Details
|
| First Name: |
Anastasiya |
| Location: |
Russia, Kaliningrad |
| Age: |
34 |
| Birth Date: |
01-02-1978 |
Letter 1
Hi, it's Anastasiya. I hope I'm not too late?
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Jul 28 [My grey eyes.jpg,it's me.jpg]
Reply
Hi Benny!
First of all I want to apologize for my delay with my answer. Please do
not be angry with me. Unfortunately I had no opportunity to write to you
sooner. I hope you remember me? I have written to you the short letter and
you have answered me. I wanted to answer at once to not keep you waiting
for my answer, but I got access to a computer only now. Please, forgive
me. I am very glad that you have answered to my letter. Thank you that you
have found time for answer. Unfortunately I cannot speak on the phone,
but I still hope we can write to each other and learn each other in
this way. Also maybe one day we will find a way to speak on the phone.
Probably first of all I should write the most important thing.
I hope and I think you are not very much afflicted that I live not in
your country (I think you already know about it). But I very much hope
that it does not frighten you, because I am the same lady like many
other ladies living in the different countries. I am the same person
with heart and soul. I very much am afraid that my nationality and my
residence will disappoint you and you will not write to me more, but at
the same time I sincerely hope that nationality and distinction of
cultures for you is not the most important things in a lady. And if
your interest is not limited by distance or borders, I really will be
very glad. Besides, in the near future I am going to travel to your country,
and who knows, maybe we would become the big friends or even more...
My country is Russia. Moscow is the capital of Russia. Now I live in
village of Kalinin. It's a small settlement, where live a few hundreds
inhabitants. Probably if you want to have the best understanding about
where I live, I should tell you that my village is located close to the
city - Shahty. It is a city located in Rostov Area - in a
southern part of the European Russia,near to such known cities as
Novoshahtinsk, Novocherkassk. In the childhood I dreamed to be a
translator of the English language. I dreamed to work with our
President to know all state and international secrets! (smile). But the
destiny has disposed differently. I think our president doesn't need my
services now because I am gynecologist, and I think that our president
would not allow me to examine him (smile)! I began to get education in
the comprehensive school with a medical bias. After ending school I
entered the Medical University.Now I work in a clinic. I work as an
gynecologist. I already said that my name is Anastasiya.
Benny, I promised to share with you my picture, I fulfils my promise
with worry and with pleasure. In addition to a picture I want to tell
that color of my hair is light-brown, though sometimes I like to change
color of hair. I hope you are not disappointed very much that I am a
light-brown, because I know that all men love more blondes? It is a
question!!! (smile). My height is 5 feet 6 inches. My weight is 120
pounds. And of course you should know that I am 30 years old. My
birthday is 01 February 1978. I have no children. I understand that all people
have various tastes and interests, but I sincerely hope that my picture
and my appearance will be pleasant for you. But if my appearance doesn't
conform to your tastes and interests, I will understand you, of course.
I the optimist at heart and it's often help me in my life. I already
adult woman; and I look at the life with a philosophical shade. But as
though I did not try to inspire myself that I absolutely happy woman, I
can't do it. I have fine lady friend, I have job and my apartment. But
there are things without which people cannot be happy. And for me it's
not material things. I have written to you the first and it means that
I am ready to share with you my thoughts. I am very glad and grateful
to you for that that you have answered me. Anyhow, I hope that you,
just as I, have interest in our dialogue, and I will wait your answer.
I sincerely think that there are no borders and distances for friendship.
In the end of my letter I want to ask you the most banal questions:
what music you like, what movies you prefer. These questions are really
interesting for me because I like American movies and American music
very much. I with pleasure will tell to you about it in my next letter
if you really want to learn more about me. Do you like your job, Benny?
Had you ever had experience in correspondence with a friend from other
country? Maybe you are more skilled in this than I am? If you do not
want to answer these questions, please do not answer. It is simply my
female curiosity. I will be very grateful to you also if you will send
me your pictures. I will be happy to have your pictures in the
computer. With the best regards. Anastasiya.
2 attachments — Download all attachments View all images
My grey eyes.jpg
16K View Download
it's me.jpg
34K View Download
Hi, it's Anastasiya. I hope I'm not too late?
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 4 [My grey eyes.jpg,it's me.jpg]
Reply
Hi Benny! I have feeling that you have not received my letter.
I send you again my letter that I sent several days ago.
I hope you will receive it and will answer me.
I have two your e-mail addresses; therefore, I have decided to write
to both addresses, as I am not sure what address you prefer.
Anastasiya.
Here is my letter that I sent you but didn't get answer:
Hi Benny!
First of all I want to apologize for my delay with my answer. Please do
not be angry with me. Unfortunately I had no opportunity to write to you
sooner. I hope you remember me? I have written to you the short letter and
you have answered me. I wanted to answer at once to not keep you waiting
for my answer, but I got access to a computer only now. Please, forgive
me. I am very glad that you have answered to my letter. Thank you that you
have found time for answer. Unfortunately I cannot speak on the phone,
but I still hope we can write to each other and learn each other in
this way. Also maybe one day we will find a way to speak on the phone.
Probably first of all I should write the most important thing.
I hope and I think you are not very much afflicted that I live not in
your country (I think you already know about it). But I very much hope
that it does not frighten you, because I am the same lady like many
other ladies living in the different countries. I am the same person
with heart and soul. I very much am afraid that my nationality and my
residence will disappoint you and you will not write to me more, but at
the same time I sincerely hope that nationality and distinction of
cultures for you is not the most important things in a lady. And if
your interest is not limited by distance or borders, I really will be
very glad. Besides, in the near future I am going to travel to your country,
and who knows, maybe we would become the big friends or even more...
My country is Russia. Moscow is the capital of Russia. Now I live in
village of Kalinin. It's a small settlement, where live a few hundreds
inhabitants. Probably if you want to have the best understanding about
where I live, I should tell you that my village is located close to the
city - Shahty. It is a city located in Rostov Area - in a
southern part of the European Russia,near to such known cities as
Novoshahtinsk, Novocherkassk. In the childhood I dreamed to be a
translator of the English language. I dreamed to work with our
President to know all state and international secrets! (smile). But the
destiny has disposed differently. I think our president doesn't need my
services now because I am gynecologist, and I think that our president
would not allow me to examine him (smile)! I began to get education in
the comprehensive school with a medical bias. After ending school I
entered the Medical University.Now I work in a clinic. I work as an
gynecologist. I already said that my name is Anastasiya.
Benny, I promised to share with you my picture, I fulfils my promise
with worry and with pleasure. In addition to a picture I want to tell
that color of my hair is light-brown, though sometimes I like to change
color of hair. I hope you are not disappointed very much that I am a
light-brown, because I know that all men love more blondes? It is a
question!!! (smile). My height is 5 feet 6 inches. My weight is 120
pounds. And of course you should know that I am 30 years old. My
birthday is 01 February 1978. I have no children. I understand that all people
have various tastes and interests, but I sincerely hope that my picture
and my appearance will be pleasant for you. But if my appearance doesn't
conform to your tastes and interests, I will understand you, of course.
I the optimist at heart and it's often help me in my life. I already
adult woman; and I look at the life with a philosophical shade. But as
though I did not try to inspire myself that I absolutely happy woman, I
can't do it. I have fine lady friend, I have job and my apartment. But
there are things without which people cannot be happy. And for me it's
not material things. I have written to you the first and it means that
I am ready to share with you my thoughts. I am very glad and grateful
to you for that that you have answered me. Anyhow, I hope that you,
just as I, have interest in our dialogue, and I will wait your answer.
I sincerely think that there are no borders and distances for friendship.
In the end of my letter I want to ask you the most banal questions:
what music you like, what movies you prefer. These questions are really
interesting for me because I like American movies and American music
very much. I with pleasure will tell to you about it in my next letter
if you really want to learn more about me. Do you like your job, Benny?
Had you ever had experience in correspondence with a friend from other
country? Maybe you are more skilled in this than I am? If you do not
want to answer these questions, please do not answer. It is simply my
female curiosity. I will be very grateful to you also if you will send
me your pictures. I will be happy to have your pictures in the
computer. With the best regards. Anastasiya.
2 attachments — Download all attachments View all images
My grey eyes.jpg
16K View Download
it's me.jpg
34K View Download
Hi my friend Benny
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 7
Reply
Hi Benny! Please, forgive me if I disturb you. Our Internet not
always works qualitatively and because of it I am not sure if my letter
has reached you. I still wait your answer very much. I do not know why
you have not answered me. Maybe you simply have no time. Maybe my
letter has not reached you. But if the reason because of which you
don't write me is my nationality, or my picture has not satisfied your
interest, I ask you to tell me about it because I still have hope to
correspond with you. Forgive me magnanimously if it looks like absence
of patience. I did not want to irritate you. Simply I am not sure if
you have received my letter. If you have not received my previous letter,
I can send him again.Sincerely. Anastasiya.
Hi my friend Benny
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 12 [In park.jpg,In park1.jpg]
Reply
Hi Benny!
How your day? I hope you are glad to receive my letter because when
I have received your letter I really was glad. Many thanks. At once I want
to tell to you about my opportunities to write letters to you. I write
letters on my job because I have no the personal computer. The computer is
in an accounting department. Lady who works with a computer will allow me
to use a computer in my interests sometimes. It depends not from me,
unfortunately. I work from Monday till Friday. It is Russian standard.
Therefore I will not be able to write you and to receive your letters
Saturday and on Sunday. But sometimes I work Saturday and even Sunday.
In fact any pain hasn't schedules(smile). Therefore, maybe I will be able
to write letters in the Saturday or Sunday.
Thank you for your picture. It is a fine picture. You are a strong and
handsome man. I very much like this picture. It is wonderful, when a man
combines force and charm. It happens so seldom. Forgive me for my frank
words. But I always speak what I think. I think there is nothing bad in it.
You have pleasant appearance and it is wonderful.
You have written such a big letter (smile). But all the same I am very
glad. Why you write nothing about yourself? You do not like to tell about
yourselves? I hope you will tell more about yourself, like I do it, OK?
If you have no desire to speak with me, tell me about it straight.
You have not answered any my questions and I feel that you are
not interested in dialogue with me at all. Am I right? I hope no…
I do not know what waits for me in the future. Like any person I have
dreams, small and big. But when I reflect seriously, I understand that in
effect I dream to create my family. I dream to feel loved and necessary. I
dream to find the world of kindness and tenderness. I dream to get as
a token of love - stars in the sky, crimson sundown, and dew on a fragrant
grass. Probably it's too much. My basic goal - to find my happiness.
Everyone has different understanding of happiness. For me it is the
love embodied in my family. I want to have my family, with my beloved.
That small world which we will create will be my biggest happiness in my life.
Well, I will tell you more about my interests. I like various
types of music. I like to listen to classical music. I like Dire Straits.
But my favorite is Pink Floyd. They are not similar to anybody. It is a
great band. I like Robbie Williams, Madonna and many others. In America
there are a lot of great musicians. I like Russian musicians but likely
you do not know them. OK, movie! I like works of such Russian directors as
Konchalovsky, Mikhalkov. My favorite movies are "The Barber of Siberia"
and "Burnt by the Sun". It's masterpieces of the Russian cinema. The
American movie in Russia is considered like the greatest. I like American
movies very much. Brave Heart, the Sixth Sense, Rainman, One Flew Over the
Cuckoo's Nest, the Godfather, Groundhog Day, the Scent of a Woman, The Notebook,
Dragonfly. My favorite actors - Bruce Willis, Al Pacino, Kevin Costner,
Samuel L. Jackson, Uma Thurman, Tom Hanks, Kevin Spacey. My hobby, if it's
possible to tell so - the English language. I have loved English long ago,
when I studied at school. In Russia the program of training necessarily
includes foreign language, as a rule - English, German or French. I have
entered in group of the English language and I am happy that I made it. I
like your language very much. After school, I continued studying English
at the university. I like this language. I have been studying your
language for 18 years. Of course I speak English! I have been studying
English for 18 years! I only hope that you would love my Russian accent
that I have without any doubts. I want to know this language perfectly.
I know that now I admit mistakes, but I hope you won't angry. But my biggest
predilection that will be with me during all my life is the knitting! My
mom has taught me to knit in the childhood, and now I knit sweaters,
jackets and waistcoats for myself and for my friends. I like to knit very
much, and I like woolen clothes very much. Basically all warm sweaters
that I have, I have made by my own hands. I do not know if in your country
the knitting is popular, but here it is very popular. What else to tell
about me? I have no children and I was never married, though
of course I was in relationship and even thought that it will lead me to
the happy future. But now I haven't anything except of bad and painful
memoirs. Benny, how you would describe your character? I never tried
to describe features of my character to somebody. I live with a smile on my
face and with hope in my heart. I think I can consider myself an optimist.
And maybe it has helped me to dare to write you. I saw a great deal in my life,
and for 30 years I have passed through a lot of vital tests. And I know that
I do not need many things to be happy. All I need is a man, friend, soul-mate,
love. And my life has led me to the fact that now I seeks it in such way.
And I do not think it is bad. How do you think? I live honestly, and it
brings pleasure to me. I know that happiness not requires many things. Likely
the main thing that does not suffice me now is love. People without love
cannot be happy. And I speak not only about love between a man and a woman,
but also about love to a family for example. I have no family anymore and
it really oppresses me. I always recollect my family. Benny, you meet your
family often? I very much want to return that time when I had family.
Are you looking for the soul mate or just a friend? What are you looking for
in a soulmate, Benny, if you are looking for? I hope to receive your
letter soon. Sincerely and with the best regards.
Anastasiya.
Hi Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 16 [my friend Natalia.jpg,me and my friend Natalia.jpg]
Reply
Hi Benny!
Today definitely good day - day of dialogue with my friend Benny! (Smile).
How it is wonderful to receive something that you really wait.
And in a case with me it of course your letter! Thank you!
Today was a difficult day, and dialogue with you removes my physical
weariness. The quantity of patients has considerably increased for some
last years. Here many people lives in the remote areas, impassable
districts. They lives even without an electricity in absolutely unsuitable
conditions for a life. And it certainly becomes the reason of a plenty of
diseases. The sad fact. Sometimes I want our new president Medvedev to live here
instead of the Kremlin, simply to understand what life is. Maybe in this
case all wars would end much faster? Forgive me that I tell you about our
problems, simply I write all what in my head. If you do not like to read
about it - simply tell me.
I will hope to receive your picture soon. I will be very grateful to you!
Unfortunately I could not open your file. When I tried to do it,
the computer answered, that cannot open such a file.
I only want to ask you to make your file small(size of 50-100 Kilobytes).
A file that you sent is too big and we spent a half hour to download it!
By the way Benny I have asked you about your family in my last letter
because it really interestingly for me, as all my family has passed away.
My parents were military, mom was the military doctor, father was the
officer and we hadn't constant house because they very often got the
notice about new place of service, in places with the military conflict.
Therefore my childhood was not very cheerful. We lived in temporary
habitation outside of zone of conflict, therefore sometimes I did not see
my parents some weeks, and I was at home absolutely alone, being an
eight-year girl. Therefore since the early childhood I am able to cook,
sew, knit and do any heavy physical work. Now I absolutely agree that it's
correctly said that:"Thing that does not kill us makes us stronger".
Don't you agree Benny? When father got new place of service near to
Kazakhstan, I have gone to study in the good medical university in Tomsk.
I lived in student's hotel on distance of 600 kilometers from my parents.
But we had meeting some times in the year. Later my parents got new place
of service and have left to live in the Kalinin . And I saw my
parents only once in one year. At university for the first time in my life
I have found a true friend (it is Natalia) who is my best and reliable
friend till now. We have together passed through a hard time when have
been compelled to study and work in the evening and at night,- just to
support itself. After ending of university I was to get direction for
intern in Tomsk area, but I have received the letter from mom where she
informed that daddy has been killed in military collision. There is
nothing worse than to find out about death of the parent from the letter.
After that I began to live with mom because I was afraid to leave her lone
at such difficult period. One and a half year ago my mom has passed away.
She had a heart attack. I will not describe all pain and suffering which I had
at that time. Simply I want to tell that all ups and downs, all pleasures and
misfortunes that were in my life have led me to who I am now. The destiny
was not tender with me, but I am grateful to my destiny for my parents, I
am grateful to my destiny for my friend Natalia, because it really a gift of
destiny. And I hope Benny you are not angry with me that I talk to you
about it? It is my life and it is a part of me. And how you would learn me
more if I would not tell you it, really? And I as well would be glad to
learn more about you. Your life is very interesting to me. Are you
grateful to destiny for anything in your life Benny? How often you
become tired on your work? Do you like the nature, rivers and lakes, woods and
mountains? Are you religious person Benny? I will wait for your letter
so please write me soon! Sincerely and with the best regards.
Your friend (I hope) Anastasiya.
Hi my friend Benny
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
Hi Benny! Every day I wait for your response, but you do not write. I do not ...
Aug 22
AnastasiyaLoading...
Aug 22
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 22
Reply
Hi Benny!
Every day I wait for your response, but you do not write.
I do not know what to think. Maybe you have found some other woman, maybe
you do not want to talk to me anymore. But I sent you the letter and I thought
that if you do not want to talk to me, at least you will tell me about it.
But there is no any letter from you since I have written you; and I feel
sadness in my heart. I thought that I already will never feel sadness. But
you do not write to me, and it makes me sad. I sent you the letter where I
have told about my family, I have sent a pictures of me. I do not
receive the answer from you. Did you forget me or you did not receive my
letter? Please, tell me, and if you did not receive I can send it again!
I so wait for your letter but you do not write. If you do not want
to talk to me anymore, please, tell me. I think that to write a couple of
words is not very difficultly. And I will not disturb you any more. I miss
you and that's why it can seem that I have no patience. Sincerely and
with hope.
Anastasiya.
It's me, your friend Anastasiya
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
Hi, Benny! Today I had so much work that I was afraid that I wouldn't have ti...
Aug 24 [i like ice-cream.jpg,in amusement park.jpg,The pony.jpg]
AnastasiyaLoading...
Aug 24 [i like ice-cream.jpg,in amusement park.jpg,The pony.jpg]
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 24 [i like ice-cream.jpg,in amusement park.jpg,The pony.jpg]
Reply
Hi, Benny!
Today I had so much work that I was afraid that I wouldn't
have time to get your letter. And I have to say that it is distressed me.
But now I have found free time and very glad. Thank you for your kind
letter. My last letter was sad. That's why today I will try not to write
about sad things. How there were your day? Now I am smiling and have a
good mood, because today we found out that in two days into Shahty will
be coming big exhibition of rare breeds of cats and dogs. It is great
news because at this exhibition there will be the best representatives of
rare breeds, collected from all of Russia. Everybody wants to visit this
exhibition because it will last only for several days. I like animals very
much. Can you imagine that I never was in a zoo? It is my dream.
But the last summer I visited an exhibition of fishes. This exhibition
is in Shahty and there many various fishes. All fishes such beautiful.
Have you ever been in zoo? We have here several small menageries, but I dream
to see giraffes and rhinoceroses, hippopotamuses and bears. I never saw
tigers and elephants in real life. Have you ever seen a tiger or a bear?
The biggest animal I saw in my life is a horse. I like horses very much
and think that these are the most beautiful animals in the planet. As
matter of fact I have always dreamt to have some pets. Unfortunately a
horse hardly would be placed in my apartment (smile). I dreamt to have cat
or dog. But when I think that a little puppy will wait for me home, alone,
I feel pity. That's why I don't have pets. Two years ago in Novoshahtinsk
I visited a wax museum. It was very interesting. In this museum are collected
sculptures of many well-known people.
As I already wrote in my first letter, my birthday is February, 01, 1978.
You have written a wonderful poem in your letter. It was very beautiful,
wonderful words. May be it even a song and I can only imagine how these
words would be fine in a combination with music. Thank you!
What else to tell about myself? I always very much get tired on work.
And though my work is not heavy physical work but like any doctor, I am in
constant concentration and an internal moral strenuousness, because the
health of people depends on my attention. I am always waiting weekends
with impatience. Weekends are the only one possibility for me to get a
rest and to get new forces. Weekends I spend variously. Sometimes I want
simply to rest in my apartment. I live alone in my apartment. I have the
one-room apartment with a toilet and kitchen. I like my apartment - small
and cozy. On weekends I always clean apartment properly. I like purity.
And though I always try to keep clean my apartment, all the same, always
in the weekends I find what work to make in an apartment. But when I want
really to relax I listen to music or read books. I like to read books
especially historical novels about ancient Russia or other countries. I
like to spend time with my female friends. I have two best lady friends.
When we meet, the air is filling with laughter. We like to walk and to
talk; we go to cinema and walk in the park. If you want I can tell you
about my friends. I like very much to spend time in nature in the open
air. I like the sea. I live not very far away from the sea, but should
tell that I have been there very seldom. I like woods, mountains, lakes
and the rivers more. Camping in Russia is very popular. I adore to go to
the forest and to live in a tent though now I have such opportunity
seldom. I like to look at night illumination and cars headlights. I like
very much to look at the stars. In August our sky abound with stars. It is
incredible beautifully. I like to cook on the fire. There is nothing more
wonderful than when the fragrances of forest, mountain rivers and smoke
mix together in the air. I am romantic undoubtedly. I really like to cook.
I know that I do it well, because I started cooking from childhood. My
mother taught me many things including cooking. She said: "Lady who can
cook well doesn't have disadvantages and demerits, because tasty food is a
way to the man's heart (smile). May be she was right. We have In Russia
many national dishes, such as an okroshka, uha, borsch, golubtsy. I am not
sure if you know such dishes. These are Russian national dishes. Also I
like dishes of Caucasian Georgia. What dishes do you prefer Benny?
Looking back at your life would you like to change something? I have to
finish. I hope my letter was not stodgy and uninteresting. I will wait for
your letter with impatience. I wish you peace and kindness.
Anastasiya.
Hi, my dear friend Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 26 [again me.jpg,on work.jpg,Snowman.jpg,My village Kalinin.jpg,Our clinic.jpg]
Reply
Hi, my dear friend Benny! I hope you not mind that I say so.
Thank you for your letter. Day by day I feel more need in getting your
letter. My mood has become better again when I have got your letter. I
should say that when I have good mood I hear gratitude from my patients
much more often (smile). Therefore, now the health of a Russian women
depend on your letters (smile again).
You can call me Nastya - it is how my friends call me.
But You can name me as you want. It is pleasant for me.
You find such beautiful names, anybody so did not name me never.
Your offer is very flattering for me, and I feel like a most especial
woman. But how I can answer right now? I am a simple woman as well, but I
concern to a question of a marriage seriously. I feel that we can have the
future, but I want to learn you more. And when my heart will tell me that
I should meet you, I will meet you. And I will be happy to hear your offer
of a hand and heart, being face to face. Unless you do not think that it
is better, than to write offer in the letter? May be sometime soon we will
meet, and after meeting I will be happy to find out what feelings you have
in your heart, and I will be happy to tell about my feelings during that
moment. But now we have a chance to learn each other. And I am happy to
use this chance. Let's build together the road to the future!
To my regret I could not visit an exhibition. Last days was a
lot of work and I could not go to Shahty. But it not death (smile).
By the way, when I came to work today, my mood was bad, because my friend
Natalia fell ill and now she is in the hospital. The saddest thing is that
she has birthday today. She is 30 years old today. Unfortunately she will
spend her birthday in the hospital. But I have already talked with a
doctor and I will be allowed to spend evening in her chamber. In the
evening I will bake a cake, I will buy balloons and go to the hospital. I
hope very much that she will have good mood on her birthday. She is my
best friend. By the way, she works with me in the clinic.
Natalia the doctor the otolaryngologist in our clinic. As a matter of
fact I have only two real friends - Natalia and Olesya. Natalia is a lady who
is in the hospital. Olesya is our friend already for several years. Natalia
and I are like sisters. We like to take a walk. Usually we walk in the
park. But also we like to spend time in Natalia vegetable garden. She lives
in an old wooden house. I don't know if you have seen such houses. It is
the houses which were built before the Second World War, in the fortieth
years. These are very old houses which don't have bath and running water.
So people have to take water outside in the well. In modern world such
conditions seem very terrible, but this is really so. We like to spend
time in Natalia vegetable garden. There she grows the potato, tomatoes and
cucumbers not to buy them in the market. Every winter Natalia, Olesya and I
together build a big Snowman in her vegetable garden, using a big snow
spheres. We put carrot instead of nose, and potatoes instead of eyes. It
is very funny. All neighbor's children came to see it. By the way, if we
want to fool about, we put carrots not only instead of a nose but also
below..... (hint and smile) First time we made such Snowman 10 years ago.
Since that time we do it every year. It is a tradition for us. We poured
it with water to cover with ice. So it could stand for the whole winter.
I like Kalinin. Almost all people in our village know each other.
We have little buildings - maximum 2 floors. Natalia says that she wants to
live in a big city. I don't know where is better. Big city is a big
traffic, fast rhythm of life, garlands of fires, lightning's of shop
windows, high buildings, fountains, cinemas, parks, attractions, theatres.
It is wonderful, of course I like it. But our village is a fresh air, a
lot of trees and birds, silent and comfortable, cozy, quiet place, no
hubris and vanity inherent for big cities. We have a lot of small and
large lakes and rivers. The places are very beautiful. If there was no
criminality, it would be paradise. But alas, the criminal in small cities,
as well as in the big cities is an integral part our life. Unfortunately
the crime in Russia is on a very high level. But I don't want to tell
about sad things. Several times, Natalia, Olesya and I went to the festival
of bard song. This is a place on the coast of the river where a lot of
people come from all country. At night the coast is covered with thousand
fires lights. The scene is a huge raft having the form of a guitar and
established right on water and everybody who wants to sing together with
famous bard singers, goes on this raft and starts to sing. And all
thousands people become silent and listen to this singer even if he is
absolutely unknown. It is the unique festival. I have to finish my letter.
I don't want but I have to do it. Today when I will come to Natalia we will
talk about you. She likes to ask about you and I like to tell her. I
wanted to ask you what makes you happy Benny? What was the best gift
from a woman you got? Sincerely your, and with best wishes.
Anastasiya.
P.S. I have put a picture of a Snowman, but only the top part.
I think you can understand, that other part indecent. Smile.
Hi, my dear Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Aug 28 [Walk.jpg,Loneliness.jpg,me on the river Don.jpg,The river Don.jpg,Walk1.jpg]
Reply
Hi Benny!
At once I want to tell that Natalia sends you her greetings. I was in
hospital and we have spent her birthday very well. I wanted to bake a
small cake, but it has turned out on the contrary. The cake was huge. It
weighed two kg. When I have brought it to hospital, we have divided this
into set of pieces; and all doctors and some patients that were in this
small branch are drank tea and ate a pie together with us and everyone was
glad and happy. I have brought a lot of balloons. She was very glad and
grateful to me. The day is wonderful today and the weather is good. The
sun is shining all the day. To add to all this I have got your letter and
my happiness doesn't have limits. So what about your weather? May be today
after work I will take a walk. I like to walk along the street and to
breathe the fresh air, especially when the weather is warm, even in the
winter. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. At home is very
boringly and lonesomely. Sometimes I don't notice it, but sometimes when
I come home with good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with
anybody, to have fun. But my apartment is empty and I have to be in full
loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down into the armchair
and look at the window. And when the silence deafens me, when I hear movement
of my eyelashes, at that moment the hoop of loneliness compresses my heart.
I can listen to music or read a book. I can go to my friends. But in some
moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a beloved
person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning,
to talk about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk
and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only
for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. But I think enough about it.
I have no opportunity to use the Internet. I cannot visit your
website, unfortunately. I have an opportunity simply to receive your
letters and to send you mine.
Hi Benny, again. I began writing the letter in the morning. Now
already 5 p.m. Can you imagine? Today was heavy working day. My working
day comes to an end soon. But, my assistant has brought here her small son,
and she has asked me to look after him because she should leave urgently
for some hours. The boy knows me very well. He already some times remained
with me and spent time. As our clinic works till 22.00, we can be here
up to the end of work day. His mom, my assistant, works in our clinic only a few
months and she has no friends or relatives here. That's why I already some times
helped her. Her son is amusing boy. He told to me that tomorrow he with mom should
go to dentist to treat his ill tooth. I asked him: What do you dream about?
He answered that he dreams to become a grownup because grownups don't have
problems with teeth. It was so funny. I often recollect childhood.
I always dreamed to become a grown up as soon as possible. As every child
I completely believed that grownups don't have problems at all. I dreamt
in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an
illusive world. We live in a real life, so we should not sink into the
world of dreams and phantasies for a long time. When a dream becomes
obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment. Our dreams
come true not always. It happens that you use all energy, all aspiration
to make dream come true. But irrespective of how strenuously you try, not
everything in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does
not come true, dream ceases to be the star, that was for you a lighthouse
in the ocean of the life. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live
without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with
sense. Our dreams force us to think, analyze, choose and come to a
conclusion. The Faith and Hope are eternal satellites of our lifes. And
regardless of what waits you at the end, we remember joy of the victories
better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. Don't you agree?
I'm surprised that I write all this to you. I have never had a man, with whom
I felt conveniently in sharing my thoughts. But now I have found you, and
I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness. If I said something
superfluous forgive me please. Can I ask some small questions? Do you like
to sleep, or get up early in the morning? Do you like to kiss? (smile)
Are you a good kisser? (smile) Do you like when your friends come to your home
or you prefer to go to friends. I adore when Natalia or Olesya come to my
apartment. What clothes do you like to see in a lady? I will wait for your
letter with impatience.
Anastasiya.
Hi from far Russia!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 1 [On Black Sea.jpg,I sunbathe.jpg]
Reply
Hi, Benny.
I am very glad that you have written me. Thank you very much.
You cannot imagine how much I wait for messages from you! Your letters became
a part of my days! Now in my thoughts always only one question - "When I will get
an opportunity to read your letter and to write my letter?"... And when I hear a
favorite phrase: "Anastasiya, you can jump, you has received the letter!"
(A lady who works with a computer says exactly this phrase) I really become
joyful very much and start to smile involuntarily. Therefore thank you!!!
Today is a good day and to clinic I have come already with good mood.
Today at night there was a little rain. In the morning I have come out
to the street to jog and I have seen that all footpaths and roads
completely are filled with water . But I like such a weather. I like any
weather. Many people do not notice beauty that surrounded them. In my soul
such a weather wakens the big energy and fine mood. I like all seasons.
I like autumn. Yellow leaves, gold trees. It is so wonderful to walk in the
park and to listen to how leaves rustle under feet; to see the clouds that
float in the sky, to see birds departing to the warm lands. And at night
the sky begins to cry. The rain knocks on windows and roofs. A lightning
illuminates for shares of second the empty streets. It is wonderful. How
it would be wonderful in such a weather to appear with beloved in a small
room with a warm fireplace; weak light and singing of a cricket. How you
think Benny? What can be finer than romantic evening in rainy day? I at
all do not know what season I like more. Russian winter is delightful. The
all world around is white. And falls of snow bewitches, especially in the
evening. When you see flows of light from a window, and on a background of
black sky small snowflakes are similar to stars. And if for a long time
you look at the sky, then it seems that you are flying through these
wonderful snowflakes towards something unknown. I like spring. The world
as though is born again. Air is filled with freshness. All troubles and
failures thaws together with snow. The sounds of the baby birds chirping
for the first time. Summer is a fine mood, the desire to learn the world,
to have a rest and enjoy life. I feel that I rambling on.
Thanks for your anxiety about Natalia. She has female disease. It is
not dangerous, but demanded to place her in hospital to take small survey.
Now doctors have found out everything and probably tomorrow or the day
after tomorrow she will already leave hospital, but will be compelled to
spend still some days home to provide a rest. Thank you for new
pictures. I already spoke, that you are a handsome man. Your new
picture confirms my words. You really very charming and attractive a
man and to look at you is very pleasantly.
But Benny! The size of your picture was extremely big! And our
service mail unloaded during two hours. Because of it the boss of mine has
become angry. Can you make pictures of small volume? Forgive me, but I had a
problem because of the size of your picture. Your letter was 7 Mbytes!
It is too much for our system of the Internet. Our Internet has very low speed
and capacity. Therefore your letter unloaded for some hours. I only want
to ask you to make your pictures small(size of 50-100 Kilobytes).
Thank you for your fine words. Thanks for your sincere and gentle words.
Nobody spoke with me so gently, cautiously and sincerely before! Your thoughts
and feelings are so beautiful and romantic. And I see me in your thoughts and it
force me to feel that I especial lady. Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure
at my day and give calm to my soul. I think of you and I feel warmth in my heart.
I really want to tell you what I feel. I get a great pleasure when you write to me.
Your letters and your thoughts bring pleasure at my day and give calm to my soul.
I think of you and I feel warmth in heart. You have such kind heart. Something
inside me prompted me that you very sincere and true a man. It so is important
for me. I always think about you and it is pleasant to me. I do not know where I go.
But I am not afraid of it. Nobody knows what waits for us in the future, in one hour,
or tomorrow, or in 20 years. I simply go there where directs me my heart.
I'm listening what my heart says to me. When will come time to do the choice,
to choose road, my heart again will tell me what I have to do now. So was always
in my life. And now my heart is overflow with unusual feelings, and I do not know
how to describe what I feel. I do not feel that between us thousand kilometers.
I constantly think of you. I never feel such warmth in my heart.
Oh yes! I like to kiss! (I want to intrigue you! I could?) I think that
a kiss it in general the most romantic and sensual way of expression of
the love, tenderness and desire. People allow to each other to learn a
internal world and taste of each other; people exchange breath. It is
very sensual moment and of course it brings pleasure to any person.
Kiss it's display of feelings. By means of a kiss is possible to tell very
much. It is very important part of relationship. Any displays of feelings,
kiss or embrace are very important. It is the basic factor of relationship.
I think the more, the better. I like to be kissed in a neck! It is my magic
place! Also shoulders, hands, a stomach and of course lips!!!!!
I like to be affectionate. It is a part of my character. I like to give tenderness
and I like to get the tenderness. Therefore I hate a rage and roughness.
I like to express feelings in all allowable ways. And I think that it's wonderfully.
By the way, I jog for many years. I really have good health because
I always try to support my figure and I jog every morning. I try to spend
time in the air as much as possible. I have no car and I use transport
extremely seldom. I get contrast shower - alternation of a stream of cold
and hot water. I since the childhood lived in conditions of cold winter
and damp autumn. Such climate is toughening health very well. I do not
smoke and I do not drink alcoholic drinks. I really love a healthy way
of life. And I am proud of it. I love sports very much. Though should admit
that I never played golf, football, baseball and basketball, never boxed.
But I could surprise you, if I had opportunity to compete with you in beach
volleyball. By the way, when I studied at university, I visited section
of swimming and have reached good results. Some times I participated in swim
competitions. Swimming - till now my favorite kind of sports.
Benny, I send my pictures. I hope you will like it.
I for a long time thought and have decided to send a picture - only for you...
So, this picture really only for you! I hope you understand...
Benny, I have to finish.With the best regards and with thoughts of you.
Anastasiya.
Hi my good friend Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 5 [Ours catch.jpg,1.jpg,2.jpg,me and my Father.jpg,On fishing.jpg]
Reply
Hi, Benny!
How is your mood? I hope that up to my letter your mood was fine, but after
my letter your mood became superfine (smile) Likely I am too
self-confident. But I am happy again because I have again received your
letter. I so waited for this minute,- when I can write to you. Our
friendship became the important part of my life, and I hope that in your
life as well. Sometimes I understand that the thread that connects me with
you now is not most strong. But I do not want this thread to be torn.
Right now I sit and I smile simply because I am glad that again I can to
share with you my thoughts. Sometimes I so want you to see my smile during
the similar moment because I think it is the most sincere smile! But
sometimes my smile leaves me because I know that now the only thing that
connects us is our thoughts, that we send to each other,- thoughts,
transformed into a letters that are not able to show all depth of
thoughts. But at the same time I understand that nobody knows what waits
for us in the future. I hope my words do not offend you and maybe you even
think just as I...
Thank you for a wonderful song. I was made laugh very much with a
picture of a cat and your comments on it. You are very funny man and I like it!
Thanks for all your words. I am very glad that you have expressed to
me your opinion. It is pleasant for me to realize that I have a friend - a
true man. I really do not understand how people can be very angry if they
love each other. I do not remember when at last time I became angry. I do
not like to be angry and I do not like to quarrel. I know absolutely
precisely that any disagreements can be solved with a smile on the face. I
try never to raise a voice. To force me to cry easier than to make me mad.
I like to conciliate people and when my friends in the quarrel, I always
act as conciliator. When I am upset, it can be understood on my eyes.
Natalia says that when I am upset, I have such sad eyes that after
looking at me she wants to cry. Probably it is the truth because when I am
upset, everyone notices it. I become silent and imperceptible. I as always
talk with people, I smile, but all the same everyone see that something
wrong with me. To carry quarrel into the bed or to leave problem on
tomorrow 's day is wrong. I never would do that. I never can be in a
disagreement more than several minutes. I feel very much not comfortably
if I am in a disagreement. Therefore I always try to reconcile at once.
If people love each other and respect feelings and interests of each other,
I am sure that serious disagreements cannot be the case. I always take
into account an opinion of other people; therefore I very seldom have
disagreements with somebody. I respect any mind. And I am sure that
any quarrel can be discussed simply in quiet conversation. It is enough
to express your opinion and attentively and respectfully to listen to opinion
of your beloved. And the decision will come. And what can be more pleasant
than a soft kiss after a short disagreement? Really?
Tomorrow difficult day waits for me. Probably tomorrow and
the day after tomorrow I will work outside of clinic.
We call it - "the ride working day". It is difficult day. At
this day several doctors and specialists of our clinic are going on the
special medical bus to various remote small settlements, small villages in
a thicket of the forest. These are poor villages which are located far
away from the big cities and settlements. In these villages there are no
doctors and clinics and people cannot visit clinic at any moment. In such
villages there is always a lot of people who need the doctor but cannot
reach clinic by self. Often it is a people who are not able to live
without help of other people, - basically are small children or old and
weak feeble people. We go in these villages on the bus with all necessary
equipment. People in these villages love us and wait more than anything.
But it is really the hard work if to take into account that we are going
there at 6 am, and we come back sometimes even after 10 pm! But I will wait
your letter because our friendship gives force to me, and our dialogue
is a rest for my soul!
My dear friend Benny! I have to go! Sincerely and with thoughts about you.
Anastasiya.
P.S. I do not remember, I spoke you that I enjoy fishing.
These pictures are taken 5 years ago when my father still was alive.
My father took a boat from friend and we fishing. I always
recollect my father. By the way the fish in a picture is a pike.
My sing for you...
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 8 [Very well.jpg,After a sauna.jpg,Heat.jpg,Pleasure.jpg]
Reply
Hi my dear Benny!
Today is a fine day. Already in the morning I knew that I today
I will get an opportunity to write to you. And all the rest become
unimportant for me. Today I really haven't opportunity to write much.
Please forgive me. But I have enough time to tell to you that I
thought of you and waited when I will get opportunity to write you.
Thank you for a delightful poems and songs. It was very much - very
much beautiful. I am admired. You are a first man in my life who
devotes to me a poem. You have touched my heart. You have penetrated
into depth of my soul. I have heard in news about hurricane which
damaged some cities. I am so sorry. I hope hurricane have not brought
misery and grief into your life. I pray that you are safe.
And I have time to tell the main thing. I do not know why, but today
I have woken up earlier than usually. I could not fall asleep again.
I simply sat near window and looked at the sky. Suddenly, a small birdie
appeared on my window. It was very beautiful birdie. This birdie looked
at me, and started to twitter. It was so unusually and beautifully. It was
a beautiful song. I looked at this small birdie and thought, that you
Benny now somewhere far away; maybe you sleep and see me in your
sleep-dream. And I so wanted you to see this small birdie and to hear her
delightful song. And I have whispered: "Fly off, my little birdie,
fly to my friend Benny, and tell to him that one girl, that is so far away,
thinks of him and sends to him this song. And at this moment the birdie
has flinched and flew away as if this birdie has heard my words!
And I have thought, if today you Benny will see a small birdie
singing beautiful song, - be sure that it is my birdie I sent to you!
Forgive me, but I have to go. I want to send you my kiss if you do not mind.
I already wrote to you, that Natalia lives in an old wooden house, which
do not have bath and running water. But Natalia has Russian Sauna.
These pictures are taken in Natalia's Sauna.
Your Anastasiya.
In all sincerity!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 10 [I think of you.jpg,I think of you1.jpg,I think of you2.jpg]
Reply
Hi, my far, but dear friend Benny.
Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am really
madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have found you.
I want to tell you today so much.
Today I wanted to say just the right things to you. I didn't want
to offend or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying
something wrong may do that. I always speak directly from my heart but
sometimes, words must be chosen carefully. I feel somewhat lost when
I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul,
I feel contentment and joy when I think of you. I have never done this in
my life, (tried to initiate a relationship halfway across the world), but
I am more than willing to learn whatever is need to succeed, if it is your
desire as well. I also believe that couples should be the best friends,
which trust and share with each other everything that they feel.
I don't know if my word and thoughts make sense to you; and for me so hard
to put them in typed words that you will feel and understand. I believe
in God, and I believe that I have been put through trials to be ready for
meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life in loving, to
better value him, respect him and cherish the love that he would give me;
only asking that I return the same. I hope that my words and letters are
not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my
thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you. I wish to know you on
the more intimate level, I would like you to share your true dreams, your
hopes, your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with
you on a level that goes way beyond simply friendship. Please don't think
that I am fool for thinking these things, I believe that to succeed in
anything, you have to be honest, and that is what I am doing with you.
Could you seriously close your eyes for just a minute, and think and dream
of what a life we could share, what it would be like,- the fun of learning
each other. I really believe that dreams really come true for the people
that dare to believe in dreams, because if they believe in them enough
hard, dreams could become in reality. Here, where I was raised, the gift
of true love from a man is something that is more similar to a Mirage
or self-deception, rather than mutual feeling which two enamored people
can give each other. I hope that I am not rambling on with my words.
I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you,
I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say,
and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted
to share with you. Benny, I want to tell that you are very beautiful
for me. I mean the beauty that is within you, beauty of your internal world.
It is a type of beauty that is very special and rare. Most men have only
appearances, but not have beauty inside, and this is where true beauty is.
This is what for me is the most important and significant in all limits
of my character, my soul and my consciousness. I think that you are truly
handsome, in the sence of what beauty should be. I want to reduce essence
of my entire letter only to one thought. I don't know if I could clearly
explain all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want
to tell that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy
our friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you
suppose a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough
for simple friendship. It's the way I feel. I'll look forward to your
reply as always with anticipation and impatience....
I hope that your reply will not have of a harsh nature, and I look forward
of its arrival. With tenderness, Your Anastasiya.
Hi my dear Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 12 [I expect your answer.jpg,I expect your answer1.jpg,I expect your answer2.jpg]
Reply
Hi Benny!
Your letter means so much for me. Thank you. I so waited your letter and
so wanted to find out what you will tell me.
Thanks for your words and thanks for your feelings. Your words have
touched my heart and have penetrated into depth of my soul. Thanks for your
sincerity and tenderness. And thank you for your feelings! I never thought that
in the world there is a man who can make me feel like flower only by means
of words. Thank you that you have brought spring into my heart!
Benny, today I write to you with special worry but as well with
pleasure and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you
today will make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter
I had the big sadness in my heart, and even though I tried to not show it,
I think you have noticed it. Benny, I was sad because the boss informed
me that approximately in three weeks the accounting department will be closed
for full re-equipment and repair. And when he have told me it, I thought
my heart will stop, because when it will take place, I will not be able
to communicate with you during several months! And it has brought infinite
sadness into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of
accounting department, the accounting department informed me that approximately in
three weeks I will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for
some months, inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept
it. And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart has appeared
an other feeling - feeling of confidence, desire to make new steps instead
of simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are
important for me much more than I thought. And it so wonderfully. I had no
vacation for two years. And now I will have vacation. But a thoughts that
I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive your letters and
to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me, pain that
I can't endure. I talked with Natalia and she has asked me what I think to do.
And when she has asked me it, I have understood that inside my soul I already
know the answer to this question. And I have told that I do not want to spend
such a long-awaited vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought that
I will not talk to you Benny during of month or two. And I have told
that I want to meet you Benny! I have told her that I want to spend
my vacation with you Benny! I can come to you, and we can spend time
together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you
about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me
or can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Natalia have told, that
you Benny and I are such a good friends, our relations are built on
sincerity, therefore Benny will be happy to spend time with me. And I
really think that it would be delightfully. So, what you will say, Benny,
if I will offer you a meeting? Would you be happy to see me and to spend
with me several days? I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful.
You would show me your life, we would learn each other in a real life.
We would look into the eyes of each other, we could hold our hands, tell
each other silly stories, laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the
night sky and have romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit
on a bench in the park, and who knows what else we could do together...
I would be happy to do all this together with you, instead of again
be lonely without you and our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I already knew and I have been told earlier, but I have found out again
all I need to do to come to your country. I already have the passport. And
I will avoid usual procedure of visa's approval. Being the doctor, I can
ask the visa on behalf of our Ministry of Health, because if the applicant
have good official support from official bodies, if the applicant have
official recommendations and directions to various sorts of conference,
seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for some months the
decision of the commission, and will remove all problems connected with
necessity to prove that the purpose of travel is not emigration. Being the
doctor I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of Health of
Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor. Of course
I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect improbable
quantity of documents, to find as many as possibly of other official legal
persons, institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if
I will quickly collect all necessary documents, I will get the visa in one
or two weeks! So I have filed an application for the visa, Benny, with
happiness and with hope that you will be happy to spend some days with me!
I do not ask you about anything. I will use my monetary savings and I will
make everything by self. It is my vacation and I will not be a burden.
Would you be happy to spend some days with me soon, Benny? Anyway, we
must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that I will get
my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the accounting department will be
closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not coincidence!
It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take new step. Maybe
such opportunity will not be repeated again. I so long waited my vacation
and I want my vacation to be especial. What can be better than a meeting of
two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I thank destiny
that I have got such an opportunity,- an opportunity to meet my dear friend,
the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the opportunity to enjoy
time which we can spend together. And I believe that it can become the
beginning of something new in our lifes and in our relations. And I am really
happy to get a vacation because it is time which I can spend in any way I want,
and I want to spend this vacation with you Benny! So what will you tell?
Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be glad to meet me?
Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure. Your sincere Anastasiya.
I want to see your smile Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 16 [I am glad.jpg,I am glad1.jpg]
Reply
Hi my Benny!
I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at the same time!
And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready to jump and dance,
laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you Benny! Thank you for your
letter and your thoughts.
I am so happy that we will meet. Now I have the ocean of emotions and I at all
do not know what to say. I am worried very much. I very much hope that we can
perfectly spend time together. I only am afraid, that if we will meet, I will asks
so many questions and to chatter unceasingly, that you soon will escape from me.
I get my vacation once a year. My vacation will begin approximately
about September, 30. At this time I can arrive to you. But unfortunately the
schedule of my vacation is not flexible. Therefore I hope you will be glad
to meet me at this time. If you have not enough time, I will be happy all the same.
I will be happy in any case. It is better to wait when you will come from work,
than to sit in my apartment and to know that nobody will come!!!
Duration of my vacation is 24 workdays. But quantity of days which I can
spent with you depends on when I will get my vacation and when I will
order the ticket. How many days you want to be with me?
I have submitted the visa application. It will take about one or two week I think.
Complexity of approval of the visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have
petitions and characteristics from a work place, from respected organizations
and legal persons; guarantee documents and a various sort of the
information and inquiry, which will give to commissions the confidence,
that my intentions is not emigration. I will get the petition and a testimonial
from Ministry of Health of Russian Federation! It is a respected structure
and any person working in the field of medicine is under care of the Ministry.
Except of that I will pay for preparation for interview with the commission.
Every day I think - what my friend Benny will tell me today, what mood
he will have today? And as soon as I get free minute, I rush to accounting department
to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive your
letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the best time of
my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you the all my
thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day. And these
minutes I don't hear anything and I don't see anything except of lines and
paragraphs which in my mind will be transformed into small movie, movie
about you, my dear Benny. And you cannot imagine at all how it
wonderfully! Sometimes I think, what would be if I have not found the
boldness in myself to write you? What would be if I didn't believe that
I can find a man in such a way? I always want to think that I the courageous
woman, but I feel that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life
for the sake of person who are close and dear for me, I am ready to donate
my well-being for the sake of well-being of other person but when I think
of myself, I often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the
fire's smoke. I am often afraid to make something, to take some step
simply because of fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often
afraid to ask people about anything simply because of fear to get the
negative answer. Not always, but it happens. What would happen, if you
have not answered my first letter? Nothing would happen! And grey
monotonous days again would lie on a way of my life by infinite
impenetrable veil. Do you want to know what I did today? First off, I
should tell that I slept with a smile on my face! At least when I have
woken up and have looked at the mirror, I have noticed that I smile! Then,
I cleaned a teeth and I had smile! Then, I jog and I smiled as if actually
I watched funny movie. Then, I have cooked a breakfast and drank a coffee
with a smile on my face! Then, I have come to clinic, and I could not hide
my smile. I was ready to laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is
a very bad symptom for the doctor! (Smile). Everything around have seemed
to me a beautiful and wonderful. And even the severe boss, when have seen
that I look at him and I smile, he began to survey himself attentively
and even have come near to the mirror to see if anything wrong! He has thought
that something wrong with his clothes! All the day I work with smile
on my face! Natalia looks at me and smiles as well. Of course she understands
the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep will come,
I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you till now
have not understood why I smile, I will tell you! I smile because I think
of you, Benny! And it brings joy! I am so happy that I have in my life
such a man as you! Thank you that you are in my life! I have to go. Now
I will not have a lot of time after work because after work I will have
one more working day! (Smile). You may ask what I mean? The preparation for
my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I must do for our meeting!
I even have asked the boss to reduce my working day or to allow me to take
some hours off in the middle of day to make some things, because after 5 pm
not all departments works! Of course now I should work in the days off
to have more of free time at week-days. But thoughts about our meeting
give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will be perfectly!
I will wait your letter! Please, write me because I need your letters
and support more than ever!
Your Anastasiya!
my Greetings Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 18 [In Pool.jpg,My bathing suit.jpg,In pool 1.jpg]
Reply
Hi My Benny!
Thank you for your letter. You became the most dazzling moment of my day!
How I wish you saw how Natalia is happy that we will meet! She is sure that
our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to talk to her
now! (Smile). She has now only one theme for conversation - you Benny!
She constantly asks about you, asks - what I will do together with you,
she asks - what I will do at the airport, she asks - what I will cook
for you. She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even
asks how I will tempt you! (Smile). She say that I do everything correctly
and I should not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can
only one who goes on this road. Natalia is very glad that I have found you,
and she sends you her friendly greetings and a wishes of
happy expectation of me! (Smile). Thanks for a beautiful poem. You
know how to touch heart of lady. Your words force my heart to tremble.
Thank you for your tenderness and kindness. My dear, I can tell exact
date of my trip only when I will get the visa. I cannot tell to you
right now. I still do not know an exact date of beginning of my
vacation. I said to you approximate date, but anyhow I will plan my
travel beforehand and when I will know exact dates, I will inform to you.
Thank you for all your preparations. In my heart I have never-ending
gratitude to you for all what you do for me! I have never felt like
long-awaited woman. Nobody ever waited for me as you do.
I do not know what exactly I want to see and what I want to make.
I want to see all what I can to see and I want to make all what I can to
make. But only together with you. I very much want to cook for you a
magnificent dinner. You will not see what I cook. You will feel aroma and
to wait when I will tell: " Benny! The dinner waits for you! "
But I think that I can contact you up to my travel! I think that
cabinet will not be closed earlier than I can go to you.
Benny, please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now.
I hope you understand that I even after my working day in clinic must do
too much for our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think
this is one of the most important deals for me right now. Today I will give
them the all my medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all
documents and forms of petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible.
Then I will go to Army Garrison where were working my parents. They must
collect for me all the information about my parents, about history of the
death of my father and mother. I must have data about work of my parents
not only in this Army Garrison, but also in all others Garrisons where
my parents worked during all life. To make it extremely difficultly,
if to take into account that my parents worked in Army Garrisons in various
points of our huge country. But I am sure that I will get the information
because here many officers who remember my father, and I hope they will be
glad to help me. Benny, today I feel that I start to worry more
than I even could imagine. I am very glad that I do all this. And I
think of our meeting every minute. The meeting at the airport...
I don't think that many people on our planet have an opportunity to enjoy
such a delightful moment - the moment of the first meeting at the airport.
It is so beautiful. I feel that it will be very touching moment for
each of us. I never travelled so far away. And I worry very much.
But I imagine us together and it calms me down. I see us together, I see us
walking in the park; I see us speaking about serious and about silly things,
or playing cards or a checkers (and the one who lose will execute any desire
of the winner (smile)), I see wonderful dinners at home and outside!
I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your hand and I see me
dancing in front of you beautiful dance, or maybe even erotic dance (smile),
how about Belly dance? (Smile). I do it stunningly!(Smile).
I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon;
I see us fighting by pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with
romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Russian pelmenies
and pizza (smile); I see me in your embraces. All this waits for us
in the near future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!
Do you feel the same, Benny? Benny, would you like to give me massage
of my back? I would like to give you massage! But I must warn you, that
if you want to give me massage, you should not touch my ribs!(Smile)
The reason - I the most ticklish woman in Russia(smile).
Benny, I madly am afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my
foot or ribs, I begin to laugh loudly, to kick and to scratch, to squeal
and to jump! Therefore if you will give me massage and you will tickle me,
you will feel like a cowboy on a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! (Smile).
By the way, Benny, are you ticklish? Do you snore?
(Forgive me for this question. Do not answer, if you do not want.
Maybe one day I will find out all this all the same! (Smile)).
Will you sing serenades for me? I would be happy if you would sing serenades
and songs for me! I would remunerate you by kisses! (Smile).
Benny, I should finish the letter. I must do much so that you had an opportunity
to give me massage and to get the massage from me! (Smile).
Please, write me because now I need you and your letters very very strongly,
because I worry so much...
Your Anastasiya.
my Greetings Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 20 [Simply me.jpg,Lilac.jpg,Quay in city Taganrog.jpg]
Reply
Hi my dear Benny!
Thank you for your letter! Every morning I wake up with a pleasant thought
of our meeting! And each new day reduces distance between us! Every new
day makes us closer to each other. I so hope that we will meet.
Benny, I the doctor, but I cannot think of anything except of our meeting!
(Smile). Even my patients have noticed it! I think it is good that
I the doctor of gynecologist because if I would be for example the dentist
and would think only of you instead of work, my patients would run out
from my cabinet with horror in the expanded eyes! (Smile).
Yes, I feel your love in each your word. I feel your love in each
yours thoughts! Your heart and your internal world are open for me and I
enjoy your internal world. Your love is the purest love and anybody never
loved me as you! I feel that we are couple because I adore each your word, I
adore each your thoughts, I like to hear such words, I like when a man is so
open, I like when a man speaks me about his feelings, you manipulate my
heart, you hypnotize me by your love and I fall in love with you more and
more every instant! My heart for a long time ago has accepted your love
and I want to be with you every minute of your life, and I want you to be
near to me every minute of my life. My heart belongs to you. My reason is
filled with you. You are my heart, and your love is my blood! And while my heart
beat, while my blood flows in my veins, I will protect your love and I
will be dedicated to my feelings once and FOR EVER!!!!!
Benny, Natalia say that last time she saw me such a happy many years back
- when I was the student girl! She asserts that you have changed me
absolutely! I began often to get my hairbrush and to correct my hairstyle!
(Smile). I began often to sing songs aloud! (Smile). I began often to immerse
into the world of fantasies so, that sometimes I at all don't hear someone
talks to me or asks me about something! (Smile). It is so amusingly,
pleasantly and unusually! She is very grateful to you and very glad
that we will meet! She helps me by all possible ways. Benny, do you
remember in my very first small letter I have told that I want to find
a man who will compel my soul to blossom? I want to tell you, that my soul
blossoms! You have brought a spring into my soul and now I feel like
a flower blossoming under long-awaited beams of the warm sun!
Thank you Benny! Benny, you cannot imagine what tense time I have now.
I actually haven't even one free minute. I already was in Ministry of Health
and I got all petitions! It is great! In the Ministry I have been told that
I must visit all patients which I visit on a "Trip Day"- they must fill up
forms of petitions for me. Of course they will be happy to do it. These
people love me and all doctors who visits them! It will be a big support
for me. The Ministry will make the report about my work in the difficult
places where not each person is ready to work. I also will get the report
and the characteristic from my clinic. Tomorrow I and Natalia will have
our own "Trip Day"! We will go together to those settlements. Probably we
will go there not only tomorrow but also the day after tomorrow because
the one day is not enough to visit all people who knows me. After that
I must legalize all documents at the notary. Natalia will help me to get
the full report about my biography in Municipal Department. If Natalia
will be able to agree with them, they will get for me the information
about me and my family from all Municipal Departments of those regions
where I and my parents lived during all life. By self we would never get
all this information. I get tired very much not only spiritually,
but physically as well. And when I come home, I simply fall onto a bed,
and I simply lie on a bed some time looking at a ceiling. But if we
will do everything quickly, I will have interview with the commission.
After this interview the commission will inform me if my visa is approved
or not. Tomorrow I will have also consultation - preparation for interview.
It is very important point for me as well! Maybe I worry too much,
but I cannot calm myself! Forgive me that I write to you about my cares.
But I really worry. I knew that I must do much for our meeting, but
I at all could not assume that I will worry. Natalia says that if she
would be on my place, she would become confused and simply would not know
what to do. She says that she envies my endurance and the power of will.
I never told her,- but actually I often feel fear, I often feel like weak
woman. I really need moral support. I since the childhood make all decisions
by self, and my parents taught me never to show weakness or confusion.
And I always tried to do without anybody's help or advice, even though
in my heart I often feel like very weak woman. Benny, are you the leader
in relationship with woman? Do you like to make the decision by self?
P.S. Benny, please tell me again the name and the code of the
International Airport up to which I must fly!!! I must be sure, that
I have the correct information.
Your Anastasiya.
Hi my Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 24 [I worry.jpg]
Reply
Hi my Benny!
I at once wish to apologize for a delay of my answer. The Internet
did not work and I have received your letters only today. I am OK!
Thank you for your letter! Benny, I so waited for this opportunity
to write you, because I wanted very much to tell you that today has
happened something bad, and this time it is not a joke unfortunately.
Maybe I shouldn't tell you, but I was so frightened, that I cannot
hold it inside. Today at night when I slept, I have suddenly heard a
terrible sound of a breaking glass! I at once have woken up but I
could not understand anything absolutely. And at this moment, right
into my room has flown a brick; and having broken the window-glass,
this brick has fallen in several centimeters from me. I so strongly was
frightened, I could understand nothing and simply instinctively I have
rushed onto a floor and have hidden under my bed. And at this moment
other stones has flown into my room, breaking windows and glasses in my
apartment. I shouted and cried. I at all did not know what to do. Stones
could not strike me because my bed protected me. But I have been
frightened so, that I simply has closed my ears by my hands and cried.
In absolute darkness several stones broke windows and fell near to me. Then
everything has stopped. But I continued to lay and cry. I was afraid even
to look out from under a bed. We haven't here even militia and phones. Never
in my life I was so frightened. After some time I nevertheless have risen
from under a bed. I have looked thru the broken window but of course I haven't
seen there anybody. I do not understand who did it and why. I have
run to Natalia and I have seen that her windows are broken as well. And not
only in her house, but in some other houses as well. We have cleaned her
apartment and than have returned to my apartment together. But I could not
fall asleep this night anymore. I do not know who did it. Natalia say
that probably it was young addicts who simply had a fun, because if
someone would really want to cause to us physical harm, they could simply
enter our apartments. But I really don't understand why someone did it.
Now I am ok, Benny! I do not want to finish my letter with bad thoughts.
I write to you the letter and I smile. I am so happy.
I think that everything most difficult has remained behind us!
I had the interview! I knew that it will be difficult conversation, but
I could not imagine at all that I must answer to so many questions. And
prior to the beginning of interview I have been so frightened, I so
worried. But as soon as they have asked the first question, I at once
became absolutely calmed down. I have ceased to worry absolutely. I simply
sat, and, looking directly into eyes of the commission simply and straight
answered to questions. I spoke everything what I think, in all sincerity,
as always. They asked me actually about everything! They asked me about my
life, about my childhood, about death of my parents, about terrorism,
about my work, about my last relationship. They have read all documents
which I has collected. They asked me why I work voluntary in such
a difficult places. They asked me about my belief in God. And often I saw
on their faces that they expected from me not such the answers, but I didn't
want to speak beautiful things which pleasantly to listen to. I simply
spoke sincerely all what in my heart. They have told that such the answers
are the big rarity for the applicant. Because usually applicants do not
answer so sincerely. Usually, applicants think some time and try to answer
so that the answer was most convenient for the commission. And first
I thought that my answers have not satisfied them, but they have told that
to listen to my answers very pleasantly and unusually. They have told that
"bitter" sincerity always better than "sweet" flattery. Besides, they
really have been impressed with fact that I had such a great support from
many people living in different regions.
Benny! Maybe in some hours I will find out the decision!!!!!
I can't believe. I feel that I did all correctly. Today I saw my parents
in my sleep-dream, and they smiled to me. I know that it is their approval.
I see my parents in sleep-dream very seldom! I always knew that dream
will never simply fall into hands from the sky. I always knew that if you
want the dream to come true, you must do for this purpose all what in your
forces. I know that it is necessary to believe, hope and struggle. And
I really struggled, I tried to do all what in my forces. And I hope God
will help us. After all difficulties, after all efforts I believe that
everything will be fine! I really feel that I did everything well. I worry
very much, but my heart say to me that I should smile. And I smile today.
I feel that I will meet you. I feel that the meeting at the airport will
be beautiful and romantic. I will tell you everything what I will feel
at that moment, and you will tell me. And then we will leave the airport
and we will chatter and laugh. I will tell you how I endured the flight
in the plane and what I was thinking about. You will tell me how you
waited for me at the airport. And then we will have a wonderful time
together. We will walk, spend evenings, to watch funny and scary movies, -
and I will hide under your hand at the most scary moment... We will meet
together the first beams of the sun and will see off a magnificent sunset.
We will sit near a window and to drink hot tea while in the street will be
a strong rain. How I want to have a breakfast together and a supper with
candles. How I want to shout together with you at the baseball stadium;
or simply to lay on a bed, and to tell each other about a life. How I want
all this - simple things which will bring to us so many joy. If everything
will be fine, I will start the most difficult process - preparation of my
suitcase! (Smile). Right now I talked with the boss, and he has told that
probably today I will find out an exact date of beginning of my vacation!
But I have to go! My legs shiver as if I the schoolgirl! (Smile).
Wish me luck and think of me!
Your Anastasiya.
Good news, I hope!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 25 [visa.jpg]
Reply
Hi, my Benny.
Many thanks for your anxiety on me. It was really awfully. I am OK!
I even do not know what to tell first. I simply hope that you will be happy!
The most important, finest news - I did it! I got the visa! I am very happy!!!!
I as well have found out that I will get vacation October, 03, 2008.
I have been to the company that reserves airway tickets. I asked
them how I can reach Raleigh (RDU) and how much it costs. They
have offered to me the roundtrip ticket that costs $1574 USD. I asked them to find
cheapest ticket, because this price is expensive for me. They have answered
that they have a cheaper ticket and the beginning of the flight October, 07, 2008.
It costs $1229 USD. It was the best variant for me. I asked them to reserve a ticket.
But they refused, because they can't reserve the ticket without advance payment.
I must pay full cost. I have asked if I can pay a part of money now, and
the other part later. They have told that it is possible, but I will be
limited by term. And if I will not pay the full cost of the ticket within
of this term, I will lose already nested money. I have agreed because it
is the only chance for me, because I must give to anti-emigration
committee a data about my payment. By this moment I had only the concrete
sum of money which I had after all my expenses. I paid $ 700 USD.
But it was not enough for them. In a panic, all what Natalia
and I could do - we pawned our gold earrings and rings and I got $ 145 USD.
That is all I could do. The number of the flight on which I will get
the ticket is 159 American Airlines.
The time of departure from Moscow is 2:40 pm. The time of arrival in Raleigh is 10:45 pm.
I will change a plan in Chicago, number of the flight 462 Chicago.
After this I will fly to Raleigh, to you.
I know that probably I simply must tell that I can't come to you because
I haven't the remaining sum. I know that I promised to do all by self, and
I was sure that I can. I did not want to ask you. But after I did everything I did,
I cannot simply tell that I will not come to you. I have passed through so
many difficulties, and I have overcome the most difficult. But all the
same I have disgusting feeling that I could not fulfill the promise. I am
always ready to do all what is possible,- to fulfill my promises, but at
the same time I understand that any person could get in such a situation.
To get the visa I have spent much more money than I expected. But people
were ready to help me only if I will pay them. I paid more than 400
dollars to get all documents, I paid in municipal committee, in the
ministry. Even officers in army garrison have compelled me to pay for
their help. I did not expect all this, but up to the last moment I was
sure that I still can make everything. I expected that I can get a
vacation payment. We get a vacation payment after ending of a vacation.
I asked to give me this money now because I need this money urgently. But,
at the last moment I have got the answer that I can get this money urgently
only in case of serious illness or for example in case of death of the
relative. I feel so guilty. I was sure that nothing can prevent our meeting.
But I must pay remaining sum. It is $ 384 USD. And I must pay money
before September, 30 morning. Otherwise I will lose my nested money
and our jewelry will be sold out simply in vain. I know that I should not ask
you, and I am very ashamed to do it. And maybe I really simply had to tell
you that I can't meet with you because I could not provide my travel
completely. But I cannot simply refuse our meeting because then all my
diligence, forces, nerves, means will be spent in vain. I understand that
for you it is too big sum to lend me. You are not obliged to help me. And
400 dollars which I have spent to get the visa, and 845 $ that I have
given for the ticket are huge money for me. But I want you to know that I
have given everything not for the sake of myself, but for the sake of us,
for the sake of you and me. And I was happy all this time. I am asking you
to help me just because I need help urgently. I would never ask you
about anything without reasons. If you want to meet me, to help me to
make our meeting, please, send money to the help before September, 30 morning.
I want you to be confident in my sincerity, that is why I send you the view of my visa.
I want you to see the result of my efforts. I address to you only because
I need it right now, because the anti-emigration committee waits for me
with all documents and I am obliged to come to committee according to appointed term.
If you can help me I will tell you what I have found out. I have been told that you
can help me with the help of remittance system. So I have addressed to the
nearest bank. I have been told that they use the system ''Western Union''. They have
told that it is very convenient office for me; and this system works always and reliably.
If you can help, please, send your help to Oksana Prozorowa.
She is my assistant in clinic. I cannot leave clinic at any moment, but
I can let Oksana go out at any day, and she can receive your help and bring it
to me. She is working with me, but she can leave clinic at any moment while I can't
because I have to be here always! That is why I ask to send your help to Oksana Prozorowa.
I give you necessary elements for sending money with the help of ''Western Union'':
The name of bank - VOZROZHDENIE BANK
SITY - TAGANROG
STREET - INSTRUMENTALNAYA
HOUSE - 15V
ZIP - 347923
for Oksana Prozorowa
In bank I have been told, that to get the money, I must tell to employee of bank
your full name, your full address, exact sum which I should receive and some
confidential numbers - Money Transfer Control Number. You will get this number
in your bank if you will send your help. Only with presence of all this information
I can get your help.
I do not know what answer I will get from you. I very much am afraid that you
will not help me. But I want to tell, that I really need you, and I simply can't endure
the thought that I did almost everything, but I will not meet you. I understand that
it is big money. I have given all my forces, but together we are stronger. I really
ask you to help me. I will give you back all your money at the earliest opportunity.
I have written you honestly and sincerely. Are you with me?
Your Anastasiya
Hi my Dear!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 26
Reply
Hi my Benny! When I waited your letter, I was so tense. I have read your letter
and have begun to cry. I really cried because I have understood that now we will
be together. Any difficulties only strengthen relations. I do not know how to
express my feelings during this moment. I am very grateful to you! I
really was afraid to ask the help because people in Russia do not like to
help each other. Natalia always helps me as well as I help her. We never ask
something in exchange to the help. Now in my life there are two people who
I can rely completely on. Now in my life there are you and I feel itself as
behind a stone wall. I am afraid of nothing. Now I know that we will be
together and I can thank you not by words but my feelings. I can prove to
you that you are worthy of most best in this life and if I can give you
the best, I will make it. I will make all what in my forces to prove that
you the star which illuminate my way. I am so happy now. And deal not in
that, that you have decided to help me. The reason of my happiness and
pleasure that you understand me. I ask you the help, which is really
necessary for me. Your words gave calmness to my heart. Your words have
convinced me that now I meet you and I will be happy as never before.
You sent your help and it's very big money. You a true man and I am very grateful
to you. But I want you to know, that I would be grateful to you in any case.
I am grateful to you already now. Many thank you for your heart. Any your
help - the big support for me. I think I nevertheless should explain why I have
addressed to you. I want you to understand that I really did all what I could.
I expected that I can convince my boss to give me vacation payment now.
If I could receive this money now, I would pay my travel completely. But I was
refused. Also I have been compelled to buy new windows in my apartment. I
have prepared this money for the ticket. But I cannot leave my apartment
with bad windows. That's why I have bought a glass and have employed the
repairman to fix it. I could not make it by myself. And of course I have
been compelled to pay for his work. In Russia nobody will make it
free-of-charge. I did not want to tell to you about all this. But I want
you to understand that I did not want to ask you. I really tried to make
everything what in my forces. But I did not expect all these unforeseen
circumstances. I did not want to cause you inconvenience.
Please forgive me. I really want to be with you. I understand that I should
make all by myself. But I could not and I leave my destiny in your hands. Once
again forgive me. But I so want to thank you. I'm so happy that I will see you.
Simply know, that I am sincerely grateful to you and I will prove to you it
when I will arrive to you. I so want to thank you. I'm so happy that I will
see you. Now I am sure in it on 1000 %. And it so calms me. I have received
your help! Many thanks for everything what you did for me. I am grateful
to you very much. Now in my heart all is quiet. I am very glad, that you have
helped me. Now I will prepare for departure. I'm so happy that my dream comes
true. You have trusted me and not in vain. You are a best. I till now cannot
understand, how American ladies could miss such a treasure. When I will be
with you, I will show to all American ladies how necessary to love and how
Russian woman able to love. You have the kindest and attentive heart. Thanks
for your help! I am so happy! I am happy every day, but now to my happiness
was added absolute confidence , that I will meet you! And it simply
a fantastic. I in a fairy tale which already turns to a reality! First you
brightened my life and made me feel loved, now you have helped me! And when
we will meet you will understand that my gratitude for everything that you already
did for me is much greater than I could express by the words! Together we are
much stronger, and to go thru obstacles together is much easier.
Your yesterday, your today, your for ever - Anastasiya!
Hi my soul!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 27 (13 days ago) [Thanks you.jpg,Thanks you again.jpg]
Reply
Hi my soul Benny.
I will arrive to you on October, 07. Please my dear, do not mix and do not
forget! I do not want to stay at the airport in loneliness. October, 07.
at 10:45 pm (your time) to airport Raleigh number of the flight 462 American Airlines.
I cannot write much. I have received your letter for a long time ago, but
I only have come for some minutes here, and I have some minutes to write
to you! You cannot imagine what occurs in my heart and in my soul!
Thoughts about our meeting make me happy! I even am happy when I alone
in my apartment! Do you know why?
Yesterday I began to knit a sweater for you. It will be my gift. I
knit a sweater of Angora wool. Do you like a sweater? Do you like to wear
sweater when cold in the street? But I am absolutely sure that you will
like this sweater. I make it with such big love. I make it so studiously.
It will be the best sweater in the world. Color - is slightly darkest than
white. Very beautiful color. I want to make on a front part of a sweater
an inscription - the name. First I wanted to make name - "Anastasiya".
But now I want to make a name - Benny. And I do not know what do you want.
The name will be not big. You have 3 days to make the decision - what name
you want to see on a chest. If you do not write to me, I will take the
decision by myself, but I will not tell you. I will give you this sweater
at the Airport. Do you like my idea?
Soon we will be together and it will be wonderful. If we fated to become
single whole, I believe that it will be. Our hearts are like two great
oceans. They are vast and very deep yet calm an peaceful on the surface.
Our feeling run very deep and they are very strong. Sometimes we get
afraid we will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans
will meet in a powerfull wave that will shake the very earth. And when all
is done there will be one vast beautiful ocean, beautiful, powerful and
forever...one heart, one ocean. Benny you have given me much more
than you can realize. You are my prayer, my shelter from hopelessness and
despair, only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright.
Your Anastasiya.
My bear cub Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 29 (11 days ago) [You My Teddy Bear!!!.jpg,You My Teddy Bear!.jpg]
Reply
Benny, my dear, my gentle man. Do you think of your woman Anastasiya? (Smile).
My dear Benny, I do not know how to live these days. It is a true
test. After all difficulties that we have together passed through, after
all tests, the only thing that holds us far apart - time. And the awaiting
now is much more difficult than everything that we did. In my thoughts
I am already with you. Even when I go to sleep, I hold close to me my
favorite soft toy - the bear, and embracing this toy I think of you (smile).
There is only a few days up to our meeting, and I do not want to work,
I do not want to jog, I do not want to go on Trip Day, I do not want
anything absolutely! (Smile). I only want departure day to come as soon as
possible. Natalia has told that she will live with me until I will go to you.
If to be honest, I asked her about that! (Smile). And she has agreed
of course. I am afraid to stay alone now when all what I must do - simply
to wait. I am afraid of the flying bricks (smile), I am afraid of a fire
and in general I am afraid of anything that might prevent our meeting!
(Smile). Therefore I have asked Natalia to live with me. So do not worry
about me! Now every evening we chatter about you and about our meeting.
Every day Natalia suggests me to start to collect my suitcase. But I want
to start to collect my suitcase last day of my work! I will get a true
pleasure when I will collect my suitcase because it will be the first day
of my vacation!!!! How I want this day to come. Yesterday Natalia has brought
a souvenir for you. She wants to express her gratitude for all what you
did for me, and she asks me to present this souvenir to you. I will not
tell you what is it. But it is a Russian national souvenir! She did a good
choice!(smile) I think half of my suitcase will be occupied with gifts for
you! (Smile). Maybe I should attach a beard to my face and to become a
Santa Claus for you? (Smile). By the way, Benny, what kind of clothes
I should take? High heels? Swimsuit? Evening dress? Shorts? Jacket? Sweater?
Jeans? I will execute any your whim! (Smile). Benny, Natalia constantly
teases me! She knows that I am afraid to fly by plane and constantly talks
that before to sit down into the plane I should be convinced that all tanks
are filled with kerosene and that all pilots are sober! (Smile). And first
we are dared, but then I really start to be afraid. Can you imagine, Benny,
that sometimes in the childhood I dreamed to be a spacewoman!!! (Smile).
Benny, do you want to find out one of my biggest dreams? I want to fly
on the balloon... I dream about it since the childhood. I am dreaming
to fly up in the sky, to feel a wind in my hair. I dream to see the Earth
just as birds see it. The balloon controlled only by a wind is a true embodiment
of freedom and dream. I dream to fly with you on the balloon above fields
and rivers, above woods and lakes. It is the best way to feel true freedom
of reason, soul and body. Maybe one day you and I will fly on our balloon.
We will hold our hands and to watch all beauty of the world
remaining far under us... I am sure Benny, that we always will have
many dreams, beautiful dreams. And I am sure that all our dreams will
come true. I know that all our dreams will come true, because just as I
you believe in beauty, in miracles. Together we can subdue any barrier,
and our common dreams will become our common aims. I believe in it.
Benny, I have to go. I should work some days and then I will be your
entirely and completely! (Smile). Tomorrow I will probably go on my last
Trip Day!!! Not with the purpose to get documents (smile). This time it
will be a true Trip Day - to our patients. It will be the last time when
I will be tired! After this ''Trip Day'' I will begin preparation to my vacation!
I kiss you gently, my Benny! Prepare your lips, because soon
they will be kissed by the Russian woman with name Anastasiya! (Smile).
Your Anastasiya.
P.S. My pictures are taken in cafe in Shahty, in my house I have a small bear. Smile.
Hi my lovely Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Sep 30 (10 days ago) [Your sweet.jpg,I go to you.jpg,I wish to embrace you.jpg]
Reply
My dear Benny! I cannot write, because here repairmen began preparation for
repair of a cabinet and today here nobody had access to a computer. I have
some seconds so I wanted to drop you a line so that you did not worry and
did not think that something happened to me! I will write to you on the day
after tomorrow. Or maybe tomorrow if the cabinet will be free. Repairmen have
told that they are not going to remove a computer from a cabinet yet , but
today they removed other equipment and furniture. So do not worry, I am ok
and I miss you! I think of you and my heart belongs to you.
Your woman Anastasiya! I kiss you. See you soon!!!
I can't without you Benny
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Oct 1 (9 days ago) [I can't without you.jpg,I will soon embrace you.jpg]
Reply
Hi my Benny!
How are you My Man?
Again I can write to you and it is improbable relief. I so waited for this
minute! I smile and my heart is filled with the most light emotions.
I should endure only a few days - it is the only thought living in my head
now. I am sure that you are happy just as I. I think I already completely
ready to travel! Actually all what I need to do - to put all my clothes
which I already has prepared, into a suitcase. Please, do not worry,
my suitcase has wheels, so, you will not get tired when will carry my
suitcase at the airport!!! (Smile). I already do not worry at all about
anything. I am absolutely sure now, that everything will be super! I only
should protect myself from myself! (Smile). Today I ironed my clothes and
have forgotten to switch off the iron! Suddenly, together with Natalia we
have felt a smell of a smoke, and we have rushed from kitchen to the room.
And we have seen that the iron completely has burnt a fabric on the
ironing board! Can you imagine how it dangerously in completely wooden
house? Natalia scolded me as if she is my mother and I her child! (Smile).
I became incredibly absent-minded. Natalia says that the more I think of you,
the more dangers surrounds me! (Smile). The workers began to prepare
cabinet of analyses for re-equipment! Please, do not worry, the computer will be
removed from a cabinet in last turn. I think at this time I already will
be with you! Simply now I have hardly had an opportunity to write to you.
The computer will work only a few minutes in day. But you see, everything
is successfully! In some days I will already sit in a train and the everything else
will become for me absolutely indifferent!!!!
Today I got the ticket onto a train up to Moscow. Now I will inform you
very important information. I will go to Moscow October, 04 - in the evening.
It is the best ticket and I am glad that I could get it. I will moving
to Moscow for 2 days. I should arrive to Moscow beforehand to have
enough time for arrival in the airport, for registration of ticket
and registration in anti-immigration committee. Moscow is very big city and
I should have enough time for this purpose. I will arrive to Moscow in the
morning on October, 06. On a way to Moscow I will have some very long stops.
I will try to write to you from Internet - cafe. I will tell to you about
my trip. It is a very long and tiresome way. But I will think of us and
it will help me. In Moscow I will stop in a waiting room. There I will
spend night. I will write to you from Moscow. You do not imagine how I worry.
I want to ask you prayed for me while I will be in road. Promise me.
Today I can feel true relief because today I have finished absolutely all
preparations for my travel! Now I have made everything! All documents are
collected, and now I can relax! You cannot imagine, what an enjoyment it!
My dear! I have to go!!!!! I send you my tenderness, my thoughts
and all my warmth! I have to go! Your and only your Anastasiya.
P.S. I regret, but it is my last pictures which I send you.
I have no more pictures on a computer. But I promise you that
I will take with myself all my pictures. When we will meet
you can take any pictures of me what you will want.
My lovely Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Oct 2 (8 days ago)
Reply
Hi my Benny!!!!! How are you, my pleasure and my inspiration? Today you
have come to me in my sleep-dream! It was so beautifully, I am sure that
I slept and smiled. And I have woken up in fine mood!
I am very grateful to you for your offer to help. You are a true gentleman
and your offer tells me how you want to meet me!
But I do not need additional money. You already have much made for me.
Today I actually have the last working day! Tomorrow I will simply legalize
vacation papers to get a vacation officially! Natalia has told that she has found
the Internet-cafe in the Shahty!!!! Therefore I think you will receive
from me the letter in any case!!!! (Smile). At least before to get on a train
I will necessarily write to you so that you knew that my travel began!
Therefore do not worry!!!! But now I must go!!! I only wanted to tell that
I adore you! When we will meet I will give you a song, even though I do not know
such a wonderful melodies and words, because everything in comparison to
you is insignificant. I will give you the sky together with the sun which
is born in the East. I will give you the happiness and nobody will
challenge this happiness. Please, forgive me that I have not written ten
times more! I want to tell to you much more, but I have no an opportunity.
But at least you will not worry about me and now you know that you are in
my heart, that I think of you, I dream about our meeting!!! You made me
happy woman! I feel that I live!!!
You are My!
Anastasiya!
It's me, your lady Anastasiya!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Oct 3 (7 days ago)
Reply
Hi My Dearest Benny!
My dear! How are you! I thought that when I will receive the visa, I
will become quiet and nothing will worry me. But I can do nothing. I
worry. Every day, every minute, I am waiting for the moment when all
problems will stay behind, and I will hear your voice HI MY Anastasiya!
Every evening Natalia comes to me home. I so am happy. Yesterday we together
collected my bag. My lovely, I will have two bags. It not the big bags. I
have taken my best dresses, the most beautiful! I want you to enjoy me! I
have taken jeans, gym-shoes, shoes on a high heel, swimsuit, dresses,
skirts, stockings (only for us (a smile)), several blouses and shirts. I
will not list all! You will see soon!!!(smile) By the way, your sweater is
practically ready! I will finish it in a train! Today I will cannot fall
asleep! I know it! I very impressionable woman. Natalia today again will
come to me home. Soon I will sit on a train and my travel will begin! Can
you imagine? TOMORROW! I am so afraid to fly in the plane. I want to have
a parachute! (Smile). Forgive for my silly ideas. I so want to put my head
on your shoulder and to tell: ''How long I searched for you in my life''.
I will tell it silently, but you will hear!
Natalia said, that if I will come back with the same smile as now, she
too will find a friend in your country and will save money for the same
travel(smile). Can you imagine that Natalia once too as well as I now, will
worry, prepare for travel and will tell me and you about her beloved! It
would be so funny! By the way, Natalia has made to me the order - she wants
me to bring to her the autograph of Robert De Niro (I am not sure if I
have written it correctly). He is her favourite actor. Where we will
search for him? (Smile). By the way, I will write to you before my trip
from Internet - cafe! I cannot believe that today the last day of my work!
I at all do not work today, only sign documents to go on a vacation. Today
have begun my vacation, and together with it - the first day of my new
life! I know that it will be a new life because these feelings, and days
which have already made me happy, I will cannot delete from memory never!
Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our dream together. A new
beginning, a new world, with limitless possibilities. All things we
thought were valuable are meaningless now. For in our love, we have found
the treasures of the heart and soul. Our ways and means that had guided
us, will become crossed and our narrow paths will become plaited into one
big beautiful road! We will be as innocent children, to taste, touch, and
smell all new things in our life. And as adolescents, we shall taste the
fruits of the flesh as if for the first time, like Adam and Eve once felt
in the Garden of Eden. It will be a paradise we have never known before.
With gentle caress', and kissing of lips, our passions will grow. Our
hearts will beat faster. And when time stands still, we will unite mind,
and soul. Our hearts will beat as one. It is then we will truly know, that
we have finally found each other, and our love will forever grow. I have
to go. Please, think of me! I worry so much today! What will be tomorrow I
at all can imagine!
Many kisses.
Your Anastasiya.
Hi Benny!
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Oct 4 (6 days ago)
Reply
Hi my Benny! I am in Internet - cafe!!!!
The day today is so wonderful. The sun is shining. The weather is
good. I wanted to be this day near to you. I have imagined that we sit at
a little table, burn two candles, in glasses sparkles champagne. Silent
music plays, and you invite me to slow dance. I nestle to you, and put my
head to you on a breast. You gently embrace me and whisper gentle words to
me on an ear. I close eyes. You gentle - gentle kiss me. I thaw in your
embraces. Then we extinguish candles and we remain alone with our desires
and feelings. I very much wanted it. I know that it will be very soon. Get my kiss.
My dear Benny, you are everything that is beautiful in this world.
When there is Hate, you are the Love that conquers it.
When there is Sadness, you are the Smile that brings happiness.
When there are Tears, you are the Hands that dries them.
When there is War, you are the Peace that calms it.
When there is Pain, you are the Medicine that heals it.
When there is Suffering, you are the Joy that ends it.
When there is Love, You - heart which is filled with this love.
Now I will finish my letter I will go to railway station. I so worry. In
some minutes I will go to Moscow. I pray God so that everything will be well.
I will try to write to you from Internet - cafe. I have two bags. I will arrive
to Moscow on October, 06. As soon as I will arrive to Moscow I will go to the
airport and I will write to you the letter. OK? Wish me luck and happy
journey. I go to you. My travel began!!! My hands have shiver. I very much
worry. I will think of you. Please check your e-mail!!!!! I have to go.
Your Anastasiya!!!!!! I kiss you!!!!!!
(no subject)
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Oct 6 (4 days ago)
Reply
Benny! I am in Moscow!
I cannot get registration and the sanction in anti-immigration
committee. I have been informed that according to the law for Citizens of
Russia who leave our country with visa without residence permit, if I go
to your country I am obliged to have cash as confirmation that I possess
monetary resources. I can't receive sanction to get registration at the
airport. I am obliged to show them 500 dollars. If I have 500 dollars
I will receive registration and the sanction of anti-immigration committee.
The law obliges me to have money as confirmation, that in your country
I will have money resources for existence and livelihoods during that time
which I will spend there. I must show at least 500 dollars. If I will show
money, I will receive confirmation that I possess monetary resources and
I will get the official sanction to leave my country with the visa.
Otherwise they have no right to let me go to your country. Please, as soon
as possible send me 500 dollars. I will show this money and I will
receive the sanction. This money are necessary for me only to show at
anti-immigration committee. I will give you this money right at the
airport. I should not pay anything. I simply should show money and then
I can leave customs house. All my documents are in anti-emigration committee
now. Without ID I cannot receive your money. Therefore I ask you, please,
send money for Pavlova Natalia. She is the inspector of Ministry of Health
and she is responsible for me here, in Moscow. She has met me here, in Moscow
and I will go in bank together with her. Send money for her name because my ID
and visa are in anti-emigration committee now. When we will receive money,
I will show them this money and then I will get the sanction to leave my country.
Please, send me money as soon as possible because I have no money.
Please, use system of Western Union because here there is several banks,
which uses this system of a remittance and I can receive your money.
All you need is the city - Moscow. Her name Natalia, her surname Pavlova.
Benny, my nerves on a limit. I got the formal notice, according to which
I must have money to leave my country according to the law. I cannot write
much because I use the Internet - cafe and I have no money for that.
Here only three computers and so many people. I should spend night here
in Moscow in a waiting room. It is much more terrible than I thought.
Tomorrow I again will use Internet - cafe to receive your letter.
I cannot be in Moscow for a long time, because I have no money for a meal
and a for the night lodging. I only have some meal I took at home for
my trip in a train. Now already evening. I should receive the sanction
of anti-immigration committee as soon as possible because
I cannot be in Moscow for a long time. I am nervous very much.
Once again, as soon as possible send money to Moscow for Pavlova Natalia.
I will receive money together with her and I will show this money
in anti-emigration committee.
With love. Anastasiya.
(no subject)
Reply to all
Forward
Reply by chat
Filter messages like this
Print
Add to Contacts list
Delete this message
Report phishing
Report not phishing
Show original
Show in fixed width font
Show in variable width font
Message text garbled?
Why is this spam/nonspam?
Anastasiya
to me
show details Oct 7 (3 days ago)
Reply
Hi my dear Benny! I write to you this letter from hospital. There
was a misfortune. After I have received your help, I have left bank and
have gone to the underground. In the underground there was an accident.
I went downwards on a big ladder. At this moment behind of me people began
to shout. I have turned and have seen that a very big man tried to snatch
out a bag from hands of a woman. He very strongly pushed a woman,
he wrested a bag and run downwards on a ladder directly towards me. I stood
like frozen and did not know what to do. As I stood on his road he very
strongly struck me and have pushed me forward. I have fallen very strongly,
and began to fall downwards of stairs. I have flown by some meters
downwards. It was so painfully. I could not rise. People which saw it,
have called car of first aid. I have been taken away to hospital. I have
a strong dislocation of a hand, a crack in an rib and damage of my
spleen. It is very hurt. Each breath brings to me a pain. I am glad that
that man did not withdrew my bag because all my documents were in my bag.
In the morning to me came a policeman and took my evidence. I have
addressed to him and have told that I should fly to other countrie.
I have shown him all my documents and have asked to help me. He has agreed.
I have given him all my documents and he has gone to the airport officially to
inform about my problem and officially to receive the sanction to renewal
of my ticket on later time. At present the situation is that I should be
in hospital for one and a half weeks, or for two weeks, because the
spleen is very important organ of a human body and hospitalization is
necessary. I cannot leave hospital because I have serious traumas. My
stay in hospital will be paid by the Shahty Medical Insurance Company
because each worker of our clinic has annual life insurance from
accidents and death. Here, in hospital there are computers for general
purpose, like a Internet - cafe, but I should pay money, and to get
access to a computer I should wait in the big queue. Very many people.
Therefore I hope you will understand me if some day I cannot write to you.
After I will be let out from hospital, I will receive the new ticket and
I will arrive to you. Now I do not need anything. I only ask your
support. Do not throw me now. I very much am afraid to stay alone. I
will write to you whenever possible and I will inform on what happen.I
cannot write much because I have a strong pain at each movement of a body
and because my time is limited. Many people wait a computer. I will try
to receive your letter, but for this purpose I should find the person who
will teach me as it to make because here other computers and I don't know
how to receive from you the letter. I will write to you tomorrow as soon
as I will receive an opportunity. Forgive me. I do not know why the God
punishes me. Please do not throw me because I one in Moscow and only one
person with whom I have connection - You.
I will write to you later and I will tell in more detail. Now I should go
because now I will have x-ray therapy again.
Anastasiya.
|
If you have found the girl with whom you communicate in this list and we have saved your heart and money, we will be grateful for a
donation to this site. All the money will go to the further development of the site. We are doing an extensive free help for men by
analyzing their communications with Russian women if suspicions have arisen.
|
|
Make a donation:
10 USD
20 USD
30 USD
40 USD
50 USD
70 USD
100 USD
|
|
