wish to be with you! Only I do not understand, that you do. That do you wish to achieve? Than we will be helped by
Irina? Why you do not wish to accept my offer? I to you offering really fast way to be to us together, not applying what
expenses!!! Xxx, cease to be such obstinate. Xxx, I hope only for you. I have only you and all!!!! Your love Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I do not understand that occurs? Where Irina? I all have frozen, when waited for it!!! I do not
feel the hands and legs from a cold. Why it has not come? You know? Write to it and ask! Xxx how me now to be? What to
me to do? Soon already a start plane, and I and have not met with it. How to me now to prove to your family, what I love
you? I do not know as me now to be!!!! Xxx, I very much wish to be on that self-summer and to fly to you!!!! To me it
is very sad, that we have not met Irina. Xxx, I very much love you. I very much wish to be with you!!! I do not know
what proofs to you still to give, except for the light and pure love to you. To me it is very sad and it is sad. With
love, Natalya
Xxx, it is very a pity to me, that we have not met Irina. I so hoped for this meeting. I thought, that I shall meet
with it and I shall depart to Monday to you. All my dreams have again fallen. My person all in tears. Xxx, I very much
want to you. To me it is sick, that we cannot already be together tomorrow. Xxx, I hope, that we still today can meet
Irina and it will prove to your family, that I love you. I very much wish to get on this flight on Monday. As it would
be healthy, if tomorrow we were together!!!! I would be the happiest girl in the world. Xxx, now I am in the Internet
of cafe. Here the address the Internet of cafe: Komsomol'skaya ploschad, the house 3. I hope, that you can transfer
Irina this address and we with it shall meet. Now I want it most of all in a life. I want, that it would prove to your
family, that they could trust me, and I could fly to you already tomorrow. Xxx, please try, that we with it would meet
today. I cannot without you any more. I would not like to live from this unfortunate love!!!! Xxx, in the Internet of
cafe there is a web-camera. But me do not allow to use to it as I have enough money for this service. To me have told,
that the web-camera from another the country dearly will use. Xxx, you suggest me to rent the apartment, before your
arrival. I do not understand what for to wait so long for time if I can sit down tomorrow already in self-years and
arrive to you!!! In it is not present that complex. Xxx, only present our first meeting at the airport. About, my
God!!!! As I want it!!!! Xxx, it can happens already tomorrow. Is not present what barrier before our happiness. Xxx
as you also asked I you have looked on a penalty google at the address which to me have given. Probably it is not far
from my place of position. Xxx, but it is necessary to pay for this apartment. You speak, what I or to Irina called to
you. As I shall make it, I do not have money. Xxx, I very much hope, that you will be reasonable and will estimate all
our situation, and I shall arrive to you tomorrow. Xxx, I very much love you. I do not know as without you to live. I
offer really fast and without what expenses a way what to be together. With love, Natalya
I here, my darling Xxx. I very much grieved on you. I cannot any more here=
is. In the street it became very cold. I
have caught a cold. At me cough and temperature. Xxx, take away me from he=
re!!! I very much love you. I cannot live
without you. You are very necessary to me! Xxx how long me to wait for you=
? I very much want to you. My love to you is
strong, and I shall bear all for the sake of you. Xxx, me it is very bad w=
ithout you! I very strongly wish to be with
you Xxx!!!! We shall be the happiest pair on the ground when we shall be t=
ogether. But when it will be? I trust, that
our love is strong and together we can overcome all on our way. I cannot so=
more to live apart from you any more! My
heart cries from a pain. This pain will go out only then when we shall be t=
ogether!!!! Xxx, I hope that what be fast we
can together and for ever!!!! I adore you, my sun! You for me, as a ray of =
light in the dark sky. You shine only for me
and you shine to me a way fortunately, fortunately with you!!!! I cannot li=
ve without your love any more and caress!!!!
I very strongly want to you my angel. Xxx, you my second half! I want to y=
ou, I wish you to see to embrace to kiss! I
wish to give you every day all love!!!! Xxx, I was again written by Irina =
not clear symbols. I do not know as to read
through its letter. Here its letter:
Hello my love Xxx!!!! I am glad. That at last I can write to you. I at all did not have money what to pay services in
the Internet-cafe. Now I have not many money. Xxx, my heart groans from melancholy and from a pain that that you are
not present with me together. Xxx, I very much wish to be with you. If we were together, I would be the happiest girl
on a planet. To me do not give rest of an idea on that as we shall be together. I am assured that that at us all will be
excellent. We shall live only in the consent and understanding. Xxx, our family will be the strongest and happy. As not
who so does not love each other as we. For the sake of you I would go on everything. You my unique pleasure in my grey
life. Xxx, me it is very bad, that I cannot be with you!!!!! I do not know, that to me to do. I would not like to live.
I am afraid, that I shall not sustain this cold and this awful life in Moscow!!! Today in Moscow it is awfully cold! I
cannot keep more. This very severe test in my life!!!! Xxx, I so would like what to fall in your embraces. I am was
insolent only because of our love!!!! To me it is very sick!!!! How to me to live further? It is already intolerable!
Xxx, I shall try to call to Irina when at me will be more money. I very much wish to accept its help!!! Xxx, I too
very much want, that this all would end as soon as possible!!!!. With love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I too very much love you and very much I wish to be with you!!!! Thanks you, my darling Xxx, that
you help me to survive with this awful situation. I am grateful, that you have sent me this money. Tomorrow I shall go
and I shall remove them. They very much will help me. Xxx, today I was written by Irina. I think, that you already know
about it. I again do not understand, that it has written to me. Xxx, you have a copy of its letter? I hope, that it has
agreed about a meeting at the airport about which I asked. I hope, that tomorrow you can receive the passport. I being
burnt with thirst to see you!!!! I very much wish to meet you and more where you to not release!!!! Xxx, me it is very
pleasant, that you learn about weather in Moscow. Xxx, I have not understood, what for you asked me about MoneyGram? I
very much want, that our dreams would be executed as soon as possible. Would be born what to be with you. And here the
destiny has presented me you. I waited for you during all my life. You that for the sake of whom I lived, grew. It so is
healthy. But before us there is this barrier - distance. I am very tired my body groans from a pain but when I think of
you all pain passes. Because my purpose in a life to be with you. That it is not necessary for me except for you any
more. Your love and caress is necessary to me. Xxx, I very much wait when we shall go to bed together, to wake up
together and to spend our days. Our life will be bright and colourful, I shall make all for the sake of it. I shall
grant all your desires, that you would be happy, and that on your person always there would be your smile. Xxx, in fact
when you smile I simply concealling. I conceal from heat and light which you radiate!!! Your fine heart and your soul,
are fine and pure as morning dew. Your eyes as the sea of caress, kindness and tenderness. I feel all heart that you
think of me and that that you love me. Xxx, I not when there is nobody did not test such feelings. You know Xxx, for
the sake of you I shall give the life, not that it is not a pity to me for the sake of you!!! You mine for ever, you
will be always only mine I shall not give you not to whom!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you, about as I wish to tell it to you
more quickly!!!! I LOVE YOU XXX!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!! Yours Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am glad, that you write to me. Xxx, me it is very bad!!!! Already all has bothered me. I cannot
here is, as I have frozen and ill. I when did not feel so badly. To me it is very sick, that we cannot be together!!!
Xxx, I would not like to live. I already reflected on a suicide. I cannot without you. Xxx, the sun, I love you. I
cannot live without you. I very much wish to see you and to live with you!!! I madly wish to be your wife. But why there
was between us this barrier. Why it stirs our light love!!!! I searched for you all lives and I have found you, but this
barrier spoils all!!!! Xxx, to me has bothered and painfully to wait, when you will arrive!!!! I not in forces to
sustain all this pain!!!! I would not like to live!!!! I cannot hear about yours any more, " wait I soon I shall arrive
to you ". It is intolerable!!!! As to me it is bad. I to whom shall not wish to be on we wash an awful place!!! Xxx, I
do not understand, for what to us Irina? I have told, that I can meet with it at an input in the airport in the
Sheremetyevo. Give it my photo and it will see me there. I offering our meeting at 15:00 tomorrow. But I do not
understand what for this all it is necessary!!! Xxx, understand me I cannot stand more all this pain of our separation.
Xxx, I was bothered all with your excuses. Why you to me do not go? You would not want that we were together? Xxx why
you would not want that I to you have arrived? Why??? I cannot wait any more. I would look at you if you were on my
place. Simply present itself in my situation. I think, that you would not like to sleep at station, on a firm bench with
homeless people. To me it is very bad here. To me are not necessary what hostels which you offer me, you and than that
it is more are necessary to me. I cannot live without you. Xxx, you understand it!!!!! Why you do not understand, that
to me it is bad without you. I that can live in any conditions, but this all for the sake of you my darling who is
Xxx!!!! I am ready to bear any difficulties for the sake of our love, but it already a limit of my opportunities. I not
in forces to live without you!!!! Xxx, my heart pours blood, that I not with you in a warm bed!!!! I grieve on you!!!!
Xxx why you do not want, what I to you would arrive??? I learned, that in two days I can take off to you. There is a
flight!!! I asked also to me have told, that that, that will not interfere with me to arrive to the USA!!!!! Xxx,
please understand it our chance to be together!!!! Imagine, that in two days we shall be together!!!! You present as it
fine!!!! Xxx, you the main thing understand, that will not be what barrier!!!! They me did not force to pay last time
these 3000 dollars. I have paid for this registration, at the desire. Xxx, understand, that it is more that it is not
necessary, only to show money, that I shall not conduct there a poor way of life!!!! Xxx, I ask you, I cannot live
without you!!!! I want to you!!!!! I am ready on everything, just to be with you. Xxx, I love you and I hope, that you
understand, that all not so is complex. All documents are ready!!! Neither that nor that it will not be necessary for my
arrival. Only to show this money. I do not understand what for to wait so long for time if we in 2 days can already be
together. I very much want to you and to have from you children. To me that it is not necessary in a life, except for
you!!!! Xxx, I beg you, understand me and my position. What do you wish to achieve all it? As though did not want, that
me my parents, because I in an awful condition now would see. Xxx, me it is very sick. This pain kills me. I very much
want, that we would beat together and recollected our difficulties with a smile on persons. Xxx, I hope, that you
understand me!!! I love you!!! I only all wish to be with you!!!!! Unless I ask so much??? About, my God! I any more do
not know on what hopes and that to me to do!!!! Xxx, I hope, that you have understood me in this letter!!!! I very much
hope for you and on your prudence!!!! Xxx, you only present, that in two days we shall be together!!!! I do not see
that complex. Xxx, you only understand, that all is already ready to our love. It is not required more that for our
happiness. Xxx, last barrier is money!!!! I do not know where them to take. I very much hope for you. Xxx if you have
helped us I would give you them in 2 days, at our meeting. Xxx, understand to me these hostels and apartments which you
suggest to remove are not necessary all. To me it becomes easier not than that I shall live in heat. My pain will not
pass. Only you can cure this pain!!! I shall be happy, only when you will be a number!!!! Xxx, put itself on my place
and understand as me badly!!!! I very much hope, that you can stop all this horror. I hope only for you. Xxx, my sun
help our love because I cannot more without you. Understand me and my position!!!!! I love you most of all in a life. If
in my life there will be no you my life will be not necessary to me!!!!! I shall not live if there will be no you beside
with me!!!! I love you, I love you!!!! I LOVE!!!!! Your unfortunate Natalya
I here wash the darling Xxx. I so have become bored on you. Forgive me, I could not write to you as the Internet of
cafe it has been closed. I do not know why. Still time forgive me. I very much grieved on you. Xxx, I in the whole days
thought of you. How you? At you all well my love which is Xxx? Please write to me! With love Natalya
Xxx, I too very much hope, that Irina will write to me tomorrow. I do not =
know that in Moscow. I have no concept where
there is this hotel. I am afraid will lose the way in Moscow and cannot wri=
te to you. Xxx, I have looked announcements
which you have sent me. I shall try, something to learn about it. To me it =
is very pleasant, that you care of me. I very
much would like to make something for you, but I that I can not. I feel suc=
h helpless. Xxx, tell than you are engaged
recently? I think, that you are very strained. It is very a pity to me, tha=
t we are separated from each other. I very
much hope, that yours trains to me will be far about new year. I wish to ce=
lebrate this remarkable holiday together with
you!!!! =DD=F0=E8=EA, =FF =EB=FE=E1=EB=FE =F2=E5=E1=FF!!!! I have told to y=
ou in Russian: Xxx, I love you!!! With love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx! I am glad, that you have written to me. I have received your letter with translation. Tomorrow I
shall go I shall remove this translation. Thanks, that you help me to survive with this severe city. Today mine put has
passed awfully. To me stuck any the drunkard at station. I have shouted at it and I had to escape from this cattle!!!!
As to me it is bad here!!!! I wish to be with you as soon as possible. Every day for me all more painfully and more
painfully. I madly love you. I every day wait for our meeting. I wish to look in your fine eyes and to speak, that I
love you, my darling Xxx! I till now did not receive what news from Irina. I too thirst to place all our difficulties
back, and to be with you!!! Xxx, it is very a pity to me, that I have called to you on other number. It is a pity to
me, that we could not talk to you. I shall soon try to call to you. I shall inform when it will be. Xxx, take away me
from here as soon as possible. I cannot be here. It is such torture for me!!! I in the whole days to crying. I hope,
that we very soon shall together. Tell, when you will arrive for me? Xxx, I love you!!! Please, make so, that we would
meet you very soon!!!!!! With all my heart and with all love, Natalya
Well, Xxx, I shall speak with Irina. I hope it to us will help. I shall ask these people, that they would call to you.
Xxx, it is not necessary to pay for the ticket. They offer other flight. I have not understood, that you have written
in last letter. Formulate on another please. At me come to an end money what to speak with you. Tomorrow I shall go for
work and I shall earn still money.
Xxx, I at all do not understand you!!! Understand, that any more it is not required that after we shall pay this money.
I shall easy sit down in self-years, I shall arrive to you and we shall meet. As it would be remarkable! I sleep and I
see us together. Xxx, love washing, I at them asked. And me have told, that that any more it is not required. I have
all documents, even the registration is. Everything, is more that it is not necessary, except for how to show this
money!!! That will not rise any more on our way!!! Will not be what barrier to our happiness!!! We shall be only I, you
and our love. To me have told, that it is more that it is not required! Therefore, we only in vain waste time also your
money. To me it is not necessary what apartment! You are necessary to me. We can be together very fast. Xxx, I insist,
because it is a unique correct and fast way for us! Xxx, understand, me who does not wish to stop, these are such
Russian customs rules. Who is not guilty, that our country to care about the citizens, that they would not conduct a
vagrant way of life in other country. Here now I also conduct such life!!! Xxx, please not be obstinate! Think better.
Consider all. And you will understand, that I offer an excellent variant. Xxx, me so it is bad without you. I know,
that it understand. But why you do not want, what we would meet very soon? Why? Is not present what danger, that I to
you shall not arrive!!! It is necessary to show only money! And all we already shall be together, my tender, Xxx. We
shall be together, you only present as it it would be fine!!! Xxx, I told to these people about you which are in the
airport. To me they have told, that it is necessary to show only this formality, and we with you shall be together. I
very much want, that you would understand! Has understood, that will not be what barrier! I shall give you this money,
is direct in hands when we shall be together. I very much want to you!!! I cannot suffer and feel more a pain!!!! Xxx,
please, understand and help our meeting!!!! I hope, only on you. I am ready to go on everything, for the sake of you!! I
am ready to plunder bank, only, what to be with you!!! All is equal to me, that with me will be, but I shall be with
you!!! You are necessary to me, above all. I am ready to make, though that, but I cannot. To me it is very bad! Xxx,
help our meeting to be carried out more likely!!! Yours and only yours, Natalya
Xxx, what such? Why you do not answer my letter? To me and so it is very bad, and now you do not answer me. To me it is
very sick from it. I very much hope to receive your letter. To me any more to whom to talk. I have only you. Please
write to me! I love you!!!! Natalya
Xxx, I am glad, that you have received news from Irina!!! It is very remarkable news. Thanks, that you have given it my
e-mail address. I very much hope for its help as to me it is now very bad. I with impatience shall wait for news from
Irina. Xxx, I understand you. You help me, you do all for me. Notice, for me, instead of for our meeting. I cannot
understand, why you do not want, what I would arrive to you??? Please answer this question! What for torment our love,
what for to wait so it is a lot of time if we can be already very fast together. Only it is necessary to make last step.
We so it is close at the purpose!!! Unless you do not understand it? Xxx, I cannot any more here is. To me so it is bad
in this Moscow. I very much wish to be with you what to love you, to care of you my darling who is Xxx. I cannot live
pending, it is very complex and is intolerable. Xxx, I called to you!!! Your answering machine has answered, and I have
left on it the message. I so hoped to hear your voice!!! It is a greater pain for me. You heard my message? Xxx, I
hope, that our meeting will come nearer. Yours Natalya
Xxx, I here. Why you again have not answered my call? I am very afflicted by it. To me and so it is now very bad, and
you do not speak with me. You specially do not take a tube when I call to you? I so hoped to hear even your voice. Xxx,
I love you. I very much wish to be with you and to be your wife. I every day represent us with you together. I represent
our fine joint life. I very much would like, that this life would begin as soon as possible. With love, Natalya
Xxx, I do not understand, why you have not answered my question? Why you do not want, what I to you would arrive? I do
not understand, of that you are afraid? I understand, that you try to help me with Moscow. I am very grateful to it. But
what for to spend our time, money and tear? Please explain to me! Xxx, I very much love you. I simply wish to make and
finish to you as it is better to make. For ever yours, Natalya
Xxx, I do not know where there is this hotel. I that do not know in this city. Xxx, I do not understand, what for to
create any complexities and difficulties. If I can arrive to you. It will be much easier. You will not lose how many
money. I to you still repeat time, that they need to be shown only. I them where I shall not spend. I shall give you
this money when we shall be together!!! Why you do not want, what I to you would arrive now? What for all these hotels?
What for to wait when you you will arrive to me and then to suffer, what to leave together? Same all senseless
expenditure of money and time. I think, that you understand it. Simply you do not trust me..... I love you, it can to
you about what that speaks. Loving, Natalya
Xxx how I shall not leave with you? That you such speak me. I shall go mad without you! I shall die without you!!! I
cannot release you again!!!! To me to not sustain this pain. Unless it will not be difficult to you to leave me? I
thought, that you will arrive and will take away me with yourself!!! I so am afflicted. To me became even worse. My life
if in it there will be no you my pretty Xxx will be not necessary to me. Xxx, I offer, that I to you would arrive.
What for to spend so it is a lot of means, time and tears if all can be made easier. We can be together a maximum in a
week if now all to make. Xxx, what for to spend means, what you would arrive and have left? You only will make to me
even more painfully the district. I to you can arrive very soon and we shall be together for ever. Who cannot us will
separate. So what for to wait? Xxx, only imagine, already very soon we can enjoy our love if I to you shall arrive. In
total some days and we shall be together. You in general want, what I to you would come? It seems to me, that you avoid
my arrival to you! It so? Xxx, I wish to see you and to love in a reality, instead of on the Internet. I very much wish
our meeting. I offer you very fast variant of our meeting. Please, solve all correctly, in the name of our love! With
love, Natalya
Xxx, I hardly am already was insolent in Moscow. But I trust in every way, that we shall be together!!!! I am grateful,
that you have found habitation in Moscow. But I cannot wait so long for time. I very much grieve on you. You are far
from me and it exhausting is sick... Painfully to wait, constantly to wait. I begin and I finish day with ideas on you.
I very much wish to see and feel you. I am very unfortunate, that you are not present beside. I can live only with you,
not differently. Until you not with me, - I not the, cannot do anything, anything to think. After that it is very
natural, that all my thoughts, desires, aspirations have concentrated on one idea, in one question: when it will be??? I
very much grieve... Xxx, it is the most complex period in my life. I very much want, that it would end, as soon as
possible. Xxx how me to be? I cannot wait! I cannot work on this humiliating work any more. People go ignore me, spit
to me in a trace! It so is awful. I should cry. If only you knew, how to me it is bad... I cannot sustain without you so
much a lot of time!!! I very much hope, that you will find a way to approach our meeting my favourite, Xxx. To me are
not necessary what coats, you are necessary to me only!!!! I shall call to you tomorrow. I do not have not enough
patience to hear your voice!!! It so is important for me. Xxx, I understand, that to you too it is very bad. I want,
that we would be happy! It is my dream! I very much miss! I ask you, approach our meeting! I love you my, Xxx!!!! Yours
for ever, Natalya
Yes, I here wash the darling who is Xxx! Forgive me, I could not call to you today. So it is a pity to me, I have kept
waiting for you of my call. Xxx, you represent, I have come today to a public telephone booth and it has appeared again
closed. To me have told, that it will open tomorrow. I can call to you tomorrow at 18:00 or at 19:00. Moscow time. Xxx,
please take a tube at this time. Wait for my call. Your voice is very necessary to me. Your voice will help me. It will
encourage me. Xxx, me so it is bad without you. In the street it became absolutely cold. I have very much frozen, as I
work in the street. I am am hurted strongly with a back as I sleep on a wooden bench. Xxx, you are very necessary to
me!!!! Please think up something, that we would be together as soon as possible. Every day to me all is worse and worse.
I madly love you!!!! I cannot here is without you!!!! Now my condition as if in my heart was stuck with thousand arrows.
Only you can cure me of this pain. I love you, I love, I love!!!!!! Xxx, pretty mine! Please make our meeting more
quickly!!!! I cannot without you!!! Xxx, I very much wish to be with you wash my charm!!!! To me it is very sick, that
between us distance. I very much wish to overcome it, but it not in my forces!!!! Xxx, I very much hope for you because
to me any more on whom hopes. I have only you my fine, Xxx!!!! With love, Natalya
Xxx, my dear!! I am very grateful, that you care about we wash health. To me that it is not necessary. To me are not
necessary neither a coat nor a hat gloves. Give we shall save is better money, that you would arrive to me. Still time
of many thanks for your help, but these things are not necessary to me. You are necessary to me only!!!! I wait for you
my fine, Xxx. I cannot without you!!! Please arrive to me!!! Xxx, you that about whom I dreamed all life! You my
prince!!! I am glad, that I have found you, but now to me is madly sick, that we cannot be a number. Xxx, I cannot
describe how to me it is bad without you. Has passed already so much a lot of time, it lasts for me as the whole
eternity! I very much suffer without you. I do not have not enough you, as air. As I wish to feel your heat, care, I
wish to hear your voice. I fight as a bird in a cell, and make I can nothing. I constantly think of you. I do not think
of the life without you. You and I - a single whole. Without you there is no I. If you will not be, I shall die in the
same second. My God, as I love you!!! You - my happiness in this life, you are a man of my dream. You - for the sake of
what I am ready to die, you - the most dear, that are at me in this life!!!! I thank you, that you have found some shops
with clothes. Xxx, me that it is not necessary, except for you! To me are not necessary what things. You are necessary
to me only. It is better to not spend money for all these trifles! It will be better than them to save, that you would
arrive to me more likely!!! Tomorrow I shall call to you from a public telephone booth!! Wait for my call. Please do not
pass it!!! I hope, that today you still will write to me!! I shall wait for your letter in the Internet of cafe. I miss
and madly I wish you to see!!! Love for ever. Yours Natalya
Yes, my fine, Xxx. I here. It is very a pity to me and it is sad, that I could not phone to you today. Today I have
come to a public telephone booth and very much was upset, when have learned that it is closed. To me have told, that
there today the day off. I wished to search for other public telephone booth, but it became terrible to me to go on big
not to familiar city. Here such malicious and not friendly people. To me it is very bad here. I do not know with whom to
me to talk. I very much would like to tell somebody as to me here it is bad. I can speak only with you. I so wished to
hear your voice!!!! It very much would help me. On my heart it would become easier, if I have talked to you, my pretty,
Xxx. It is a pity to me, that you cannot find this contact in Moscow. I hope, that at you all to turn out. Xxx, I very
much hope, that we shall meet as soon as possible. When I went to the Internet of cafe, the snow has dropped out.
Weather to become very cold, and I at all have not taken with myself warm clothes. I have absolutely frozen. I hoped,
that I at once as shall arrive to Moscow I shall arrive to you. Therefore has not taken warm clothes. Now on me a thin
jacket. This all that at me was with itself. I did not assume, that our meeting will be late for such long time. I very
much wish to be with you. I love you my pretty, Xxx. I any more cannot there is here one, without you and without your
heat!!!! I very much hope, that our meeting will be very fast!!! Please, Xxx, try to arrive more likely to me!!!! I
cannot be here any more!!! I every day cry. I am cold, me very difficultly and badly here. To me very sadly and
melancholy without you my favourite, Xxx!!! Tomorrow please, wait for my call. I shall necessarily call to you. I shall
make everything what to hear your voice. I am ready to go on all for the sake of you my pretty and the finest, Xxx!!!!!
I love you. I trust, in that that we shall be together!!!! I trust, that someone will be from above fair to us and will
connect us and our love!!! Xxx, I ask you, make all possible, that we would be together!!!!! I very much hope and I
trust in you!!!! For ever yours, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. How are you? How your mood? Today in the morning I have gone for work. At me free hour has stood
out and I have removed money. Right after it I descended in a dining room and is tasty attempted. Xxx, pretty, I thank
you, that you help me to survive with this big city. I very much wish to be with you and to forget all our troubles. I
hope, that today I can call to you. I cannot wait, when I shall see you and I shall hear your voice. I hope, that today
you to me will tell about the contact in Moscow. I very much would like heat and a cosiness. Xxx, I very much love you.
I also hope, that you already prosecuted a subjects of a trip to Moscow. I very much wish to be with you and to enjoy
our love and happiness. I love you!!! I shall wait for you so much how many it will be necessary!!! With love Natalya
I too very much wish to speak with you my love, Xxx. I shall try to call to you. For me it is very important to hear
your voice. It now so is necessary for me. Irina probably will correctly tell. I very much would want hopes to the aid
Irinas. I would be very grateful to it! Please arrive to me more likely!!!! You are necessary to me. I would like that
for it as soon as possible. As I cannot live without any more you my prince. I cannot about any more than think except
for you. In mine to a head only you and any more that. I fall asleep at morning and to me is removed fine dreams. In
those dreams we with you together. Except for us not who is not present, only we and our passionate love. We always kiss
you carry me on hands, whisper to me that that very much me love. I so want, that would wash a dream it was executed. I
hope that that at you all to turn out love washing, Xxx. You will arrive to me and we shall be happy!!! I shall try to
call to you!! I hope, that all will be good. Forever yours, Natalya
Xxx, I am glad to see your letter. I am grateful, that you have sent me 50 dollars. I necessarily descend to attempt. I
have very much got hungry. Big to you thanks, for your help. I very much appreciate, that you care of me. Xxx, you the
finest and good-natured the man. I consider your help invaluable!!! It is very a pity to me, that you have not answered
my call. But, I am glad, that you even heard my voice. I shall try to make tomorrow to you a call. I very much wish to
hear your voice. I am very glad, that you can arrive to me for long till January. I wish you to see as soon as possible.
I very much wait for your arrival. Every day to me all is worse and worse without you wash the prince who is Xxx. I
wish to be with you!!! I am grateful to you, that you have found a way to help me with residing. Tell to me more about
your contact in Moscow. Xxx, I cannot live without you any more. I very much wish to be with you!!! I love you!! I love
you!!! To me it is very sick, that I have found the man of the dream and we cannot be together. I hope, that you will
arrive to me as soon as possible!!!! I cannot long wait. I shall die without you, my pretty, Xxx. Please, carry out our
meeting as soon as possible. With love, Natalya
Xxx, I called to you and have not phoned. Why you have not taken a tube? I have left to you the message on phone. I
very much wished to hear your voice. To me it would become much easier, if I have heard your voice. I all in tears. To
me it is very bad. Xxx, I very much wait for your letter. Yours for ever, Natalya
Xxx, pretty, I very much would not like you to lose. Xxx, you something can can to think up. You something can can to
make. We have much passed so much. We have much gone through so much. I have much spilled tears. It has been much spent
money so much. To us remains absolutely slightly. We have already passed through all! There Was only last barrier.
Someone can from above has put before us this barrier what to check up our love. I do not wish to recede from our love.
We have already passed through all difficulties. There was only one, last!!!!! Last obstacle which I very much wish to
overcome. Only one courageous step and we shall be together. Xxx, please, think up something!!!! I very much wish to be
with you. I very much hope, on your help. I very much wish to be happy. I am ready to die here, for our love!!!! I am
ready to go on everything, only to see and feel you!! Xxx, I very much am afraid to go back home. In Russia there is a
sign, that if come back back already never you will meet. I very much experience. To me so it is heavy. There was only
one step. I very much wish to make this step, but I cannot. Xxx, please consider all!!! We already through all have
passed difficulties. Many money, tears and sufferings is spent. Also what, all all for nothing? Xxx, I love you above
all!!!! You the finest, the kindest and lovely the man!!!! I do not wish to lose you! You - all that at me are. Xxx, so
it is a pity to me, that money solve all in this world. Because of any money we cannot be together. I would like to
shout from a pain!!!!!!! I cannot without you, my prince who is Xxx. You for me all!!! I very much wish to be your
wife. I constantly think of us. I represent our fine life!!! I represent our wedding! As it would be fine!!!! Xxx, it
is necessary to make at all much, that our lives would change in the best party! Xxx, I beg you think up something. To
me it is very bad without you. I do not wish to live without you!!! There is nothing more important you in my life, my
lovely prince!! Xxx, I LOVE YOU ALL MY HEART!!!!! I suffer without you. I cannot so to live. My life without you is not
necessary to me!!! Xxx, charm washing, very much I wish to touch you, though for a second. I very strongly wish to be
with you!!! You the finest and lovely the man, I very much want, that we would be together. I wish to care of you, to
wake up every morning with you in one bed, to make for you a breakfast, to see your fine smile!!!! I very much would
want that you were happy!!!! Xxx, for God's sake understand, that we already almost together!!! There was only this
formality!!! We have much made so much! We have passed all difficulties. Xxx, it is necessary to show only this money,
and we at last shall be together!!!! Will not arise any more what difficulties. Any more will not be what barrier!! Only
shall be I and you, and our love!!!!! Xxx, please all understand. I very much hope for your correct decision!!!! Same
all for our love!!!!! Xxx, make the correct decision. I VERY STRONGLY LOVE, I LOVE, I LOVE YOU, MY PRINCE WHO IS
XXX!!!!!!! Yours and only your loving Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx!!! Hello my love Xxx!!! I so am happy to see your messages for me, it is more pleasure for me! I
very much missed on you all this time my love thought only of you. Forgive me please, that I did not write to you. I
again did not have money. I sold booklets and have earned what to talk to you. Xxx, me so here it is bad!!!! I very
much would like to eat. To me it is very cold. I want your heat and your love!!!! I understand, that you cannot send
money for the ticket aboard the plane. But I do not have money, even what to leave back home. I do not know, that to me
to do. To me it is very bad!!! I very much wish to lay down in a warm bed and that you would warm me the hot embraces.
Xxx, in my heart a pain, that we cannot be together. I cannot back leave to the parents at all. On my eyes of tear, I
very much experience. I would not like to live now in general!!!! To Me when was not so badly as now. To me it is very
terrible here one!!! I whom here do not know, to me at all to whom to talk. I have only you. To me very badly and
uncomfortably to sleep at station. I am am hurted very much with a back as I sleep on a wooden bench. Xxx, I do not
understand at all computers. Whether I do not know there is there such program. I would ask the Internet of cafe the
manager, but it is rude to me. It thinks, that I the homeless tramp and am simply covered from a cold in the street.
Xxx, I very much love you. I very much wish to be with you. You the finest the man on light. I whom cannot on-love
except for you!!!!! I very much hope for your help!!!! Yours for ever Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I very much hope, that you now will read through my letter. Today I have earned a few money which
probably will suffice you on a call. I shall call to you today from a public telephone booth. I hope, that you see my
letter and will answer my call. I very much wish to hear your voice, my darling Xxx. It very much will help me. To me
so it is bad here one without you. On my eyes of tear. I wish to be with you above all!!!! In my heart a pain which you
can cure only. I belong completely to you. Xxx, I very much love you and I hope, that you see my letter! With love
Natalya.
Xxx, I am glad, that you trust me. But why you do not trust these people? Xxx, they are not guilty, that such there
are customs rules in Russia. How to me to you to explain, what there was last step to our meeting? I emphasize,
last!!!!! Last barrier!!! Last!! I cannot, to me it is bad, to me is sick, to me is sad. In the whole days on my person
of tear. My heart is broken off on a part. I cannot so to live!!! I wish to be as soon as possible with you!!! I cannot
wait for our meeting any more. I miss on you. To me it is very melancholy!!!! I cannot so all to throw and leave home.
Remains absolutely slightly!!! As you cannot understand it. To me it is very sick, that you cannot understand. Xxx, I
love you and I wish to be with you!!!!! Yours Natalya
Hello my sun, Xxx. Forgive me. At me have ended money yesterday, therefore I could not answer your letter. Today I
again sold booklets. I have earned a few money. I attempted and have decided to write to you. Today it was very cold.
All the day there was a storm rain. I all have got wet and have frozen. I had cough and weakness in an organism. I have
probably caught a cold. I very much would like love and your heat. To me it is very bad. I all on nerves. I in the whole
days only and to crying. Xxx, me it is very complex here!!! I cannot live without your love long. I would not like to
live! I live only for the sake of you. In my breast a pain which you can cure only! Xxx, now I work and I earn on a
call to you. I think, that I can soon call to you. I asked in a public telephone booth, that to me would give number.
But me they have refused. To me have told, that only I can call to you. I madly wish to hear your voice because I love
you!!!! As I went and learned about money which I have paid for the ticket. To me have not told that consolatory. All
too, that only can offer other flight. You wish to learn the address the Internet of cafe? Komsomol'skaya ploschad ',
the house 3 Xxx, I when did not feel so badly. It is the most awful period in my life. But, I shall sustain all for the
sake of our light love!!!!! Xxx, I am grateful you, that you can suit the ticket for a train. But I very much
experience, that I shall arrive back home and you will not arrive for me. I do not wish to throw not finished!!! We
almost already together. There was only one small step to our meeting. All is already ready!!! I have made all necessary
documents! I even have made the Moscow registration which was necessary. And you suggest to go to me home? Many money Is
spent. And all in empty? It is necessary to show only this money and we shall be together!!!!! I start to think, that
you do not trust me!!!! To me it is very sick from it! I am ready to go on suicide!!! I very much wish to be with you!!!
In my head only you. I very much wish to think, that it is a terrible dream. I wish to wake up from your kiss, such
gentle, warm and morning. Xxx, please answer my letter! With love, Natalya
Xxx, to me not where to live, therefore I live at station. Its name Kazanskii station. To me there it is very bad. I
sleep on a wooden bench. I am am hurted all with sides. I very much wish to lay down on a warm and soft bed. I very much
want, that this awful period of a life would end also we at last were together. Xxx, I cannot take away money for the
ticket aboard the plane. They only can offer me the ticket for other flight. I very much would want, that you would
arrive to me. But when you can make it? Xxx, I cannot make so, that you would call to me on a public telephone booth.
Because it is public phone. To call it is possible only from it. I shall earn money and itself I shall call to you. I in
advance shall warn you. I did not receive what apartment as it is a registration only formality. It only for documents.
I very much experience, to me so it is bad here. I very much would like, that you would take away me from here. Xxx, to
me are not necessary what your money!!!! You are necessary to me only both your light and warm love. I very much wish to
be with you!!!! Xxx, the greatest part of the heart, I give you. I would give everything but then I shall die. And I
shall not regret about it as my heart will be in reliable hands!!! I wait for your letter. Favourite Xxx from Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx!!! Hello my love Xxx!!! I so am happy to see your messages for me, it is more pleasure for me! I
very much missed on you all this time my love thought only of you. Forgive me please, that I did not write to you. I
again did not have money. I sold booklets and have earned what to talk to you. Xxx, me so here it is bad!!!! I very
much would like to eat. To me it is very cold. I want your heat and your love!!!! I understand, that you cannot send
money for the ticket aboard the plane. But I do not have money, even what to leave back home. I do not know, that to me
to do. To me it is very bad!!! I very much wish to lay down in a warm bed and that you would warm me the hot embraces.
Xxx, in my heart a pain, that we cannot be together. I cannot back leave to the parents at all. On my eyes of tear, I
very much experience. I would not like to live now in general!!!! To Me when was not so badly as now. To me it is very
terrible here one!!! I whom here do not know, to me at all to whom to talk. I have only you. To me very badly and
uncomfortably to sleep at station. I am am hurted very much with a back as I sleep on a wooden bench. Xxx, I do not
understand at all computers. Whether I do not know there is there such program. I would ask the Internet of cafe the
manager, but it is rude to me. It thinks, that I the homeless tramp and am simply covered from a cold in the street.
Xxx, I very much love you. I very much wish to be with you. You the finest the man on light. I whom cannot on-love
except for you!!!!! I very much hope for your help!!!! Yours for ever Natalya
Xxx, I am glad, that you trust me. But why you do not trust these people? Xxx, they are not guilty, that such there
are customs rules in Russia. How to me to you to explain, what there was last step to our meeting? I emphasize,
last!!!!! Last barrier!!! Last!! I cannot, to me it is bad, to me is sick, to me is sad. In the whole days on my person
of tear. My heart is broken off on a part. I cannot so to live!!! I wish to be as soon as possible with you!!! I cannot
wait for our meeting any more. I miss on you. To me it is very melancholy!!!! I cannot so all to throw and leave home.
Remains absolutely slightly!!! As you cannot understand it. To me it is very sick, that you cannot understand. Xxx, I
love you and I wish to be with you!!!!! Yours Natalya
Hello my sun, Xxx. Forgive me. At me have ended money yesterday, therefore I could not answer your letter. Today I
again sold booklets. I have earned a few money. I attempted and have decided to write to you. Today it was very cold.
All the day there was a storm rain. I all have got wet and have frozen. I had cough and weakness in an organism. I have
probably caught a cold. I very much would like love and your heat. To me it is very bad. I all on nerves. I in the whole
days only and to crying. Xxx, me it is very complex here!!! I cannot live without your love long. I would not like to
live! I live only for the sake of you. In my breast a pain which you can cure only! Xxx, now I work and I earn on a
call to you. I think, that I can soon call to you. I asked in a public telephone booth, that to me would give number.
But me they have refused. To me have told, that only I can call to you. I madly wish to hear your voice because I love
you!!!! As I went and learned about money which I have paid for the ticket. To me have not told that consolatory. All
too, that only can offer other flight. You wish to learn the address the Internet of cafe? Komsomol'skaya ploschad ',
the house 3 Xxx, I when did not feel so badly. It is the most awful period in my life. But, I shall sustain all for the
sake of our light love!!!!! Xxx, I am grateful you, that you can suit the ticket for a train. But I very much
experience, that I shall arrive back home and you will not arrive for me. I do not wish to throw not finished!!! We
almost already together. There was only one small step to our meeting. All is already ready!!! I have made all necessary
documents! I even have made the Moscow registration which was necessary. And you suggest to go to me home? Many money Is
spent. And all in empty? It is necessary to show only this money and we shall be together!!!!! I start to think, that
you do not trust me!!!! To me it is very sick from it! I am ready to go on suicide!!! I very much wish to be with you!!!
In my head only you. I very much wish to think, that it is a terrible dream. I wish to wake up from your kiss, such
gentle, warm and morning. Xxx, please answer my letter! With love, Natalya
Xxx, to me not where to live, therefore I live at station. Its name Kazanskii station. To me there it is very bad. I
sleep on a wooden bench. I am am hurted all with sides. I very much wish to lay down on a warm and soft bed. I very much
want, that this awful period of a life would end also we at last were together. Xxx, I cannot take away money for the
ticket aboard the plane. They only can offer me the ticket for other flight. I very much would want, that you would
arrive to me. But when you can make it? Xxx, I cannot make so, that you would call to me on a public telephone booth.
Because it is public phone. To call it is possible only from it. I shall earn money and itself I shall call to you. I in
advance shall warn you. I did not receive what apartment as it is a registration only formality. It only for documents.
I very much experience, to me so it is bad here. I very much would like, that you would take away me from here. Xxx, to
me are not necessary what your money!!!! You are necessary to me only both your light and warm love. I very much wish to
be with you!!!! Xxx, the greatest part of the heart, I give you. I would give everything but then I shall die. And I
shall not regret about it as my heart will be in reliable hands!!! I wait for your letter. Favourite Xxx from Natalya
Xxx, I am very glad, that you have answered me my letter!!! I thought, that you to me more when you will not write. I
am madly glad to your letter. Xxx, me it is very bad here. I very much want your heat and your caress. I do not have
money. I try to get out as that as that to survive in it not familiar city. I have spent many money for a call to you. I
so waited to hear your voice. It is a pity to me, that I could not phone to you. I shall earn money and necessarily
still I shall try to call to you. I did a call of a public telephone booth. I do not know where you can call to me. I am
afraid of you to afflict, but I live at station. I try to earn on livelihood. If only you knew as me now badly!!!! I
have very much frozen, weather every day all more coldly and more coldly. I silly, that have a little taken warm
clothes. Xxx, I cannot without you!!! I grieve on you. I do not wish to go back home as there was only last barrier on
a way of our happiness. I very much want, that it would fall before our love!!!! Xxx, I try to take advantage skype,
but at me while that does not leave. I have not taken advantage of the ticket. I trust, that we shall be together!!! My
days pass in hope that there will be a miracle and we shall be together. I every day represent, as I shall be together
with you. I represent our wedding. I trust, that it will come true!!!! I represent your warm bed which now does not
suffice me. I very much want, that you would visit me!!!! When you can make it? You will take away me with yourself? I
very much wish to be with you. Xxx, you the finest the man which is in this world!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!! Today I went to
church. I prayed for our happiness!!!! I prayed for our love. I very much hope, that the god will hear my requests!
Xxx, I still had not many money what to correspond with you. I wait for your letter. Yours Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. Why you have ceased to write to me??? Xxx, me it is awfully bad! I have nothing to live. I would
sell booklets at station what to earn to itself on food. I on last money write to you from the Internet of cafe. I very
much hope, that you will answer me. Xxx, why???? Why you have not taken a tube of phone when I called to you???? To me
it is very sick!! Now I shall try to earn money what to call to you. Only please take a tube from phone!!!! I more than
the life wish to hear your voice!!!! It for me is very important. Xxx, me it is very bad here one. I do not have not
enough your support, your gentle embraces. I madly love you Xxx!!! I all shall make for the sake of you my sun. Not
that it is not a pity to a mine, I would want that we were together for ever. I madly love you!!!! I shall love you
eternally. My love to you grows with each days. It so is fine when I think of you, you charm Xxx!!! I forget about all
and I think only of you my fairy tale. You my ideal. I searched for you all life. I am happy that that we have found the
friend For the friend. We to be created what together. Our love very strongly and we can overcome all for our happiness.
For the present love is not present Barrier. Love this unearthly feeling when you love you you can make all what your
second half was happy with you. Love it The fine feeling which gives forces for new day, moves love all world and all
people. Xxx, our love is the strongest. We should To be together!!!! I trust in it!!!! Xxx, as though to me now it was
not bad, I think of that that when this all and I will pass also shall be with you and It gives to me of forces on
struggle against a pain which in me and all problems. Xxx, together we shall overcome all. I adore you Xxx!!! I I hope
that what be fast we can together for ever and we shall be happy. You charm!!!!!!!! You the best the man in the world, I
are happy that That you mine. Xxx, you only mine, I shall not give you not to whom. I wait hoping and loving that that
very soon our tortures will pass also I shall be in Your embraces. You my dream, you the purpose of my life!!!! Without
you my life will not have not what sense. But me it is now lonely. I very much want Now to see your fine letter, your
gentle words!!!! To me it is very bad without your support. My condition now is not become much better, I attempted
today. Xxx, please write to me my love I wait for your letter my prince!!!!!! With with all love, Natalya
Xxx, I do not understand, I should send what registration information to you? Xxx, please understand, I have already made all
necessary documents. At me all is for a start to you, except for this money. Xxx, I needed to be shown this money only! I
understand, that you firmly cost on the opinion, but understand, we in one step from our meeting. We needed to be shown only, that
I have a registration, and to show this money. And all!!!! And we shall be together for ever!!!! I you very much, very strongly
love! I grieve without you!!! I cannot live without you!!!! I have made all only for the sake of our meeting! I did all, that we
would be happy! In my heart a huge pain which does not give me rest. My heart is broken off on a part! I love you more than the
life. To me that it is not necessary, I only wish to be near to you. I want, every day to see your fine person. I wish to see a
smile on your person. It is very complex to me to write the letter, because I all in tears. I cannot, to me it is very bad!!!!! My
soul is torn to you, and the body cannot. I am absolutely tired, I want to you my prince who is Xxx. Xxx, at me all is already
ready for our meeting. Remains only to come to show all that to them all is necessary also! We do not have obstacles except for it
more. It is More that it is not necessary on our way. Only this formality. Is not present that More, that can prevent our love.
Only there is no this money. I do not understand, why all in the world is done for money. Xxx, I very much hope, that we very
soon shall together. I anyway wish to trust, that our love becomes fast more close!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!! I shall call to you
tomorrow. Now at us night. As I to you can call to you now. I whom do not know in this terrible and big city! I only can sit in
Internet cafe and wait every minute for your letter!!! I shall call tomorrow, only give me the number. Xxx, I LOVE YOU, ABOVE
ALL!!!!!!!! I cannot live without you!!!!! Natalya
Xxx, my eyes all in tears. I would not like to live. To me when was not so badly as now!!! It is the most awful day in my life.
To me it is very bad!!!! My heart is broken off from a pain, that we cannot be together. I cannot so to live. In fact all was
almost in our hands. And here one more barrier has arisen before us. Xxx, please, forgive me, I simply wished to be with you. I
very much experience. Me all shakes. I would like to correct somehow this position, but I that I can not make With each minute a
pain of my heart to become all more and more. I understand the mistake. It is very a pity to me, that so it has turned out. Most
of all I wish, that you would forgive me, and with you to be eternal! Even in the morning I could not believe, that there will be
such revolution in our life. Xxx, I very much am afraid to think that we when we can not be together. I cannot live without you.
Xxx, you the first and last the man which I have grown fond. To me who is not necessary except for you. I very much require you
and in your love. Xxx, you speak me to leave home but if I shall leave home I very much am afraid, that we never can meet. Such
life in which there is no you is not necessary to me. I cannot return a jewelry of my grandmother as money are already paid for
them. Xxx, I have found a way, what to you to call. I very much wish to hear your fine voice. He would give me encouragement. To
me it is now very bad! To me it would be much easier, if I could hear your voice. Xxx, you will not be against if I shall call to
you tomorrow? I understand, that you are very offended on me. I think, that you will not want to speak with me, but I very much
ask all, that you would agree to speak by with me to phone. On what phone number to me to you to call? Xxx, I understand, that
you have spent many money, but I only wished to be with you. Xxx, forgive me, for that that I such silly. I very much hope, that
we sometime shall be together. For ever yours, Natalya
My Lovely and My Gentle Xxx, forgive me. I did not know that all will be so badly. I the silliest girl in this world. There is
nobody more silly me. I do not know why but we cannot will meet. I have come today to the airport both have already received
tickets and could take off to you. At me began to check all documents and have told that everything is all right. Have then taken
the passport and have checked up a registration. I have left at home because thought that I shall live with you and consequently I
do not have registration in native city. I have asked them why I cannot leave without a registration. But me have told that I
cannot arrive to you because authorities USA will think that I shall arrive and I shall remain illegally. Because I am not
registered anywhere in Russia. I do not have certain residence and consequently I cannot leave Russia. I asked them about the
document on which they have the right of me to detain, and to me have shown it. I the truth did not know that from for it there
can be such problems. I now ran across all Moscow and the problem tried to solve as that this. And me have told that I can issue a
registration in the city of Moscow. But it costs 3350 dollars. It is a registration on half a year. I having learned about it have
run in the airport to receive tickets. To me have told that I can understand them without surcharge only once and I have handed
over them and now did not receive for any day. I wished to go home, but to me have told that if I shall make out a registration of
the house that it is required to make more than three months it. It will be necessary to fill anew all documents and to wait while
all to confirm and at me almost there will be no validity of the visa and insurance. Therefore I at once have run in a pawnshop
and have sold all ear rings and rings which I was presented by the grandmother and having received I have made all necessary sum a
registration. Now I have. All on hands but at me would be not present again money what to arrive to you. Xxx forgive me, I did
not know that there will be such problems, I would give all the money what to do a registration because at me there was no other
way as I could make it. I wish to be with you and only with you for ever. Xxx I would want that we with you were happy for
ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MY HEART AND I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! I very much wish to be with you. I want that our happiness was with us for
ever. Nobody is necessary to me except for you. I ask you to forgive me. I did not know that if I shall leave that I cannot arrive
to you. That to us to do now. I hope that you can help us. I do not know that else I can make. Remains very little, there was one
barrier and having overcome it we with you shall be together, we shall be happy, our love will be with us and we shall enjoy our
tenderness and caress and ours hearts will knock together. I WISH TO BE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!! Xxx I slept this night as an angel, I
represented myself in the dreams with you, I was happy, I was happy when I to go to the airport when I have received all documents
and having shown cash was going to pass in the plane. And my heart nearly has not fallen asleep from that when I have learned that
without a registration I cannot arrive to you. I did not represent what to have such rule. I did not know it!!!!!!!!! All our
dreams, all my dreams which I saw all about what I thought and that you thought. ALL THAT WE WAITED!!!!!! I WISH TO BE ONLY WITH
YOU XXX!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and I hope that you understand me. I do not know what to do. I hope that you can help us. My eyes
in tears. I understand that we already have made and have overcome much and it is necessary for us to make it. It is our last
barrier and we should overcome it. I all shall make to be with you. I adore you all heart. I ask you to help to us to make to us
the last a step and to meet. I hope that we can make it. I any more would not do anything, but my heart cannot without you. I wish
to be with you. Only with you and with anybody another. I love and only therefore I would do all what to be with you. I know that
our love the finest in this world and we should make all that our happiness was with us. That we with you would be together. That
our love would be with us for ever. We shall make it!!!!!!! I ASK YOU!!!!!!!!! FOR THE SAKE OF OUR LOVE AND OUR HAPPINESS TO HELP
US!!!!!!!! I wish to be only with you. Nobody is necessary to me. Only you and only with you I shall be happy. If you can help us
and can find 3270 dollars. I can arrive and we shall give this money. I promise you the heart and the love that I never shall
spend this money. I hope that you understand me and can help us for the sake of our love. Yours and only your loving and gentle
Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I write to you from the airport. It is the happiest day in my life. Already now I take off to you. I have
prepared for all bags, and have decided to write before a start to you last letter. Xxx, only imagine already tomorrow we shall
see each other!!!! I am very happy, on my person a smile. I am madly glad, that our desires and dreams will very soon come true
all. I would like to jump with joy, that we have overcome this barrier. Xxx, wish my of good luck in my flight. I when did not
fly at self-summer. For me it is very terrible. Xxx, you for me the most important in my life the person. I am very glad, that I
yours, and you mine! When we shall be together, I shall care of you, to respect with you and to respect with your opinion. I very
much wish, that our meeting would be carried out as soon as possible. To me will have very long to fly in self-summer. But me it
is not terrible, because I shall represent our first meeting. Xxx, now I need to hurry on my flight. I am glad, that we have
overcome all barrier on our way. And now we shall live in happiness and the consent. Xxx, I very much love you!!!! Only yours,
with love Natalya
Xxx, only imagine, that in two days we shall be together!!! I so would not like to see and kiss you with all love. I am glad,
that at last I shall wake up every morning in one bed with you. I am assured, that we shall be the happiest pair in the world. Us
who cannot when to separate. I am very glad, that you mine! I you to whom I shall not give. Xxx, I love you, it is more than a
life. I am grateful to you, that you have made me happy. I very much wish to be with you and to show all love to you. I am glad,
that it very much will come true! I am glad, that all our dreams and desires in two days will be embodied in a reality. My heart
to ask to you. You the one whom I searched for all life. And I am happy, that there is no more that barrier that stirred our
boundless love to each other. Xxx, I very much love you!!!! I am am overflown with emotions, that we soon shall together. I all
the day smile, from that that I can see you every day! I am glad, that all our troubles have ended. I with impatience shall wait
for your letter in the Internet - cafe. The whole with all love, yours Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. How your mood? I am madly happy, that is fast to you I go! I am am overflown with emotions. Xxx, pleasure
washing, I have removed money, that you have sent me. I at once descended in the nearest cafe and attempted, as was very hungry!
As I also promised, I shall return to you this money as soon as we shall meet. But, I think, that first of all, I shall rush in
your embraces and I shall kiss your soft and sweet lips!!!! Only imagine, as it will be healthy. I when in a life was not so
happy, as now! I am very glad, that you have helped us to overcome this last, most complex barrier. Now I at last can is quiet
sigh a full breast! Xxx, now I shall go to the airport, to learn about following flight to you. Soon we shall together and I
shall be yours for ever!!! I very much want, that this flight would be as soon as possible. I very much wish to be with you!!!!
Xxx, love washing, I am very grateful to you, that you have won my heart! I so am happy, that you mine!!! Today I all the day
smile. I am assured, that who cannot spoil my fine mood! I the happiest girl on the ground. Xxx, you the most careful and loving
the man! Now I understand, that you trust me! The trust is the most important in attitudes between the man and the woman. I am
very glad, that it at us is! Xxx, I am happy, that soon we shall together for ever! I gently embrace you and passionately whole.
I shall soon kiss you every day much, much, many times!!!!! Yours and only your Gentle princess Natalya.
Hello my love, Xxx. I am very glad to see your letter! About my prince, I adore you. I am am overflown with emotions, my heart
fights so quickly, as not when. On my eyes of tear. These are tears of pleasure, that we have overcome this last barrier!!!! It is
more that it is not necessary on a way to our love. I very much am grateful to you, that you have helped us!!! I shall return to
you this money, at once as I shall arrive to you. Now I understand, that you trust me!!!! Xxx, I very much, very much love you. I
am happy, that very soon we shall together! Xxx, our dreams will soon be executed all. I dreamed of you all my life and here at
last that it happens. I waited for it all my life. I waited to you my prince, I am grateful to destiny for that that it has
presented me you!!!! Xxx, now I shall have a sleep not much, and then I shall go to remove money. Right after that as will be
removed money by me shall go to the airport, to learn about a next flight up to New York. Only imagine, Xxx, we already very soon
shall together!!!! We through all have passed, only it is necessary to learn when a next flight aboard the plane and to arrive to
you. Xxx as soon as I receive the ticket, I at once shall send you the information of flight. About it you can not worry!!!!
Xxx, you the best the man in the world, you the kindest most tender, the most gentle the man in the world. Such as you are not
present on a planet more. I am happy that that you mine. You will be mine always, I you when to whom I shall not give, you always
will be mine. We always shall be together, we shall be the happiest pair in the world!!!! In our house the atmosphere of love will
always reign. Xxx, our love is the strongest on light. Love this fine feeling which allows people to do impossible. Before the
present love is not present what barrier. Two loving persons can overcome before themselves everything, for that what to be
together!!! Xxx, I am happy, that we could overcome all and on our way are not present more what barrier, we have overcome all
barrier. It was very complex for us, we suffered, we grieved. But we have overcome it. Xxx who not when did not suffer from
separation that not when did not love. To us it was very bad without each other, but now all behind and we shall be together!!!!
Only yours with love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am very glad to receive your letters because to me here so it is lonely. I very much miss on you my prince
who is Xxx! In Moscow to become very coldly, and I have not taken with myself warm clothes. I so would like, that you would warm
me the warm and gentle embraces. Xxx, you speak, that I would call to you. I with pleasure would make it, but at me at all do not
remain money. I even do not have money what to attempt. I have very strongly got hungry. I spend last money what to communicate
with you. I very much wish to hear your voice. He so has encouraged me and would give me encouragement. Xxx, I have handed over
the ticket in the company too late. Nobody has taken advantage of this ticket and consequently the place at self-summer remains
free. That they can offer all to me, it is the ticket for other flight. If I have handed over the ticket in due time then money
would be kept. Now the real problem consists that I need to be shown only these 3000 dollars. I understand, that it very much a
greater sum. But if you have helped us I as soon as have arrived, at once have given you this money. Understand, Xxx, same last
our barrier, on a way to our happiness. To us remains absolutely slightly what to be together! To Me it is very sick, that you do
not trust me. Xxx, I consider, that in attitudes between the man and the woman the most important this trust! If we shall be
together as we shall live together? How you me will leave one at home if you do not trust me? You will constantly think, that I
shall steal something. I would like to cry, that you do not wish to trust me. Xxx, I completely trust you. I to you tell all,
that at me happened in a life. Shared with you the secrets. I know, what you can be trusted, but why you do not trust me? Xxx, I
have handed over the apartment in Syktyvkar back to its mistress. I do not know, where I shall live if I shall arrive back. Xxx,
I have handed over the ticket aboard the plane, therefore I have no opportunity to tell to you number of airlines of Delta. It is
very a pity to me, that I cannot give you this number of airlines. I very much would want, that this history would have a happy
end. Xxx, I love you, it is more than the life. I very much hope, that you will trust in me and will help our meeting. I very
much wish to be near to you. Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am very glad, that you have written to me the letter. I am very happy, that you have decided to go to me.
It so is healthy. But it will be very melancholy to me to wait for you till January. I wish to be with you as soon as possible.
Xxx, I do not understand for what to us to wait so a lot of time, if I here already here. We have passed already through all.
There was only this barrier, on a way to our happiness. Xxx so for what to wait this time if there is an opportunity to overcome
this barrier and to be together. I very much wish to be near to you. To me it is very sick that we are with you in separation. My
heart pours blood, from that that we have overcome so much all and there was this difficulty. Xxx, I very much wish to be with
you right now. I wish to be in your embraces and to speak, that I love you!!! Xxx, you speak, that will arrive to me and will
leave. To me very painfully you will release. I cannot release you! I think as to you will be as difficultly to leave and again to
leave. Xxx, what for to us to wait it is so much time, and to spend so many means when we can already be in day together and as
who not when will not separate us. You only present, only one day and we together. As it is fine. When I think of it on my eyes
there are tears though they and do not disappear from my eyes. Xxx, I want to you! I cannot go through separation from you again.
I am afraid, that my heart will not sustain this pain. I very much miss on you. My love to you is the strongest, that is in this
world. I very much wish to be with you as soon as possible. I cannot live without you. To me it is very bad here one in this big
and not familiar city. Now I have only you, and I hope, that we shall be together as soon as possible. Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I so am happy to see your letter! I write this letter with a joyful smile on my person. I so am strongly
glad, that you can arrive to me and take away me with yourself!!! I am overflown by happiness and love to you. Xxx, for the first
time for these two days I could wipe tears about a moss of eyes. I am very happy, that you have decided to arrive to me! Xxx when
you can take away me with yourself? When you can make it? I want it most of all in the life. Xxx, you for me that Superman who
will overcome this barrier and will arrive to me. When I have read through your letter, my person has begun to shine with
happiness, as the brightest star in the Universe!!!! Now my heart fights as a rhythm of the fastest music. Xxx, I would like to
jump with joy, that you to me wish to arrive! When it will be? Xxx, I shall wait for it, as birds wait spring!!! I when was not
happy, as now. I very much wish to be with you. I wish you to embrace and kiss. I wish to show the love to you every day. Xxx, I
very much wish to be your wife!!! I could dream of it only. And now, when you will arrive to me and will take away me, this dream
becomes real!!!! Xxx, I shall be very glad to meet you in Russia. It will be so is remarkable and it is fine! When I think that
you will arrive for me, on my body there passes a pleasant shiver! Xxx, I hope, that I shall very soon meet you here. With love,
yours Natalya.
Hello my love, Xxx. I write this letter with tears on eyes. I very much experience, because you do not write to me. I hope, that
at you all by way of. To me it is very bad here one, in the big city. To me it is sick, from that that I not in your gentle
embraces. I do not know, that to me to do. I very much want to you. You are very necessary to me. I very much wish to be your wife
and to have children from you. As it would be healthy, if we were together. My heart is broken off from a pain. To me so it is
terrible in this Moscow. People here any malicious and not such friendly as in Syktyvkar. Xxx, I very strongly love you!!! I do
not represent the life without you. You are very necessary to me. Xxx, I would give the life what to be with you, me that it is
not a pity for the sake of you. You would want that we were together? I think, that you want it. I very much wish to trust in
it!!! Without you there is no sense to live! Xxx, I did not sleep all the night long!!! I waited for your letter. To me it is
very sick, that you have not written me the letter. I very much hope and I trust, that you will write to me as soon as can!!!
Natalya
Xxx, to me so it is now bad. I would like to shout and cry from a pain, that we not together. Xxx, I have understood, that you
can help our meeting, but do not want it. I have understood, that I not so am important for you. On my eyes of tear, I cannot calm
down, to me so is sick when was not in my life. I loved you, I love and certainly I shall always love, but you probably do not
understand my feelings to you!!!! Xxx, someone from above has specially put check of our love and we could not pass it. We are at
the finish of our meeting, and you the act reject our love!!!! Xxx, you each letter brought to me a smile and happiness! I always
dreamed, that we sometime shall be together. You now pull down our love and my dream. YES, I WISH TO BE YOUR WIFE, MORE THAN THE
LIFE!!!! Natalya
Xxx, I do not understand what for to me to go home if we already so are close to our meeting. We needed to pass only through this
barrier. Xxx, somebody can can help us? I in fact only need to be shown this money, and we shall be together. We already have
almost reached our purpose. It is necessary to make absolutely slightly for our happiness. Xxx, what for to us to wait again any
time if we already so are close to our meeting!!!!. I hope, that you understand me. I very much grieve on you. I am tired to live
without you!!!! Xxx, here our chance, it is direct before us. It is necessary to make only as the customs wants and we at last
shall be together!!! I very much want to you!!! Please, do not force again me to live pending our meeting!!! Xxx to marry you is
the most treasured my dream!!!!! I could dream of it only. I very much wish to be your wife and to carry your surname!!!! I was
very much pleased with your fine offer to me. But me it is all the same bad, that I cannot take off right now to you!!! Xxx, I
hope, that you have understood me, and you will choose the correct decision. Your love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I write to you this letter with tears on eyes. To me it is very bad, from that that we have passed so much
much and before us there was only one barrier. I do not know, that to me to do. I do not know as to overcome this last barrier
which interferes with our meeting!!! Xxx, me so badly and terribly. I cry that I one in unfamiliar city and from that that
between us such big distance. Xxx, my prince we have passed such big way and now before us there was only one barrier which we
can overcome with you in the name of ours with you of love!!!! Favourite mine, now I need 3000 dollars, for that what only them to
show. For that that the state would know it, that inhabitants of this country will not live in misery there and on to be gone
without means of residing. Xxx, this money only what them to show are necessary to me. I am not going to spend them. As soon as I
shall arrive to you, I shall return this money. To me have told, that I if I shall show this money I can take off to you a next
flight. Xxx, my heart is broken off from a pain that I can not be with you. To me it is very bad. Xxx, understand there was only
this barrier to realization of our meeting. I think, that someone from above wishes still times to check up our love!!! And we
should prove, that we love each other. Xxx, I hope, that you will understand all and will affect our meeting!!!! Xxx, I very
much love you! You that the man which I waited all life. And I do not wish you to lose. I cannot live without you, my prince
Xxx!!! I shall be happy only with you. I am grateful to destiny that has found you. You are necessary to me only and your love
and who another!!! I very much would like, that you would support me in this awful situation. I know, that our love is stronger
than this all and I very much hope for your help!!! I very much hope, that our tortures will end be fast also I can in your gentle
and warm embraces. Xxx, that our tortures would end I of all should show these 3000 dollars. I do not wish to come back home, I
am afraid that then we shall not meet at all. And without you my life will not have not what sense. You are necessary to me
Xxx!!! Your love is necessary to Me only! I am assured, that we to be created what together. We need to overcome this last
barrier on a way to our happiness. I wait for your letter here. Yours forever Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. Today at night I very badly slept in hotel as neighbours on a room loudly shouted. I wished to complain of
them to the manager of hotel. But their voices seem very much not friendly. Therefore I have decided to not create a problem it
and. Today I long put into myself the order what well to look before you. Whether I very much worry I shall like you. I have
dressed a white coat with a brown scarf, I hope to you it will be easier to find me in the airport. Xxx, today I have passed
interview. I all over again very strongly was nervous, but there was that it easier than I thought. After I have passed interview
I have received the visa. I was on the top of the world with happiness! I so long waited for reception of the visa and here it has
occured. I so am glad, that soon I shall in your warm embraces, that I would like to jump with joy. I cannot believe in this fine
miracle, that I take off to you! It so is fine. I am happy Xxx. I am glad, that soon we shall together. I shall do all that that
you will want. I yours for ever, Xxx!!!! I shall make you the happiest the man in the world. Xxx, our family will be the
strongest and amicable. Our love never will leave us. We are created the friend for the friend. I hope that that you will not be
late in the airport. If we suddenly somehow shall miss, then I shall stand and wait for you in the street on an output from the
airport. I shall write to you before a start. I love you who are Xxx! I shall Soon speak it looking in your eyes! Yours Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I so am strongly glad that I can to read through your letter! I love you my prince all heart and all soul! I
so am happy that soon we shall together! I not for a long time have arrived to Moscow. I have stopped in hotel. Xxx after I have
left the things I at once has gone to search for the Internet of cafe to write the letter for you! To tell to you about that that
with me everything is all right, and that tomorrow we already shall be together! I am very strongly tired in road, and I today
need to sleep because tomorrow it is necessary to me very complex day! Tomorrow I need to pass interview! After I shall pass
interview, I can take off to you. I hope, that all will pass successfully and we shall be together for ever. I very much wish to
be with you. Xxx, you have made me happy! I not when there is nobody did not test such feelings which I test to you my angel!
Xxx, I love you! I was very happy that tomorrow we already can together, I am happy that tomorrow I already can to embrace and
kiss you!! I would like to shout with happiness that we together! I love you my prince all heart and all soul! You the man for the
sake of which I live! I wish to be yours forever! I love you! I adore you!!!! You the finest the man in the world, I are happy
that that you mine. Such as you are not present on a planet more! You charm Xxx!!! I always every day, every minute think of you!
To me so it is good, when I represent us together! When we shall be together we shall be the happiest pair on this planet! As it
is fine!!! Tomorrow before I shall go to pass interview I shall write to you the letter! I very much hope that all will pass
successfully and tomorrow we can already be together! I love you my prince! I shall be happy to see your letter tomorrow in the
morning! I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Natalya.
Hello respected Xxx!!!!!
I am very glad for you that that having overcome so much you at last that will meet. We with Galina very much worry for Nat. We
hope that that you the decent man and will not do badly to her. We hope for you!!!! I very much would ask you that you have as
much as possible affected from its part for monitoring of a trip the Natalya to you. We with the wife very much wish to get
acquainted with you personally! We hope that to be presented to us such possibility. We wish your of good luck, and family rest.
Good-bye. Vladimir Ivanovich
I so am glad to see yours the letter. I very much missed you. Xxx, my love I write to you this letter and I am am overflown with
feeling of pleasure. I am glad from that that soon we shall together!!!! Xxx, at last that soon we shall find our happiness, we
so a long time went to it and to us remains absolutely slightly. Xxx, today I have arrived from parents. With me there has
arrived my daddy. He would arrive for that what to spend me, to help me with things. For this time that I come in internet cafe, I
have got acquainted with the manager, and I would ask it that he has learned my daddy to use the Internet, for that what when I
shall at you we could communicate. Mum and the daddy have given me many manuals. Xxx, they have transferred us with you a gift. I
to you shall not tell that it for a gift, let it will be for you a surprise. Xxx, my daddy would insist on that that I would send
you the ticket for a train that you knew about each my step, and that you would not forget about that where I shall be during what
time. My parents experience for a trip more, than for that when I shall be with you. My daddy has sold the rubber boat, for that
that at me would be money for pocket charges. They have collected all of money which at them were in total at 120 dollars have
turned out. I know that that this last that at them is, and on it I did not wish to take this money, but they would insist on that
that I have taken them as in road there can be all, probably I shall want to attempt or I shall be late, in the airport that at me
would be to pay money for a taxi. Xxx, I now do not have a lot of time for that what to write to you the big letter, soon my
train to Moscow, and we need to come still to Yuliya at which left the bag, to take away my things. And still the daddy wishes to
write to you the letter, he does not know English language I shall write to you from its words. I love you, and I cannot wait when
I shall arrive to you. I put to the letter my ticket for a train up to Moscow. I adore you Xxx!!!! Yours and only yours Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am very glad, that we soon shall together. I am glad, that our meeting to become all more close. Tomorrow I
leave to Moscow. The long trip by train is necessary to me. I when was not in Moscow, therefore I am nervous. It is very big city
and I that there I do not know. But do not worry I shall find all that all is necessary also shall make. Xxx, only imagine in
three days we shall be together. We shall enjoy our love up to the end of our days. Xxx, here the information which you wish to
know: Airline - Delta Air Lines; Number of flight - Flight DL1586; the Airport of applicability - La Guardia; Date and an arrival
time - on November, 2nd, 10:00. Xxx, I is assured, that at once I shall see you at the airport. If I shall not see, will see my
loving heart. I have already written down your phone number to myself in a notebook. If suddenly we cannot meet at the airport, I
would shall find a way that to you to call. Xxx, I am very grateful to you for care to me. I shall necessarily leave other part
of money, for separately paid things. Xxx, love washing, I very much wish to be with you. You the most precious that at me are.
To me who is not necessary except for you. You unique the man which is necessary to me. You that the man with which I shall be
happy I is very glad, that have met you. Xxx, I wish to speak about my love to you when we shall enjoy in gentle passionate
kisses. I very much wish you to kiss, and to feel sweet of your lips on my lips. As it would be healthy! Xxx, you that the man
which I always imagined at the sleepless nights. All my ideas only about you. I imagine our home life which will be filled by
happiness and love. Xxx, tomorrow, when I shall leave I shall write to you. I very much wait for your letters and our meeting. C
love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. Today I went in Western Union and have received money. Xxx, I am glad that what be fast we can together for
ever. I am very grateful to you, that you help us. I have given money for the ticket aboard the plane. Xxx, only imagine, we in 1
week shall be together and to enjoy our love. I was born what to be with you. And here the destiny has presented me you. I waited
for you during all my life. Xxx, you that for the sake of whom I lived, grew. It so is healthy. At me simply even words I come to
an end wish to shout with happiness that we shall be together. I would want that you always were happy. I would want that on your
fine person there was your amazing smile! I very much would want that you always smiled, in fact when on your person a smile I am
happy. Xxx, I very strongly love you! Xxx, I very much very strongly wish to be with you for ever. I would want that we divided
each day together. That we would transfer all pleasures and all failures together. I feel as each cell of the body that that you
think of me! Xxx, I am very glad, to that our meeting to become all more close and more close. I with impatience shall wait for
your fine letter. Xxx, I love you my angel!!! I grieve without you!!! With love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am very glad to see your fine letter. I am happy that that you help us. It so is well that that soon we
shall together. I very much love you my charm. When I represent that that we together my heart fades. I represent that we together
and to me it is good. Xxx, you the most important my dream. I very much wish to be near to you and to love you all heart. Because
you have learned me to love and now I cannot live without you my prince Xxx. Xxx, I went to learn about Western Union office.
And it is valid in we wash city there is such office. I very much was delighted. Here the address of bank where I learned about
Western Union: Syktyvkar, street 28 Nevel'skoi divizii, the house 27 A. Xxx, me would tell that for that that you could send
money, I will be necessary for you a full name and a surname. Natalya Pervuhina. And for that what to me will receive money you
are necessary a full name, a surname, control number, the sum of translation and the address of bank. I hope that all will be
good, and we can pay the remained part. I very much would like to be only with you. I all would give what now to be in your gentle
embraces. Xxx, I very much love you and I want, that our meeting would be carried out as soon as possible. If tomorrow all to
turn out and I shall begin to cry money then I very soon can take off to you. And we shall be together for ever. We shall enjoy
our love. Xxx, I hope, that you will help us to overcome this barrier. I am very glad, that soon we shall together. And who when
cannot separate us. I with impatience shall wait for your letter, I hope to receive it soon!!! I grieve without you Xxx!!!! I
LOVE YOU MY GENTLE PRINCE!!!! I gently embrace you and is sweet the whole, I hope that that I can soon do it every day!!!
Hell my love, Xxx. I am very glad to see your letter. This letter, as well as all previous, very warm and lovely. I am very
grateful to you, that you help us. Thanks for that that you is. I hope that soon I shall near to you. I when did not hear about "
Western Union " office. Tomorrow I shall go to learn in bank, whether is in my city Western Union. I do not know that this such,
but you speak time about it it means as that can help us. Xxx, today I learned in travel agency, about those questions which you
to me flaunters, to me have told that that person who concluded the contract with agency can bring payment only. Money I therefore
should pay. It very much has upset me. But rules are rules, and they need to be carried out. We need to overcome now last obstacle
in a way to our happiness and I hope that we shall make it. Xxx, we needed to make absolutely slightly for our meeting. If we
shall pay these 615 dollars till Friday of this week then I can take off to you. You only present in a week we already we can
enjoy the friend the friend. My flight is appointed to November, 2nd. Xxx, I very much love you and I want, that our meeting
would be carried out as soon as possible. Xxx. I very much hope that at all of us it to turn out. To me it is very bad without
you. I would give all what to be in your gentle embraces. Xxx, you the finest the man in the world. I am grateful to destiny that
has met you. You that whom I searched for all life. All my ideas only about you. I even long time cannot fall asleep, as I think
of you. I represent our first meeting. I represent as I shall rush in your gentle and warm embraces. I represent as I shall look
in your kind eyes and to speak, that I love you who are Xxx. To me who is not necessary, except for you. You that unique the man
with which I shall be happy. I am very grateful to you, that you do all possible, that our meeting would be as soon as possible.
You which that person I waited all life. I very much hope for that that soon we shall in embraces each other. I trust, that all
will be remarkable. Tomorrow I shall go again to travel agency and I shall ask them about that that you asked. As I shall learn
about Western Union. About all I shall write to you in the tomorrow's letter. As I with impatience shall wait the answer to my
letter. With love, Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. I am very glad to see your fine letter. When I have woken up to me it was bad. Xxx, me it was bad that a
number was not you. I very much wish to be near to you and to love you all heart. Because you have learned me to love and now I
cannot live without you my prince Xxx. Here the name and the address of travel agency. The name: Air Travel. Email:
voyage_tour4@rambler.ru. Phone: +7(8212) 569124. If we can pay a trip till Friday then I shall depart on this flight: Airline:
Delta Air Lines, Number of flight: Flight DL1586. The All-round price of the ticket is equal 1175 dollars. I need to pay in
addition 615 dollars and then I can take off to you. But if we cannot pay this sum till Friday then I shall learn about following
flight. You speak, that wish to send money to the agent of travel. How you can make it? I hope, that at us all will be good also
agency will accept payment for the ticket. I very much would like to be only with you. I all would give what now to be in your
gentle embraces. Xxx, I very much love you and I want, that our meeting would be carried out as soon as possible. You the finest
the man in the world. I am grateful to destiny that that I have met you. You that whom I searched for all life! All my ideas only
about you. Xxx, I even very long time cannot fall asleep, as I think of you. I am very grateful to you, that you do all for
realization of ours with you meetings. I love you my sun Xxx. I am assured, that you unique the man, only with you I shall be
happy. To me that it is not necessary, only to be with you. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. With love, Natalya
Xxx, and bad news in that that tickets are necessary in both parties. For this purpose that my government would be assured of
that that I will fly back. Otherwise to me will not give out the visa and I cannot arrive to you. Xxx, I counted about that that
the one way ticket will be necessary to me, and I did not count on that that it is necessary to pay for the second ticket. Xxx,
now at me does not suffice 615 dollars what to arrive to you my love. I do not know as me to be now I already have much made for
our meeting. Xxx, whether you can help us with it? I hope what yes, because you our unique chance. Xxx, I very much wish to be
with you, and I think that that you see that that I have much made for our meeting. I hope that that you as will promote it and we
can overcome this difficulty together. I love you Xxx!!! Xxx, I am glad, that you are remarkable have spent time with the
family. It is healthy, that your aunt, also as well as I worked as the teacher of a piano. I would like to communicate with it. I
too cannot without you. I very strongly grieve on you. I would like to embrace you and to kiss. You my unique love, you my unique
prince. To me who except for you is not necessary. You that whom I searched for all life. I am grateful to you, that you have
presented me feeling of love. To me it is very bad, that we are on such big distance from each other. To me it is very bad without
you my charm. I do not know, that to me to do. I love you more than the life. I am ready on everything, only to be with you
together. You love of all my life. I wish to feel sweet of your lips on the lips. I wish to rush in your gentle embraces and to
look in your kind eyes. To me that it is not necessary from a life, only to be with you. I very much would want that we were
together. You all that are necessary for me in a life. You that for the sake of which I live, and I am assured of that that we are
created for each other. To our happiness to us remains absolutely hardly - hardly and I hope that that we would will make now all
what to be together!!! Whether I will wait for your letter and the answer you can help to pay in addition in travel agency. I
madly wish to be with you. I am assured of that that you too. I gently embrace you and passionately whole, all heart I hope for
that that soon I can to do it every day much, many times!!! Yours and only yours Natalya
Xxx I so am happy today. You represent. I will soon know Date when I to arrive to you. I with impatience wait, when will come
Tomorrow what precisely nobility when interview and date of ours is appointed Meetings. Xxx I will inform at once you all what to
find out. Xxx, love washing, I cannot write tomorrow to you the letter. Tomorrow I to meal in village to the parents what to
visit them. I have very much become bored on them. Xxx you already all have prepared me for a meeting? I soon will with you. And
All that is necessary for me, to be with you, and a place where we can be only in Together. I am assured, that we can organise it.
Xxx I so worry. I am happy, that I will be with you both more and more I think, about that as it will happen. I know, that all
will be fine. Because we will be together and already anybody and never can separate Us. Xxx, I even did not know that it is
possible to be such happy. I now as if fly in heavens. The only thing about what I think it of you my prince. But I do not need to
lose now vigilance to me it is necessary seriously concerns each step because the destiny both of us now dares. I trust in that
that all will be good!!!! I with impatience wait for your letter tomorrow. I love you, I want to you and I dream of us together.
And it becomes Reality. IT is fine!!!!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Natalya
Xxx again new day. Soon I will with you. Every day does us More close one to another and be fast we can in embraces of one
another and To enjoy our tenderness and caress. I so am glad to it. I so It is happy, that soon it happens. My heart madly knocks
and with Impatience waits, when I can be with you. When I can To feel your kiss, your gentle and sweet embraces. I with Impatience
I wait for this day, and I am assured, that it becomes fast Reality. Malkova is a maiden name of my mum. I sometimes to it use, as
it to like me. And true my surname, which in passport Pervyhina. I was today again in Travel agency. I have informed them the
airport name. I it have told that that I very much worry into the interview account. To me have told, that all It will be good and
that I can not worry. Speak, after tomorrow They will inform me more information. As will tell the ticket information. Now it is
necessary to wait simply. And I I wait. I so do not wish to wait. I want more likely to you. Why all so is difficult? At first it
is necessary to pay, then to wait. So it is difficult to me to wait. I everyone Night only also I think, only and I represent that
I can be with You. In your embraces. As we can enjoy our love Everywhere, where we will want and as we will want. I am madly glad
to it. Xxx in Travel agency to me as have told that I can without Problems the visa if to prove to the ambassador, that I have no
plans to remain in To your country. And then I to have more chances of that what to receive The visa. And I should not as to speak
that you wait for me. Then all It will turn out. Xxx then we will need to make many photo together and We can in general never
will be separated. At you to have the chamber? We can To make it is a lot of photo together? I am assured, that we will have many
photo Together. On it a photo I am at myself in city. I have borrowed a bicycle at the girlfriend what to drive on streets. It was
very amusing. It is pleasant to you? I hope, that soon we will look at a photo together, On which we with you will be together and
our love will warm us Eternally. I LOVE YOU Xxx!!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Natalya
Xxx, I very much grieve without you. But I am am pleased with those that soon we will together. Today I went and found out about
that as I can forward money to parents. When I will be at you. I will need to return this money approximately in a current a floor
of year. How you think I can earn such sum for such period of time? My parents have told that that not that is not necessary for
them also they will try to pay. But I know that that for them it not really. As even if to count their general pension, they
should save year what to give this money. Xxx, for me it will be very important to help parents with the loan. Thanks that has
informed the airport name. I descend tomorrow in agency Also inform them, I think, that soon I will with you, than it is more than
days Passes the more I am assured of it. I feel, that ours with you The love helps us. I love you Xxx, and all of us will
overcome and we will be together and anybody and Never will separate us. Every day more and more our meeting comes nearer, and it
very much pleases me. I yours for ever, only your and nobody's another. Yours and only your loving and gentle Natalya
I am glad to see your letter. Yesterday we were late in library, I explained to my parents, about that how to use internet for
this purpose what when I I will at you we could communicate with them. Xxx, at last that our affairs are adjusted. And our
meeting has started to move in execution. Xxx, today to my parents have given out the loan at a rate of 1270 dollars. I have
counted, it should suffice on documents and the ticket. As I also spoke I at once have gone to travel agency. Xxx I have made it,
I have paid it that sum which I to have and they Have told, that with documents which I have brought all normally. And Have told,
that at me to have every chance to receive this visa. I was happy. But as I also spoke it will be necessary to wait about 14 days,
depending on How there will be an interview in Embassy in Moscow. And I can be with You. Xxx as me would ask that I have informed
them the exact name of the airport in which you can meet me. I need to be informed it to them in the near future. Xxx, I hope
that that in the following letter you will inform me it! To me it is pleasant, that you are glad to learn such news. I too am very
glad, that we soon shall together and we can love each other not looking on what. I shall necessarily embrace the parents for you.
They will be very glad to such gesture of attention. Xxx, now there comes such period in which to us it is necessary to be in
time much. I need to make much for this trip, as for interview passage. But me have assured that that with my knowledge of English
language I without problems to a smog to make it. But I all equal worry not much. I took today approximate questions which happen
on interview, and them I will learn. Xxx, you my unique and long-awaited, I very strongly love you!!! You are necessary to me as
air, without you I choke with mental anguish. I very much wish to be with you. I think you it see on my acts. I will make all for
our happiness. I think you as is ready to make all for us I yours for ever, only your and nobody's another. Yours and only your
loving and gentle Natalya
p.s.
Xxx, please do not forget to inform me the airport name in which to me it is necessary to fly.
Xxx, I am happy. I hurry up to you to inform good news. Today we went to b=
ank, to us have told that the loan is approved also
money will give out tomorrow. I am happy, really at us it has turned out. Y=
ou are glad? I cannot find to myself a place. I would
like to jump up to heavens with happiness. Xxx, at last that the black str=
ip has passed in our life. And soon we will together. I
have no neither gold nor platinum as it is very dear to me. I cannot allow =
it to myself. As soon as tomorrow mum and the daddy
will receive the sum, I will go at once to conclude the contract with trave=
l agency. Xxx when I went to travel agency to me have
told that that after I will issue with them the contract. It will be necess=
ary to wait two weeks while will prepare all documents.
You represent 15 days, and I will be already ready to take off to you. I am=
very grateful to mum and the daddy that they have made
it for us. I have kissed them, they at me the finest parents in all to a me=
asure. I to you have one more surprise. Now I in
library with mum and the daddy. They certainly do not know English language=
. But they wish to write to you, they will dictate that
they wish to tell, and I will write it. I think that that you are glad to i=
t. Xxx, I hope that that I have brought to you a smile
the letter, and you are happy as well as I to that that our meeting will so=
on come true I love you, my sweet!!!! I with impatience
will wait for your following letter. Yours and only yours Natalya
From=20my parents:
Hello respected mr. Xxx!!! We heard about you from Natalya much. Under its=
stories you very good person. We look at our daughter
and we see as she wishes to be with you. We hope that that you as test sinc=
ere feelings to it. Also awake to care of her. As we
wish to get acquainted with you, as you the elect of our daughter. We hope =
that that to be presented to us such possibility. Yours
faithfully Galina and Vladimir
I am very glad to receive your fine letter. Xxx, your letters bring to me a lot of happiness and smiles! I very much miss on you
my gentle prince. I very much wish to be in your gentle embraces. All my thoughts heart are occupied only by you and thoughts on
you. I very much want to you. I wish to feel all your caress love and tenderness. I do not have not enough your heat. I would be
very glad to stand with you on that I protect and to admire this beauty. Xxx, to me it is very bad without you! I very strongly
wish to be with you Xxx!!!! About as I would want that our lips merged in hot passionate kisses. I would want that you
passionately breathed and spoke me that that you love me. I would want that you caressed language and lips my ears. I dream to
cover your fine body with kisses every day! I very much like your dreams, I would give all that they were executed. I very
strongly wish to be necessary with you to me only you and your love. My heart, soul and a body all asks to you! I very strongly
love you, I all would give what now to be with you. About Xxx, my love I very much like your dreams, I very much would want that
they were executed as soon as possible! Your dreams are fine!!! We will be the happiest pair on the earth when we will be
together. Our love grows every day and gets stronger. Our love is strong and together we can overcome all on our way. The love
this such feeling which allows two loving people to do miracles. We in Russia have such saying "Separation for love as a wind for
fire, small extinguishes and big I inflate" I think that that this very correct phrase. He reflects in itself very correct sense.
Xxx, our love is strong also separation for us only more to fall in love us in each other. I cannot so more to live apart from
you any more! My heart cries from a pain. This pain will go out only then when we will be together!!!! Xxx, I hope that what be
fast we can together and for ever!!!! I adore you, my sun! You for me, as a ray of light in the dark sky. You shine only for me
and you shine to me a way fortunately, fortunately with you!!!! I cannot live without your love any more and caresses!!!! I very
strongly want to you my angel. Xxx, you my second half! I want to you, I wish you to see to embrace to kiss! Xxx, tomorrow will
tell the answer to that that will give out the loan or not. Xxx, I very much hope that that all will be good to take also the
loan to turn out. I worry, likely today I cannot fall asleep because our destiny tomorrow dares. I try to expel thoughts from the
head, about tomorrow as when I think of it, to me thoughts on that get to a head suddenly to turn out to make that. Therefore I
try to hammer in all my thoughts another. To me so madly to be wished to be with you and to give you every day all love!!!! I
TRUST, I TRUST In THAT THAT we WILL be TOGETHER!!! Tomorrow I will inform you about everything, I hope that that tomorrow I will
write good news. I LOVE YOU Xxx!!!!! I send you millions air kisses, let they will warm you while I cannot warm you the kisses
and the body. Yours and only yours Natalya
Today I weigh day ran, I did not sleep practically all night long I all thought of that to turn out or it will not turn out to
take from parents the loan. They have arrived early in the morning, and together we have gone to bank, they have submitted all
documents on consideration. The exact answer will be in two days. Xxx, whether I so worry to turn out to take this loan from
parents. That seems to me that we still had this unique chance. As today to me have told that that have given up in the loan to me
as at present I am the unemployed. We need to be trusted only in that that my parents can make for us it!!! Xxx, you know every
day I I grieve without you more and more. You so are close to me in a shower and so far physically. But I do not lose hope for
that that we will overcome this distance and we will be together. Xxx, I so would want that we were now nearby. I love you very
strongly, I do not know as I lived earlier without you. Xxx, you sense of my life. On my face there is a smile from that that
probably our dream will come true both we will be together and I can see your fine eyes, your gentle smile every day. Xxx, I
dream to wake up and feel your breath by a number. It would be so perfectly! Xxx, you know to me today the fine dream when I have
woken up on my face has dreamt there was a smile. To me was so well. In this dream we sat in the cosy house, in a soft armchair at
a fireplace. We looked at fire, having nestled to each other, I felt each blow of your heart. You it is gentle and it is sweet me
kissed on a neck, we have been raised us atmosphere of romanticism of passion and love surrounded. Xxx, you like to look at fire.
I very much love, because fire personifies a life and the family centre. When we will be together I all I would will make that you
and our family was happy. Xxx I would go with you though on a world's end, it would be fine to be with you on a vessel. Xxx, my
charm you all that is at me in a life and I on all am ready for the sake of you!!!!!!!!!! I hope that that at mum and the daddy,
all will turn out and soon we will together! I gently and passionately embrace you. With love yours and only yours Natalya
Xxx, I very much grieve without you. You are necessary to me my love. I as if choke, from that that you are not present near to
me. I am am overflowed with mental anguish, it so is bad. That at least I can well read your letters and write to you. It though
as that reduces my pain. Xxx, you understand, I shall make all more quickly. What for to us to wait it is so much a lot of time?
I wish to be as soon as possible with you. Will pass a lot of time while you do the passport. Certainly I would be very glad, if
you to me have arrived. But on it will leave more time. I wish to be as soon as possible with you. Tell to me about that as you
spend days, tell to me about that as you dream of me. If you knew as I would want that you were now near to me. I all heart hope
for that that in us forces will suffice and we will overcome this barrier. Xxx, today we went together with mum for old work, the
chief there was not, I have collected all necessary documents in a staff department as to me there have written the
characteristic. Then at once I have gone to bank and have written the statement on the loan. To me have told that that hardly she
will pass. I very much was upset. But to us have advised to try what mum took the loan as there are good loans for pensioners on
treatment. As they have told that that my father as can take the similar loan. Xxx, my mum has written the statement but while
documents not a smog to give as its documents of the house. Today she has gone in Derevyansk, tomorrow she will arrive with all
documents and with the daddy, and they will try to help to be to us together. Xxx, I so am glad that that we had though what that
a real hope of that that we will be together. For many days on my face there was a smile, mum has told that that is very glad that
that to me became at least better. Xxx, but equal to me as that not on itself from that that my mum and the daddy will borrow all
so much much. But if all to turn out, when I will arrive to you to me work what to help parents will be necessary to extinguish
the loan. I would like you to ask about that what you have tried to find to me there work at yourself. Understand for me it will
be very important to help parents. I hope that that you will try that or to make. I very much hope for you. I adore you my sweet
prince. I very much would want that we were together. Xxx, believe to me I on all I will go for the sake of you. Because I love
you as not who not when did not love. When I will be with you I would will make all that from your face not when the smile did not
disappear. I adore you my charm!!!!! I kiss you on the mouth. Yours and only yours Natalya
Xxx, as at you business. How your mood? My mum transmits you the best a wish, and speaks about that that very much would want
that we were together!!! Xxx, I all think of those ways as I can arrive to you my love. You know for me now your support is very
important. Xxx, please speak to me every day about that that you trust in that that we will be together. I shall continue search
of money. I am glad, that our attitudes adhere to trust and honesty between us. This very important in ours with you attitudes. I
very much grieve on you. It is very complex to me to be without you. You my unique love. Only with you I shall be happy. Xxx,
today I went on all acquaintances but as I and expected not who cannot help me with such sum of money. I not so strongly was upset
because I trust in that that we will be together. As my girlfriend Yliya, has advised to me to try to take the loan in bank. I to
her have told about that that will not grant to me such loan as I now the unemployed. She to me has told that that it is possible
to try all the same. But for this purpose it is necessary to collect documents from old work. Xxx, I very long thought of it and
I have decided to descend tomorrow in the School of arts, and to collect all necessary documents. To me there I very would not be
desirable to go I think that that you remember why, but not looking at it I will go there tomorrow as for me it is very important
to be with you and I should refract myself for the sake of it. My mum has told that that will go with me, for this purpose what
will check that all as it should be. I hope that that you understand me and as maintain me in it. Xxx, I very strongly love you I
all soul I would want that we were together, and I will make all for the sake of it. Because you that man about which I dreamt all
life. Xxx, for us now the main thing to trust in that that we will be together and it is obligatory to happen!!!! After all so? I
gently embrace you, I hope that that very soon I can do it every day!!! Yours and only yours Natalya
Xxx, to me it is now very bad. To me from that that our meeting can badly not happen. But I promise you that that I shall make
all for the sake of this. I adore you also to me you are necessary only. The Russian passport at me is. Xxx. And the passport for
travel abroad is not present. I have learned in travel agency what documents to me are necessary for arrival to you. The passport,
the ticket by train up to Moscow, accommodation in hotel in the city of Moscow, medical examination and the visa are necessary for
me. All these documents cost 710 dollars. I do not know that to me to do. I very much wish to be near to you. I do not know where
to me to take this huge money. If I had these 710 dollars we would need to pay only for the ticket, and I would be for ever with
you. But I do not have this huge money. I shall try to find this money. I try to find a way what to talk to you. Xxx, my mum very
much experiences for me and maintains. Today she has arrived to me and has told that that will be with me. To help me that or to
make. Xxx. I am very glad that that washing mums has arrived me to support. It will be easier to me to carry these difficult
minutes to lives. Xxx, tell to me. And what you make? Whether you will go through about that I can arrive to you? I hope what
yes! It will give to me of forces to struggle and go forward to our happiness. I very much would like that we always beside, that
I always would see the reflection in your eyes. Xxx, I all heart and soul love you. Xxx, I wish to be with you! You are
necessary to me only. Xxx, you my ideal! I shall make all that in my forces what to arrive to you! I adore you!!! Xxx, I send
you millions air kisses, and I hope for that that very soon I can kiss you in reality! Good-bye mine Xxx!!!! Your loving Natalya
Xxx, today I did not sleep all night long. I thought of us. About that as to us to be together. Xxx, I have got tired to wait, I
was tired from that that I cannot with the beloved. Xxx, I have solved I will search for ways itself what to arrive to you. I
hope that that at me all to turn out and our meeting will come true. Xxx, I am simple already and the truth has got tired to
press that that. What that of a miracle. My day passed not so well. I weigh day thought of our problem. I cannot be without you. I
think every second of you. The waiting time of your letter passes very slowly. I am glad to hear, that you search for the decision
of our problem. As soon as you will have any ideas, please inform me them. Now I think to search to me for work or to try to solve
a problem with arrival. I all still have not found a phone number on which we can talk. At us the Moscow time. Yes we use the
postal index. Here my postal index - 167000. I think that that I need most to make all. Otherwise to our meeting not to be
executed. And if he not to be executed. To me not when not to be happy. You are necessary to me only and only your love. I will do
all for our happiness. Though I also do not represent that I need to do and with what to begin. I know one, that for this purpose
what to us to be together. We need a considerable quantity of money. At me they are not present. But I will search for ways what
them to find. Though where at heart I even do not represent that that to a smog to make it. You are necessary to me!!!! Also I
will make all that in my forces. Tomorrow I will go to parents, to consult to them. Xxx, I will write to you as I will arrive.
With impatience I will wait when again I will see your letters. Yours and only yours Natalya
Hello my sun, Xxx. How has passed your day? I hope, that at you all is good. So it is pleasant to me to see your letters
because they bring a smile on my person because I feel, that they are written with love and heat. Xxx, I when did not test to
anybody such fine feelings what I test to you. I very much wish to be now near to you, is in your gentle embraces, to feel your
heat and your love, but we are divided with such big distance. Xxx, I do not know, that to me to do. Tell to me the plan to
this situation. What to me to do? Xxx, I so dream of us much. I very much wish to wake up with you in one bed every morning,
very much I wish to wait for you from work with a tasty supper. I wish to feel your sweet kisses and gentle embraces. I wish to
see your fine smile every day. I wish to breathe you! Xxx, near to you I shall be the happiest girl in the world! Yours for
ever Natalya
Xxx, it is very a pity to me, that I cannot arrive to you. I very much wish to be near to you. I dreamed of us much. Dreamed as
we shall love each other. Dreamed of creation of family and to live in happiness and love. I even thought of our old age.
Represented as we in an old age we shall walk on park and to feed pigeons. To me it is very sad, that there was such situation.
You speak me, that we shall find the decision of this problem together. But how to find the decision of this problem? In fact now
this problem on me. To me to solve this problem. I understand, that you are far from me and cannot than me to help. I am grateful
to you for your support. Thanks Xxx, for that that you at me is. Now I very much wish to be with you and to love you. I have more
that it is not necessary except for you. But I cannot be with you because between us there was this barrier. I do not know as me
it to solve. And from it on my eyes of tear. Forgive me favourite!! Xxx, you unique the man with which I shall be happy. I hope,
that this problem will be solved. I with impatience shall wait for your letter. Yours for ever Natalya
To me painfully to speak to you about it. But I cannot arrive to you. Xxx, it is very expensive to me. When I have heard how many
the trip I will cost has not fainted nearly. Xxx, I have asked them whence they took such prices. They have explained to me, that
if I will make all it is itself, leaves even more. As it will be necessary for me to go and receive documents most. And at them
contracts everywhere are concluded and consequently they make it more cheaply, and faster. They have asked me, whether I will
conclude the contract on a trip. I have refused. Xxx, forgive me, forgive me for that that I to you have encouraged, forgive for
that that I spoke to you about that that our meeting will be very fast. I trust in our love and I trust in that that all dreams
realizable. Xxx, I do not know that to you to tell, I understand that that I am guilty to you. But if you forgive me, we can
continue dialogue further. And further we will already see, that to us to make. I love, I love you, all heart and me it would be
desirable to shout so loudly, that you would hear about it!!!!! You are necessary to me, and your love!!!! I beg you, forgive me
that I was so it is silly and has not learnt about all in advance. I thought that my savings will suffice, but it is not enough of
it. I simply did not know. Forgive me Xxx!!! Xxx, you at me good and I hope that you will think and will try to understand me
developed situation. I very much hope for your pardon because without you my life is not meaningful! I love you, I love, I love
you Xxx!!!! I hope to see your answer! I LOVE YOU!!!! Without you, I do not know, what for to me to live. I am created only for
you!!! Loving Natalya
Xxx, is glad to read your lines. Thanks for that that you bring to me in them a smile, pleasure. Xxx, I am happy when I read
your lines. And I so would like, that you would speak it to me, looking in my eyes. You want it? As I spoke to you, I visited the
doctor. But before visiting the doctor in has staid huge turn, in our hospital now there are physical examinations, on
conscription. I at all do not understand, why it passes in simple hospital. From for it there huge turns, even old grandmothers
sit and wait for that when there will pass physical examination young men. Xxx, and at you before conscription young men as pass
physical examination in usual civil hospitals? I think, that the state should take away special places for this purpose. I very
tired to expect, the doctor to me has told, that at me not that terrible has written out to me Arbidol. You know such medicine. He
to me has told, that it will soon relieve me of cold. I will be on it hopes. Xxx, in hospital I have met my former schoolgirl
Mariya, she was with mum they as have melted on reception in the doctor to the pediatrist. Mariya, was ill with a chicken pox. I
have wished her the prompt recover. She has asked me, when I to them will return. I would not like to speak to her, but I have
told that that I any more when at them I will not teach. She was very much afflicted but I have told to her that that she very
presented girl and when she will grow she can understand all it. Then I have looked in my bag and have found sweets, I have
treated her. She has smiled, and to me was so pleasantly to see this smile. Xxx, I very much like to see at close people a smile
on the face, it makes me pleasure. Xxx when I will arrive to you I always I will smile!! You will be happy from it? Xxx, today I
wished to go to travel agency what to learn about a trip to you. But I have not had time to make it today as, very long time have
stayed in hospital. Tomorrow I will go there and I will begin our meeting. I very much wish to speak to you, about the love
looking in your eyes, and I am am pleased very much with that I can make it soon!!!! Yours and only your loving Natalya
P.S.
On a photo which I send you I am in cafe on anniversary of wedding of the girlfriend and its husband. We have perfectly noted this
remarkable holiday.
Xxx, love washing, I am very happy, to hear your answer. I am glad, that you as well as you want, that we would be together. I
love you all heart and soul. Xxx when I in the first have received your letter, fairly to tell I did not think that that it to
turn to such feelings. Xxx, now I cannot live without you and day. Earlier I heard much about love, how it is fine, but not when
itself did not test it. Now I understand, that this such. To me all without a difference, for me the main thing, that at me is
you, other all is indifferent. I am assured, that with you I will be the happiest girl in the world. I am very happy that that our
feelings are mutual. Xxx, each person should have second half, I have found her. It you Xxx!!!! Today I have been very strained,
I all thought that you will answer me. When I went to library, my heart fought as if one million times a minute. I have opened
your letter, and my heart has stood. Thanks you Xxx!!!! Thanks that you are. Thanks that I have found you. You trust in destiny?
Xxx after we have got acquainted I I trust in destiny, not that in the world does not become in vain. All life I was one, I
waited for that minute when there will be you!!!! My thoughts now all are mixed, I think of much. I also dream, I worry, I weigh
all. Xxx if both of us agree to that that I come to you. I will learn all about a trip. Xxx as soon as I learn all I I will
inform you. Xxx, I think that that it not all so simply, but I will make all and I will arrive to you. I am assured that it of my
forces. Moreover into the account of forces, something now they do not suffice me, when I went to parents I have caught a cold a
little, but I think, that it not that serious and it will pass. I think, when we will be together, we will care the friend at that
time when to us badly. We will share the life experience. I think, that together our life will be fine!!! You too so think? Well.
On it I will finish to an owl the letter, tomorrow affairs much, still I wish to descend in hospital what to pass inspection, and
that the doctor would write out to me any tablets, that cold would not turn to something more serious. As, I will go, and I will
learn how me to arrive to you. I will write to you tomorrow my long-awaited Xxx. Dreaming of you Natalya
P.S.
Here I am in bowling club, I went there when still was the student with the classmates. The truth I and has not learned to throw
this sphere, but was very cheerfully and fascinatingly.
Xxx, I have returned from parents. My trip has passed perfectly. We have well spent time. We had many themes for discussion. The
most important thing about what we is final talked, it about us with you. Xxx, my parents have told that are very glad for us
that that we love each other and we wish to be together. I have told it, that I am going to go to you. They were very disturbed by
it, but I have calmed them and have told, that all will be good. My parents see that that I very much love you, and they wish my
only good luck. Xxx, and I will be happy only with you. And on it they release me to you. But now at me a question to you! Xxx,
you understand, what for me it is very big step? It will absolutely change our lives. Xxx, I long thought as us better to meet, I
think that it will be better if I go to you. Because now I do not work for me a lot of free time and to a smog without problems to
prosecute trip subjects. Besides I hope, that to a smog to continue to be engaged in dances at you. If certainly you not against
that! Xxx as tell, you have a place where we can live together? For me the main thing, that you would be always with me nearby,
that it is not necessary for me in a life any more. To me without a difference, as well as in what conditions to live, the main
thing, that every night I would fall asleep in your embraces! Xxx, please, consider still time and give me the answer. I think,
that relations initially should be under construction on trust and that we should trust each other. I am assured, that if I will
arrive to you, with me all will be good. I am afraid a little, whether a little that can be. But my love more than any fear and I
has decided, that if you will want, I will go to you. But I will begin, something to undertake only after you will tell to me the
definitive answer. Weather at us corresponds to seasons. In the winter at us it is cold also we have a lot of snow, in the summer
at us warmly and the sun shines, snow in the spring thaws, everywhere many streamlets in the street flow and trees and flowers
start to blossom, and an autumn on the contrary starts to become cold after one summer and trees reset the foliage. I sometimes
ski. Now my life has changed, and it was made by you. I wish to be only with you. But while we far apart and me it is necessary to
wait for your letters only. Xxx, whether I hope soon to see your letter and the definitive answer to that that you want that I
have arrived. Yours and only yours Natalya
P.S.
In this photo I was absolutely casually photographed by my girlfriend. We so laughed above her!
Xxx, you know, today I weigh day I think of us. About that, as though we were together. I very much wish to believe that all will
be fine, but I hope that you understand all gravity of an event. I hope that that you understand that that for us for both is very
big and important step. Xxx, at the person in a life always there comes the moment in which it chooses also that that he will
choose, will be with it further. I very much worry. I weigh all. Xxx, I heard about that that there are bad men in America which
offend Russian girls who come to them. But I am assured that you the good man and that with me there will be all in a full order.
I should tell to you about it because it in my head and I would want that you knew that that I completely trust you. Xxx, you the
fine man!!!! But I need to consider all, I need to solve all for itself. In a life I always make the considered steps, and I
cannot give you the concrete answer now. But I will think. I hope that that you will understand me! Xxx, you only present as it
for me if I go to your country. I there not when was not, and you I as not when did not see. At me now in a head of thousand
thoughts, a shower to ask to you. It is the big step and I think that you as need to reflect well about it. You are very
courageous, as you are able to perform man's work. It seems to me, that it is good, that you hand over the apartment. To these you
help these people. It is a pity to me, that you have lost the cats. Xxx, remember I spoke to you about that that when to me
happens badly or I do not know the answer to a question I go home. Xxx, I think that that now just such situation. Tomorrow I
cannot write to you I will go to parents to me it is necessary to consult to them. Xxx, I very much, very much hope for that that
you will understand me and will not take offence! Yours Natalya
P.S.
It is a photo it has been made by my fellow worker. We with her and with its child went for a drive from a hill on the city area.
It was very pleasant to look at a smile of its child when she moved down from a hill. Here fun was!
I am glad to see your letter. Your letters for me are very important. It is important to me to know, what with you? How you? I
love you, whether also I very much worry as it should be you. I very much want, that we would be a number, that we could see every
day each other and could care about each other. I shall necessarily transfer Svetlana your words. To me very much, it is pleasant,
that you like these remarkable dreams of us. Xxx, I think much, we already are much familiar, if I arrive that as well as what we
will make? We will be happy together? To me it is a lot of for happiness it is not necessary. If you smile, and at you all will be
good, it will be happiness for me. It will be so? Xxx I do not know, how close your people will react. They will accept me? At
you, probably, other customs. I do not know, you after all in other country and as as will be and as all will occur. Xxx I do not
know. How you think, all will be good? If you tell what yes I will arrive to you, and we will be together. What to you speak
acquaintances? You spoke to them about me? They will be glad for us if we are together? They will not stir to our happiness? How
you think? Xxx I need to know all it what to be assured that I will not bring to you frustration by the arrival, and we can enjoy
our love. I will wait for your letter, and answers to my questions. Yours and only yours Natalya
P.S.
It is a photo from a concert of my pupils. There was to take a detached view very interestingly and curiously to that to that I
have learned these children.
Xxx, how your affairs my sweet? Whether all at you is perfectly in order? I very much grieve for you the sun!!! Yesterday I have
very well spent time. We very much did not see for a long time all. Xxx, you know and I one remained not married of all with whom
we together studied. Almost all have children. At everyone the cares. Many have come on a meeting with the husbands. Xxx, you
know so interestingly to look at those whom for a long time did not see. All have very much changed. We sat in cafe, laughed,
recollected the student's years. You know together we have recollected so much, I even from this did not remember half. Xxx, me
it was very cheerful. You are glad for me? Then all gathered home and Svetlana, with husband Aleksandr, have decided me to spend.
We went and talked Svetlana, has asked me about, whether I communicate with you. I to her have told about you, about what you
good. She asked me to tell apologies to you that she in the beginning has not so treated kindly you. You accept its apologies? I
hope what yes! Xxx, know I all road went and thought only of you and about that what somewhat quicker to lay down to sleep and
dream about you. Xxx, my desire was executed to me you have dreamt! Whenever possible I shall call to you. It would be very
amusing to hear your voice. I am glad, that you went on so much the necessary action. It is very good, that at you they are spent,
as disaster it not a pleasant thing. I liked your picture. This dream was such realistic. In it to me dreamt how we were together.
We sat with you at restaurant between us candles burnt. We looked in the face each other and admired. Xxx, there was all as in
reality, I even saw reflexion of in your eyes. We sat talked then you took my hand and has invited me to dance. I have fallen in
your embraces, and we were turned in love dance. To me even seemed, that I felt warmth and tenderness of your hands. In the
morning I have woken up and, having opened eyes you, were not a number, I very much was upset. I so would like, that this dream
would become a reality! And you want it? Xxx I have understood, now I am precisely assured that I love you!!! And I would like to
shout so loudly, that it would be heard by you my prince!!!! I love, I love you! And I am assured that you that man whom I waited
all life!!! I very much would like to admit to you love, looking you in the face!!! I am am overflowed with emotions, at last it
happens. I have found you my unique and long-awaited. I with impatience will wait for your letter. I send you millions kisses I
hope they to concern you and to return to me, on my lips! Good-bye mine and only mine Xxx!!! Yours and only your asterisk Natalya
Thanks for that you have written to me. I am very glad to see your letters, it for me is fine! I am glad, that you like my dreams,
I so wanted, that they would be carried out in a reality. I so am glad, that you not against, that that I shall go on a meeting of
graduates! I weigh evening I shall think only of you. I am not going to forget you as you to me steel it is very dear. I would be
very very glad to speak by with you to phone, but at present at me it is not present. You can give me the phone number and when at
me to appear an opportunity to call to you, we with you shall agree about all. This very lovely expression. Today I went in many
places what to get a job. I have passed many places, but or something did not suit me, or all places have already been occupied. I
already have gone home and on road I have gone through a kindergarten, there I have seen announcements, that it nurses are
required. I have come there, to me have told what to get a job, for this purpose, to them it would be necessary to submit all
documents and to pass interview. I have left at all of them my documents they have told to me that that all will consider and in a
week I can be approached there and to pass interview. Xxx how you think a trade of the nurse in a kindergarten it well? Tell,
please, that you suspect the account of it. It is a photo it is made in city where there lives my aunt. I to her come almost every
summer. On this bridge it is very beautiful, especially at night when yellow lanterns are lit and to see their reflection in water
very perfectly. Xxx, forgive me, but on it I should finish the letter as for this purpose, what to be in time on a meeting of
graduates to me it would be necessary to go faster home and to change clothes. I do not wish to be late. I hope, that you
understand me. I will write to you tomorrow, and I will tell about that as all has passed. Xxx, you a charm!!!! Yours and only
yours Natalya
I ADORE YOU AND I WISH TO FEEL YOU!!!!!! I ADORE TO READ YOU!!!!!! It is pleasant to me to see from you such fine words. For love
there are no barrier if I shall solve all, I think, that without problems I can arrive to you. I am glad, that you liked my eyes.
It is very pleasant to me to hear your fine compliments. To me to like as you me call. It so is wonderful. My name Natalya,
surname Malkova, birthday on June, 28th 1982, the address: street Lenina 87, an apartment 14. I have recollected history that when
the person is born there is a new star and when someone dies one star falls. One star - one life. I looked at the sky and searched
for our stars. It is very interesting to me, what occurs, when two persons, enamoured each other meet? Xxx how you think? I
think, that stars unite. Also become more and more brightly. I hope, that written English you understand mine and understand my
feelings. Xxx you know, what happens yesterday? I, as well as thought, have met you in the dream. It was so perfectly. We have
met in the street, I went along the street and thought of what that, you went to me towards and thought of the. And we have
casually faced, Xxx, you have asked, I will go with you to cinema or not. I have told, I do not know. You had one more ticket,
and you have invited me. And I have gone with you to cinema. But cinemas we did not look, we communicated with you more. When the
comedy has ended, we left cinema happy and happy. You have told, that spend me. When we have reached the house we did not wish to
be separated. We stood about my door both talked. Also have not noticed, how became close one to another and we have kissed. AS
OUR FIRST KISS WAS FINE!!!!!! IT WAS FINE!!!!!! On my body there has passed a pleasant shiver. I have fallen in your embraces, and
you have kept me, and we continued to kiss. Xxx, you see dreams? You can describe them? I would like, what our dreams would
become a reality, you want it Xxx? I send you the kisses, and I hope, what tomorrow I will receive yours as, you will send them
to me?? Something I have fallen into a reverie and nearly have not forgotten to tell to you. Today, I have gone to housing and
communal services, you know, what is it? At us there pay for utilities. I needed to pay for light, and there I have met with
Svetlana. But she hurried up home because she needed to make a supper to the husband. I am very glad for her, I too would like to
make a supper for the favourite person. You would like, what I would make a supper to you? Svetlana has told, that it is very glad
that has met me, she has told to me, that was going to go today to me. Xxx, you remember, I said to you, that when we sat in cafe
with Svetlana, she has told to me about a meeting of graduates. This meeting will be tomorrow. You not against if I will go on a
meeting of graduates? To me it is important, that you will tell on it. I will look forward your letter! Your most gentle Natalya
P.S.
On a photo which you are sent by me am in village at the parents. On this place my daddy likes to fish, sometimes it fishs
from a boat and I together with him. Somehow time in the childhood I have fished, I was very glad, but I had to release her so-as
her it became a pity to me.
Xxx I am glad to your letter, I very much miss you, and I think of you constantly. Last time everything, that I make, it I think
of you. Each your letter as an adventure for me. I read them with ecstasy. I am glad, that you liked my dream. As it is
interesting, in America schools of dance are appreciated. I asked about skype the manager of library from which I write to you,
it{he} has answered me it, that skype we shall not admit{allow} for our territory. I liked your photos. These children such
darlings. Xxx, you the fine man! In you understanding and kindness. You know, not all people are capable to possess such
qualities. I always dreamt to meet such as you!!! Xxx, you so are similar to which that man I searched for all life. But I still
completely am not assured of it. But I very much would want that it was so. Xxx, in my life that that has turned over. She became
interesting and is filled by sense after we have got acquainted! Tell to me, our acquaintance has changed as that your life. Xxx,
now I try to fall asleep faster what in a dream to see to you and when you come to my dream I is happy. Xxx, I at all do not
understand last time that occurs to me. Xxx, I test to you that that especial. I feel, that I not when had not to test. When I
read your letters, my heart fades, and in me as if all turns over. I can represent you hours, and I have all new and new dreams.
You represent even when I go to bed I embrace a pillow and I represent that it you!!! Xxx how you think it love? I not when not
whom did not love, and I do not know, that to me occurs. But I so was to be believed, that it really love and that you that person
for whom I am created. You not when, did not hear, say, that each person has second half and when the person meets her, it to
become as though whole. The life changes and the person to become is happy. You trust in it? How you think, we could be two half
each other? I do not know, how it has occurred, but I think, that I LOVE YOU!!! I am am overflowed now with emotions I feel as if
I fly. Xxx, you the first man to which I have told that I love. And something is spoken inside to me, by you the first and last
man who can Xxx to me love!!!! I understand, that it is somehow unexpected, but I could not be silent more about the feelings to
you. Now I very much wished to learn what you feel? It is a photo it is made at the girlfriend of the childhood of the house. We
with the girlfriend had nothing to borrow and we have decided on to be photographed. Very amusing photos have turned out. I about
excitement will wait for your letter! I hope, that today you will come to me in a dream! Your sweet Natalya
Xxx how today there was your day? My day is fine today. Me all overflows with energy. Xxx, it is all because of that that I have
woken up today with fine mood. Today you have dreamt me. Xxx, this dream was fine. To me dreamt, as we go with you nearby, about
something we talk. We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways her, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands
and start to turn with me. I laugh, and even in a dream I have felt warmth of your embraces. Then you have put me on the earth,
and we have appeared the face to each other, in your eyes I saw the reflexion, reflexion of the blue sky. This dream such was such
distinct I so did not wish to be overslept. Xxx to like you my dream? You would would like that it became a reality? Xxx, in me
that that varies. Now I not when do not long, I think that has put only in you!!! It seems to me, that my life varies. And it is
very good. My day was today all is occupied, I went in many places what to get a job. But yet that has not found, but I despair. I
would like to be arranged by training what to be engaged in that is pleasant to me. But it is now very difficult, as in our city
this trade is not especially claimed. And you have schools of dances? Dances are extended in your country? At us it not so is
developed. On it there are not enough schools, as further not where to develop. So in most cases in dances in our country are
engaged only as a hobby. And I always wished to be engaged in it professionally and to raise the level. I am very glad, that you
experienced for me. When I went to the parents, I thought of you much, represented, us together. My parents really remarkable, I
am very grateful to them, that they have brought up me, and that help me with difficult situations. Thanks for idea on the account
of private training, I shall try is borrowed by this work. To me it is very pleasant, that you tell about me. Too it seems to me
that early to reflect on a trip. Today I send a photo where I am in village at the parents. I remember as we together with mum put
seeds of colors. And now they have grown. I so like to look at them. They very beautiful when I come to village I them always I
water. I very much love flowers! And other photo is made at an entrance of my apartment which I remove. There we with my very good
neigbour like to stir about different things and to observe of small children which play in a court yard of the house. I hope,
that you liked my dream. I will look forward your letters and a photo!!! I want, that you would send, me more than the photos
where you smile. When I see a smile on your face, I would like to sing with happiness! Yours and only yours Natalya
Xxx, now I have arrived from parents. I have well spent time!!!! I have considered all and have decided to search for new work. I
have told about it to parents, they completely support me. To me very much, it is very pleasant, that you experience for me. There
is no it a photo were done not during present time, last of them have been made nearby a floor of year back. I have understood,
that you have written to me, it is very good to hear from you it. Xxx when I have arrived to parents, they were very glad me to
see. We talked much. They have understood at once that not everything is all right. I have told it that happens. The daddy has
flown into a rage from it. Xxx, but gradually he has calmed down. I have asked not to lift them again speech about it. Then it
has left to flood a bath. And we with mum have begun to cook food. In the evening at supper I have told to the parents about you.
I have told it about what you the interesting man and how me to like to communicate with you. Mum asked me on you much, I told
all. Then I have gone to a bath, and have laid down to sleep. In the morning I have woken up from singing of birds. I have gone on
kitchen, mum did not sleep any more and made a breakfast. I have washed and have gone, to walk on street. There very beautiful
nature. I went and thought of how it would be fine to go now with you for a hand! My head was visited at once many by fine
thoughts! Xxx, you can present yourself it? Thinking of you, I have left very far. Then I was developed and have gone back when I
have come, the meal was already on a table. We had a bite, and I have decided to go home. And already when I went in the bus, I
was visited by thought that I and itself have not noticed how has forgotten about all bad that happens. I went and thought of
words of parents, thought that it so is good when there are those who you support. The trip home very much has inspired me. And I
have gained strength for search of new work. Xxx, I have noticed that that when to me happens badly me pulls as a magnet in the
parental house, and I come back from there always is full of energy and optimism!!! Xxx, tell to me than you were engaged? You
missed on me? I very much missed!!!! Xxx, the daddy and mum asked to send you regards!!! As that they are very glad, to our
dialogue. And how your native concern our dialogue? In a photo which I send am at the parents in village, in the house which daddy
has constructed. There so it is wonderful! I always liked to kindle together with the father a bath and to walk on the fine nature
in those places. In this village there is very beautiful wood, I very much like to collect there mushrooms of which we with mum do
very tasty soup. On road to library I have bought the newspaper with announcements, of that who it is required for work. Now I
will go home, it is necessary to see many announcements, probably, that I will find, something approaching!!! But it is now not so
good with work. Our city small also is badly developed. Therefore with work at us it is very bad. Close many enterprises, because
of that that production is not realised. Many people remain without work. On it I think, that work search will not be a lung. I
very much hope for that that at me all to turn out and soon I will be arranged somewhere. Xxx, you trust in me? How you think at
me to turn out? Tomorrow I will come and I hope to see your letter! Natalya
Xxx, Thanks for your letter. I am glad, that you have written to me!!! You have calmed me. I am not going to write the
application to militia on the chief, as it very influential. Today I have come into school, have written the letter of resignation
and have taken away the documents. I long thought how to tell to my pupils that I am more at them I will not teach. Then I have
dared and I have come on employment have told it, that I will not teach more at them. Children very much were upset. Xxx, so
painfully that to me I was necessary to hurt me that of whom I love. But I very much hope, that when they will grow, they will
understand me. When I left a class on my eyes there were tears. Xxx, I adore these children, they to me all as native. But I
cannot work more there after an event! I long thought yesterday of it when I recollect how this animal tried to touch me with the
paws, me a nausea. I thought what to speak it to someone or not. Has solved that that it is not necessary to make it as its status
is high also that that I will tell me will not listen, and he will think up other history in which I it will appear is wrong!!! So
I have decided to leave simply easy. How you consider, I have correctly made? In my head confusion. I have left work. It is a pity
to me, that I cannot teach to the groups of employment more. But I think that that, I will visit them. I think this best that I
can make!!!! Xxx, now I will go to parents. I need to stay with them and much over what to think. I need to decide what further
to make!!! Tomorrow I will return and at once I will write you the letter! Today I have sent these photos with the letter: one of
them has been made was when we with girlfriends have gone on shops and when we passed through our remarkable park we have decided
on to be photographed. Another is made in an apartment of my good girlfriend before have gone to the fellow worker per day a birth
to cafe. On other photo it is made in city where I rent the apartment, I went with the colleague for work through one of the most
beautiful streets at us in city. This street reminds me histories from books of ancient writers of novels. I have already got used
to you. You such person who would like to open. I am happy that that the destiny has given chance to us to learn one another. I
will miss very much your letters, but I will remember you every minute. I will write at once as soon as I will return!!!
Xxx, with each letter you become to me more and more interesting. Already it seems to me, that at us it is a lot of general. I
impatience wait for your letter because they to me I cheer up. I at all have not noticed, how there has passed week. And you like
to receive my letters? I very much would wish to please you with the letters!!! Today I have come for the work, all my colleagues
very much liked my new hairdress. Xxx, tell that you like to make and what to you brings a smile? Tell to me about it. It seems
to me, what you like to observe sports meets? Whether so it? I think, I with pleasure would keep you the company in it. I like to
watch TV, various programs. I very much like programs about history. To me to like to learn how was earlier. And you know about
history of the country much? You could not tell to me about it? I do not know much about your country, but I very much would like
to learn your culture. It for me would be very informative!! ! As I like to gather the company and to play various games. More
often I make it on work. When I see, that children have strongly got tired I speak to gather it in a circle, and we play a
blind-man's-buff!!! All over it is children's game. You sometime heard and about her? You know, what is it? If will be over to you
interestingly, I can tell to you about it in the following letter. In Russia are really accustomed to take temperature in Celsius.
To me it is very pleasant, that you have told to the friends about me. "Borrowed" is when the person works or not time for
something. I asked the manager of library where I correspond with you about skype, it has answered me it, that skype is not
accessible to our territory. And at you is, what or a hobby? My hobby is an embroidery, knitting by spokes. To me to like to be
engaged in it. To knitting and an embroidery when I was small, I was learnt by the grandmother and after that, I did not cease to
be engaged in it. In the beginning I knitted for dolls, then have gradually started to knit, something bigger. Now in my clothes a
lot of prophetic which I have connected. On it a photo I am on final evening. I bear a gift to the favourite teacher, she was so
is glad that that I have paid to it such gesture of attention. As I often carry out various actions on work. You remember, I to
you told about concerts of times in a month on which children act for the parents? I hope, that you remember!!!! And so I always
bring, something new in these performances. Each time I think out different dances in which children act. It so is healthy. I am
assured, that very much it would be pleasant to you, if you saw it!!!! And you like to dance? Tell to me, you visited, ever
children's concerts? Xxx, you know to me so easily with you, communicating with you, I can speak about all. I nothing I do not
hesitate. I am surprised, how I become, is opened to you!!! Please, tell to me more about how passes yours put! It is very
interesting to me to know your way of life! I look forward your letter!!! Good-bye Xxx!!!! Yours Natalya
Your letters, please me. In independence of that with what mood I have come to library, it to become better when I read your
letters. Eik, tell to me about that as there was your day? Than you were engaged today? It is very pleasant to me to learn about
your friends. I am glad, that they at you are. Eik, today I went to a hairdressing salon to have hair cut. Usually I am am cut by
one woman. But today she was not, and I was cut by other expert. It was very unusual me. In the beginning not so it was pleasant
to me. But then already at home I have approached to a mirror have looked also to me that seemed that I became more cheerful to
look. Eik, but I think that that this business not in a hairdress. I think, that I became more cheerful because, that I
communicate with you! Eik, and you will come, great value to the hairdress where you have hair cut? You have any constant place?
Eik, you know when I was small and only have started to go to school me my mum cut. I remember, it so was pleasant to me. My mum
very much watched me. And on it at school friends rumpling named the woman of fashion. ______, and you had any nickname at school?
Children always think out something. Yes, at all only children here for example now me the girlfriend name Beauty. Eik and how you
name your close friends? It is very good, that you understand my girlfriend. To me it is very pleasant, that you have told about
me. I liked your photos. Very beautiful and lovely boy on a photo. I very much would wish to get the child. I will wait for your
letter, I hope soon, very soon it to see! While, so long!!! Yours Natalya
Today when I went from work I have met one of the girlfriends. Her name is Svetlana. We with her together studied at institute.
Last time at us not often turns out to meet. As at me the husband and two children is a lot of work, and at her. We were so are
glad from that that, have met, and She has suggested me to come into cafe to have a drink coffee about cakes. I have accepted its
offer, and we have gone to cafe in which often happened in student's years. She to me has told that the meeting of graduates of
institute will soon take place. I have been very surprised, as after the study termination should one meeting. She to me told
about the life much, that at her has occurred the new. Svetlana, has asked me as my private life. I have answered her, that I talk
to you. She very much was surprised that that, I talk on the Internet. She has asked, why I cannot meet someone here. I have told
to her, that I wish to meet the good, interesting man, that to us to it would be to talk about what. I think that that the person
from other country it very interestingly. In the person for me the main thing his soul, that I can learn from letters, and all the
rest for me costs on the second place. In general I consider that that dialogue through letters, allow to learn more about the
person because in letters it is possible to tell that that will not tell in the opened. And on the one hand it is very romantic,
as two enamoured sent letters to olden time each other with pigeons. I think that that it can be compared to it! Xxx, and you as
consider? Xxx, I wish to meet the man with good manners. That does not suffice in Russian men. Svetlana, already second time in
marriage, its first marriage was not happy. First her husband, used alcohol and when it got drunk beat Svetlana much, called,
broke all in the house that it was possible to break, and turned out. She spent the night at me very often earlier, I remember,
how she cried at all nights without a break. To me was her so it is a pity. Svetlana, thought that there will pass time, and it to
change, but went year after year, and it all remained same. Then she has dared and has divorced from it. Now she is happy, she has
met the good man, he practically does not drink, and to care of her. At them children were born. When I see them together, I am
glad to observe as they are happy. It so is fine!!! We talked with Svetlana much. She to me has told, that I would be cautious
with you, that I would not repeat its errors. In the end of conversation we have promised each other that, will be more often to
see and call on to each other. She is very good girl we with her have much passed together, in all troubles and pleasures she
always was with me. As well as Yliya. We are familiar With her since the childhood, we went to one school and lived in the next
houses. When have left school, have together gone to study, only she studied on The stomatologist. We not when are not separated
from her. Now we almost see every day, we come to each other. She married. I think that that, Yliya, is very happy in marriage. I
am very glad for her! Husband Yliya call Danil, it often leaves to work on the north because in our city not so it is a lot of
work. And they wish to give birth now to the child, it is very difficult to contain children In our country. He tries, earns for a
family, for this purpose what they had all well. Yliya, understands it and with impatience each time waits for its returning. When
Danil leaves, we with Yliya often gather at my place what to sit to talk about a life. When there is time, we go to walk
somewhere. She to me as sister. I think if you knew her, you as have told that that she the good person!!! At me only two
girlfriends, but they true and I can always rely on them!!! And at you it is a lot of friends? You could not tell to me about
them? To me so it is pleasant, that you wait from me for news. You are very interesting to me Today I send next time to you the
photos: On it a photo we on walk with girlfriends. There was a winter and was cold. Everyone know, that in Russia very cold
winters, but we ran and had a good time, on it to us was warm. It is a photo it has been made when we with friends went to a
campaign. It was very fascinating! We collected mushrooms, floated by a boat, and have welded soup on a fire in the evening and
have fried a fish in a foil which was caught by the father of one of my girlfriend. As it was tasty! In last photo we with my very
good girlfriend and the fellow worker. At us in Russia passed the International Women's day and on work have arranged in honour of
it a holiday. We were presented with sweets in boxes and soft toys. To me it was very pleasant. I hope, that you do not take
offence on Svetlana, for that that she about fear has concerned you!!! Also has asked to be me cautious. I think her it is
possible to understand, to her much was necessary to go through. And she does not want, that I would repeat its errors. I hope
that that you will not be offended on her for it!!! On it I will finish the letter. I will look forward your answer. Yours Natalya
I am glad to see your letter!!!! How at you weather? We had all the day lon=
g a sun, it very much cheers up!! You love solar
weather? In independence of that the winter or summer when in the street th=
e sun brightly shines, at me happens good mood. You
know, speak, how you will begin day so it and you will spend? We have such =
saying, in Russia. On it I try to begin morning always
with a smile. My day has passed today well. I weigh day was on work. Xxx, =
I very much love the work. As I spoke, she is connected
with children. I work as the teacher throughout 5 years. I teach a choreogr=
aphy and piano lessons. And you play on what or a
musical instrument? Xxx, you would like to learn to play a piano? I think,=
I could learn you to it! At me three groups of
children. In each group on 15 persons. To me so to like to learn them to da=
nce, discipline and music. I very much love these
children. Xxx, at times that seems to me that I replace with it parents. A=
t them always changeable mood, sometimes they are
capricious also to me to have to calm them. And to me to like to make it. W=
hen at children with whom I am engaged, something turns
out to me so pleasantly to look at it. We have many concerts, performances.=
As every month we have a concert for parents where
children show the successes. All parents of children who are trained at me,=
very much are grateful to me. And I am happy from that
that, I make something good for people, and I bring it pleasure. My day alw=
ays is filled by smiles and vanity. But when I come to
become home to me is very empty. Xxx, you understand as it? It is very dif=
ficult, I always think only that there would pass night
faster and in the morning I again will be not one. But I do not despair!!! =
I always try to be good to people and all heart I hope,
that sometime I will meet that man, and between us the fine feeling love wi=
ll flash!!! I think, that each person should love and
be favourite!!! Xxx, and you as think? It for you is important? Xxx, earl=
ier I thought, that it will come in due course, but now
I have understood, that it not when will not come itself if not to open hea=
rt. And I so would like to make it, but only for the
unique person!!! Xxx what completely to trust it and to love its all heart=
not being afraid to burn. Xxx, and you tested
sometime the present love? Or you just as I wait second half which is appoi=
nted to you by destiny? And in general in my life such
motto =93everything, that all does not become to the best=94! It is such op=
timistical motto which always gives to me of forces.
Especially for work as a lot of energy what to charge there is required to =
her of my pupils. Xxx, tell to me about the work!
Whether you love her? Or you simply are engaged to her for this purpose wha=
t to live? That helps you to cope with every day
difficulties. To me it is very pleasant that you think of me. It is a photo=
it is made on my workplace. To me have charged to tell
about our school of arts to children and their parents who have decided to =
go on my employment: on a choreography and a piano.
They were all such lovely and kind, I would not like to start to be engaged=
with them! I wait your letter, and answers to my
questions it you will help me to learn better you, about what person!!!! I =
hope, that you as set to me all questions which you
interest. Xxx, whether as I wish to ask you all you understand that I writ=
e to you? Xxx, I learnt at school English language and
at institute, but all the same it not so is good, and I sometimes not under=
stand all that you write. On it I wish you to warn,
that you would not take offence, if suddenly I do not answer your question.=
Probably I simply have not understood, that it you had
to a kind. Xxx, on such cases I wish you to ask what you have simply writt=
en this question anew!!! Ok? On it I will finish the
letter! Good-bye!!! Yours Natalya
Thanks for your letter! How there was your day? Than you were engaged? I had today very intense day, and I am very tired. But, not looking
at this weariness, I would come what to write you the letter here. Xxx as I wish to warn you that, I cannot probably write every day as I
write to you from library. She to be not far from my house, but on holidays she does not work. As I sometimes leave to parents. But I will
necessarily warn you in advance if I cannot write. Ok?
I live in Russia. I could not be registered in Russia and I had to make it in Camden, New Jersey, the USA.
Today I to you wish to tell a little about the life. Xxx, I was born and have grown in small town Ust Kulom. As there I went to
school. After my school life has passed, before me there were many ways and it was necessary to make a choice. I think, that it for the
child the first adult choice which to it to have to solve most. Tell to me about the first independent decision? If certainly you remember
it! And so, as I always was the creative person, and during study at usual school I in addition was engaged at school of arts. My choice has
fallen on Institute The state pedagogical institute. In ours a city of such institute was not also to me it was necessary to leave the native house and to
leave in the city of Syktyvkar . I consider since that moment, my adult life has begun. I as now remember tears on the
face of mother when she saw off me. We would not like to leave, but we understood, that so it is necessary. And here in 1999, I
began to study and aspire to the dream. The student's life was everyone and poor and hungry, but during too time was a lot of cheerful.
Xxx, we lived in a hostel five together in one room, we had one kitchen on some rooms and when in the evenings we came from study we
went to prepare. I think, what exactly there I and have learnt to cook food. From there I has learnt many recipes and ways of preparation of
dishes, I looked, how other girls prepared and tried to make it as adding in a dish the highlight. At night we long did not go to bed talked
and dreamt of our further life. We tried to study, was not so easily. But at institute understood it and allowed to students to have a good
time. At us spent many actions, concerts in which we acted. Every year we were typed experience, became closer with girlfriends, there were
many new acquaintances. It became gradually easier to study, and to live in an unfamiliar city. And so in 2004 I have finished
institute. After that I have decided to go home, all the summer long I have spent houses. It was fine carefree time. But the summer has very
quickly passed. And in the autumn, I have returned back in Syktyvkar . Has rented small apartment, and it was arranged on the
robot in School of arts, in a direction from institute. I have grown fond at once of the work, and till now I remain in the same place. Now I
recollect that as began an adult life with a smile on the face though it was at that time very difficult. But I was steady on the legs and
went only forward. Probably I could not make it if in me not who did not trust. Xxx, I am very grateful to the parents and close
girlfriends who always were with me and supported me.
Here to you my three photos: On it a photo our final evening is represented! Here there is a small part of our group which was
issued from institute. The others send away in restaurant where we already send later. We have very well spent time! Had a good
time, danced, and have then gone to walk on night city! On it a photo I am with the classmates about our hostel, we were
photographed before going for final evening. To us have arranged celebratory action on which handed over diplomas. On it a photo I
am in the room in a hostel of our university with the classmate. This day I have received the first grant and we have decided suit
a celebratory supper in honour of it!
Xxx, tell you about how you got education? How you became the adult and independent man? It will be very interesting to me to learn
about it.
I hope, it will be interesting to you to read my letter, and to see my photo!!! Xxx, I as very much want, that you would send me the
photos, that I could consider you!!! Xxx if it was a photo where you after the study termination at school would be healthy!!!
I wait for your letter and I hope your photo!!!!
Your friend Natalya.
My mood is awful today. Xxx, I have left work. Even it is opposite to me t=
o speak about it. My chief, has come today to me in the
end of the working day and has asked to come then to it into an office. Aft=
er all pupils have left, I have gone to it to an
office. My chief not when did not ask to come me to them. I thought, that i=
t does not accept my work. In general as the person it
is very exacting. But when I have come, he has started to speak me what tha=
t nonsense, and has started to stick to me. I to it
have told, that it not to like me and that that I will tell about it to his=
wife. He to me has told, that then it will discharge
me from office and has started to stick to me further. I not that did not n=
eed to make, and I have struck to it a slap in the face
and have run out from an office. I have run faster home. I cried, and now o=
n my eyes of tear. I wished where to go, but have
thought, that you will worry. I have come what to write to you. Xxx, I fee=
l such defenceless. Why with me nearby there is no man
who could protect me! Xxx why men think, what if the girl is lonely, means=
to her it is possible to stick? I had relations, but
not long because I wish to feel the present love. And I not when did not te=
st such feelings. I all life wait the unique man whom I
will love and which will love me!!! I cannot the word =93I is simple so to =
say I love you=94. Only when I can tell it, I will be
happy. I hope, that when or I will meet such person. Xxx, I am assured tha=
t that it not when will not cause me a pain, and will
protect me. I at all do not understand men who can cause to the girl a pain=
. It seems to me, that for the man it should be low. I
am assured that you not when could not hurt the girl. Because, when I look =
at your photos, in your eyes I see, that at you is
smothering. You the kind person. Xxx, you very much like me, you not such =
as all. Forgive me, but I cannot write to you more now.
I need to calm down and consider all. Xxx, I hope that that you understand=
me!!!! Yours Natalya
Today I weigh day thought, that you will write to me, but when I have come to library, I very strongly was upset as I have not
found out your letter. I hope that at you was not simple time to write to me the letter as I do not wish to lose such good friend
as you Xxx. I shall wait for news from you.
I see your letter, and it means that we search for one and too. Xxx as I already spoke you my name Natalya. I not married also
have no children. I live in the city of Syktyvkar. I the cheerful and sociable girl. I like to achieve objects in view. In
other on what, I also have spent the most part of my life. I have loyal friends, it is a lot of colleagues. I always in the
attention centre as I work with children. But so that has turned out in a life that I have not met till now the love. I very much
wish to love and be favorite. On it I here! Xxx, I would like to know why you here? What reasons at you? You are lonely?
Xxx, many people, seeing me, speak that, I am happy!!! They make conclusions, looking that I always smile, respond on all
requests I participate in many actions. I conduct a vigorous way of life. But who does not guess at all as it is bad to me to come
into apartment in which not who does not wait for me, to lay down in cold bed, and will fall asleep only with thoughts on that
that tomorrow. And in the morning having opened eyes should whom near to itself. Earlier I did not give it such value but now when
I became more adult I start to reflect on it more and more every day. This thought does not give me rest. I wish to meet second
half. Xxx, washing the soul has got tired of melancholy, and I hope that dialogue through Internet probably that that will
change.
Today I send this three photos on one of them we with the girlfriend of the childhood had a rest on coast of the river which
proceeds at us in city. There was a fine weather and very good mood. In the summer many people as there it is very beautiful there
gather. On another I am on work, this day there was a birthday at my colleague. We marked its all working collective. It was very
cheerful!!! We played different games and played ridiculous histories. And on the third photo I have been embodied on my most
favourite holiday - New year! We with girlfriends have very well noted this holiday. We had a good time, went for a drive on a
hill which build every winter on the city area.
Xxx, I hope, that I was not sad in this letter and it to like you. I will look forward to hearing from you! Your new friend
Natalya
Xxx, thanks for that that you have answered my letter! My name Natalya. I wish to tell to you at once about the intentions. I
search only serious relations!!! If at you other plans for it. I think, that to us not on a way. And then I need to wish only to
your of good luck in search of that that you search!!! Xxx, I communicated with many men on the Internet. But the majority of
them wanted or naked photos, or suggested to become their mistress!!!! And some wanted too many from me! Xxx if your intentions
disinterested, and we are similar in search, write to me! Natalya
Hello dear mr. Xxx Schenk.
Yes it is valid Natalya Pervuhina, has with us the contract on a start
in USA. At present the ticket for it is not ordered yet as
it has not paid the remained part of the contract which makes 615
dollars USA. If Natalya's ticket will be paid till Friday of
this week then its start will be appointed to November, 2nd at 12:55
Moscow time. Our travel agency accepts payment only cash
means and only from that, the client which with it was concluded with
the contract. That according to the law on tourism. As we
are responsible for those services which we give to Natalya Pervuhinoj.
We hope, that to you were useful.
Yours faithfully tourist agent Nikolay Leshchyov.
Phone:+7(8212)569124
E-mail:voyage_tour4@rambler.ru
Hello my love, Xxx. As I am glad, that you have written to me. Forgive me please, as I did not have means what to write to you. I
have not much earned money. Xxx, I cannot here is. You would see, that occurs in Moscow. There it is so much many militiamen who
beat off from youth. To me it is very terrible here!!! Xxx, all it has begun, as any not Russian people have killed one young man
from Russia. Now all the youth has taken alarm and has left on meeting against foreigners. Here so it is terrible. Everywhere
militia. I have not got nearly under these operations. I saw at youth in hands there were knifes baseball bats, pistols, hammers,
axes. About, my God Xxx, me very much here terribly is. It resembles a hell!!! Xxx, you heard about it? Everywhere burn football
flashes. Xxx, what to me to do??? I want to you and to live easy!!! Xxx, I very much love you and I wish to be with you!!!!
Xxx, I understand you. You do not trust me! Proofs are necessary to you. You do not represent what deep wound you have
brought to me in heart. Xxx, I write to you letters from the bottom of the heart. I add in them a part of the heart. I
called to you!!!! My parents took the loan for us, that we would be happy. And you simply do not trust me. What are
still necessary to you of the proof? About, Xxx, my parents as I am now happy would see me now. It is good, that they
do not know, that I am in Moscow and I suffer from unfortunate love to you!!!! Xxx, you ask, that to you would call
from the airport. You present as it will look. I shall come there and I shall tell: " Call Xxx, to America, and it does
not trust that to me. They will tell, that I would leave from here. Will tell, that by it to do any more that how to
call to America in the personal purposes of any girl. Xxx, they will not call to you. Understand it. Well, I tomorrow
without problems shall meet Irina. That it would learn me, transfer it, that on me the grey jacket, a scarf on a head
and white trousers is dressed. I very much hope, that we shall meet Irina. And you will not require any proofs. Xxx, I
love you, but your checks deliver to me a deep pain! It is very a pity to me, that your family does not trust me. Xxx,
it not seems to you, what the best proofs will be, if they will see me personally? Xxx, I do not understand, what for
it was necessary for me to say lies, that Irina as that will help us. It was necessary, just to prove that I love you. I
do not understand it. To me so it is sick, that I here suffer without you, and to me is simple on simple I do not trust.
It is not fair!!!! Xxx, I understand, that to you it is not easy. I very much would want that you were happy. This my
deepest desire. I hope, that we shall meet Irina and it will prove to your family, that I love you!!!! Xxx, you have
Irina's photo? That I too would search for it at the airport. It will increase our chances of search. If is, to me its
photo please have gone. Xxx, I very much hope, that in two days I shall be in self-summer and to fly to you!!!! With
love, Natalya
Xxx, fine mine, I am mad on you missed. I understand your pain, please do not worry. I very strongly, strongly love!!!
Xxx, I have received news from Irina. Only I that have not understood in its letter, as there any not clear symbols,
instead of words. Transfer it, that it would write to me anew. Only let this time will write normal Russian letters.
Xxx, me it is very bad. I cannot live without you my gentle prince. I very strongly wish to be with you. To me so it is
sick, I would like to shout from a pain. Xxx. To me so badly my heart is broken off from a pain. It is a pain, it
breaks off me on a part. I do not know that to us to do. I very much would like only with you. I would give all for the
sake of you, but I not that cannot make. To me so painfully to realize it. I feel helpless. So it is bad to me to live
without you. Xxx. I every day think of us. I represent us together! It so is fine. I dreamed of it everything, a life,
that will sometime love me. When you will arrive for me? You have already prepared documents for a start to me? I very
much wish to see you!! To me so it is bad here without you!!!! I have absolutely frozen, I would like your heat!!! Xxx,
I love you!!! With love Natalya
Xxx, my love. To me it is very bad now. I do not know as you this all to tell. I shall well speak you from the very beginning. I
have gone to the airport, and there I was waited with bad news. Xxx, me it is very bad, I choke with mental anguish. When I have
gone in The airport to take off to you. The girl which works there would tell to me for that that I could take off to you, it is
necessary for me, In the consent with my visa I should have enough of money what to live in USA. I have been very surprised, me
not who earlier about It did not speak. Xxx, I could not think at all that that there can be such rule. I the truth did not know
about it!!!!! To me Have told that that have entered this rule because of that that some people leave there and start so to steal,
the vagabond and to be engaged Prostitution because at them not money for a life. I explained to them that I shall live at you
that we love each other that I shall be To live at you and me what money will be necessary, but to me have told that that a rule
exist for all and he do what Exceptions. I begged them, I explained to them that that we with you should be together, but they do
not listen to me and speak me only one that That rules exist for all. Xxx, I do not know that to us to do, I very much wish to be
with you. I want to you, I want you To see, embrace to kiss. To tell to you that that I strongly I love you. To me so badly
Xxx!!! I am upset. I do not understand ours The country, such rules what for are necessary. Xxx, I very much love you, you are
necessary to me only and your love. I cannot live without you. Xxx, I all life waited for you and here before us there was this
barrier. To me so it is bad, my eyes fill in bitter tears. Xxx, almost Me that that I so have strongly brought you! But I knew
that about it. My heart is broken off on a part from a pain, I cannot live without Yours love. I want to you my sun. Xxx, you
have shined my life, you have made me happy. Only with you I have learned that such The true love!!!!! Xxx, you that for whom I
waited all life. I adore you my charm. I very much do not have yours Supports now. I do not have not enough you now as air. About
as I would want that you have simply embraced me. To me very hard and terribly Here in the big city, I feel helpless. Xxx, I did
not think that that I should be informed you such bad News. I thought that that all behind and before us there are no not what
barrier more. Xxx, that seems to me that I deliver you It is a lot of problems, it is very heavy to me to realize it. I feel
myself very guilty to you. Xxx. To me it is very bad, I cry at this time and me so painfully that that it not tears of happiness
and pleasure, and tear of bitterness and the big mistake. I do not know that to us To do Xxx!!!! The Size of the sum which should
be together with my visa of 3000 dollars, and still necessary 70 dollars for Registrations of papers. 3070 dollars would be
necessary that I could be with you. My love I do not know where to me to take such money. All that I still had it 184 dollars. I
do not understand our country. What for such rules!!!!! I explained to them that that with me not that not Happens, but they speak
that that rules would exist that them to carry out, instead of to stand and to not persuade them! They have told that that from It
not that will not leave. And that what to stand to persuade them what to avoid these rules, simply waste of time. Xxx, I Thought
that that all is passed wonderfully, but now I have a problem, I do not know as me it to solve. I very much very much wish to be
only with you. I all would give what to be with you. Not that it is not a pity to me for the sake of our happiness. Xxx. Only
together we shall be happy. I I am tired to suffer wish to be happy and to do you happy. I am tired to live suffering. Xxx, I
love you my sun!!!! Xxx, I understand you that that to you very difficultly to help me there more for such short time. But as
soon as I shall arrive to you I At once I shall give you this money. I need to be shown only their presence and to prove to them
that that I can live in USA. I can not take off Today to you but I can receive at any time the tickets! My sun, but I can not go
today at all to hotel, and remain To spend the night at the airport what to save money. I am in full confusion!!! If you can that
help us. I very much want To be only with you, I wish to be with you for ever. I wish to become your wife and to be always with
you beside. But I do not know that to us To do. To me have told that that at them is Western Union and I as I can receive without
problems of money. I any more do not know as us it is possible To leave this position. Xxx, I shall not spend this money, I will
need to be shown only them and when I shall arrive to you I At once I shall give you them. Xxx, I do not understand as us further
to be, I very much very much wish to be with you. My life is not necessary to me without You! I want to you Xxx, my love. That is
very a pity to me that so it has turned out. It is very a shame to me before you Xxx! I hope that That you will have time to
receive my letter. Xxx, I very much worry, I hope that that you can help us my love. At me Shivers all body, I write to you this
letter shivering hands, my heart pours blood. To me it is very sick, Xxx, that I I deliver to you so much problems. Xxx, I love,
I love you wish to speak you it eternally!!! Xxx, forgive me mine Love!!!! I very strongly wish to be with you!!!! I would want
that we were happy. I wait for your letter in Internet cafe. I LOVE YOU XXX!!!! Natalya
Hello my love, Xxx. Forgive me for that that I for a long time did not write to you. I did not write as I did not have an opportunity to
make it. Xxx, I have got in hospital, from that that I have fallen in a hungry faint. I have regained consciousness to hospital and on up
to me doctors went. I long could not understand, that happens. Xxx, me it was very bad. I constantly thought of you. I have made friends
with women who laid in hospital. I have told it about our situation, about our love. They very much regretted me. When I discharged from
hospital, these women have borrowed me not many money, that I would write to you. I very much am grateful to them. Xxx, I am very glad,
that we again can talk with the friend the friend. Xxx, I am grateful to you, that you help our meeting. I hope and I wait all heart, that
you will arrive to me as soon as possible!!!! Now you come to me only in a dream. I cannot without you!!!! I cannot wait more, I cannot
endure all this pain!!!! Xxx, please take away me from here. Favourite Xxx you know, I very much miss on you! I think of you every day,
every night, every minute! When I think of you I represent us together!! About as I would like that we were together. It would be the
happiest time in my life. I sit I write to you Xxx this letter, and I dream that it has occured as it is possible more soon. To me it is
very sick now that before us now distances and ours with you the happiness depends on any time. Why before us now this barrier. Why two
loving persons cannot be together??? Why it occurs to us??? I cannot understand it!!! I sit now and I recollect your letters as to me it was
good when I have understood that I Xxx love you!! And now to me so badly and alone without you. Let we are divided now with distances, but
I trust that we Xxx love is strong also it can break this barrier and we shall be together!! My feeling will not break neither time, nor
distance. My heart cries that Xxx you are far, know, I have grown fond of you at once, I cannot present the life without you, you became
sense of my life! Xxx remember it always when to you hard, painfully, it is bad on a shower, recollect that you have I, there is a person
who you Xxx is loved also to which by you is very necessary, remember that each particle me belongs to you Xxx and only to you! YOU AT ME
THE BEST THE MOST FAVOURITE MOST DESIRED ON ALL LIGHT! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH I LOVE! With love your gentle and loving Natalya
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